After drinking the decoction, Qiu Yingsheng asked Ah Cheng and the others to leave first, leaving only Dr. Li Huairen in the room. On weekdays, Qiu Yingsheng left Ah Cheng and Ah Lu to take care of him after drinking the medicine, but today he only left Li Huairen. Qiu Yingsheng had no strength to get out of bed at all, he could only lie on the bed, his thin body even if there was no feng shui and sun exposure, it made people feel that they didn't know when it would disappear, and he was extremely distressed. His eyes were red, which was caused by illness and because he had endured too many tears, and he had no way to say a long sentence in one go, so he could only say to Li Huairen with a full and weak voice: "Uncle Li...... Shadow voice, if you have something to say, I will tell you. Li Huairen stepped forward, carefully helped Qiu Yingsheng up and let him lean on the pillow, and said softly: "Child, you can say it." Qiu Yingsheng smiled and said, "Uncle, this time, I'm really about to leave...... It's naturally best to see the eldest brother and the housekeeper before leaving...... If the eldest brother and the butler have not returned by the time I leave...... If you help me guard the house..... just help me keep it until my eldest brother comes back......"

"No, you're a responsible child, Snow Marks hasn't come home yet, you can't have the idea of leaving. Li Huairen interrupted Qiu Yingsheng's words, shook his head and continued: "I am an old man, it is important to spend my old age in peace, if you leave this family behind, I will not make trouble to guard the home for you." If you are really so ruthless, I will occupy the Qiu family and sell all the children of Alan and Ah Cheng. Are you willing to let them suffer...... Xueji hasn't come home yet, are you really so ruthless, don't you care about her? don't you care about her......" Li Huairen said as he left with tears in his eyes. Qiu Yingsheng smiled lightly, stretched out her arm and patted the back of Li Huairen's hand, and said calmly: "That person will protect the snow marks, even if she can't help herself, she will try her best to protect the snow marks...... I believe her...... I believe her......"

Qiu Yingsheng's words made Li Huairen stunned, he looked at Qiu Yingsheng's eyes that had been stained with tears, like a father looking deeply at his child, focused on concern but silent, just to be able to understand his heart better. After a long time, Li Huairen smiled and said, "Child, you finally admit it." "Huh. Qiu Yingsheng smiled bitterly, raised his head slightly, his eyes became more and more red, and even if he raised his head, he still couldn't control the tears slowly flowing down the corners of his eyes. Qiu Yingsheng raised his arm with difficulty, wiped away the tears on his face, his eyes were already red and terrible, his expression was painful and stubborn, the pain was about to suffocate but he was still stubbornly enduring, he endured the pain that even he couldn't speak, and said with a wry smile: "Admit what? admit it, I miss her?" "Yingsheng, you ......" Li Huairen looked at Qiu Yingsheng and suddenly wanted to stop talking, so he could only bow his head helplessly. "Uncle Li......" Qiu Yingsheng seemed to see Li Huairen's thoughts, and the eyes that he originally deliberately wanted to avoid slowly settled on Li Huairen's body. Qiu Yingsheng was not in a hurry to say something, not that he didn't want to say it, but he didn't know how to speak for a while. Li Huairen is not in a hurry Qiu Yingsheng will be able to say something to him immediately, he knows that he wants to say something to himself very seriously, but maybe these topics may have been hidden in his heart and never mentioned, he may not be able to speak for a while, he needs time. Qiu Yingsheng looked at Li Huairen quietly, and after a long time, he asked Li Huairen, "Do you think I'm too ruthless?"

Li Huairen never thought that Qiu Yingsheng would say such a thing to himself, he was a little overwhelmed, but more distressed than overwhelmed, Li Huairen shook his head and said very seriously: "Yingsheng, you are the most generous and kind child." "Kuanren and kind...... Qiu Yingsheng repeated Li Huairen's words, exhaled deeply, and laughed at himself: "I can be lenient and kind to anyone." Only...... Only cruel to her......"

When the words fell, Qiu Yingsheng's tears once again unscrupulously covered his pale and haggard face, he turned his head sideways and looked directly at the direction of the end of the bed, he didn't have any special intentions, he just didn't want Li Huairen to see his appearance, he looked ahead stupidly, and said sadly: "Our directions are different, and the way back is naturally different...... If I hold on to her, pulling her to my side will only put her in a dilemma. If she comes too close to me too much, one day when I'm gone, she'll be a person again...... At least, leave a complete side for her to lean on......" As he spoke, Qiu Yingsheng looked at Li Huairen with a wry smile and said, "Uncle Li...... You may not know it, Midori, she is not an ordinary Japanese girl. When she agreed to marry me, it wasn't because she liked me....... but because she had to do it, she didn't ......have a choice," Qiu Yingsheng was saying that, and there was another violent cough, and the faint pain and raw pain made him curl up in a ball, powerless. Li Huairen wanted to hold him up when he was anxious, but was stopped by Qiu Yingsheng. Although he was already weak, Qiu Yingsheng still raised his arm without hesitation, and opened his palm to stop Li Huairen, "No need Uncle Li, I don't want to deceive myself that I can stay a little longer......"

Li Huairen couldn't help but take a few steps back, "watching" Qiu Yingsheng curled up in pain, gasping in pain, and trying to straighten his body in pain. Li Huairen really couldn't bear it, and couldn't help but take a few steps closer again, but in the end he still didn't reach out to help him, Li Huairen was afraid that if he raised his hand to touch him, he would be broken in an instant. Looking at Li Huairen's sad appearance, Qiu Yingsheng's pale face suddenly showed a mischievous smile: "Uncle, it may not be a bad thing to suddenly feel that my father and mother are going before me." If my father and mother were still there, it would scare them when they saw me like this...... "Qiu Yingsheng was saying, his words suddenly stopped, and the "naughty" smile on his face slowly froze......

"I scared you. Didn't I tell you a long time ago that there was something terrible in this room...... It's me, a non-human and non-ghost, that scares you. Qiu Yingsheng still remembers the words he said to Kawashima Midoriya when he first appeared in front of Kawashima Midoriya as "Qiu Yingsheng". "Neither human nor ghost", that is probably the impression of Midoriya Kawashima when she first saw her "real" self. Helpless, what he didn't want and was most afraid of being seen by Kawashima Luya was his "non-human and non-ghost" appearance. If he could, Qiu Yingsheng really wanted to be able to meet Kawashima Midoriya when he was a teenager, or even younger, at the most carefree age, just like Big Brother and Snow Marks. Wouldn't it be nice if it was at that time......

Li Huairen really couldn't bear to continue to look at Qiu Yingsheng's painful appearance, he took a few steps forward and forcibly helped Qiu Yingsheng up, patted him on the back, and then helped him to lie down slowly and steadily, and said while covering him with a quilt: "You lie down well, Uncle is going to go to the medicine hall first." is still the same sentence, if you are an older brother, you must be responsible, and you can't leave your sister alone. You can't leave the snow trail and walk away, you can't be so ruthless. Li Huairen deliberately finished speaking and left, not daring to stay by Qiu Yingsheng's side for long, he was really afraid that he would not be able to control himself and cry in front of the young man...... The sound of the door opening and closing sounded in his ears, Qiu Yingsheng smiled bitterly and slowly closed his eyes, tears slowly flowing down the corners of his eyes again......

Li Huairen was about to go out with the medicine box on his shoulder, only to see Ah Lan's footsteps hurriedly looking for him, Ah Lan met him and sped up his pace and trotted to Li Huairen's side and said: "This is about to look for you, Xiao Hui of Master Chen's family came to the door and said that he had something to tell the young master." Xiaohui didn't know that there were two young masters at home, and insisted on finding the eldest young master to say that there was something very important, but now the eldest young master is not at home at all, and the second young master can't get out of bed, so he can only ask you to get an idea. "Important matter...... Li Huairen thought for a while, and said to Ah Lan: "Child, bring that girl over to see the second young master." "Okay, I'll call her now. ”

Xiao Hui was a little frightened and speechless the moment she saw Qiu Yingsheng, the young master of the Qiu family was a well-known suave man in Luosu City, how could he become so pale and haggard now. Qiu Yingsheng saw that Xiao Hui was too timid to speak, so he spoke first: "I'm sorry, I've been suffering from the wind and cold recently, and I don't have the strength to lie on the bed and listen to you." The people around you are also family members, you don't have to scruples, just say anything. However, with all due respect, I don't have a very deep impression of you, you are ......" "Young Master Qiu must know the Chen family teahouse in Luosu, I am Xiaohui, the maid of the Chen family, and I accompanied the old lady to the wedding when you married the young grandmother." I ......" "Xiaohui is still so smart, I haven't seen you since the Chen family was defeated, how are you doing?" Li Huairen hurriedly interrupted Xiaohui's words, he knew that Qiu Yingsheng had been protected by Qiu Ruoyu since he didn't leave home, and he didn't know anything about the Qiu family's network, if he expressed doubts about Xiaohui's words, he was afraid that there would be unnecessary incidents. Qiu Ying stated what Li Huairen meant, and immediately answered: "Oh, it turned out to be from Old Man Chen's family." I've also heard about the family......" "My lord smoked opium, and the family was defeated, and we couldn't stay any longer." We will either go back to the countryside or be sold to the new owner's house......" Xiao Hui said and suddenly became a little excited, "Young master, Xiao Hui almost forgot about business. ”

Xiao Hui anxiously took a few steps closer to Qiu Yingsheng and said, "Not long ago, Xiaoqing, my sister from the former Chen family, was bought by the new owner. The new owner placed us both in a remote compound, and he bought us not to serve him, but to take care of a young lady. That young lady is Miss Snowmark......"