Chapter 338: Happiness, It's Not That Easy
Midoriya Kawashima undoubtedly hit Kurosawa Jun's sore spot, as if he was forced into a corner, trying to find a way out that could be argued, but found that he was unable to do it. However, even though there is no turning back, Kurosawa Jun still stubbornly refuses to turn back, his gaze avoids Kawashima Midoriya's eyes, and he says as firmly as he can, "You just need to know that I am not the only one who will take her life, and her life will eventually end in my hands......"
"You're wrong master. Midoriya Kawashima interrupted Kurosawa Jun's words, looking at Kurosawa Jun coldly like a master for the first time, the more he avoided her gaze, the more she wanted to be surrounded by her gaze, "From beginning to end, you are the only one who wants her life." Poisoning her is your order. You want her life to be your tool to contain the Qiu family, and now, you want to end her life early, for the sake of your so-called selfish proof, you are willing to give up her original 'use' as a tool, but become an excuse for you to cover up your weakness...... Maybe you think that she will die sooner or later anyway, and there is no other choice, just cheap your heart that does not dare to face reality! But the master, there is no choice, and sometimes it is also a kind of happiness...... If you want to be happy, it shouldn't be so easy......" Midoriya Kawashima narrowed her eyes and looked at Kurosawa Jun. She wanted to try boldly with her instincts, but in front of Kurosawa Jun, she never crossed her identity, let alone said anything that did not match her identity. But for this chance to save Snow Marks' life, she also pushed herself into a corner......
"What do you mean. There was no time to take into account Kawashima Midoria's tone and eyes were no longer what she should have been when facing him, he no longer avoided her eyes and approached, "Clearly." "I mean, as long as the owner doesn't touch her, she won't die. Midoriya Kawashima didn't dodge Jun Kurosawa's approaching steps, and stood in place, "Master, you have a lot of choices. The first option, you still firmly believe that Snow Scar will die sooner or later, so you follow the trend, the second choice, you don't touch her, Snow Scar will live forever, and the third option, I tell you now, Snow Scar will not die of poison at all, you can prove that you are the proud descendant of Amaterasu Okami and kill her now...... Master, I'm not a loyal fool, you know what I mean, I'm not faithful, I have my own mind, I don't necessarily have to be obedient every time......"
When the words fell, Kurosawa Jun, who had been approaching step by step, had already stopped, and this time, the person who was approaching was replaced by Kawashima Midoriya, "Master, how will you choose ......" "You bastard!" Kurosawa Jun slapped Kawashima Midoriya in the face, and Kawashima Midoriya fell directly to the ground. However, even for a moment, the huge impact made Kawashima Midoriya's brain go blank, but she still smiled contentedly. wiped the blood oozing from the corner of his mouth, staggered to his feet, and a trace of pity was born in his smile, "You want to hide the joy in your heart in this way......" Kawashima Midoriya no longer called Kurosawa Jun "master", but called him "you" with confidence, step by step, Kawashima Midoriya approached Kurosawa Jun again, "You are glad that Snow Scar does not have to die, and you are glad that she will still be in your sight." But...... What are you going to do......" Midoriya Kawashima desperately wanted to push Kurosawa Jun into a corner again, she wanted to force Kurosawa Jun to default to Snow Marks' life would no longer be threatened. There is no time, and this time, she must succeed!
"You're obviously happy. Midori Kawashima pursued more and more until there was no longer a measurable distance between her and Kurosawa Jun, "You're obviously very happy." You obviously want to protect her. Just ask for a little yin virtue for your sin, and you should protect her. Kawashima Midoriya refused to let go of Kurosawa Jun's slightest gaze, her steps were pressing step by step, her eyes were also inch by inch, even the sporadic points of light refused to let go, until she saw a layer of mist in Kurosawa Jun's eyes, she took a few steps back, smiled wryly and shook her head, "Even if you still bite and refuse to admit it, it doesn't matter...... I will protect her. This is not a betrayal of you, I will still kill for you, brothers of the Qiu family, as long as you command and end them, I will not hesitate. Only Snow Marks, I want her to live, I am not a good sister, humble and greedy desire, is to be a good sister. ”
"I have not sinned, why ask for yinde. The cold tone dispelled the mist that covered Kurosawa Jun's eyes. He turned around and said coldly, "Kawashima, if you have to say that I have committed a crime, you have thought about putting that person in my heart. "I see. Kawashima Midoriya spoke calmly, with a faint dark light in her eyes, "This can be regarded as an order given to me by my master." "If you want to think so, think so. Kurosawa's tone was still cold, and he still didn't turn back, and on the side that wouldn't be seen, he showed a smile, I don't know if it was desolation or sarcasm. "Got it. The master chooses to bite the hell and refuses to admit it, then I will follow the master's will and protect the snow marks. After that, Kawashima Midoriya didn't say much, slowly took a few steps back, turned around and prepared to leave.
"Do I have an order for you to leave?" Kurosawa Jun's cold and gloomy voice came from behind Kawashima Midoria, so she stopped, calmly and respectfully, walked in front of Kurosawa Jun, and said calmly, "Master, you command." "You say I gave up the man's original 'use'. Kurosawa Jun's gaze locked on Kawashima Midoriya and didn't give her the slightest gap, "Of course I have to give it up, because I don't need that purpose anymore." Your dear baby Qiu Yingsheng, you don't need me to say that you also know that he won't live for a few days. And Qiu Ruoyu, I no longer need any tools that can contain him. He may have lived even shorter than your husband. A bloodthirsty smile appeared on Kurosawa Jun's face, "I kept them just to see how they looked like they were still fighting." Let all the people see what happens against us. The bloodthirsty smile became more and more intense, and gradually became hideous, and he approached Kawashima Midoriya's expressionless face, "You say, I want to be happy, it shouldn't be so easy...... You're wrong Kawashima again, I don't need that kind of thing at all, the blood of the people of Shina will excite me! I will never lose, and I will never be defeated! I will always stand on the top of the mountain, where there is no pain and weakness, only the light of becoming a king. That's something thousands of times brighter than your so-called happiness. With it, do you think I'm going to take a fancy to the ridiculous happiness in your mouth? I don't know what it is, I don't need it, and I wouldn't want it!"
Kawashima made a note of it. The owner doesn't need to be happy, and he doesn't want anything like that. Midori Kawashima is like a machine, repeating words without the slightest emotion. "Let's go. Kurosawa lowered his head and sat down on his own, ignoring Midori Kawashima. "Yes. Kawashima also responded indifferently in his bones and left neatly.
Kurosawa sat on his knees, and the envelope in front of him contained the list that he had been proud to have allowed Qiu Ruoyu to get into his life and not find it. He stared at the list in a daze, and the thoughts in his mind were no longer on the list. He just felt that the last thing he said when facing Kawashima Midoriya was really ridiculous, and he seemed to understand that maybe this was what "there are no silver three hundred taels here". Kurosawa Jun knew that he had been seen through by Kawashima Midoriya, and he had already seen it at a glance, but he still had to bite the bullet and say those words that no longer meant to him and Kawashima Midoriya, in this world, there should be no one who doesn't want to live happily, and they just tacitly agreed with each other.
Kurosawa Jun was afraid that Midoriya Kawashima's "It's not that easy" would become a prophecy, and then it would become a "curse". He was afraid that his "fear" would be known by Midoriya Kawashima again, just as it was a sin to have snow marks in his heart, and "fear" was also a sin for him. However, what was even more terrifying than the sin that he had already committed would be "afraid" was that his determination to firmly believe that he would definitely be able to dig Lan Xue out of his heart began to waver......
Thinking of this, Kurosawa stood up handsomely, he must not allow his heart to shake more and more, before that, he must act......
Along the way, Kurosawa Jun forced himself not to carry any superfluous thoughts, even breathing and heartbeat, and he wanted to leave behind. There seemed to be a thick bloodthirsty fire burning in his eyes, and he firmly believed that when the flame burned stronger, it must be the time for him to dig out the weakness in his heart. It seemed like a split second, and he had reached Snowmark's dwelling.
Xueji heard the sound of footsteps outside the door, and it didn't feel like Ah Lan had returned. Of course, the feeling of urgency, let alone Qiu Yingsheng. No matter who it is, she still has to be prepared to deal with it. He quickly picked up the apple in the fruit bowl and was about to eat it when Kurosawa pushed the door and entered. Although Xueji's heart was still a little flustered, she still entered the state as quickly as she could, and handed the apple in her hand to Kurosawa Jun with a smile. Snowmark knows that the more stupid she becomes, like a waste, the less likely it will be removed. After all, no one would want to waste their energy on that kind of self. As long as he can hold on to the past this time, not only for his own survival, but also for Qiu Yingsheng to save a lot of trouble. Snow Mark tells herself that no matter what the person in front of you wants to do to herself, as long as she can hold on to it, she must hold on.
Kurosawa Jun stared at the apple handed over by Snow Mark, and his gaze subconsciously went up, stopping at the smile on Snow Mark's face. It was a smile without discrimination, but it gnawed at Kurosawa Jun's already solidified heart inch by inch as if it had been poisoned, forcing it to shake again in order to relieve the unbearable pain of his heart......