Chapter 334: Not for This

"Wangxiangtai ......" Qiu Yingsheng listened to Lan Xue's words, and couldn't help but be stunned for a moment in his eyes, and fell into silence as he muttered to himself. "Yes, Wangxiangtai ......" Lan Xue's pupils flashed a trace of loneliness, "When it was still Ye Xueji, I thought I was standing there and would not look back." Still, I couldn't help it...... Maybe it's because I looked back at that time that I still have to fall into the same pain in this life...... Therefore, the past of the future life after life, no matter which life, the past is the past, and I will never look back again. ”

"I remember, you said...... The happiest thing about being reincarnated is that you don't have to remember him again...... At that time, I thought ......" Qiu Yingsheng's eyes were superimposed with an indescribable complexity, distressed, stunned, and trance, "Since...... Why do you have to look back when you get to Wangxiangtai...... I thought ......" "Brother Yingsheng thought that I would be impatient to rush to the next life?" Lan Xue asked rhetorically, with a sad smile on her face.

"You look back because ...... Do you want to see the big brother again......" Qiu Yingsheng's voice gradually lost his confidence, getting weaker and weaker, his tone was obviously full of expectations, but the volume was getting weaker and weaker, which seemed to mean that this question was a prayer in his heart, as if he was praying to hear the only result he wanted to hear from Lan Xue. "Yes, I want to see him again. Lan Xue's words did not hesitate, "Although at that time, I didn't know that the person behind me was not him but you, and I didn't know if the person behind me could still see that I had walked towards Wangxiangtai." At the other end of the bridge, I stood on the Wangxiang Terrace next to it...... I want to see the people behind me, and I want to take one last look at the place where I once lived......"

"So, you changed your mind, you want to remember him!" The joy that could not be concealed, Qiu Yingsheng's voice was no longer weak, full of hope. "Yes, I changed my mind...... Lan Xue nodded with a light smile, "I changed my mind when I was about to reach the end of the Nai He Bridge...... Suddenly, I don't want to forget Qiu Ruoyu. But what to do? I have already drunk Meng Po soup, and I am destined to forget him. So, I told myself to cherish the opportunity to see the last time on the lookout platform, and try my best to remember what he looked like......" Lan Xue said, the light smile on the corner of her mouth couldn't help but become intense, intensely desolate, and intensely sarcastic, "How can I ...... How can I forget, the person who killed Sister Ah Lan who treated me like a sister......" In the end, sadness and sarcasm covered the smile, tears slid down, and Lan Xue looked at Qiu Yingsheng helplessly, "Brother Yingsheng, I still failed to get my wish, and I still forgot him." But...... You show up...... You reminded me of him again......"

Qiu Yingsheng's joy dissipated in an instant, and he stood up slumberedly, "Xueji, I paid the price...... Not for this...... I want Lu'er to have something to rely on in this life, and I want you and my eldest brother to ...... How could this be the case and why was it so...... I, not for this ......" "Because of Brother Yingsheng, my memories are slowly increasing......" Lan Xue's tone was lonely and desperate, "The days in Kurosawa's house are the last days of my last life...... He knows, Sister Alan knows, only I don't know...... I thought I was well disguised...... Ha, now that I think about it, it seems like it suddenly became something that only happened for a few days. Brother Yingsheng, I don't know how you have everyone's memories, but you are not me after all, even if you know everything, you still don't know what kind of day it was for me......"

"I don't know what it was like for you. Sorry, I thought it would be enough to have everyone's memories...... I know everyone's thoughts, but I can't fully know your ......" Qiu Yingsheng, distressed, sour, hung his head with a wry smile, "It's like you don't know, apart from your own memory, what kind of day is it for others......"

"Snow marks, eat more. Qiu Ruoyu patiently fed the porridge to Xueji's mouth one by one. Snow Scar was very cooperative, did not cry, and obediently swallowed the food. What Xue Scar feared the most was the moment when he raised his head to accept the food in the spoon, and that moment he would meet Qiu Yingsheng's eyes. She was afraid that she would be anxious to see his pale and thin face, and she was afraid that she would not be able to help crying out and revealing her flaws, so she could only pretend to be the way she is now and cooperate obediently.

Ah Lan stood aside and watched, looking at the quiet cooperation of the snow marks, and the sourness in his heart spontaneously appeared. The young lady of their family didn't know that the "Qiu Yingsheng" in front of her, who was already like a withered tree but was still thinking about her all the time, was Qiu Ruoyu who she hated so much......

"Miss still listens to the words of the second young master, and the second young master eats it obediently, otherwise Ah Lan thinks that the things she makes are not delicious, and the young lady is tired of eating. Ah Lan forcibly suppressed the sourness in his heart, laughed, and looked relaxed.

"That's right, I think your young lady just ate too much of what you made and got tired of it. The familiar voice came from far and near, and Alan was very happy to see Kawashima Midoriya coming. It's just that Kawashima Midoriya's cold tone gestured to her eyes, and there were some entourages with Jun Kurosawa and Sakura Ono who were following behind her. The person who came was not good, and Ah Lan instantly understood the meaning of Kawashima Midoriya......

Ah Lan put away all the expressions on his face, lowered his body to avoid his eyes from touching the person he hated extremely on the other side, the original posture of a "subordinate" made Ah Lan glad that he could be separated, but unfortunately, she was the only one who could be "separated" and didn't have to face it......

Kawashima Luya approached step by step, snatched the bowl from Qiu Ruoyu's hand, and looked at it with a sneer, "I'm really curious about how delicious the food made by Ah Lan? It's been almost a day since I've been here, I don't know why the food here can't get into your mouth, and it can't compare to the craftsmanship of a subordinate? Or ...... Afraid that the food here will poison you?" As he spoke, Kawashima Midoriya leaned down and quipped, "Shadow Voice-kun is about to run out of oil, are you afraid of being poisoned?" As she spoke, Kawashima Midoriya's gaze fell directly onto Kurosawa Jun, and after getting his instructions, he said to the person behind him, "Take it." ”

I saw Xinzi walking over with a sneering smile with a food box, opening the food box, and taking out some exquisite dishes and placing them in front of Qiu Ruoyu. Nobuko finished the action in his hand, and he and Ono Sakura looked at each other very tacitly and smiled, looking like they were watching a good show, while Kurosawa Jun, who had never said a word from beginning to end, was full of interest.

Kawashima Luya picked up a plate of rice balls, took a few steps closer to Qiu Ruoyu, and said, "When you come here, you have to eat the rice here." This is specially prepared by our chef for Snow Marks, and Ying Shengjun should not refuse this kind of kindness for Snow Marks. "Of course not. Qiu Ruoyu replied neatly, "It's just that the snow marks are already full." I'm afraid I won't be able to eat it now...... "Oh? Shadow Shengjun is not a snow mark, how do you know that she can't eat it." Perhaps, she loves to eat. Kawashima Luya interrupted Qiu Ruoyu's words, looked sideways at Xueji, picked up a rice ball and shook it in front of Xueji, and said with a smile: "You see Xueji, it's a delicious rice ball." I know you want to eat it, I'll feed you......"

Xue Zhen knew that the person in front of her was different from others, she was Qiu Yingsheng's most beloved person. Since he is Qiu Yingsheng's beloved person, he must be different from those people. Her voice was cold, and her smile was cold, but when she looked at herself, the heartache and unbearability flashed in her eyes, which made her even more convinced that she was a kind person. It's just that in front of those people, she had to hide her kindness. Xuejin probably guessed why these people were coming, she had been here for almost a day, they hadn't moved, and it was time to come over and give a dismount. And since Sister Lu'er is such a kind person, she naturally can't escape Kurosawa Jun's troubles, and he wants to test which side she is on...... In this case, I should help her. Thinking of this, Xue Scar shook his head very reluctantly, "Don't, don't eat...... Don't ......"

"It's okay if you don't want to eat, I'll feed you. As she spoke, Midori Kawashima pulled Snow Scar's neck with one hand and stuffed the rice balls into her mouth.

Snow marks could clearly feel Kawashima Midoriya's hands trembling, and fine cold sweat poured out of her palms layer by layer and seeped into the skin between her neck, like tears sliding down the corners of her eyes, leaving every inch of the skin without a wound. Snowmark's gaze swept across Midoriya Kawashima's expressionless face, and at that moment, she could clearly see the undetectable tears in her red eyes...... At that moment, Xue Zhen understood why Qiu Yingsheng fell in love with the person in front of him, they are people of the world, they are the same people, like miraculous flowers blooming on withered branches in winter, although desperate and helpless, they still hold on and bloom to the end...... At that moment, Xue Zhen firmly believed that she would always be on Qiu Yingsheng's side.

Satisfied, Snow Mark cooperated wholeheartedly with Kawashima Midoriya's performance, and she knew that the more she suffered, the more she could represent Kawashima Midoriya to "really" attack her. Her mouth was pressed against the rice balls and she couldn't speak, and she struggled to cry. Struggle is acting, tears, but sincerity. Crying for the people you love but not looking at each other, crying for her to meet her in such a way...... Crying for a fate that cannot be controlled by others......

"What are you doing!" Qiu Ruoyu rushed forward, but was caught by Sakura Ono, and said to him with a sneer, "Second Young Master, you are not in good health, so don't move around." Looking at the scene in front of him, Qiu Ruoyu could only grit his teeth and clench his fists, eager to pierce his fingers through his palm. He knew that Midoriya Kawashima was doing this to pass the test of Jun Kurosawa, and he had to help her and play the helpless side......

"That's enough!" Unexpectedly, Kurosawa Jun stepped forward to stop Midoriya Kawashima. Kurosawa Jun snatched the rice ball from Kawashima Midoriya and threw it on the ground, touching the head of the snow mark in distress. However, the moment Kurosawa Jun passed through the snow marks of his hair, he seemed to realize something, lowered his hand, quickly collected all the distress in his eyes, and said with a smile, "Since Miss Snow Marks doesn't like to eat, forget it." ”