-- The most obvious manifestation of this high outlook is that when Zhang Fan cautiously expressed his desire for a book during the Chinese New Year, he responded without hesitation, and since then has opened the door to a new world. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

He opened up his collection of books to Zhang Fan very much - regardless of whether she could read it or not, he let her learn it in a mess.

It just so happens that Zhang Fan's silent and introverted temperament is not as dynamic as ordinary children, otherwise he would have to go crazy to be pressed in front of the table to read.

However, although she showed extraordinary talent in learning, only Zhang Fan could help with the work at home except for Zhang Fan's mother.

Zhang Fan's mother always assigns her a lot of work when Zhang Fan's father taught her to study on the grounds that she had worked hard for Zhang Fan.

At first, she was too young to do heavy work, so she could only wash dishes and wipe the table. When she grew up and came up, the work of carrying water, cooking, collecting firewood, chopping wood, and even cutting wheat and fruit in the field and hoeing grass also fell on her.

As for his younger brother Zhang Jing?

He was the only boy in the family, how could he do such a job trapped in the kitchen?

Farm work in the fields?

How could he do such a tiring job at such a young age?

-- When Zhang Fan's grandmother said this, she completely forgot that Zhang Fan was three years older than Zhang Jing, and she was still a girl who was theoretically less powerful than a boy.

It is really rare for Zhang Fan to grow up to the age of fourteen in good health, and the nine-year compulsory education is over.

Zhang Fan's father thought that it would cost Zhang Jing to study in the future, and it would be useless for Zhang Fan to study so many books as a child, so it was better to come back and help the family work, and then wait for two years to marry her out and save some money for Zhang Jing to marry his daughter-in-law.

He planned well, but he didn't expect that Zhang Fan was too competitive.

Some time ago, I took that elite exam and was admitted to the best high school in the prefecture in advance!

The tuition fee for the first semester is free and there is also a scholarship of 800 yuan!!

Zhang Fan's father was so entangled, after all, he was not willing to eat this lunch for nothing, and reluctantly sent Zhang Fan to high school to continue his studies.

This breath was not until Zhang Fan went to college.

The first college student finally came out of the village, and Zhang Fan's life seems to be gradually getting better.

But what she didn't expect was that the university she longed for was not a beautiful paradise, but a hell that pushed her into the abyss.

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Zhang Fanchang is as ordinary as her name, only a pair of eyes that are more calm and dark than her peers can add a little color to her.

However, she was enthusiastically pursued by a good-looking boy in their class less than a month after her freshman year.

Zhang Fan is simple-minded, to be more direct, she read too many historical books when she was a child, coupled with the kind of relationship between her parents, so that she does not have any special feelings for the legendary sweet love like girls of the same age.

Therefore, in the face of Chen Hao's pursuit, her reaction was no reaction.

I still do what I should do, and I can't extricate myself from the ocean of knowledge.

However, if things can be so safe all the time, then there will be nothing wrong with it.

At the end of my freshman year, the class organized an outdoor activity and went to a picnic barbecue by a lake.

Zhang Fan has always been insensitive to this kind of activity, she has always been used to doing it alone, and she has no intention of contacting the people in the class.

However, the class leader also strongly said this time that the whole class must go this time, and if you don't go, it will be counted as absenteeism!

This poked Zhang Fan's weakness all at once.

She was bent on a scholarship - and for that reason, she was even very reluctant to report several events at the Games as a source of points for her activities.

However, if she is recorded as absent from school, won't her scholarship be directly lost?

She had no choice but to go.

Then by that lake, an accident happened that was enough to change her life.

- She was unsuspectingly pushed into the lake by a classmate who had never been used to looking at her.

When she sank into the cold water, she was undoubtedly desperate in her heart.

However, at this time, Chen Hao, who had been chasing her for most of the semester, bravely jumped into the lake and rescued her.

So, naturally, she had some strange feelings for the hero who saved her - it was the first time in her age that she had such violent mood swings about the presence of a person who was not a family member.

She doesn't know whether this is fortunate or unlucky, but from the current point of view, Chen Hao is really a rare good boyfriend.

He is gentle, gentlemanly, and enthusiastic, and will never force Zhang Fan to do things she doesn't like.

He would be willing to read those boring ancient texts, just because Zhang Fan was interested in them since he was a child.

He would take her to various places in the city to leave the footprints of them walking hand in hand, just because Zhang Fan said that he had never gone out to see it.

- Such a caring boyfriend made Zhang Fan fall deeper and deeper, until she took Zhang Fan to her home to meet her parents during the summer vacation of her sophomore year.

At that time, Zhang Fan's parents were very satisfied with Chen Hao, who was obviously from the city, and Chen Hao did not show contempt for their family's dilapidated house in a remote place.

This made Zhang Fan more and more convinced that Chen Hao was the person she was destined to be different from other superficial men!

However, what shocked her was that on the first day of the junior year when the summer vacation ended, Chen Hao proposed to break up with her.

She didn't know why, she only knew that she really liked Chen Hao very much - he was the second person she liked besides her mother.

So she retained, she showed weakness, and she admitted her mistake.

However, Chen Hao is like a heart of stone.

In the end, during the National Day holiday, he asked Zhang Fan to travel to a place with beautiful mountains and rivers - although Zhang Fan was actually not interested in these so-called attractions that were no different from their village, but the rare Chen Hao finally relented, and she didn't want to miss the last chance to redeem herself.

So she happily dressed up a little bit, agreed to this appointment, and went to the place where it was rumored that Zhongshan Qingshui was beautiful but very remote and didn't even have a mobile phone signal.

Hell and heaven are often often just a thought.

When Zhang Fan was locked in a room with iron chains like a domestic animal by a man who described her as ugly and foul-smelling, she often had such thoughts.

――If she hadn't naively wanted to save her relationship with Chen Hao at that time, would there be any difference now?

She thought about the unsolvable problem, and then crashed to her death on the angular steps.