Chapter 27 I'm afraid of everything, but I'm not afraid of the cold
Kawashima Midoriya looked at the sleeping snow marks, she carefully looked at the snow marks in her sleep, it was so quiet, beautiful, "What were you like before?When I saw you for the first time, you smiled at me, like we were sisters•••••• the moment I saw you, I was a little shaken, such a simple and innocent you, how could I bear to ••••••" Kawashima tried to help her put the quilt well, but at this time the snow marks gradually woke up from her sleep, she sat up and looked at Kawashima and smiled. After a period of contact, Snow Mark has become very dependent on Kawashima and does not have any hostility towards her. Kawashima helped Xuezhen get out of bed, helped her fold the quilt, and said softly, "Shall I help you comb your hair?" Although Xuezhen didn't speak, he nodded lightly and sat down in front of the dresser obediently. Kawashima took out a small bottle of potion from the medicine box, it was a kind of *. Once it comes into contact with a person's scalp, the toxicity will seep into the internal organs. Kurosawa once told her that if he had the chance, he would apply it to the snow-stained comb. Kawashima turned sideways to look at the snow marks that were playing with the rouge box in front of the dresser, and then looked at the medicine bottle in his hand, and still put the medicine bottle back••••••
While eating dinner, Kawashima kept staring at Qiu Ruoyu. He unhurriedly fed the food to Snow Marks, his eyes full of pampering. Kawashima suddenly couldn't help but ask: "Young Master Ruoyu, if Xueji hadn't been sick, would you still be so good to her?" Qiu Ruoyu didn't look at her, and said while feeding Xueji: "The food is going to be cold, isn't Doctor Kawashima hungry?"
changed back to such an indifferent tone, and sure enough, Qiu Ruoyu only looked like a "normal person" when facing Ye Xuejian. Kawashima stopped talking and continued to eat, but the doubts in his heart always lingered. Why is Qiu Ruoyu so kind to himself all of a sudden, and so indifferent all of a sudden? Why is he suddenly emaciated and thin, and all of a sudden his face is healthy? Why is his eyes like a sister all of a sudden, and all of a sudden like a lover•••••• there are so many reasons why Kawashima can't figure it out.
It was late at night, except for Qiu Yingsheng, all the people in Qiu Mansion were already asleep. The fall of the night is the dawn of Qiu Yingsheng, only in the silent night can he dare to really touch the outside world, because there is no pain in the eyes of the sun, and there is no terrible deceit, because he is alone, because he does not have to face•••••• Qiu Yingsheng sat on the stone bench and looked at the moon quietly••••••
It had been "quiet" for a while, and Kawashima planned to start exploring the study again, and she deliberately waited until late at night when everyone was asleep, and then carefully walked out of the room with half a candle••••••
On such a dark night, walking alone in such a large house, the candle flame swaying with the wind, Kawashima was really a little scared. But in order to complete the master's task, he had to go forward. It's coming, it's coming, Kawashima has already seen the study in front of him. Kawashima quickened her pace and wanted to reach over, but a sudden gust of wind blew out the candle in her hand, and the darkness in front of her made Kawashima panic. Kawashima himself was a little night blind, and now that there was no candlelight, Kawashima had to feel the darkness and lean over. It was so dark that with the hazy moonlight, Kawashima couldn't see the road ahead clearly. Since the moment Kawashima stepped into Qiu's house, she has been sighing, this is really a beautiful and exquisite courtyard, bluestone paths, unique stone carvings and flowers that never seem to wither •••••• in China, she likes Shen Garden the most, not only because of the poignant and sad love story of Tang Wan and Lu You, but also the small bridge and flowing water in the garden and the undefeated lotus flowers. Qiu Mansion is like Shen Yuan, but compared to Shen Yuan's faint sense of sadness, the extra luxury of Qiu Mansion makes Kawashima a little resistant, but she still loves this courtyard very much. However, at this moment, Kawashima does feel that these beautiful scenery are "in the way", whether it is bonsai or stone carvings or something, in short, Kawashima will always bump into something in this darkness. In my impression, the door of the study is facing a small river, if you live in such a room, you can go out and sit on the stone bench, put some favorite fruits on the stone table, and watch the small fish in the river while basking in the sun leisurely, what a good day it would be. It's just that Kawashima had to remind himself that she was here to complete the master's task. It was originally a "thief with a weak heart" and he was really scared, Kawashima panicked and didn't know what he stepped on, but he felt that his knee seemed to have touched a stone and was hit with pain. Kawashima's whole person lost his center of gravity, and his body quickly fell forward, Kawashima's mind became blank for a moment, but she still couldn't hold back and didn't dare to scream, she closed her eyes tightly, but before she could close her eyes, there was already a pair of hands hugging her tightly•••••• for a moment Kawashima felt an unprecedented sense of solidity and calmed down all her fears, but then there was a tension that was more wonderful than fear. Kawashima didn't dare to look at the other party's face, and closed his eyes again, although his feet were already on the ground, his body was still leaning back, and if he didn't have those hands around him, he would have "fallen" at any time. She had never been so close to anyone, she could feel his breathing, she could hear him say to herself, "Hold on to me, you'll fall into the river." Kawashima grabbed her sleeve like a life-saving straw. The hands slowly straightened her leaning back. Kawashima breathed a sigh of relief and opened his eyes carefully, although it was still dark all around, the eyes reflected in his pupils were extremely bright. Kawashima's voice trembled a little, "Ruo, if you are foolish, young master." ”
Qiu Yingsheng gently patted the dust off her body and said lightly: "I'm scared, it's okay." ”
Kawashima suddenly shook off Qiu Ruoyu's hand and said, "You don't have to be like this. I think you should have expected that I wouldn't be quiet forever, and if I fell into the river, you wouldn't have to stay up at night. What's more, this small river that decorates the yard is not enough to drown a person. ”
Qiu Yingsheng moved his gaze to the quiet river, and then slowly looked at Kawashima and said, "This river is very shallow, not enough to drown a person. However, once it falls, it will be cold to the bones. It's so cold, you're going to be scared. ”
When Kawashima heard this, she didn't know why, and her heart suddenly froze. But she still sneered and said, "Ha, if you are young master, I am Japanese." Born a cold-blooded devil, in the eyes of you Chinese, will there be people who are colder than our blood? From childhood to adulthood, I was afraid of everything, that is, I was not afraid of cold. ”
Qiu Yingsheng suddenly laughed involuntarily, "No one's blood is inherently cold, and this has nothing to do with your country." No country will have only good people or only bad people. ”
"That's why you're friends with Jun Kurosawa?" Kawashima asked rhetorically.
The question "I ••••••" really stumped Qiu Yingsheng, and he really didn't know how to answer.
Kawashima let out a long breath and said, "Look, you don't know it yourself. If you were genuinely friends with him, I wouldn't be here. I guessed it right, if the foolish young master would not really become friends with a Japanese. Because no one wants to be friends with the devil. I was 'caught' by Young Master Ruoyu today, so I had no choice but to return in vain. But you'd better have the perseverance to stay here every day, or sooner or later I'll discover the secrets in that room. ”
A sharp pain suddenly spread to Qiu Yingsheng's heart, and he tried to endure it so that an unbearable expression of pain appeared on his face, "Didn't I tell you that there is something terrible there. Don't come again. ”
"Isn't the more terrifying it is, the more secret? With that, Kawashima walked straight forward.
Qiu Yingsheng stood in place, listening to the footsteps of Kawashima's departure, he slowly closed his eyes, "Why do you want to live like this? ”
Kawashima stopped and said indifferently: "Because I want to live, I don't want to die so early." People like me will definitely go to hell, and I don't want to see too many people like me. I didn't dare to go to hell and no one took me to heaven, so I had to live •••••• live on earth. ”
After Kawashima left, Qiu Yingsheng was in a daze for a long time, he didn't know what was wrong with him, he once thought that people like Xiang himself didn't have to feel anything about the world anymore, and he would have to leave sooner or later anyway. However, Kawashima's words suddenly made him a little more reluctant, maybe the reason for this reluctance was because of his brother or because of the snow marks, in short, he was a little reluctant to leave this world that he had long known he was leaving.
Early in the morning, Kawashima took advantage of Qiu Ruoyu to go to the Silk Village, and Kawashima used the "old excuse" to dispense medicine and left Qiu's mansion. When she was walking in the pavilion corridor with the medicine box, she seemed to hear a maid talking to Ah Lan and Ah Lu from a distance. Kawashima cautiously approached a few steps and hid behind the pillar.
The little maid had a smile on her face, "So, our young lady's illness can be cured." ”
Ah Lu patted his chest and said, "Of course, I have been serving Miss Doctor for so long, she is really a good person." With her healing our young lady, the young lady will definitely be fine. ”
Ah Lan also nodded and said, "Yes, yes, Miss hasn't been afraid of Young Master Ruoyu recently." I used to cry and make trouble when I saw him, but now the young lady laughs when she sees Young Master Ruoyu, and she likes to stick to him. No, it was windy last night, and Miss didn't dare to sleep, so Master Ruoyu kept coaxing Miss. This morning I went to Miss's room, and I saw Young Master Ruoyu leaning on the side of Miss's bed, and both of them were asleep. I'm so happy for them. Although Miss is stupid now, I am very happy when I think that Miss will be cured immediately, and I am very happy to be with our young master Ruoyu. ”
Ah Lu looked at Ah Lan carefully and said suspiciously: "Sister Ah Lan, when you don't usually serve Miss, aren't you always with Sister Ah Cheng." Where's Sister Cheng?"
Alan shook his head and said, "Alas, don't mention it. Because we have a relationship with outsiders in Qiu Mansion••••••Ah Lu, where is Miss Doctor?"
"Every once in a while, she would go out to buy medicine for Miss. She's just gone. ”
Ah Lan continued: "In order not to let the doctor see it, Ah Cheng has to boil medicine every day when others are resting, and she will rest when we start working, so we can't see it at all•••••• oops!"
Ah Lu and the little maid were both taken aback by Ah Lan: "What's wrong?"
"If the foolish young master ordered me to buy rock sugar gourd for the young lady, I forgot to chat with you, I have to go. ”
When the maids dispersed, Kawashima came out from behind the pillar. She was thinking all the way, since Qiu Ruo foolishly coaxed Xueji all night, how could he appear in front of her last night? Also, Ah Cheng boiled medicine, did anyone else be sick besides Xueji? Why••••••
Kawashima gently pushed open the sliding door, Kurosawa was taking a nap, she didn't dare to disturb and had to kneel quietly to the side. Kurosawa, who was asleep, suddenly opened his eyes, looked at Kawashima in a daze, and said, "Come here." Kawashima lowered his head and subconsciously stepped back. A grim smile spread across Kurosawa's face, "I'd better go over." Kurosawa straightened up, grabbed Kawashima's collar with one hand, and unbuttoned his own with the other. Kawashima clenched his fists "Master, Qiu Ruoyu ••••••" Kawashima was already strangled and breathless, and every word was squeezed out from between his teeth. Kurosawa slowly let go of his hand when he heard this, "You're so smart, you've learned to escape." For your sake, I'll let you go today. Let's say, Qiu Ruoyu is still worth believing in the end. ”
Kawashima coughed a few times, straightened his clothes and said, "Qiu Ruoyu has been in the silk village during the day, and he has been accompanying Ye Xuechen at night. Sometimes documents and lists are translated in the study. ”
"So, what about my chips?" Kurosawa said as he fiddled with Kawashima's hair.
Kawashima deliberately lowered his head and replied, "Don't worry, master, I will apply the medicine you gave her to her comb every day, and soon she will be terminally ill and dying." ”
"And then?"
"I ••••••"
"That's all, what about the secrets in that room?"
"Yet, it hasn't been found out yet. Kawashima's head lowered even deeper.
"Yes. Kurosawa smiled and buttoned his clothes, stood up gracefully, and kicked Kawashima in the lower abdomen hard, "Rubbish!"
Kawashima endured the severe pain and got up from the ground, "Yes, I'm sorry, Lord ••••••" Before she finished her words, there was a hot pain on her face, and the sound of the palm imprinted on her face almost pierced her entire body.
"You've been there for so long just to tell me this nonsense. ”
"I'm sorry master, because I'm afraid of being discovered by the people of Qiu Mansion, I've always been careful, that's why things are going a little slowly. ”
"Do you say you're afraid? Are you afraid of people who even dare to kill their own sisters in order to survive?"
Kawashima's hand covering his face has begun to tremble, "Please don't say any more••••••"
"What, do you want to cry?" Kurosawa Jun tugged at Kawashima's head, staring at her eyes and expressionless face.
"I don't want to. Kawashima stared directly at Kurosawa's grim expression and did not dodge.
"Don't want to?" Kurosawa's smile became more and more hideous, and he kicked down again, "Do you want to cry!"
Kawashima's face was pressed against the floor, and the pain in his heart spread throughout his body, "No•••••• I don't want to." ”
Kurosawa sighed, turned around and said, ", next time I don't want to hear you talk nonsense." ”
Kawashima struggled to prop up his almost shattered body and said in a voice so small that it was barely audible, "Yes." ”