No. 014 Think about what shame is - the consequences of teacher-student love

December 6, 1982. This was last year, and when I saw the title of "Carbonate Love", I warmed it up.

Annotated on October 5, 1986: This is reminiscent of Qiong Yao's "Outside the Window".

This event appeared before people's eyes, and of course it was obscure. There is regret, resentment, concern, inconvenience, and it is unbearable not to say it.

Because it is related to the reputation of teachers and students in the school, and this teacher is also a famous teacher in the county, unless he can be open-minded and far away from the place of right and wrong, he will dare to chew the root of his tongue.

But it's true.

I am a person who has not opened up a lot of knowledge, and after enduring it for a year, I present in my diary a part of the event, in chronological order of development, because it is a fact, and the facts show that our sacred place is not very clean.

I was very reluctant, so I had to make many detours and replace their names with fake ones: Chen Yueping, Carbonate, Hua Deng, Yan Zhen, Tianshu, Zhao Duo.

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For a few days, I couldn't settle down in my studies, maybe I was not in the right seat. But I never thought it was bad, it was what I thought before last year. I don't think it's a good seat yet. Just because of Yi! Because in the words of his classmates, Yi is Zhao Duo's little wife.

Carbonate is Zhao Duo's little wife? This word is quite low-level, and it contains a bit of absurdity. It wasn't until many years later that a 14-year-old girl confessed to me that such a thing had happened.

At that time, if the students wanted to say this, I had no reason to object, and the study committee members could not care about those gossips, and I would not worry about it.

But it affected me, because she might have been so entangled that she had become very nervous, and if my observation had been good, her life would have been ruined.

This carbonate grows very white and tender, it looks young and young, and the childishness has not been taken off, and the youth beans have come out.

Her body shape is so much that even I, an unenlightened person, can see that it has developed. At first, I thought she was a relative of Teacher Zhao Duo, so she would eat, live and even stay at Teacher Zhao Duo's house. Later, rumors came out, but it was not like that, it was said to be a teacher-student relationship.

The teacher-student relationship is a little better, but the last thing that shouldn't be is to disturb the nerves of girls. messed up her nerves and didn't try to deal with the aftermath, which affected us in the same class.

Zhao Duo didn't always lead our class, because the substitute teacher Shi in the previous semester taught really poorly, and the character teaching methods were not good, which made the geometry and algebra of our class a universal weakness.

Principal Jiang was also helpless, saying that this Teacher Shi was very talented in his stomach, but unfortunately he just wouldn't pour it out.

Seeing that he had mistaken our class, the school specially transferred Mr. Zhao Duo to focus on strengthening the mathematics class in our class, he is an excellent teacher, and his teaching level is well-known in the county.

His arrival, our class gathered four famous ace teachers in the county, the atmosphere in the class was invigorated, and it seemed that it could win the top of the county's high school entrance examination, who would have thought that an unspeakable teacher-student love interfered with our long and precious time, and these losses could not be liquidated.

Teacher Zhao Duo doesn't read textbooks at all when teaching, and this style fascinates one stubble after another, a large number of students.

Alas, Chen Yueping is not among them, for me who has a particularly good memory, not reading textbooks is just a piece of cake, and I can do it, not to mention that he has been teaching for more than 20 years.

It's not that I'm prejudiced, it's that I'm feeling too allergic. I always felt that he was a bit pretending, too condescending, and only intimate with a few girls but not with most of the students.

There are many male teachers who look at particularly beautiful girls differently, and they always like to sit opposite them when they have nothing to do, and there are always some lustful male teachers in their eyes, but they will not snub other classmates. Teacher Zhao Duo is different, he doesn't have those obvious appearances, he is very distant from all the boys, and he is also very cold to most of the girls, and there are only three or five girls who can get close to him.

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I think the light of the day began when Teacher Zhao Duo moved her position from the front row to my left.

I wanted to be at the same table with me, but I don't know if I want to copy my homework conveniently.

Fortunately, my tablemate Yuan Jun has a very good background, he is the son of a big worker, and he resolutely refuses to give way, so this beautiful girl sat near me.

Since she moved in, we haven't been quiet here.

She can talk, yes, very good at talking.

Although her essay has to be written by someone else (Teacher Chen is still gnashing her teeth for it), she still has to speak, and she doesn't listen to lectures during class time, which is just nonsense.

She doesn't talk to people, she talks nonsense to others.

She didn't say anything about me, since the landlord component was abolished, I know that I already have a righteous spirit, as long as a person acts awe-inspiring, ordinary ghosts will not dare to find you.

Righteousness has its own majesty, and people who are not strong enough dare not take offense lightly.

No one paid attention to her, and they talked to themselves. Find it yourself and say it.

"Yuan Shiming is symmetrical with *** about this table. ”

"Chen Huachun is Ma Li's one. ”

You must know that this kind of thing is very sensitive, and in the mood for love it is even more instigated.

Those two are indeed beauties, Chen Huachun and Yuan Shiming are both repeat students, they are enlightened, and men of the same age have already been engaged.

made Yuan Shiming very popular, and really had a non-divisive idea of ***, he was attentive when he had nothing to do, and his academic performance drove downward.

Chen Huachun was not very upright when he saw Ma Li, even his smile was selfish, and his words were stupid.

She's carbonate.

Carbonate laughed from time to time, and the laughter was debauched, and he had no scruples about whether he was in class or whether the teacher was explaining.

Later, it was even more cute and funny, regardless of the previous and the last.

At this point, it was already an obvious mental disorder, and the teacher and the school should have contacted each other's parents a long time ago, and they made a special effort.

For her noisy interference, the subject teachers turned a blind eye, heard but did not hear, for a long, long time, they are still at their disposal, among them, only Mr. Zhou, who teaches physics, because his voice is relatively small, whenever the carbonate shouts loudly, he will stop for a while.

I presume that they all know some inside information, and understand that it is better not to mess with him, and if he doesn't handle his affairs himself, they will not interfere, so they will let it go for a long, long time.

We are the victims, and there are few students who can concentrate on their studies.

In the past few days, this prodigal laughter has been exchanged for an undercurrent of bubbling rugling, and the students in the surrounding rows thought it was a novelty, and at first they were still practicing and laughing, and then they were ashamed to hear it, such words were unbearable.

But whether we listened to it or not, the carbonate became more and more excessive, louder and louder, and then we were all overwhelmed, and the situation did not change.

From the diary entry of December 6, 1982