Chapter 210: Reasons for Jealousy

"Snow, snow marks...... Snow Marks ......" Kawashima Midoriya's voice became smaller and smaller, and her steps involuntarily stepped back step by step, her heart was almost filled with guilt, and her throat was like a burn, so stinging that she couldn't say a word. "Why don......'t you speak? Jealous of my sister...... and killed her. Qiu Yingsheng's strength to speak was also squeezed out by gritting his teeth, and his voice sounded weak, but his tone was as cold as a knife blade and pierced into Kawashima Luya's heart. Kawashima Midoriya lowered her head and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry for the snow marks, I didn't protect her, if I had known earlier......" "What if I had known earlier...... Didn't you already know?" Qiu Yingsheng interrupted Kawashima Luya's words in a "dragonfly" tone, Kawashima Luya was stunned for a moment, the gaze in his eyes gradually became wooden, and he looked at Qiu Yingsheng blankly.

Ah Lan seemed to hear some clues from Qiu Yingsheng's words, so he hurriedly stepped forward to support Kawashima Luya, whose body was about to lean over, and explained to Qiu Yingsheng: "Did the second young master misunderstand something. The second young grandmother didn't know anything, and she couldn't protect the young lady in time because, I wanted to report to the second young grandmother, but Miss Yingya held me back. Everything has nothing to do with the second young grandmother, not what the second young master thinks. In the face of Ah Lan's explanation, Qiu Ying was silent, he raised his head slightly indifferently, looked at Kawashima Luya, who had lost his luster in his eyes, smiled shallowly, and said: "This is your plan? Your sister is responsible for supporting Ah Lan, and you are responsible for continuing to be innocent, right?" Staring at Qiu Yingsheng's cold eyes, Kawashima Luya didn't speak, she grabbed the corners of her clothes tightly with both hands to suppress the increasingly severe trembling, tears had thickly covered her eyes, she still gritted her teeth and didn't allow them to flow down. Qiu Yingsheng's gaze narrowly skimmed Kawashima Luya's tear-stained eyes, and said in a shallow voice: "Don't look at me like this, I will think that you want to kill me now." Even though I'm dying, I want to live longer. The cold voice fell, and the already thick condensed mist in Kawashima Midoriya's eyes was no longer under her control, and finally turned into tears falling out of her eyes. She looked at Qiu Yingsheng timidly, and said faintly in a trembling voice: "Yingsheng...... You believe me, I don't ......"

"Believe you......" Qiu Yingsheng stared at Kawashima Midoriya and suddenly sneered, "Ha." Qiu Yingsheng stood up with difficulty holding on to the handle of the chair, and slowly walked towards Kawashima Luya step by step, and said while approaching her: "I am sure of you, I am convinced." Until Kurosawa told me all the truth, I trusted you like that. I believe that you are involuntary like me, and I believe that you are willing to be by my side...... Believe you, you have become Qiu Luxue......" The tears that flowed from Qiu Yingsheng's eyes were also uncontrollably reflected on his pale face, becoming extraordinarily bright, light, and cold. Qiu Yingsheng walked in front of Kawashima Luya and stopped, looked at the undried tears on Kawashima Luya's face, and said lightly: "You and Kurosawa abducted my sister...... Killed my wife, Qiu Luxue...... Do you want to stay here and kill everyone? You know, big brother is not here, and the only person who should be killed is me. Just look at me, I won't live long without you killing me...... Here, there is no value worth leaving behind......"

"Haha......" Kawashima Hideya suddenly laughed, even though the tears that welled up again after laughing had blurred the Qiu Yingsheng in her eyes, she still looked at his direction and remained firm, "Qiu Yingsheng, you still haven't answered my question." You say I'm jealous, but where am I jealous? Don't use snow marks as an excuse to try to drive me away...... Where am I jealous...... You can't answer, can you......" Qiu Yingsheng looked coldly at Kawashima Luyana's eyes that were still immortal even if they were soaked with tears, sighed, and said: "You and Xueji, you have different backgrounds, different environments, different virtues, and different fates...... Do you want me to continue?" Kawashima Luya decisively interrupted Qiu Yingsheng's words, she sneered and wiped away the tears on her face, and said to herself, "There are too many things I am jealous of. Snow marks are everyone's best friends, and I am an outlaw killer. Snow marks were nurtured by you and grew up, and I grew up betrayed and strife. Snow Scar is innocent and kind, and I am cold-blooded and vicious. A naturally noble daughter and a killer with a mustard life...... It's so different...... I'm really jealous......" Saying, Kawashima Midoriya slowly turned sideways, looked at Ah Lan and said, "Ah Lan, I asked Yingya to drag you to buy time for Kurosawa to take away the snow marks, and I betrayed your trust in me." I'm just a subordinate over there, and I'll do whatever the master says, so don't blame me. ”

"It's not like that, it's not like that! I know that the second young grandmother is not that kind of person, I know!" Ah Lan cried and shook her head desperately, however, Kawashima Midoriya's gaze gradually faded, like a soulless living dead, she smiled bitterly and said, "Thank you for being willing to say such things to me." After that, Kawashima Luya looked at Qiu Yingsheng weakly, and said in a low voice: "I will go." I need some time to pack up though, and it's tomorrow when I leave. Qiu Yingsheng turned sideways, avoiding Kawashima Luya's gaze, and responded in a deep voice: "It's up to you." "Okay, I got it. You rest. Kawashima Luya responded weakly, and then moved forward, missing Qiu Yingsheng's gaze little by little, missing Qiu Yingsheng's shoulder little by little, calmly and silently, and left. Looking at the back of Kawashima Luya, Ah Lu cried and said, "Second Young Master, you are too bad. With that, he ran out after Kawashima Midoriya. Ah Lan stood in place, helplessly looking at Qiu Yingsheng, who didn't turn around and look back in the direction where Kawashima Luya left, and said, "Why did the second young master force her to say those things against her will, if it was someone else, she might believe the nonsense of others...... What kind of person is the second young master, you can't believe those ...... for no reason" "Enough Sister Alan." There are some things that I believe that I believe, and there are some things that I don't believe because I don't believe anymore. Qiu Yingsheng interrupted Ah Lan's words, exhaled weakly and continued, "Ah Lu is gone, you can go too." Here, Ah Cheng will take care of me. Ah Lan didn't speak, she glanced at Ah Cheng gently, and left.

In the empty room, only Ah Cheng and Qiu Yingsheng were left. Ah Cheng looked at Qiu Yingsheng, who still refused to turn around, and said with a light smile: "Second Young Master, just tell me that it's not okay to be alone?" I also grew up with you since I was a child, I know you, and I know that there will be no one in this world who believes in the second young grandmother more than you." At least one more person must know your hardships, otherwise you and the second young grandmother will be too pitiful. Ah Cheng was looking forward to Qiu Yingsheng being able to say something to her, but Qiu Yingsheng didn't say anything, still standing in place, never looking back or turning around. "Second Young Master......" Ah Cheng cautiously walked to Qiu Yingsheng's side while calling Qiu Yingsheng, and tentatively poked his head to see Qiu Yingsheng's face, "Second Young Master......" The moment Qiu Yingsheng's eyes intertwined, Ah Cheng's originally curious heart was instantly stung by Qiu Yingsheng's face that was already full of tears. The tears in Qiu Yingsheng's eyes were like blood gushing out involuntarily from a new wound cut by a knife, and the new tears unconsciously covered the tears that had not yet dried up and were once again covered by new tears. Qiu Yingsheng forcibly refused to speak, because as soon as he opened his mouth, he would be drowned out by the sound of sobbing and could no longer say a word. Looking at Qiu Yingsheng's appearance, Ah Cheng's eyes couldn't help but burst into tears, "Second Young Master, cry, she can't hear it now." Ah Cheng's words fell, Qiu Yingsheng finally stopped being tense, endured it, lowered his head and cried loudly...... Crying exhausted all the strength in his body, and his body, which was already as weak as dry grass, could not support it and sat on the ground. This time, Ah Cheng did not rush forward to help him, but looked at him in distress, "Since it is so painful, why do you have to do it." How painful you are, how painful the second young grandmother is. ”

After a long time, Qiu Yingsheng slowly tried to stand up and said to Ah Cheng, "Ah Cheng help me rest." There was no fluctuation in his tone, as if he hadn't even shed half a tear just now. Ah Cheng didn't ask much, stepped forward to support Qiu Yingsheng, who was unstable, and helped him walk to the side of the bed step by step, and the moment he covered the quilt for Qiu Yingsheng, Ah Cheng asked again: "Really, aren't you going to tell me?" Qiu Yingsheng was silent, but lifted the quilt upward. "Second Young Master, take a good rest. Ah Cheng didn't ask any more questions, got up and left. In the room, Qiu Yingsheng was the only one left.

Qiu Yingsheng lay flat, his eyes looked up stupidly, and tears once again flowed down the corners of his eyes unconsciously. Faintly, his ears began to echo the words that Qiu Ruoyu had said to himself: "If, I said that I love Xuezhen and love her very much, when she was a little girl." But now, it's my desire to love her......"

"Huh. Qiu Yingsheng smiled bitterly, and couldn't help but feel a thousand emotions in his heart, big brother, I have envied you since I was a child, because you are different from me. I envy you for being different from me, and I'm glad that the two of us are finally different...... But now, one thing is starting to change...... We can only regard loving the people we love as a wish. It is your wish to love the snow marks, and it has become my wish to love the green after all...... Since I'm going to leave sooner or later, wouldn't it be better for me to let her leave first, or to take this opportunity to let her leave without any worries or thoughts? I don't want to, let her watch me leave...... I don't want to let myself worry about her leaving...... It's best that way, the two of us, we can be free of ties...... Qiu Yingsheng slowly closed his eyes, and another tear flowed down the corner of his eye......