Chapter 11: Matters of the Heart
After buying a cake from Qin Jiaxi, Lin Wenxuan felt that something was wrong with him.
Today's dinner is very rich, in addition to Lin Wenxuan's favorite chocolate almond cake, Qin Jiaxi personally cooked a table of delicious dishes for her, and Lin Wenxuan's saliva was about to flow out.
Yellow stewed chicken, boiled beef, steamed fish, and two or three dishes of Lin Wenxuan's favorite vegetables, plus a pot of delicious and fragrant winter melon soup, are neatly placed on the dining table, and the whole room seems to be wrapped in the aroma of the food on this table.
Lin Wenxuan sat down at the table with high interest, raised her eyes to look at Qin Jiaxi who was sitting opposite, and frowned.
It's been almost three hours since he got home, and in the face of so many tempting delicacies in front of him, he actually sat in a daze?
Qin Jiaxi's eyes were a little hollow, he stared at the food on the table blankly, he didn't even move his chopsticks, obviously, his mind was not on today's dinner at all.
Qin Jiaxi must have something on his mind!
Lin Wenxuan quietly sandwiched a piece of fish meat and put it in the bowl of rice in front of Qin Jiaxi, and said softly with a smile: "Jiaxi, what's wrong with you? Hurry up and eat! There are so many delicious foods, if you don't eat them, you will have to let them cool!"
Qin Jiaxi suddenly came back to his senses, looked at the extra fish in his bowl with a smile, and took the initiative to clip a piece of beef to Lin Wenxuan, the expression on his face was very unnatural, as if he was deliberately hiding something.
"I'm fine, I've prepared these for you tonight, you must eat more, and we'll share the cake after dinner!"
After Qin Jiaxi finished speaking, he stopped looking at Lin Wenxuan, picked up the dishes and chopsticks, and ate them in a big gulp.
It's just that his mind is not on eating at all now, and no matter how delicious the food is, it tastes like chewing wax.
Seeing that he was eating so hard, Lin Wenxuan couldn't help but ask, "Is it really okay?"
The two have known each other for so long, and Lin Wenxuan can still see if Qin Jiaxi has something to hide in her heart. He just can't hide anything in his heart, but whenever he encounters something he can't figure out, all his emotions will be shown on his face without surprise.
Just like now, the more he dodged his gaze, the more sure she was that he must have a secret in his heart!
Qin Jiaxi didn't dare to raise his head, "I'...... I ......"
"Jiaxi, if you really see me as your friend, then is there anything between us that can't be said?"
Lin Wenxuan simply put down the dishes and chopsticks, waiting for Qin Jiaxi to take the initiative to say what was in her heart.
Hearing this, Qin Jiaxi couldn't help but feel a little emotional.
When it comes to the relationship between them, Qin Jiaxi feels that no one can surpass the important position of the other party in her heart, although he knows that his status in her heart will not be lower than Qiao Mingjue and Yin Xinyan, but he is still not satisfied.
What he wants is not this important position similar to his family, what he longs for is the position in her heart that has long been filled.
Therefore, between them, there are some words that Qin Jiaxi can only hide in his heart, and he really can't say it.
In the face of this relationship, Qin Jiaxi admitted that he was cowardly, and the source of this cowardice was because the two of them were best friends and familiar people.
I'm afraid that if this sentence is spoken, the two will never be friends again......
But now is not the time to think about this, Lin Wenxuan did see through him at a glance, and he did have something on his mind.
"When I went to buy you a cake this afternoon, I ran into Yin Xinyan. ”
Lin Wenxuan nodded, did not make a sound, and motioned for Qin Jiaxi to continue.
Bihu City is so big, everyone lives here, and it is inevitable that they will meet, and there is nothing to make a fuss about this kind of thing.
"Actually, it's really nothing, it's just that we accidentally bumped into each other while walking, and the things in her hand fell to the ground with a bang, and I helped her pick it up, and there was a beautiful keychain in it. She said that she wanted to eat with her friends, probably as a gift for her friends. ”
Qin Jiaxi briefly described what happened in the afternoon, and what he was really worried about was not said after all.
Qiao Mingjue and Yin Xinyan, Qin Jiaxi has also heard Lin Wenxuan mention some things, he knows that these two people have known each other long before they met Lin Wenxuan, through Lin Wenxuan's frequent descriptions of the two, Qin Jiaxi always feels that something is strange.
The blame is on Yin Xinyan, but he can't say what the blame is.
Today's incident once again made Qin Jiaxi aware of the abnormality, and the feeling of panic and uneasiness that existed in his heart made Qin Jiaxi break out in a cold sweat.
Basketball is Qiao Mingjue's favorite, and the keychain also happens to be the shape of basketball.
Yin Xinyan said that she was going to see a friend, and the friend in her mouth could not be Qiao Mingjue, right?
This kind of speculation Qin Jiaxi only dared to think about it in his heart, he would never dare to say it in front of Lin Wenxuan.
Let's not talk about whether Lin Wenxuan will be angry because of this matter, if Qiao Mingjue and Yin Xinyan don't have anything, but because of Qin Jiaxi's nonsense, the relationship between Lin Wenxuan and them will be completely disturbed, but it will be troublesome.
How much Lin Wenxuan loves Qiao Mingjue, Qin Jiaxi sees it all, and he doesn't want her to be sad because of this.
"Really, how chic is that keychain? Why is it that even Dr. Qin, who has always disliked these trivial little pendants, is he a little obsessed? Do you need me to take the time to buy one for you?"
Lin Wenxuan obviously didn't notice Qin Jiaxi's concerns, and seeing that what Qin Jiaxi was hiding in her heart was just such a trivial matter, the whole person suddenly relaxed, and happily enjoyed the table of food that Qin Jiaxi prepared for her.
Qin Jiaxi also smiled and picked up the dishes and chopsticks, and while eating, he asked seemingly casually: "Xuanxuan, have you contacted Qiao Mingjue today, or did he take the initiative to call you?"
"No, what's wrong?"
"It's nothing, just ask casually, I'm afraid that he will be unhappy if you stay for dinner today. ”
Lin Wenxuan couldn't cry or laugh, Qin Jiaxi was worried about this and that every day, did he really not feel tired at all?
It's just staying at a friend's house for dinner, how could Qiao Mingjue be angry because of this?
Besides, Qiao Mingjue and Qin Jiaxi have not never met, and he can fully understand the special family relationship between Qin Jiaxi and Lin Wenxuan, so he will never interfere with their meeting and communication.
Qiao Mingjue wouldn't take such a trivial matter to heart at all, it was Qin Jiaxi who was worried too much.
Lin Wenxuan and Qiao Mingjue are not the kind of people who like to stick to each other's side and understand each other's dynamics all the time, they know how to leave their own space for each other in a timely manner, and appropriately leave each other a free world.
It is precisely this kind of trust and attitude that makes the relationship between them stronger and stronger.
Qiao Mingjue is Lin Wenxuan's first love, and Lin Wenxuan is also Qiao Mingxuan's first love, in Lin Wenxuan's opinion, as long as their relationship develops steadily, maybe they can really hold hands for a lifetime.
It's really a happy thing to be able to go through a lifetime with your first love!
Lin Wenxuan smiled and comforted: "Don't think about it so much, Mingjue won't be angry because of this kind of thing, we have always been like this, and we never quarrel over some trivial things." But then again, you're not too young, when will you have your own happiness?"
Qin Jiaxi almost choked on a mouthful of food, coughed violently, and hurriedly drank a large mouthful of water before pressing it down.
Lin Wenxuan obviously guessed what Qin Jiaxi meant, Qin Jiaxi asked this, but she just wanted to further verify her inner speculation.
If Yin Xinyan really asked Qiao Mingjue to have dinner together, would Qiao Mingjue choose to tell Lin Wenxuan as soon as possible?
Qiao Mingjue has not taken the initiative to contact Lin Wenxuan all day, and there are only two possibilities.
First, there was nothing wrong with each other all day, Yin Xinyan didn't look for him, so he didn't contact Lin Wenxuan.
Second, Yin Xinyan really asked him for dinner, but he didn't tell Lin Wenxuan at the first time.
For Lin Wenxuan's sake, Qin Jiaxi naturally hoped that it would be the first case, but there was always a voice in his heart, always reminding him that things were far from being as simple as he hoped.
"Hey, hey, hey, Qin Jiaxi, what's wrong with you today, you've been absent-minded?"
Seeing that Qin Jiaxi fell into contemplation again because of her words, Lin Wenxuan couldn't help but worry again.
Qin Jiaxi's thoughts, is it really as simple as he said?
He passed his thoughts so lightly, what happened in the afternoon?
Qin Jiaxi came back to his senses and replied with a smile: "It's okay, didn't you say that you want me to find my own happiness, I was thinking, when will my happiness come to my side!"
"If you want me to say that you should go out and play more when you are fine, don't just study those cases at home, you are bored at home every day except for working in the hospital, how can you meet your true destiny?"
"Medical care is constantly improving, how can I keep up with the development of the times if I don't study?"
"No, you...... I...... Forget it, I don't bother to care about you!"
Lin Wenxuan was speechless when Qin Jiaxi refuted, her face was flushed with anger, but it did not affect her appetite at all, and she was still eating those delicious meals in a big gulp, looking very cute.
Qin Jiaxi's eyes showed a gentle expression, he lowered his head, and a sweet smile was dyed on his lips.
What Lin Wenxuan didn't know was that there was never a shortage of admirers around Qin Jiaxi. With his handsome appearance and excellent work, he naturally attracted the attention of many girls, including doctors and nurses in the hospital, but he was unwilling to accept any of them.
He didn't accept it because he was standing still, waiting for her.
He has always insisted on this matter before, and he will continue to do so without hesitation in the future.
This love lasted too long, so as long as he could see a glimmer of hope, he would never give up easily!