Chapter 329: If You Can't Meet It
Lan Xue was pushed by Xu Duhang and could clearly feel that his pace had slowed down, Lan Xue didn't plan to stop him and ask the reason, let him push himself like this, she knew that he would naturally stop when he couldn't bear the depression in his heart anymore. The so-called "ghost in my heart" should be, no matter how hard you hold on, there will always be a moment when you can't hold on...... Lan Xue firmly believes in this.
"Brother Duhang, will you hurt me cruelly?" Xu Duhang seemed to have been poisoned, and Lan Xue's words were repeated in his ears, and Lan Xue's eyes when he asked this sentence lingered in his mind. Lan Xue's eyes were unharmed as usual, but he just felt creepy when he looked at these unharmed eyes on weekdays, and always felt that there was a bottomless whirlpool in that clear pupil, and the whirlpool had an indescribable coldness, which made him dare not look directly. In this way, the repeated words and lingering eyes alternately hovered in Xu Duhang's world, making him feel dizzy and even almost suffocated. Suddenly, Xu Duhang really didn't have the strength to support his steps anymore, so he could only stop.
Lan Xue felt a sudden pause, her body instinctively leaned forward, and when she leaned back on the back of the chair, a satisfied smile appeared on the corner of Lan Xue's mouth. When he looked back at Xu Duhang, his smile was completely gone, replaced by doubts and concerns, "What's the matter, Brother Duhang?" Xu Duhang hurriedly smiled to soothe the doubts in Lan Xue's heart, "It's okay little guy, I just suddenly remembered that there was a guest in the store today who booked a birthday and I haven't prepared yet." Xu Duhang's smile didn't keep on his face, and finally when his smile was about to be covered by his restlessness, he continued to speak, "That, I'm really sorry little guy, I have to go back to the little boy first." "Then go back and prepare, Brother Twilight, I can go back myself." Lan Xue smiled and said what Xu Duhang wanted to hear the most.
"I'm really sorry little one, I'll come to see you next time. After saying that, Xu Duhang hurriedly turned around and left, and the appearance of running away was very interesting in Lan Xue's eyes. "Brother Twilight. Lan Xue suddenly opened her mouth and stopped Xu Duhang, who had already left a short distance. Xu Duhang turned around to look at Lan Xue, who was already sweating profusely. Lan Xue's rotating wheelchair took a few steps closer to Xu Duhang, and said with a smile: "Thank you, Brother Duhang, without you, I would feel that life probably has nothing to be nostalgic for." I will never think like that again in the future, with you by my side, I am not afraid of anything, I want to take the person who made me the way I am today...... I'm going to dig out his heart...... I'm going to dig out the heart of the man who cruelly hurt me, tooth for tooth, eye for eye. I'm sure I'll be able to do it because you'll help me...... Thank you for giving me the courage to hold the knife. With that, Lan Xue smiled sweetly and waved her hand at Xu Duhang, "Okay, let's get busy, goodbye." ”
No longer looking at what kind of expression Xu Duhang was, Lan Xue smiled, and the light and breezy Xu Duhang turned his face sideways in front of him, turned the wheelchair back to the original direction, and turned slowly, gracefully and proudly towards the front without looking back. Along the way, a satisfied smile appeared on the corner of Lan Xue's mouth again, and it never disappeared again......
Xu Duhang stood in place, unable to turn around for a long time. He looked at Lan Xue who was gradually moving away from him, her figure slowly moving in his sight, and every inch of hard movement seemed to tear a piece of his heart. Tears flowed silently, because I couldn't bear the pain of my heart being torn apart. Xu Duhang thought that there was no pain that he couldn't bear, but this time he was out of control, the pain in his heart, he didn't have the ability to parry it, he could only retreat one after another, until tears snaked down the corners of his eyes...... "Brother Duhang, will you hurt me cruelly?" Seeing that Lan Xue's back was still moving forward slowly and hard, Xu Duhang's ears sounded again, and his heart was heartbroken......
"Eat, you love to eat. Ren Hori picked up the dishes and put them on Duan Meixi's plate, and his tone was calm as if he was reciting lines. Duan Meixi looked at the dishes on the plate, sneered and nodded, "It's really all my favorite food." If it weren't for the casual meal, I wouldn't have been treated like this. Thank you. As she spoke, Duan Meixi picked up the dish and tasted it, then looked at Ren Hao and smiled happily, "It's super delicious." Duan Meixi's heart was filled with a bitter warmth, she listened to Ren Hao's calm and stiff tone, and understood that he was reminding her that everything was just that he was cooperating with her to play a play she wanted to see. It's a little sad to be trapped in an illusion like this, but still enjoy being in it...... However, it doesn't matter if he is acting or not, at least he is willing to say what he wants to hear and be by his side. She was satisfied, happy, and warm......
"After eating, what are we going to do?...... there is still time" With anticipation in her eyes, the smile on Duan Meixi's face became even brighter. Ren Hao looked at the smile on Duan Meixi's face, and suddenly fell into a trance...... He had already admitted early on that he couldn't see through Duan Meixi. Whether her words, her expression, are true or false, she may never be able to tell the difference. He told himself countless times that this woman was a complete liar, and he didn't believe what she said or did. But at this moment, he looked at Duan Meixi's face, looked at the eyes that reflected his own shadow on her face, and stared at the bright smile on the corner of her mouth...... He was in a trance...... I couldn't help but respond, "Let's do what you want to do together." ”
Duan Meixi was stunned, the smile on her face froze inadvertently, she looked at Ren Yu in front of her, and the corners of his mouth were smiling intentionally or unintentionally...... Looking at the smile that I don't know if it was "cooperating" with the "lines" or a little gift from the heart, Duan Meixi was in a trance......
"Together. For Duan Meixi, this word seems to be a feeling of being in a different world. She chose to let go because she finally understood that Ren Hori's biggest pain was being "together" with herself. The time he spent with himself, he got almost nothing but lies and taking advantage of him...... Yes, I didn't get anything, if I told him again now that when I was with him, I really gave my heart. Then, he will definitely take back the sentence "together", and he doesn't even want to act......
In a trance, Duan Meixi forced herself to withdraw quickly, she thought that she would leave in the most chic and nostalgic way. If she has been like this now, after the end of this scene, how chic and unnostalgic she will be...... Forcing herself to do as fast as possible, Duan Meixi woke up from her trance, smiled shallowly, and looked thoughtful, "I haven't thought about it yet, so let's chat first." Just eat and digest it. Ren Hori didn't object, nor did he speak, he just lowered his head, probably acquiescing.
The moment Ren Hao lowered his head, Duan Meixi quickly raised her hand to wipe away the tears that were about to flow from the corners of her eyes, and said in a relaxed tone: "Tomorrow, will you stay in the crew all day? Ren Hao replied blandly, but Duan Meixi suddenly laughed. Ren Yu looked at Duan Meixi with some confusion, "What's wrong?" Duan Meixi shook her head while laughing, "It's nothing, it's just that I think we seem to be on a blind date." "Is it......" Ren Ju curled the corners of his mouth with a smile, "Duan Meixi, if everything starts all over again, I am not my father's son, nor is I the younger brother of that person, just an actor...... If we didn't meet in the same situation as before, but on a blind date, would you still choose me, someone who is of no use to you?"
Duan Meixi didn't speak, just looked at Ren Yu quietly, and after a long time, she smiled sadly and said, "You know it's impossible." Renbori, if everything starts all over again...... You wouldn't want to go on a blind date with a photographer at all...... If everything were to start all over again, we would ...... Maybe there is no chance to meet at all......" "You're right...... Ren Ju also nodded with a sneer, "In this way, it's still not good to meet it...... If we don't meet it, we will all have a better time......" "You know, that's impossible......" Duan Meixi stared at Ren Hao, and the poignant smile on the corner of her mouth seemed to float a layer of dust, "Because...... We've come across it. Whether you want to admit it in the future or not, your life is destined to have an experience related to a person named Duan Meixi, you married her, and she ...... That person named Duan Meixi used to be your wife......"
As she spoke, Duan Meixi casually wiped away the tears that flowed from the corners of her eyes, and continued the smile on her face, "Ren Hori...... You should be unlucky, or suffer a loss...... It doesn't matter if you're deceived by me, or if you're taken advantage of by me...... In your memory, or later in life...... You had a marriage with a person named Duan Meixi, a fragment that can't be erased...... You will meet people who are very kind, very nice and love you in the future...... You will live a very happy life. Your wife will love and love you very much. She will not cheat on you, take advantage of you, she will make you very happy, very happy...... You'll soon forget about me...... But even then......" Duan Meixi no longer wiped the tears welling up in her eyes, but let her smile shine brightly again, "Even then, the fact that I used to be your wife will not change no matter what...... It's like a washed off tattoo, no matter how clean it is, there will still be a mark left. Because, it was, really existed...... You can forget about it, but it can never really go away...... So really, really, sorry ......"