In the second year of junior high school, my father died in the line of duty, and the state gave us a large amount of compensation.

My mom was stimulated and had something wrong with her brain.

Every day, all kinds of relatives come to the door, and there are endless reasons to make money for my family's dead.

My dad was a policeman, and he didn't do anything bad when he was alive, but when he went, he left us orphans and widows, and we were bullied by our own family.

I stopped my relatives at the door, and they scolded me outside, saying that I was young and had no human touch at all, and that I would not save me when I died.

My mom was grinning on the floor of the living room, smiling and snotting from her laughter.

I was only 13 years old at the time, but I didn't cry.

I knew that crying wouldn't open my dad's eyes, nor would it wake my mom up.

My dad went because of responsibility.

And I have to live well, I have to take care of myself, I have to take care of my mother.

After a long time, my relatives stopped borrowing money, and I was finally able to study well.

I used to be lively and sunny, but after that, I didn't look at others anymore.

It's hard for me to get in touch with people, and if I say a word, I think their faces must be ugly.

Even if he was laughing, there must be a knife hidden under that skin!

My classmates at school bullied me, put gum in my books, and coldly pulled my pants off from behind.

There were even people who deliberately splashed urine from the pit next to me when I went to the toilet, making me embarrassed.

I didn't argue with them, I just lowered my head more and more, trying to be invisible.

This continued until my sophomore year of high school.

There was a girl in the class.

Her name is Gu Lin, she has a tall figure, waist-length black hair, fair skin, bright eyes and a nose, and thin lips. It looks beautiful, it's unbelievably beautiful.

But she also made me feel like a fairy who doesn't eat fireworks in the world, so fairy that she can't get close to half a minute.

Her seat, right next to mine, of course, didn't speak to me.

I kept my head down, daring to squint at her secretly.

She looked at it quietly, with her head down, holding a book in her hand.

There is only one word to describe it, and that is clean.

That kind of cleanliness seems to cleanse my soul, and my soul is like a walking corpse every day, and it calms down.

I'm still in a daze every day, still keeping my head down.

But I was in a daze, just looking at her. lowered his head, and also looked at her secretly.

One time when I peeked at her, she just turned around.

I panicked, afraid that she would hate me.

Everybody was disgusted with me, thinking I was a stuffy gourd, a psychopath.

But she responded with a gentle smile to me, which made me completely devastated and distracted.

I think she is the cleanest flower in this filthy world, and as long as I see her every day, I have the courage to raise my head.

I want to see her for the rest of my life and silently guard her for the rest of my life.

Things changed on the eve of the end of the semester.

There were a few boys in the class, led by the ruffian leader in the school, Chen Long. There is a look of damage all over the body.

I felt very uncomfortable looking at him, and I felt a sense of disgust, like seeing a relative who wanted my dad's compensation.

Behind him were four or five bastards, looking like they were hanging out.

To be impartial, he just stopped next to my seat.

Then he glanced at him and said impatiently, "You, get out of the way and go cool." ”

I have a soft temperament, I never cause trouble, and I don't know where to offend Chen Long.

I was about to get up, but I noticed that Gu Lin was a little panicked in his eyes.

A movie ticket was thrown on Gu Lin's table.

Chen Long said proudly: "Gu Lin, it's all a holiday, you should promise me, I have chosen the movie and hotel at midnight, five-star, follow me, I can't treat you badly." ”

His words sounded to my ears, but they felt particularly filthy and filthy.

I saw the slight panic in Gu Lin's eyes, this was the first time I had seen her expression change like this.

The silence was disturbed, like someone spitting out a mouthful of phlegm in the otherwise clean water.

After a few months at the same table, the first thing I heard Gu Lin say was to say uneasily: "Long Chen, don't come to me again, I don't like you." ”

Long Chen's face changed immediately, but his voice was soft, and he said, "Gu Lin, I've been chasing you for months, and no matter how many people in the school ask for it, you have to think about it...... So what?"

Gu Lin's face was completely flustered, and even his eyes were covered with a layer of mist.

But I felt that Long Chen was actually threatening Gu Lin!

He's a bastard, a ruffian!

He can be shameless, but he is not qualified to threaten Gu Lin!

I jerked to my feet.

I am weak in my heart, but my body is not weak, I am a whole head taller than Long Chen, and I stare at him viciously.

Chen Long looked like he was crazy, and said to me irritably: "Let you get out of the way, what the hell are you inking?"

I didn't speak, stared at Long Chen, and suddenly grabbed him by the neck.

There was a hint of panic in Chen Long's eyes, and he was about to speak.

I talked about the big fist of the small bowl, and the first fist smashed directly into his mouth!

It hurts! My teeth touched my flesh, and I shuddered in pain.

Chen Long screamed, and his entire mouth was bleeding.

The class fell silent.

This fist expressed the disgust in my heart, I glared at Long Chen, pushed him away, and blocked Gu Lin with my body.