Chapter 114: Mask
This morning, the sky was gray and it was raining lightly.
Recently, Bihu City has been rainy and rainy, the air is full of damp smell, the sky is oppressive gray for several days, and the occasional showers are even more disturbing people's mood.
Today is the day when Lin Wenxuan and Qiao Mingjue originally agreed to get a marriage certificate.
coincided with the weekend, and there were many happy couples who came to the Civil Affairs Bureau to apply for marriage certificates, and everyone was in pairs, only Lin Wenxuan was alone.
Lin Wenxuan has been standing in front of the Civil Affairs Bureau with an umbrella for half an hour, and the people who came to get the certificate looked at her curiously, and their eyes all contained a look of watching a joke.
Lin Wenxuan didn't feel these eyes, but she ignored them all.
From childhood to adulthood, Lin Wenxuan was the one who didn't want to be noticed, and she couldn't wait to find a place to hide so that everyone wouldn't see her. But now, she didn't care about these at all, she was looking forward to it with all her heart, looking forward to Qiao Mingjue's arrival.
She said that she would wait and would give him another chance to choose.
It's just that she doesn't know how long she will have to wait here, and she doesn't know if Qiao Mingjue will choose to come.
Rain, dripping.
Lin Wenxuan has been standing here for a full hour, Qiao Mingjue didn't come, but Yin Xinyan came.
Looking at Lin Wenxuan, who was standing in place and waiting stupidly, Yin Xinyan smiled contemptuously, walked over quickly, and said mockingly: "Things have come to this point, do you still think that Mingjue will come over and marry you? Don't be stupid, he won't come." ”
"I'm not going to give up, I'm going to wait here. ”
Lin Wenxuan lowered her head and bit her lip gently, this sentence was very unconfident.
I have to admit that what Yin Xinyan said is not wrong at all, she is just stupid, such a wait is really useless.
If Qiao Mingjue has made up her mind to break up with her, then no matter how long she waits here, it is impossible to exchange for Qiao Mingjue's sympathy, let alone Qiao Mingjue's love.
It's just that she is still unwilling to love this seven-year-long love after all.
Yin Xinyan hooked the corners of her lips, "What's the point of waiting? I'm standing here, isn't Mingjue's attitude already obvious?"
"You mean, Ming Jue called you?"
"yes, why else would I be here?
Lin Wenxuan's heart fell to the bottom in an instant, she looked at Yin Xinyan in a daze, and couldn't say a word for a long time.
After a while, tears welled up in her eyes, and her voice was very soft: "Xinyan, can you tell me the truth, do you really love Mingjue?"
"What do you think?" Yin Xinyan's smile was full of meaning.
Lin Wenxuan shook her head bitterly, "Impossible, you are obviously the one who met Mingjue first, if you really like Mingjue, why didn't you stay with him in the first place? If you really like him, how can it be between me and Mingjue? Xinyan, if you are sincere, you can tell me earlier, if you tell me that you like him, I can make concession......s."
"Did you say enough? Yes, I like Qiao Mingjue, I like him since the day I met! You're right, I did know him earlier than you, but I didn't have a chance to confess to him, just the night I wanted to confess, he confessed to you in front of everyone, do you know what I feel like in my heart? Lin Wenxuan, I'll tell you now, I love him, you give him to me!"
I don't know if Lin Wenxuan's words stimulated Yin Xinyan, and Yin Xinyan's emotions instantly became excited.
"Xinyan, I ......" Lin Wenxuan's voice choked, and she didn't know how to answer for a while.
Yin Xinyan smiled bitterly: "You can't let go, right? It can be seen from today that things have developed to this point, and you are still unwilling to let go, aren't you? Lin Wenxuan, don't put on a pitiful look for me, do you think I will eat you? If it weren't for your pitiful look, how could he want to protect you?!"
"No, Xinyan, I never thought of it like that, you ......"
"To be honest, when you were with Mingjue, although I was sad, I really didn't hate you. You know what? At that time, I was hoping that you would be happy, and I hid all my feelings in my heart and made concessions. But...... But do you really think of me as a friend? Do you really care about me as a friend? If you really cared, you wouldn't have given that opportunity to Su Ya in the first place!"
Yin Xinyan's words made Lin Wenxuan stunned for a moment, and it took a long time to come back to her senses.
Lin Wenxuan frowned, "So, you hate me because of the original advertising plan?"
"Yes, you forced me to do all this!" Yin Xinyan took a deep breath, "Lin Wenxuan, it was you who pushed me into the abyss, and it was you who made me a joke in everyone's eyes, making me unable to fight for face in front of my father, and even making me lose my love! You are unkind, you can't blame me for being unjust." ”
"How can this be? Xinyan, you ......"
"What? Are you scared? If I tell you that I deliberately made a mistake in the customer information, I cut the Bilai advertising video, I caused the accident at the Xi Xi singing scene, and I was the one who blocked you from talking about cooperation with Sun Mengqi, and I sent an email to my dad anonymously, saying that you are the undercover person of Zhongchuang and me, what would you think?"
Lin Wenxuan shuddered, she suddenly felt chills all over her body and dizzy.
She has always regarded Yin Xinyan as her best friend, and she never thought of hurting her, nor did she think that she would hurt herself.
"Impossible, Xinyan, don't make trouble, you're not such a person, we ......"
Yin Xinyan shook off Lin Wenxuan's hand and smiled mockingly: "I am such a person, it was I who forced Mingjue to break up with you, and it was I who added fuel to the ordinary things between you and Qin Jiaxi." But I have to admit that in love, you won, because Ming Jue didn't believe what I said at all, and he didn't want to break up with you. ”
Hearing Yin Xinyan say this, Lin Wenxuan's heart hurt suddenly, and her eyes turned red instantly.
It turned out that she misunderstood him, and it was she who alienated him......
In the face of various threats, Qiao Mingjue did not choose to abandon her, but it was she who didn't trust him first, and it was she who pushed him away.
"It was I who threatened him with the fact that you left the company, and he finally agreed to break up with you as soon as possible, but I didn't think that he lied to me, and this incident completely angered me, so I had to resort to it. Do you still remember the scar on my wrist? On the night Xi Xi went abroad, I kept Ming Jue by suicide, and from that day on, he felt guilty about me, so he gradually became estranged from you. ”
Lin Wenxuan's eyes widened in surprise, "Suicide?Xinyan, when did you become so terrible?"
Yin Xinyan smiled: "Have I changed?" But I don't think I've changed, if you want to say that the biggest change should be Mingjue." He was at my house on the day of your anniversary, and he lied to you. Later, all kinds of things made him regret it, and he didn't want to break up with you, but how could I let go so easily? So, I specially asked him out for a drink, deliberately drunk him, took him back to the hotel, and then ......"
"Don't say it. Lin Wenxuan closed her eyes in pain.
"Don't worry, I have another secret to tell you, you come here. ”
Yin Xinyan hooked the corners of her lips, reached out to pull Lin Wenxuan closer, leaned close to her ear, and said softly: "My pregnancy is fake, I didn't conceive his child at all, but if I don't say that, he will never break up with you." ”
A muffled thunder sounded in the distance, which shook Lin Wenxuan's body, and the umbrella in her hand fell to the ground.
She didn't think that Yin Xinyan could do so many things in order to get Qiao Mingjue, and even lied to him about the child, such a scheming woman, if Qiao Mingjue really married her, would he be happy?
Lin Wenxuan closed her eyes in despair, the answer was already coming out, Qiao Mingjue and Yin Xinyan would not be happy together.
However, now she can't fight Yin Xinyan at all, where can she still save and make up for it?
The rain gradually became heavier, and it remained on Lin Wenxuan's body mercilessly, making her look very embarrassed at the moment, attracting the side eyes of pedestrians on the road.
Yin Xinyan looked at Lin Wenxuan like a chicken in soup, and somehow, she suddenly remembered what happened when she was a child.
The weather that was also raining heavily, the Yin Xinyue who was also helpless and soaked by the heavy rain......
Her heart trembled suddenly, Yin Xinyan took a deep breath, closed her eyes, took a step back with some fear, and distanced herself from Lin Wenxuan.
She didn't want to go through the torture she had experienced as a child.
Therefore, no matter what happens to Lin Wenxuan today, no matter what happens to Lin Wenxuan, it has nothing to do with Yin Xinyan, she must shirk her responsibilities and must not be entangled with her again.
"Lin Wenxuan, from today onwards, we are no longer friends. ”
After saying that, Yin Xinyan didn't look at her again, turned around and ran away.
Looking at the direction in which Yin Xinyan disappeared, Lin Wenxuan only felt tightness in her chest, and somehow, the despair of her childhood in her dream was tightly wrapped around her heart again, making her feel painful.
At this moment, Lin Wenxuan realized that she lost, completely lost.
Qiao Mingjue will not come to her again, let alone believe what she says, and Yin Xinyan will never be friends with her again from today onwards.
Lin Wenxuan stood in place like this, letting the heavy rain fall on her body, she forgot the cold, and also blocked the eyes of pedestrians, and the world was left with herself in an instant, losing her color, and only gray.
Abandoned by his parents, Lin Weiye's sudden death, Su Ping was seriously ill, Qiao Mingjue canceled the marriage contract, Yin Xinyan's betrayal, and all the painful memories stored in the dark corners of my heart came to mind......
Taking a deep breath, Lin Wenxuan turned around and walked in the direction of Lianjiang.
The world was so cruel and indifferent to her, she didn't know what the meaning of her existence was.
Maybe no one has ever liked her, and no one has really cared about her feelings, they are kind to her, they care about her, but out of pity, they feel sorry for her.
But people are dignified, she has been abandoned again and again, and has experienced betrayal again and again, and she has no face to face the world anymore.
Her existence is a mistake, and if she didn't exist, maybe there wouldn't be so many cruel and ruthless things in this world.
In that case, then, let her disappear from this world completely......