Chapter 286: You shouldn't be obsessed

"Among these people who crossed the bridge, is there anyone who wants to desperately keep the memories of their past lives......" Lan Xue lowered her head and repeated Qiu Yingsheng's words thoughtfully, looking deeply at Qiu Yingsheng's eyes, through those eyes, she seemed to see Duan Yehan and Qiu Ruoyu, who had the same eyebrows and eyes, and saw those memories that appeared in front of her...... At that time, Qiu Ruoyu was standing behind her, and she was lowering her head and slowly raising the arm holding the hot soup......

"Snow marks. Qiu Ruoyu suddenly called her name behind her. Stop what you were doing and turn to look at him. Qiu Ruoyu lowered his head slightly, and said calmly, "Snow marks, do you say that among these people who crossed the bridge, do you want to desperately keep the memories of their previous lives." If I keep my memory and recognize you first, are you willing to remember the words 'Qiu Ruoyu' again?" she turned to look sideways at the bridge in front of her, and said softly: "Those memories, if you want to keep them, keep them." It's just that no one here should be able to do whatever they want, and even if there is, it has nothing to do with me. The happiest thing about being reincarnated is that I don't have to remember you again......"

"When I was still Ye Xuechen, Qiu Ruoyu also asked me the same question...... He asked me if there were any people who crossed the bridge who wanted to desperately keep the memories of their previous lives......" The decisive tone in the memory brought Lan Xue back to reality, she shook her head with a wry smile, and began to answer Qiu Yingsheng's question, "I don't know if there are people among those people who want to desperately keep the memories of their past lives, and I don't know if they walked across the bridge and drank that bowl of soup, whether it was because they all wanted to forget...... Those memories, if those people have a way to do whatever they want, keep them if they want to. I only know, I don't want to remember anymore......" Saying, Lan Xue suddenly froze as if she suddenly thought of something, she always looked at Qiu Yingsheng's eyes, fell into silence, and after a long time, she said tremblingly: "It's not the first time that Brother Yingsheng has asked me this question...... You deliberately brought this up to me...... You want me to know that the person who asked me the question was not Qiu Ruoyu...... Impossible......" Lan Xue's volume became smaller and lower, and her tone became weaker and weaker, like a snowflake about to melt, trying to struggle, but still unable to do anything, she could only silently act as if nothing had happened......

"Snowmarks, don't you understand it now...... Or don't you want to understand......" Qiu Ying stopped talking, he leaned down, stared more seriously at the gaze that gradually began to dodge in Lan Xue's eyes, and said in a deep voice: "There is one thing, I don't ask Lan Xue, only Ye Xuejian...... Snow marks, I just ask you, do you believe the story I told Lan Xue? Do you believe that Qiu Ruoyu in that story is the real Qiu Ruoyu?"

"Brother Yingsheng, I'm Lan Xue now. Lan Xue calmly took Qiu Yingsheng's words, she smiled bitterly, her eyes no longer dodged, bravely met Qiu Yingsheng's eyes, still calm, and then said: "I have already drunk that bowl of soup and crossed that bridge." Even if I have some memories that belong to Ye Xueji, I am still blue snow, and I will never be able to turn back into Ye Xueji. Brother Yingsheng, Lan Xue, there is no way to answer this question for Ye Xuechen. "Since, you don't want to answer this question...... And what about Blue Snow. A trace of despair flashed in Qiu Yingsheng's eyes, but he still refused to give up, and continued to ask: "Lan Xue, do you believe the story I told you? With the memory of the part of the snow marks, do you believe that Qiu Ruoyu in that story is true......

Lan Xue fell silent again, she looked at Qiu Yingsheng for a long time and was silent, gradually, the silent tears between the corners of her eyes and the sad smile on the corner of her mouth slowly appeared on her face, she looked at Qiu Yingsheng raised her head slightly to make the smile on her face look more happy, softly, Lan Xue said: "I, I like the story told by Brother Yingsheng." "I like it. Like...... Like ......" Qiu Yingsheng's mouth kept repeating the word "like" mentioned by Lan Xue. The whisper kept repeating, and the sadness that loomed in his eyes gradually became covered by despair. When despair covered all the sadness, Qiu Yingsheng stood up weakly. From beginning to end, Qiu Yingsheng's gaze never took off Lan Xue's body, he was extremely desperate, and said poignantly, "After all, you still only regard it as a 'story'." You still only want to believe that the Qiu Ruoyu you see is the real Qiu Ruoyu. You'd rather believe that he's that kind of person than that he's never changed. ”

"You see, Sister Xiaolin is not ......happy," whispered, every word in Lan Xue's mouth was like crying blood with a tearing pain. Lan Xue bit her lip tightly, the tears that had already accumulated in her eyes poured out at this moment, trembling, and continued to speak, "I have no way to forget how Sister Ah Lan died. It doesn't matter what kind of person Qiu Ruoyu is, I can't forgive him, and I can't forgive myself. Fortunately, I have stopped with Duan Yehan, I transferred the hatred that should be placed on Xu Duhang to him, I always try to do something that can be cut off with him, but there is still no way to forget him, and finally come to a stranger in the torture of each other...... In this way, it can be regarded as a rip-off. Lan Xue smiled sadly, her eyes full of sad mockery, "Whether it's Qiu Ruoyu or Duan Yehan, you shouldn't be infatuated with him when you were a child......"

Ignoring the tears in her eyes, Lan Xue lowered her head with a wry smile, "I thought that if I could be reincarnated, I would never have anything to do with him again...... Unexpectedly, I thought I would never have anything to do with 'Qiu Ruoyu' again, but I still remembered his name as another person....." That's because you don't want to forget those three words from the bottom of your heart. It's like you can't forget Duan Yehan now......" Qiu Yingsheng's desperate eyes were always unwilling to let go of Lan Xue, he looked at Lan Xue intently, and for the first time there was a flickering waver in his eyes. This is also the first time that Lan Xue saw Qiu Yingsheng after taking off her cloak, and tears oozed from her eyes......

"Snow mark ......" Qiu Ying called Lan Xue's former name, his voice was peaceful, but he still couldn't suppress the heart-rending sadness in his tone, "When I asked you, if I keep my memory and recognize you first, would you be willing to remember the three words 'Qiu Ruoyu' again?" Your answer is to be reincarnated, and you are most happy that you don't have to remember him again...... You didn't answer yes, and you didn't answer no. Your answer let me know that there is hope for what I am going to do next. ”

"Why...... Why, why was the person who was with me at that time Brother Yingsheng?" Lan Xue also thought that she was mentally prepared in Qiu Yingsheng's constant reminders, but when she really got the "truth" that she had been hesitating and doubting in her heart from Qiu Yingsheng's mouth After that, she was still at a loss because she couldn't calm the waves in her heart, and kept turning her wheelchair backwards, moving away from Qiu Yingsheng step by step, as if she was forcing herself step by step away from the incredible "truth" that she just knew, and she didn't want to believe it, she wanted to use escape to wrap herself in the fantasy that everything was still the same, begging, nothing should change," It's obviously Qiu Ruoyu, and it's obviously Qiu Ruoyu who walked with me, how could it be Brother Yingsheng...... Why is it Brother Yingsheng...... You're lying to me, it can't be true......" The tone was mixed with exhaustion and helplessness, but the fragile voice was wrapped in hoarse sadness.

"It's true. Qiu Yingsheng seemed to be cruel and used these "three words" to break Lan Xue's fantasy of wanting to escape. After that, he cautiously and slowly approached Lan Xue, cautiously looking at her red and swollen eyes that had already been soaked with tears, and similarly, his eyes were also soaked with tears that only he knew how bitter they were, looking at Lan Xue with a pleading gaze, and said cautiously: "Snow marks, the eldest brother killed Ah Lan, and you killed the eldest brother...... Can't you just erase the obsession in your heart......"

Qiu Yingsheng's eyes were filled with a layer of tearing and tearing pain, and from the torn wound, the pain that slowly spread out one by one oozed a faint, weak light, and the light reflected in Lan Xue's eyes reflected the same faint sporadic spots that could not see the warmth, oozing the same tearing and tearing pain. "Snow Marks...... The light in Qiu Yingsheng's eyes gradually dissipated, and he once again called Lan Xue's former name, "Snow Marks, heart and life, the eldest brother has already given you all his things...... You think he killed Ah Lan and wanted to take his life, but he never refuted half a sentence and let you take what you want to take......" I don't know which word Qiu Yingsheng said when Lan Xue's face was already pale and terrifying, and the tears stuck to it were even more dazzling on her bloodless face. Lan Xue turned her eyes sideways, deliberately avoiding Qiu Yingsheng's determined cold and sad gaze that had made her powerless. Lan Xue's lips trembled, like a thinly dressed child who was about to freeze to death in the sudden blizzard, as long as she opened her mouth to ask for help, she might be able to live. But she didn't say a word, silent, frightened, more like a frightened bird, embarrassed, lonely, as weak as if a speck of dust in the air could melt her.

Before, looking at Lan Xue's dodging eyes, Qiu Yingsheng must have relented and would not force her anymore. However, this time Qiu Yingsheng did not obey Lan Xue's thoughts as before, Lan Xue's obsession was deeper than he imagined, he knew that this might be his last chance, once he missed it, Lan Xue would fall into obsession for the rest of his life and not be able to wake up. Moving to the direction that Lan Xue was looking at again, Qiu Yingsheng once again looked at Lan Xue, and once again staggered the same sadness, "Sister Xuejin, as long as it is what you want, whether he can give it or not, he will give it to you...... Qiu Ruoyu, he died at your hands...... In this way, can't you erase the obsession in your heart......"