Chapter 304: Sinking
After Ah Zhong was released from confinement, he learned from the pain and was determined to find his beloved girlfriend, so he set out on the road to find his girlfriend without saying hello to anyone, and since then he has not contacted anyone again, and has disappeared for two years.
At the time of the incident, Chen Feng and Siri were on a highly classified mission in England, almost isolated from the world, and by the time they completed the arduous mission and returned to China, Ah Zhong's affairs had already passed in time, and Ah Zhong had disappeared. He was never seen again.
Chen Feng has not given up looking for Ah Zhong in the past two years. There are many reasons why Chen Feng wants to be a rich man, one of which is that he hopes that after he gets rich, he can have enough financial, material and human resources to help him find Ah Zhong. It wasn't until today that Chen Feng got his wish and finally found this good comrade-in-arms who shared life and death.
Now seeing that Ah Zhong does not look like a person, a ghost does not look like a ghost, and he is aging like an old man at a young age, so that Kaige who met for the first time can't believe that Ah Zhong is a peer who is one year younger than Chen Feng, Chen Feng feels sad and sad when he thinks of this.
Ah Zhong seemed to see Chen Feng's thoughts, and said with a wry smile: "Boss, you don't have to feel sorry for me. In fact, you know, with my ability, it is not difficult to earn some money and live a better life. And the reason why I am like this, sometimes even begging, picking up rags, and eating leftovers for a living, is to punish myself and kill my father, and on the other hand, to remind myself that I haven't found Fangfang, and I won't allow myself to live too well until I find Fangfang. ”
Fangfang is Ah Zhong's ex-girlfriend, named Ge Shufang.
Chen Feng sighed and said, "Go back with me first, take care of your body, and I'll help you find your ex-girlfriend slowly." ”
Ah Zhong shook his head and said with a miserable smile: "Boss, I understand you, you didn't persuade me to give up looking for Fangfang, on the one hand, you know that I won't listen to you, and on the other hand, you think Fangfang is not worthy of my love." So you won't really look for Fangfang for me, you just want me to take care of my body and slowly make my life normal. ”
Chen Feng sighed: "I think this is also my uncle's wish. ”
Ah Zhong nodded and said resolutely: "I know that you are for my good, boss, but Fangfang is the only woman I have ever loved in my life, I must find her, even if you follow me all day in the future, you can't stop me from going to find Fangfang." ”
Chen Feng sighed: "What if you find her, she may not love you anymore, maybe she has a boyfriend, or even married, why should you bother yourself." ”
Ah Zhong shook his head and said, "No, Fangfang won't love me." She must have had a last resort when she left me. My Ah Zhong is an infatuated man, I will only love one woman in this life, and since I am in love with Fangfang, I will not change again. I'm a fool, boss, if you look down on me, then please leave it at that, you and I don't have to deal with each other anymore. ”
Chen Feng sighed, grabbed Ah Zhong's hand, and said word by word: "I won't look down on you, I'm just asking you, if your ex-girlfriend doesn't love you anymore, or has a boyfriend, or even gets married, what should you do? Don't tell me anything like that she can't not love you, I just want to know, what are you going to do if what I said happens? Tell me your answer." ”
When Chen Feng said the last few words, his voice was already unusually stern and solemn.
Ah Zhong was shocked by Chen Feng's momentum, and he couldn't say anything like "impossible, Fangfang must still love me", so he had to pull his hand out of Chen Feng's hand with a hurt expression, and said loudly: "Even if that's the case, what? Boss, didn't you tell me before that that loving someone is to make her happy." If you feel that you will feel very happy with a woman, that is not to love her, but to love yourself, and to really love someone, that is, if you feel that she will be happier with someone else than with you, then you should let go and let her be with other men, this is the real love for her, not love yourself. Isn't that all that you said?"
When Kaige heard it, her heart was shocked, although she didn't agree with this concept of love and felt that it was too pedantic, but she didn't wait to admit this point of view of love, it was still very great and pure, similar to perfect spiritual love. Unexpectedly, his man still had such a selfless love concept, Kaige didn't feel that his heart was moving, and he looked at Chen Feng with affection.
Chen Feng couldn't help but touch his nose and said with a wry smile under the gaze and attack of Ah Zhong and Kaige's two pairs of bright eyes, and said with a wry smile: "Isn't that just a casual remark when you are young and frivolous, when the real thing is coming, how many people can do it, and let their beloved woman go to be with other men? I can't do it anyway. ”
Ah Zhong shook his head and said, "I don't think it's just on paper, I think I can do it." Even if Fangfang is with another man, as long as she can live happily, I will be satisfied. I will silently stay by her side and protect her for the rest of my life. I don't think you can't do this, boss, you just said that, you just want me to give up Fangfang. ”
Chen Feng smiled bitterly: "I think you have gone mad, if she is with another man, it proves that she no longer loves you, why do you protect her for the rest of your life, or even never marry for the rest of your life." ”
Ah Zhong said quietly: "Whether she loves me or not is her business, and whether I love her or not is my business." These are two things, aren't they? ”
Chen Feng said: "But the premise should also be, is she worthy of your love!"
Hearing this, Ah Zhong's body trembled slightly, and then, stabilizing his emotions, he said word by word: "Worthwhile or not, everyone has their own standards, as long as I think it's worthwhile, it's okay, isn't it." ”
Chen Feng saw that the persuasion was ineffective, so he had to say: "You should still look forward and live your own life, so that the people who care about you can rest assured and happy." ”
Ah Zhong smiled bitterly: "There are still people in this world who care about me, and I really don't deserve to be cared about by others." ”
Chen Feng looked at Ah Zhong and said solemnly: "At least there are Siri and I in this world who have always cared about you." ”
Ah Zhong nodded and said, "I know, thank you boss, but you better give up on me." Let me fend for myself, let me live my own life and go my own way, okay?"
Chen Feng said: "I will not give up on you, but I do not have the right to interfere in your life, you have the right to choose your own path." ”
After speaking, Chen Feng handed the mobile phone to Ah Zhong, who took it and saw a photo on the mobile phone, and couldn't help but be shocked, and his expression changed greatly.