1271, my conscience will hurt

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Seeing that the time was up, Fan Ruling in his arms had no intention of leaving, although he said only this song just now, and the other party agreed, but now he wants to use this as a reason to remind the other party, it seems that there is something inappropriate, the reason is clear, as long as he opens his mouth like this, it will give people a sense that he dislikes others and wants them to get out of the way as soon as possible. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Wang Bo has always been more gentle and gentlemanly in front of women, and usually, he will treat others with himself, empathize, and do not want to hurt the self-esteem of girls.

However, now that at least a minute has passed, and when the second classic old song, Lin Yilian's "When Love Is a Thing of the Past" also sounded, the beauty in his arms still had no intention of ending, and Wang Bo felt that he could no longer wait for the other party's realization. The other party's performance tonight is really a little strange, and if you don't understand the real purpose of the other party, the last resort is to stop in moderation and don't follow the other party's rhythm all the way.

At this time, he suddenly heard the electric kettle in the bathroom running water, and suddenly said to himself, God help me. Wang Bo gently patted the woman's back with the hand holding the other party's waist, and said softly: "Miss Fan, the boiling water is ready, go make coffee." ”

However, Fan Ruling didn't notice it, as if she hadn't heard it. Wang Bo patted the other party's soft back twice, and repeated what he had just said, this time, Fan Ruling finally reacted, and the hands around Wang Bo's neck were loosened.

Wang Bo breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, but unfortunately, his breath was tightened again before it settled, because Fan Ruling's loose hands did not move away, but quickly went around his chest and waist, directly detoured the position of his lower back, and then strangled it tightly, as if he wanted to strangle all the men in front of him into his chest.

Fan Ruling squeezed so hard, and immediately, Wang Bo's chest was slightly lower, and he clearly felt the oppression of the two peaks.

Wang Bo was stunned for a moment, his heart paused for a moment, and then he began to beat sonorously and vigorously at a speed of at least thirty percent faster than just now. At this time, he had only one thought in his mind, that is, is this woman crazy? What do you want to do? I don't know if she has a man, and he also has a girlfriend?

Wang Bo didn't know what to say, so he had to put his hands on the other party's shoulders, push the other party out a little harder, and remind the other party at the same time: "That, Miss Fan, we just said that we only danced one song, and this song seems to be over." ”

Wang Bo thought that his reminder was obvious enough to explain his mind, but the woman in front of him still ignored his words, and instead hugged his waist harder.

And with the woman's force, Wang Bo felt that the two feelings of pressure in his chest became clearer and more powerful.

Fan Ruling's refusal to listen to what she said made Wang Bo a little angry. At the same time, he, who had not tasted meat for two days, also felt his impetuousness under the increasingly fierce oppression of women. Wang Bo felt that he couldn't go on like this, and if he continued like this, he couldn't guarantee that his reason would be swallowed up by instinct, and then "make a big mistake".

"Miss Fan, don't be like this, you are like this, I ...... It's very difficult. He said to Fan Ruling a little coldly, and his tone lost the gentleness and thoughtfulness just now.

After he said this, he soon felt that the hands that were ringed on his waist were somewhat loosened, Wang Bo breathed a sigh of relief again, thinking, this man, he really can't be "weak" all the time, he still has to be tough when he should be tough, even if he is facing a beautiful woman.

Wang Bo stood in place, his arms drooping naturally, waiting for the woman to take the initiative to leave him, but he didn't wait for Fan Ruling to let go, but waited for the other party's low, muttering voice:

"Mr. Wang, after separating from you and Editor-in-Chief Hu today, he directly asked me to go back to the rest room next to the dance hall with him, and then, suddenly became like a beast, and tore all the shirts and skirts on my body at once, and ...... fiercely

"It didn't last long, half a minute, no, maybe ten seconds, and it was over. He didn't have a long time before, two or three minutes, four or five minutes at most, but like this time, it took less than ten seconds...... It's over, it's the first time.

"I know why. It's all because of Miss Zheng. When he was doing it, he must have been thinking about Miss Zheng, so he ...... It's that fast!

"I asked you to dance today, and it was also at his behest......"

Wang Bo was stunned, or rather dumbfounded. He didn't expect that after he and Cao Zeming separated, the other party couldn't wait to find his secretary xie// fire - how impulsive this TM must be, how unbearable!

His secretary became the object of other people's YY venting, Wang Bo didn't feel much anger, only felt a kind of absurdity and funny, and then embarrassed, because under this kind of stimulated impulse, followed by a "what yin in the day", he himself did it, whether it was in the previous life or in this life, or to solve it by himself, or to pull his girlfriend.

They are all men, and he actually understands Cao Zeming's mood.

However, it is one thing for him to understand, and it is another thing for Fan Ruling, who is Cao Zemingqing// person, to understand it. Looking at the other party's performance tonight, it is obvious that he "can't understand".

Fan Ruling continued to say to herself: "...... Mr. Wang, I know that you may look down on me and despise me for loving vanity and coveting wealth and wealth. He has a wife, he has a son, and he's so much older than me, and I'm like him. I didn't want to defend myself, because in the beginning, I was really going for money, for better positions and material conditions.

"But people have feelings. After following him for half a year, I felt that I was in love with him, and I no longer wanted to sneak around like a mouse that I couldn't see. I want to be with him openly, like those normal couples on the street-I think you can understand this feeling, right?" Fan Ruling looked up at Wang Bo, her eyes painted with light eyeshadow were shining with crystal and bright tears, she didn't wait for Wang Bo to answer, and continued, "However, I know that this is just a fantasy of mine, and it will never come true. He has a wife and children, and there is no way he can give them up for me. And I don't want to be stigmatized for destroying other people's families.

So, I offered him to break up without any strings attached.

"He began to keep me, saying how much he loved me, saying that he and his wife have no relationship now, and basically have no life, a small quarrel for three days, a big quarrel for five days, and is currently negotiating a divorce. He said he was fed up with the shrew in the house. He's going to divorce her and marry me.

"I believed him.

"As you might have guessed, he clearly cheated on me. He did love me, but he loved his wife and son even more. He and his wife have basically lost love for more than ten or twenty years, but they have a strong family affection that they can't give up. There was no life between him and her wife, but he obviously didn't want to continue the rest of his life like this, so he found me and transferred me from an ordinary cashier in a bookstore to his side.

"At first, because of vanity, I enjoyed it. Soon after, rumors came out of the bookstore, and many people pointed fingers behind my back, and I heard a lot of rumors from a girlfriend in the bookstore, which made me very uncomfortable and sad.

"I'm going to break up with him for the second time. His approach was to find a reason to fire the person who chewed the most vigorously at the root of his tongue. Under the example of killing chickens and monkeys, there are no more gossips against me in the bookstore. But since then, I've been even more isolated. Including my best friend, who I have known for several years, has gradually distanced herself from me, and eventually became a passerby who doesn't talk even if I meet him in the store.

"I have made up my mind many times to leave him, and I have acted on it many times, but each time I have compromised with his soft words and even kneeling.

"It's probably a kind of inertia, or maybe a kind of inertia in myself.

"Today, this incident because of Miss Zheng has made me completely understand my status in his heart. Whether it was his sweet words to me, or all kinds of rhetoric, in fact, it was not love. He only has sex for me, and in order to satisfy his wife, he can't satisfy his yin//yu!

"I'm fed up with this, and I want to be myself again. Because of my own youthful ignorance and love of vanity, I have gained a lot, but I have lost more. Since it has happened, and it is all my own choice, I don't blame anyone. But I know that I can't go on like this, otherwise, my life will really be ruined.

"In the past three years with him, I have also gained a lot of money. Combined with my own salary and the bonus I have saved money, it is about 200,000 yuan. My hometown is a small county in the southeast of Western Province, my parents are still alive, and I have a younger brother, but in the past four years of working hard in the imperial capital, in addition to sending some money to my family, I haven't returned home once, which is really unfilial. Probably because of the touching scene, Fan Ruling's tears that had been rolling several times finally didn't hold back, fell down, and dripped on Wang Bo's T-shirt. She let go of Wang Bo's waist with one hand, took a step back, wiped the corners of her eyes, suddenly tilted her neck, and continued with a smile:

"After this month, I paid my salary and I was ready to go back to my hometown. I plan to buy a store in my hometown, and then do a small business, and then find a man who likes me and likes me with peace of mind, and just live a lifetime.

"Before I go, though, I want to fulfill a wish of my own. Speaking of this, Fan Ruling raised her head again, stared at Wang Bo's face, and said expectantly, "Mr. Wang, although I have only met you twice, I have a good impression of you." You are talented, knowledgeable, knowledgeable, and your current family is very wealthy, but you are not domineering at all, even to ordinary drivers, aunts who do cleaning in bookstores, you will smile and nod to them. In the past few years with him, whether it is rich or official, I have seen a lot, but there is no one as approachable and unscrupulous as you.

"I know I'm not worthy of you, and I don't even have the qualifications to be your lover. I just want to...... I want to ......" Fan Ruling became more and more excited the more she spoke, but in the end, she closed her eyes and threw herself into his arms, and at the same time picked up one of his hands and pressed it on a plump and plump //ting on her chest.

Wang Bo was taken aback by this sudden change, and before he had time to feel the plumpness in his palm, he shrank back as if he had been electrocuted. But his hand didn't shrink, and Fan Ruling pressed it on his chest. The woman opened her eyes, looked up at him anxiously, as if she was about to cry, and said:

"Mr. Wang, do you think I am...... I took a shower today and washed it from head to toe several times with soap and shampoo. I really washed it!"

Wang Bo's heart was shocked, his heart was pounding, it was so fast, his throat was smoking, and the skin of his whole body was a little tight. At this time, he had a very impulsive, that is, like Cao Zeming, he stripped the woman in front of him, and then entered it ruthlessly, anyway, this is also what the other party wants, isn't it? After Fan Ruling's heartfelt complaint, he finally understands now:

It's not necessarily true that this woman likes him, but the man who wants to take revenge on the man who vented her like Zheng Yan and only lasted five seconds is absolutely true!

Just now the other party said that Cao Zeming was impatient to do things with her in broad daylight like a beast, which made Wang Bo suddenly think of a movie he had seen in his previous life, "Old Cannon" directed and starred by Feng Xiaogang, one of the scenes is Xu Qing in pajamas holding a clipper to give Feng Xiaogang a haircut, and under the herringbone neckline is a snow-white and dazzling ravine, Feng Xiaogang became angry on the spot, and directly pressed Xu Qing on the desk, picked up the other party's snow-white pajamas, and came to the "old man's car" , but like Cao Zeming, he was also weak, and he only moved two or three times, and then he was weak and wilted.

Now, in the face of a beautiful woman who is angry and active, Wang Bo also feels that his heart is slowly burning, if it weren't for the fact that there is no shortage of women, if he didn't think that Zheng Yan would come in to give red envelopes later, his remaining reason might collapse, and under the domination of instinct and *****, he became the same "beast" as Cao Zeming and Feng Xiaogang.

"Ru Ling, don't do this!" Wang Bo's Adam's apple agitated, swallowed his saliva, and after the other party was so reassuring, his voice was also a lot softer, "I feel very honored to be liked by you and make you feel good." But you know, I have a girlfriend. Of course I can, and I even have a little yearning for you...... Do that kind of thing. But after doing that, my conscience hurts, I blame myself, I feel uneasy. My girlfriend won't know I'm cheating, but my conscience knows that I can't fool her.

"Ru Ling, go find someone who can treat you sincerely. I...... It's not that you're not unworthy of me -- I'm just a lucky and somewhat talented and shrewd ordinary person, how can I be unworthy? It's just that I already belong in my body and in my heart, and I can't be ridiculous and willful anymore.

"In a person's life, in just a few dozen autumns, no matter what decision you make, as long as you don't harm others, you are worthy of your heart. You're actually a not bad, but also kind girl by nature. Believe in yourself and you will be happy. After speaking, Wang Bo slowly and with difficulty withdrew his palm from the full mountain. As he spoke, the touch of the palm still came out, and it clearly came into his mind:

Warm, soft, with amazing elasticity!

At the same time, there is also an emotion called regret. Wang Bo thought to himself, with his vulgar nature and past records, he had handled this kind of dish that was willing and took the initiative to come to the door with the concept of "God will not take it, and he will be blamed for it"; now, he is a rare upright gentleman, and he has said so many brazen nonsense, such as "my conscience will hurt".

"Alas, Fan Ruling, Fan Ruling, today is your luck, the time and place are favorable, but there is no one to meet, otherwise, Lao Tzu will let you see what it means to be 'as black as a crow in the world'!" Glancing at the hand that still had the residual warmth of a woman's chest, Wang Bo said fiercely in his heart.