Once again, that feeling of extreme horror — but also extreme beauty — took over Calvin's spirit.

He felt as if he was looking down on the world from high in the sky, and as if it had broken from countless motes into the minds of others.

He watches their lives, experiences their emotions, and influences their every move in reality.

Calvin felt that he was so supreme that the "power" that had been so jerky when he first used it was now as natural and flexible as his right hand.

He had to work very hard to restrain himself in order to be able to keep himself sane and let go of those fragile souls.

A few more seconds (perhaps a shorter moment) passed, and Calvin landed accurately on the Child of Tomorrow.

The captain, first mate, and ordinary crew members were chosen to set foot in the Rose Sanctuary of the Advent Sect......

Calvin was in a moment, peeking into this expensive sea fortress with the eyes of countless people.

In reality, his lips were slightly pursed, and he read out a set of coordinates smoothly and quickly, as well as a few dates.

Joyce and Han jot down the words at the same time, while Isaac and Red Deer pressed a cold, wet towel directly to Calvin's temple—a relatively gentler way to wake up.

But as the seconds passed, Calvin remained motionless in his position, his expression changing from initial calm to confused.

His brow furrowed slightly, as if he was trapped in some predicament.

Red Deer narrowed his eyes, and he suddenly lowered his head, whispering his name in Calvin's ear.

"Calvin, come back. ”

Aisaac gave him a nervous look, and Red Deer was expressionless and ignored him.

"Calvin. ”

Red Deer shouted again.

His voice was so distant and faint to Calvin at this moment.

Calvin was actually about to get out of this illusory state, but he suddenly stopped.

He heard a cry of pain, both in reality and in consciousness.

Calvin involuntarily looked at the screaming soul.

……

"Hmm......"

At the table in the farmhouse, Calvin jumped to his feet.

For a brief moment, he looked completely out of his mind, his body trembling so much that even Isaac couldn't hold him down.

Thankfully, Calvin was back to normal before he could scare his companions.

"Calvin, you're alright—"

"I'm fine!"

Calvin rudely interrupted Isaac.

His face was pale and stiff, like a winter slate.

"I just...... It's a bit confusing, and it's dizzy. ”

He took a deep breath and it took a long time for him to slowly return to normal. Then he looked at the others.

"Please tell me everything is going well...... God, I felt like I was on a roller coaster for an hour straight. ”

Calvin rubbed his temples vigorously.

Han waved the note in his hand.

"You've got the coordinates of the Rose Sanctuary. ”

He said.

Immediately afterwards, he and Joyce corroborated each other's numbers to avoid deviations.

Joyce also noted the same coordinates.

After trying to hack a Russian weather satellite, they finally confirmed the location of the Rosary.

It's just that when the specific location appeared in front of their eyes, everyone frowned for a moment.

"Los Angeles? Wait, you mean that the ship is right now in the sea near Los Angeles? I don't understand, what is that little monster doing there......"

"Los Angeles itself is the reason. ”

Calvin replied with an almost anachronistic calmness.

His gaze slowly slid over the faces of several other people.

"Joshua wanted to destroy everything, and the riots we had before that were just exercises for him. Los Angeles was his goal, followed by San Francisco, and then he would find a way to get to New York and Washington......" Calvin's voice grew dry a little, "Only in a densely populated place can Joshua cause the most likely disaster." What's more, that's where I've been. He wants me to see it all......"

"What the hell is that monster going crazy about?!"

Isaac slammed the table hard.

After that, a dead silence descended on the small farmhouse in the family dining room, where for several minutes almost no one spoke, until Joyce broke the silence.

"He's not going to succeed, whatever he really wants to do. ”

He pushed the blank piece of paper with the coordinates written on it to the center of the table so that everyone could see the numbers.

"Now that we know where he is, that's enough. You know, Han and I are pretty good at blasting things. ”

Red Deer clasped his hands around his chest, and the smile on his lips deepened slightly.

"That's a coincidence, I happen to be pretty good at breaking things......"

He glanced back at Calvin, his gaze sticky and sweet.

"Isn't it? Calvin. ”

Isaac stood in the middle of the five, pouting a little impatiently.

He vaguely felt that something was not right, but he couldn't find out where this sudden unpleasantness came from.

……

……

A few hours later, when night fell again.

After deciding on the location of the Rosary Sanctuary, everyone seemed to be much more relaxed.

They even decided to spend the night in this farmhouse so that everyone could have a good rest.

But Joyce, Han, and Isaac don't know.

As Calvin closed the door, the barely maintained calm was replaced by fear and distortion.

He fumbled and pulled out an orange plastic pill bottle from his backpack, then hid in the bathroom and once again filled himself with a dose of two or three times more than normal.

He also had a small bottle of cheap vodka, which he found in a hidden corner of the kitchen closet, and then he hid the bottle while the others were not looking, and took it all the way to his room.

His hands trembled so badly at the bottle that he couldn't open the cap for a long time.

[Sneer......]

In a trance, Calvin seemed to hear a sneer, which was coming from the mirror above the sink.

Calvin looked up suddenly, and met his own hideous face in the mirror.

He nearly smashed the glass, but luckily he restrained his impulse at the last minute, he really didn't want to squeeze any more energy out of it to pretend to be normal and deal with Isaac and the others.

"Shut up. ”

He said viciously to the shadow in the mirror.

The reflection now seemed normal, as if what Calvin had seen before was only his fantasy.

Oh, of course, maybe it's some kind of hallucination.

Calvin swallowed the vodka in one gulp until he reached an empty bottle.

But a short time later, he suddenly jumped up again and rushed to the toilet, vomiting all the contents of his stomach.

His mental tension was so intense that it was as if his body had spontaneously begun to repel everything else, even if it was the weapon that Calvin had used to stabilize his emotions for years.

Calvin felt extremely weak, and after emptying his stomach, he slowly sat down against the corner.

The scene he had seen in the sea of consciousness before came back to his mind again.

He didn't tell anyone else that when he explored the Sunset, he saw more than just the ship's coordinates.

He saw something else......

Again, he "saw" Joshua.

Only this time, he saw a more pure Joshua.

Calvin's relentless attack on Joshua had caused severe trauma to what the other people called "monsters". Probably because of this, he didn't even notice Calvin's prying eyes on him.

His pain and soul are unreservedly presented.

Calvin was horrified to find that Joshua was so similar to himself.

Previously, when Joyce told him that Joshua was his clone, Calvin only felt a little weird, but he didn't really touch his heart. Because the Joshua he had seen several times before fit perfectly with the word "monster," his appearance, his spirit, and his vicious, twisted soul...... There is not the slightest resemblance to Calvin.

It wasn't until Calvin finally saw Joshua's "truth" that he had to admit one thing, if he hadn't escaped that rainy night, if he hadn't been raised by Dr. Holden, then he would have become Joshua almost 100 percent.

In fact, even Calvin himself didn't know why he had remained normal until now......

"Calvin ......"

Suddenly, there was a gentle knock on the door of the bathroom.

Calvin snapped back from his thoughts, and then heard the voice of the red deer.

Before Calvin could gather his emotions, he saw the red deer slowly walk in.

When Red Deer saw Calvin with tears on his face and pale face, he didn't show any strange expression, as if he already knew that Calvin was wrong.

He crouched down beside Calvin and reached out to slowly take Calvin into his embrace.

"What do you see?"

He asked vaguely, biting Calvin's ear.

Red Deer had a faint smell of soap and a hint of moisture, presumably before Calvin had taken a bath.

"I ......"

"Joshua?"

The red deer pressed against Calvin's neck, and his fingertips gently pressed against Calvin's neck bone.

Calvin was extremely emaciated, even skinny, and his bones became very noticeable because of the many days of travel.

Calvin was forcibly pressed into the latter's arms by the red deer, and it was as if he had suddenly lost the strength to break free.

"I think ......," Calvin pondered, not knowing how to put into words what he was conscious of, "and I felt as if Joshua was my mirror image." ”

Calvin said dryly.

"His soul really looks like me, and I always feel like he's a backup to me. And the connection between us doesn't seem to be just a mutual borrowing of stupid supernatural abilities...... When I entered his mind, I felt as if I were him. ”

Calvin's wings slowly drooped.

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