Chapter 336: No Hate, No Blame
When the eyes met, Midoria Kawashima wanted to pretend that she didn't see the things in Kurosawa's eyes, and she also knew that Kurosawa Jun would quickly hide everything in his eyes the moment he met his gaze. They know each other, and that's the best way to do it.
Kurosawa Jun didn't deliberately avoid it because the thoughts in his eyes were seen by Midoriya Kawashima, and he didn't plan to hide his feelings for Snow Marks in front of her. At the moment when he completely brushed shoulders with Kawashima Midoriya's body, Kurosawa Jun said very calmly, "Kawashima, I am still a descendant of Amaterasu Okami who is proud. An extremely weak voice that only Midoriya Kawashima could hear.
Kurosawa Jun's words made Kawashima Midoriya feel a chill down her spine, she was glad that Kurosawa Jun had feelings for Snow Marks, and she was even more glad that Kurosawa Jun had also acquiesced in this feeling. In this way, the situation of Snow Marks will be very safe. In addition, he has always believed in the fact that he followed his orders to poison Snow Marks before, and with the premise that Snow Marks will slowly die without his hands, Kawashima Midoriya is also more sure that Kurosawa Jun will not fight Snow Marks again. However, what Kurosawa Jun said to himself just now made Kawashima Midoriya's already stable heart hang in the air again. Because that sentence means that no matter how reluctant and nostalgic he is, Kurosawa Jun finally chooses not to have this feeling. Or it can be said that Kurosawa would rather hurt a thousand enemies and lose eight hundred himself, but still want to eliminate what he shouldn't have. Finally, he made such a decision......
Kurosawa Jun knows that his undeserved relationship is destined to not end well, and he should not let it develop. I am a descendant of Amaterasu, what a sin and shame it is to have concern for the people of China! If I continue like this, I will only be changed more and more by Ye Xueji. Therefore, no matter how nostalgic and reluctant you are, you must wash away your sins.
There is nothing that you can't do, and if there is, it must be that your heart is not resolute enough...... As long as you make up your mind, more determined than ever, you can definitely do it. Now that you have the idea of incorporating that weakness into your heart, let's start by pulling it out. Anyway, the one who has become his own weakness...... She has already been poisoned too deeply, it is a poison that will not have an attack, and once it attacks, it will kill directly, and it will be combed into her hair little by little by Kawashima Midoriya...... Anyway, she would die sooner or later, and she was just trying to prove that she had removed her weakness before she was poisoned...... At this moment, the nostalgia, concern and reluctance to be seen by Kawashima Midoriya what's the matter, she will soon change back to her original appearance, everything is just her illusion...... I have never been nostalgic for a person, worried about a person, and it is impossible to give up a person. Wouldn't ...... before In the future, it won't.
"Miss, don't cry. Alan will be with you. Hearing Ah Lan's comfort, Snow Marks' emotions slowly calmed down. Xue Zhen knew that Ah Lan must have been frightened by those things just now, especially those things that happened to him, even Ah Lan knew that Kawashima Midoriya would not really hurt herself, but she must have been very frightened in that process. In order to be able to share some of her worries and fears, Snow Mark can only continue to play the role of crying, so that her attention is focused on herself, and there is no time to worry and be afraid. Ah Lan soothed the snow marks, and his heart ached. She knew that it would never be possible for Snow Scar to cry like a child again, and when she regained her senses, the painful memories returned. is already a very difficult person, but because of his worries and fears, like this moment, Ah Lan's heart is getting more and more painful......
Qiu Ruoyu held his breath, with tears hanging in his eyes, forcing himself to endure until the last moment, forcing himself to endure to the moment when he could be completely sure that Kurosawa Jun and his party had completely gone away. Finally, he no longer had to worry about other people's eyes, his weak body, and with all his strength, he hugged Xuezhen, crying and constantly apologizing, "Xuezhen is sorry, I'm sorry...... I'm really sorry ......."
Qiu Ruoyu couldn't forgive herself, she obviously wanted to protect Xueji, but when she was helpless, she could only watch when she was forbearing. He can't let Midori Kawashima lose the chance to pass the test, and he can't, let alone reveal his shadow in front of Kurosawa Jun. His time is running out, and he will always be Qiu Yingsheng in the remaining time, and he must not let Kurosawa Jun see the slightest flaw. In addition, what made him even more unforgivable was that he had allowed Kurosawa Jun to look at Snow Marks with such a gaze, and he actually thought that it might be a kind of luck to do that......
Xue Zhen was stunned by Qiu Ruoyu's sudden action, her arms hung down and she didn't know what to do, she didn't know what to do with her current identity. She knew how painful "Qiu Yingsheng" was, and Kawashima Midoriya stood in front of him, loving each other, but treating each other against their hearts. He wants to protect his beloved, and he wants to protect himself. However, if you want to protect your beloved, you can't protect yourself...... How painful was he...... Xue Zhen subconsciously failed to control himself, raised an arm, and gently patted Qiu Ruoyu's back......
Qiu Ruoyu felt this sudden warmth, and his heart suddenly tingled, and he let go of the arm holding the snow marks...... Qiu Ruoyu suddenly realized at this moment that she was now Qiu Yingsheng, her "brother", and she couldn't hold her in such a "lover" way...... Standing up and looking at the foolish smile in front of her, she wanted to soothe him with a smile and make him understand that she didn't blame him. Even if she had hurt her so much, she didn't blame him...... No, no...... To be precise, the person who Xue Zhen wants to soothe and is not hated or blamed is Qiu Yingsheng, not him Qiu Ruoyu......
"I'm sorry for the snow marks, I'm really sorry for ......" Qiu Ruo's foolishness came from it, and she still kept saying sorry to the snow marks, sighing that she no longer had the qualifications to make her "not hate, not blame...... Only by hiding in Qiu Yingsheng's "shell" can you see the purest clarity in Xueji's eyes without resentment or disgust...... Maybe she should be happy, because no matter who she is in front of her at the moment, as long as she can see this clarity......
Qiu Ruoyu's face became more and more pale and haggard, and his heart was stained with sad pain, coupled with the poisonous pain that his body gradually began to be unable to parry...... In the end, he still couldn't bear to do the full play in front of the snow marks. I wanted to stand tall and leave, but now it can only backfire. "Alan, you take good care of the snow marks. Afraid that he would be embarrassed in front of the snow marks, he hurriedly said a perfunctory word, and Qiu Ruoyu "ran away" and ran out in despair.
"Miss, you are obedient, Ah Lan will go to see the second young master, and I will come back to accompany you immediately. Ah Lan stroked the head of the snow mark and chased him out in a panic. Xue Scar just looked at it stupidly, and knew that Ah Lan ran out of the door, so she anxiously chased after her, and stopped helplessly at the position of the door frame. Xueji didn't dare to chase after him, not because he was afraid that he would reveal the flaws that he was already awake, as long as he still pretended to cry and asked Ah Lan to accompany him and chase after him, he would not leak the flaws. It's just that she didn't dare to chase after him, because she knew that the reason why Qiu Yingsheng ran out in a hurry was because she didn't want to let herself see his illness, even if he was just a delirious fool to him, he still didn't want his illness to scare him...... Qiu Yingsheng is well-intentioned, how can he bear to tear it apart...... Fortunately, Ah Lan has already chased after him, and Ah Lan will do his own eyes to care about him......
"Young Master, are you okay!" Ah Lan chased after Qiu Ruoyu, looked at his bloodless face with great concern, and saw that he couldn't stand up straight, Ah Lan tried to step forward to help him, but Qiu Ruoyu refused. "It's okay with me, Alan, I don't care. Go take care of Snowmark, she's alone in the house now. Qiu Ruoyu gently pushed Ah Lan away, insisting that she didn't need her to help him walk forward. "Don't you understand, young master!" Ah Lan stepped forward to support Qiu Ruoyu, "Young master, you are so smart, why are you confused now." I am now the eyes of the young lady, the hands of the young lady, I am chasing after you for her, supporting you for her. How could she not understand that you don't want her to see your painstaking pain like this...... She can't chase after her, Ah Lan is doing what she wants for Miss, young master, can you really bear to refuse Miss......"
Qiu Ruoyu stopped talking, and acquiesced to Ah Lan helping him to walk forward. "Young Master, don't worry, I'll only help you walk a short distance, and I'll go back to take care of Miss soon," "Thank you......" Qiu Ruoyu's tone was very lonely and sad, and he wanted to stop talking. However, he couldn't help but ask Ah Lan after all, "Sister Ah Lan, if, just now in the eyes of Xue Zhen, I was not a shadow, or myself...... In front of me, there is a wicked man like me...... She, will ...... Worried?"
"Young Master......" Ah Lan was holding Qiu Ruoyu's hand and was suddenly stunned, Ah Lan was not able to answer, but pressed his originally low head lower, his arm trembled slightly, and he couldn't speak for a long time. Seeing that Ah Lan was hesitant to speak, Qiu Ruoyu smiled sadly, "Sister Ah Lan doesn't know, or is it ...... I can't bear to say 'she won't'. With a shallow wry smile, Qiu Ruoyu left Ah Lan's support, "Go back and take care of her." Qiu Ruoyu took a difficult step forward, his back image was a drifting wind, like a soft cloud, like a crumbling tear...... There was no sound, but it was oozing with heart-wrenching sadness.