Qiu Ruoyu knew what kind of expression Qiu Yingsheng's face would be after listening to his words, but even if he knew that he couldn't get Qiu Yingsheng's sunny expression, he still had a trace of expectation, expecting Qiu Yingsheng to respond crisply. It's a pity that the glimmer of expectation that Qiu Ruoyu held was never exchanged for Qiu Yingsheng's words.

Qiu Yingsheng leaned back in his chair, his eyes were cold mixed with faint anger, looking at Qiu Ruoyu, who was also pale and chilling as him, and was silent for a long time. It wasn't until Qiu Yingsheng saw that Qiu Ruoyu was about to run out of strength and couldn't stand anymore, that he said weakly: "If the eldest brother wants me to die in front of you right now...... Go in my place. If you really ask my opinion, I don't agree, and my eldest brother should dispel the idea. Qiu Yingsheng's tone was very resolute, there was no room for retreat, he raised his head, looked at Qiu Ruoyu stubbornly, looked at him with a stubborn appearance, and the tears flashing in his eyes were wrapped in distress and helplessness, "Big brother, is there no other way? Do you know how dangerous that place is now? I will definitely not watch you go on an adventure with Xueji...... What's more, you really won't be exposed? Do you think that now we are all the same withered, the same dead sun, it's okay? Do you really think that Snow Scars will not recognize you?"

"At least not right away. Qiu Ruoyu replied without hesitation, he lowered his eyes, looked at Qiu Yingsheng's already almost pleading gaze, and said with a wry smile: "Yingsheng, eldest brother has no other way, my time is running out, this is the only way I can think of." This may be the only way to save Mr. Joe and minimize the cost...... This may be the way for me to stay by Xueji's side without distractions, so that she doesn't feel annoyed and is willing to listen to me......" Qiu Ruoyu let out a long sigh of relief, "Shadow." He called Qiu Yingsheng's name, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was a little less bitter, "I'm not as fearless as you think." On the contrary, I was terrified. I was afraid of the day when death came...... However, I was more afraid that I had failed my faith, that more people would have to face the same terrible death as I did, and that I was even more afraid of ...... The disgusted look in Snowmark's eyes as she looked at me...... For a moment, I thought of this solution because of selfishness, it could save Mr. Qiao, it could save a tragedy. Similarly, it can also ...... When Xue Scar looked at me, he was not so angry. ”

"Originally, I thought that if it didn't work for other reasons, at least I could continue to stop you on the grounds that Snow Scar would be as risky as you......" Qiu Yingsheng smiled and raised his head, "It's that I thought wrong, you never thought for yourself, how can I stop you for other reasons." As for the snow marks, she was not what she used to be...... What's more, since you have made a decision, you will definitely be desperate to protect her, how can she follow you on an adventure......" After that, Qiu Yingsheng was silent again, he just stubbornly refused to lower his head, he didn't allow the tears in his eyes to flow. However, he knew in his heart that his life had never been his own, and where did he have the ability to influence the fate of a tear.

The moment tears welled up in his eyes, he whispered: "Big brother, be careful in everything...... You can't live long, but you can't die early. After that, he closed his eyes weakly, which was regarded as acquiescing to Qiu Ruoyu. Qiu Yingsheng's voice was extremely light and very small, as if a few words were wrapped in a helpless exhalation. However, he knew that even if the voice of the sentence was so small that he could not hear it without touching his ears...... Even if others can't hear it, Qiu Ruoyu can hear it.

Xu is a natural induction between brothers, and the tears that have been accumulated in Qiu Ruoyu's eyes for a long time slipped down at the same time as the tears that came out of Qiu Yingsheng's eyes. Qiu Ruoyu trembled and slowly raised his palm, gently patted Qiu Yingsheng's shoulder, and said softly: "Brother too, take care." We are all people who can't live long, but we can't die early...... Thank you. After that, Qiu Ruoyu lowered his palm, he looked at Qiu Yingsheng, the reluctance on his face was slowly covered by a smile, a faint flash, not strong, not thick, but very warm, very warm, warm to the bone marrow, people only look at it, and it will be unforgettable. With such a smile, Qiu Ruoyu slowly turned his back to Qiu Yingsheng, and slowly moved his steps forward, getting farther and farther away from Qiu Yingsheng little by little......

Qiu Ruoyu's pace was extremely slow, and his body was no longer able to support him to walk quickly, but even if he had enough strength to support his pace, he still wanted to slow down, slowly, and leave......

Qiu Ruoyu knew that this might be the last chance for him and Qiu Yingsheng to meet, and he already had a premonition in his heart that if he went to say goodbye, it was very likely that he would say goodbye...... He knew that Qiu Yingsheng must also know...... He deliberately slowed down, wanting to leave some time for Qiu Yingsheng and himself to remember how they looked like each other. He knew that Qiu Yingsheng would never stop himself, and he also knew that even if Qiu Yingsheng opened his mouth to stop himself, he would not turn back...... Qiu Ruoyu wanted to leave some time for himself, and listen to Qiu Yingsheng's breathing sound again, if he walked too fast, he could only get farther and farther away from this voice. He can't be reluctant, but he must be reluctant, and the only thing he can do is to be like this...... Quietly, pretending to be relieved, quietly prolonging the time that the image of Qiu Yingsheng in his mind can stay......

Qiu Yingsheng looked at Qiu Ruoyu who was drifting away "indifferently", his palms trembled violently on the armrests, and the pain of liver and intestines spread from his tears little by little, he gritted his teeth and didn't speak, just tried to clench his fists to suppress the trembling of his palms. Until Qiu Ruoyu was about to disappear in front of his eyes, he suddenly used all his strength and shouted loudly: "Big brother, I know you won't turn back! You must not look back...... Qiu Yingsheng watched Qiu Ruoyu stop but stood in place without looking back, he smiled and continued: "After you die, the tablet will not be put into the mourning hall. The descendants of the Qiu family have been innocent and frank for generations, and if you have done disgraceful things, you will not be worthy of your descendants, and your tablet is not qualified to enter the mourning hall...... In the Qiu family's generation, there will only be a tablet for me in the mourning hall. Your life will only leave a single line on the family tree...... Rui's eldest son, if he was foolish, was a bandit, and died violently. Tears had left traces on Qiu Yingsheng's face unscrupulously, and the burning pain in his throat surged up layer by layer, but he roared harder: "Everything is up to you...... Big brother, I depend on you for everything! I just need you to take care! I won't send you off......"

"Don't cry in the shadows!We're men...... Don't cry......" Qiu Ruoyu stopped in place, tears were already surging all over his pale face, he had never thought of turning back before, but at this moment, he thought that he must turn back and look at Qiu Yingsheng again. Because, Qiu Yingsheng must know that he is crying, and he must be crying. Qiu Ruoyu wanted to turn around with a chic and beautiful smile, as long as Qiu Yingsheng saw that he was not crying, he would not cry anymore...... But helplessly, a smile was already on his face, but tears still kept flowing involuntarily. In the end, Qiu Ruoyu still didn't turn around, but he still kept a smile on his face, turned his back to Qiu Yingsheng, and said calmly: "I'll take care." Even though my days are numbered, I will definitely live to the last day. Shadows, we ...... Look back and see ......", Qiu Ruoyu lowered his head and tried his best to speed up the pace under his feet. At this moment, Qiu Ruoyu understood that he had used up the last time he could be nostalgic......

Qiu Yingsheng watched Qiu Ruoyu completely disappear in front of his eyes, he slowly closed his eyes, trying to remember the back in front of him. However, no matter how hard he tried, the back in his mind was the same as the one in front of him just now, fading away and disappearing. I can't stop, I can't keep it......

"It's okay to ...... this" Qiu Yingsheng silently opened his eyes, layers of mist turned into tears covered his eyes, his eyes were blurry, and the person in front of him was long gone. Qiu Yingsheng lowered his head with a wry smile, and said to himself sadly: "It's okay, if you forget your appearance, whether you live or die, you won't think about it." In the future, I won't miss ......"

Qiu Yingsheng stared directly at the closed door in front of him, and Qiu Ruoyu left in the direction he was leaving, unwilling to move his gaze. I don't know how long it took, until I heard Ah Cheng's voice outside the door, Qiu Yingsheng looked away in a trance......

"It's time for the second young master to drink the medicine. Ah Cheng called Qiu Ying to drink medicine as usual, and she pushed open the door with the tray and walked in cautiously. When he approached, Ah Cheng looked at Qiu Yingsheng and only felt that he was different from usual, his eyes were extremely sad, and the whole person was sad. Ah Cheng has served Qiu Yingsheng for many years, and naturally knows him better than other little girls in the house. Although Qiu Yingsheng is sick and weak, his eyes will never be depressed because of physical pain, although his eyes cannot be as bright as ordinary people, but the vigorous transparency has never disappeared. However, at this moment, Qiu Yingsheng's eyes seemed to have extinguished the vitality, and he looked stupid, and Ah Cheng was very worried.

"Second young master, it's time to drink the medicine...... Ah Cheng didn't directly ask the puzzle in his heart, but still handed the medicine bowl to Qiu Yingsheng as usual, as if he hadn't noticed anything abnormal. Qiu Yingsheng took the medicine bowl, and still drank the soup in the bowl slowly as usual, and when he put the empty medicine bowl back into the empty tray in Ah Cheng's hand, Qiu Yingsheng said calmly: "Ah Cheng, don't worry about me, I'm fine...... Big brother is going out of the house, and there is no one around him to take care of him, so you can help clean up your things. Ah Cheng nodded, and responded to Qiu Yingsheng's words, "Yes, I'll go to the eldest young master now." Ah Cheng was about to turn around and leave, but Qiu Yingsheng suddenly stopped her, "No need. Ah Cheng stopped and looked at Qiu Yingsheng puzzled.

"You don't have to go to Big Brother. Qiu Yingsheng said, the gaze in his eyes became even more sad. His tone could no longer be calm, and he became more and more sad, "You pack some of my clothes and send them to him......"