The doctor paced back and forth at the door of the operating room, his brow furrowed, looking anxious.

My face turned pale, and I clenched my fists tightly.

Soon, the nurse came running over with a set of white coats, and I quickly put on my clothes, masks, and hats, and followed the doctor into the operating room.

There are also two doctors around the operating table, and a nurse who is constantly preparing medical equipment.

Xie Ran lay on it with a bloodless face, the ventilator was tightly buckled around his mouth and nose, and the heart rate meter was on it, and the speed of his heartbeat was very irregular.

The doctor said solemnly: "No matter what conflicts you have, human life is at stake!

After the doctor finished speaking, he continued to clean the wound on Xie Ran's waist. I didn't dare to look at the place where she was injured, or even to look at Xie Ran's face.

The doctor's words became anxious, and he said, "Family, do you understand me?"

I clenched my fists, and under the ventilator, Xie Ran's lips moved slightly. I didn't hear the sound clearly.

But I could see the blurred lip shape clearly.

"Please...... Let me die. ”

The cramping in my heart suddenly popped up, and I understood why I had been so unscrupulous to go to Gu Lin these few times, and I didn't care about Xie Ran's feelings.

Quietly, Xie Ran gave me a feeling that she would never leave.

So when she's gone, I'm at a loss.

Squatting gently next to the operating table, I reached out and touched her face, and whispered in Xie Ran's ear: "I'm not leaving, if you wake up, I won't leave." ”

After saying this, I felt a little deprived of strength, and there was an emotion, which was also helpless. But I can't be a person without conscience and kill Xie Ran?

At this moment, a nurse shouted in surprise: "The patient's heart rate is normal!

The doctor said happily: "Yes, that's it, quickly prepare the needle and thread, and the internal wound is sutured!"

……

The operation went smoothly, Xie Ran was wheeled into the room, and I sat next to her, looking at her pale face, feeling really guilty. tortured a good girl to what she is now.

In the middle of the night, I began to feel sleepy and fell into a groggy sleep.

I don't know how long it took, but I suddenly felt a little tingling on my face, and I opened my eyes violently.

But I saw Xie Ran's hand on my cheek, and she looked at me with red eyes, crying silently.

I couldn't bear to hurt her heart anymore, so I slowly held her hand and whispered softly to let her rest well, I won't leave.

Xie Ran pursed his lips and muttered, "I had a dream, I thought I should be dead and should leave, but I heard you call me back, and I came back." ”

I smiled and leaned over to kiss Xie Ran's lips to tell her not to think about it.

Xie Ran's tears flowed again, and she wiped it, and said a little panicked: "You go home and see Mom, we are not here, what should she do?"

As soon as Xie Ran reminded me, I woke up and touched the mobile phone on my body, but found that the mobile phone was not there.

I just remembered that last night I knew that Xie Ran had a car accident, and my phone fell to the ground, and I didn't pick it up.

Turning his head to look at the time on the wall clock, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon......

I asked Xie Ran to call the nurse if he felt any discomfort, and then ran out of the hospital and rushed back to his home.

When I got home, I found my mom sitting on the edge of the bed watching TV, eating snacks like a child, and ignoring me.

I breathed a sigh of relief, went to the kitchen to make food for her, fed her, but she didn't eat, saying that I wanted my daughter-in-law to feed her, I coaxed her to say that Xie Ran was studying, and she was willing to eat.

After taking care of my mother, I felt that it would not work like this, I had to take care of Xie Ran in the hospital, and my mother also needed to take care of me at any time, so I was going to call my father to see if he could arrange someone to take care of my mother.

I ran to my room to find my phone, only to see a dozen missed calls.

It's all Gu Lin's fight.

My heart trembled slightly, and I remembered that I told Gu Lin last night that we would meet at the Western restaurant where we met before at noon today.

After hesitating for a while, I first contacted my dad and told me about my girlfriend's accident, and my dad said that he would come and take care of my mother for a few days. He asked me again what was going on now, had I decided not to go to that Gu Lin?

I didn't answer Daddy's question, I just hung up the phone and rushed to the restaurant.

I drove very fast along the way, until I reached the door of the western restaurant, I stopped the car, and I saw a familiar figure by the window.

She sat there with her head tilted sideways, motionless.

I looked at her silhouette in a daze, hesitated for a long time, pinched the steering wheel, and finally did not get out of the car.

I gritted my teeth, blood spilled from the corners of my mouth, and in the end I could only smile miserably and say sorry.

Gu Lin is a soft-hearted person, and so am I.

I don't know how to explain to her that I can't leave Xie Ran right now.

I don't want to hurt Gu Lin because of this, so I just let her treat me as a no-show person, whether she hates me or resents me, forgetting me may be her best choice.

I stepped on the gas pedal and left the restaurant.

During this period, Gu Lin called me a few more times and also sent me a message,

I didn't reply to her, and I didn't even dare to click on the content of the message, so I just deleted it.

Taking care of Xie Ran in the hospital, although she is sick, she smiles from time to time, which is pitiful.

Daddy arrived at the hospital in the afternoon, and after seeing Xie Ran, he told me to take good care of her, so he took the key and went to my house.

In the evening, Big Daddy suddenly appeared in the hospital and said that I should go out with him.

At that time, Xie Ran and I were both taken aback, and my father's face was very ugly, as if something had happened.

I quickly followed him to the outside of the hospital.

As soon as I walked out, my father suddenly told me that I should go and find Gu Lin back, and I must get her back immediately.

I was stunned and asked Daddy why did he suddenly talk about Gu Lin?

The eldest father was silent, looked at me, and asked me not to ask so much, in short, he would take care of Xie Ran in the hospital, and he would also arrange for the nurse to watch my mother, he wanted to see Gu Lin and ask her something.

In fact, I didn't dare to think about Gu Lin in my heart, and I didn't dare to think about how disappointed she should be in me.

When my dad asked me, I held back the emotions in my heart, saying that I couldn't go, and after I went, I couldn't control myself.

But the eldest father grabbed me by the collar suddenly, his face became a little distorted, and said, "You must find Gu Lin! I want to ask about her, it has something to do with your father! Didn't your father die in the line of duty back then? He saved some people, and this Gu Lin is one of the parties involved! I just found out!"