Chapter 53: Fear
Outside, the wind was tight, and the snow was getting heavier and heavier.
Yin Xinyan was tired of crying, so she slowly sat up.
The sky was dark, and there was not a single star. The cold moonlight was blocked by the thick curtains, and there was not a glimmer of light in the room.
With her back pressed against the head of the bed, Yin Xinyan pulled the quilt aside from her body and curled up in a ball.
Her eyes were red and swollen from crying, even after shedding so many tears of grievance, Yin Xinyan's heart still seemed to be blocked by something, sullen and sour, not to mention how uncomfortable it was.
She didn't bother to turn on the light, and she didn't want to see the warmth in the light.
Tired of crying, she wanted to sleep in the bed like this. As long as she falls asleep, she will no longer think crankily, let alone face the painful life in front of her, and when she wakes up from sleep, she can act as if nothing has happened and can continue to live as usual.
I don't know if it's because I'm hungry or what, Yin Xinyan can't fall asleep after tossing and turning.
A light suddenly lit up in the darkness, and Yin Xinyan tilted her head slightly and looked at the mobile phone placed on the bedside table.
WeChat was sent by her employees, Yin Xinyan didn't look at it at all, and turned off the mobile phone directly when she picked it up.
The light vanished in an instant, and the room became pitch black again. Yin Xinyan sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, unable to calm down for a long time.
It's all like this, where is she still in the mood to take care of work?
Anyway, Ruisheng was also founded by Yin Shengjie, and it is a company belonging to the Yin family. Yin Xinyan didn't even bother to ask for leave, and planned to completely stuff herself at home in the past few days and calm down.
After all, in addition to not wanting to face Yin Shengjie and Qu Mengru now, she doesn't want to face Lin Wenxuan even more.
She was so emotional just now, saying that she didn't want her parents to go to the house of love, just because she was afraid that they would see those two photos.
Qu Mengru said that she didn't know Lin Wenxuan, if she found a way to hide the photo when she was a child, Qu Mengru shouldn't think that Lin Wenxuan looked alike.
But Yin Shengjie is hard to say, will he judge it at a glance?
Didn't he just say that a person's eyes will never change, as long as he sees it, he can recognize it.
Wrong!
Thinking of this, Yin Xinyan suddenly reacted.
With a bitter smile on her lips, Yin Xinyan even felt that her gaffe just now was so ridiculous and so ignorant.
Yin Shengjie is the president of Ruisheng, Lin Wenxuan is the director of Ruisheng's creative department, coupled with various things before, Yin Shengjie has a lot of opportunities to contact Lin Wenxuan, how could he not know Lin Wenxuan?
What's more, when she was in college, Yin Xinyan brought Lin Wenxuan to her home to play, and she also met Yin Shengjie at that time.
But even so, didn't Yin Shengjie recognize Lin Wenxuan?
It seems that Yin Shengjie is just talking, if he really has such a great ability to recognize his biological daughter, he should have recognized Lin Wenxuan when she was in college, why wait until today?
However, it was still not good for Yin Shengjie to see the photo, otherwise it would be troublesome for him to go to Lin Wenxuan for questioning.
It's just that whether she returns to this home or not, Yin Xinyan's status at home is always the least important......
Thinking like this, Yin Xinyan suddenly felt that she was back to when she was six years old.
She stood in that dark corner where no one cared about, looking at Yin Xinyue, who was held by the stars like a princess, with a complicated look in her eyes. With grievances and dissatisfaction, sadness and sadness, and unspeakable hatred and hatred, but no one paid attention to her changes.
She just stood there quietly, her little palms clenching the skirt tightly on her body.
Suddenly, the scene around me changed. No longer the palatial hall just now, and no longer those guests who were dressed very luxuriously, Yin Xinyan stood on a windless street corner, her eyes full of confusion.
In a haze, she saw Yin Xinyue's immature face.
I don't know when, Yin Xinyue turned her head to look at her, with a lovely smile on her face, and her brown pupils revealed innocence and purity. She smiled and beckoned to Yin Xinyan, smiling and smiling, and that face suddenly changed to Lin Wenxuan's current appearance.
Yin Xinyan shuddered, and her heart was in a mess. She reached out and tried to push the person in front of her away, but the image changed again in an instant.
For a while, Yin Xinyue was crying with blood on her face, and for a while, it was Lin Wenxuan's resentful gaze......
"Ah——!h
Yin Xinyan broke down and shouted, hurriedly covered her head with the quilt, and closed her eyes in pain and despair.
Why does she have to live in the shadow of Yin Xinyue forever?
Why has she been entangled with Yin Xinyue all the time?
Hiding in the quilt and closing her eyes, until she could no longer see the images that frightened her just now, Yin Xinyan's tense body gradually relaxed, and a layer of cold sweat broke out on her forehead and back.
Recalling that Lin Wenxuan chose Su Ya instead of her, Yin Xinyan smiled bitterly.
Since then, she has developed hatred for Lin Wenxuan. At that time, she was bent on taking revenge on Lin Wenxuan and letting Lin Wenxuan taste the pain too, and then she really succeeded, but she also knew that this friendship could never go back.
I thought that I would not retaliate anymore and continue to be friends with Lin Wenxuan like this, but who knew that she actually brought Xi Xi to her again.
Yin Xinyan dislikes Xi Xi from the bottom of her heart, and she can't say what the specific reason is, anyway, she doesn't like her from the first time she sees her. After knowing that Xi Xi was a resident singer in the bar, she became more and more repulsed and resistant.
But Lin Wenxuan didn't think so, but she got very close to Xi Xi, and the friendship became stronger day by day.
Therefore, the relationship between Yin Xinyan and Lin Wenxuan is becoming more and more estranged day by day.
Lin Wenxuan's torture was enough to make Yin Xinyan miserable for a while, but at this time, she learned that Lin Wenxuan was Yin Xinyue, which made Yin Xinyan miserable.
When I was a child, as long as Yin Xinyue was there, there would definitely be no Yin Xinyan's light and glory.
Now it seems that Yin Xinyue not only took away the love of her parents, but also the attention and appreciation of relatives and friends, she even went one step closer to taking away Yin Xinyan's rights and status in the company and completely replacing her.
Thinking of this, Yin Xinyan couldn't help but shudder.
Lin Wenxuan: She ...... Does she even know about it?
The two of them met when they were in college, and Lin Wenxuan didn't think there was anything wrong with her name at that time, and she didn't even mention to Yin Xinyan that she had the experience of getting lost with her family when she was a child. Even now, Lin Wenxuan heard that Yin Xinyan had a lost sister, and her demeanor was not unusual. Even in the face of Yin Shengjie and the villa where she once lived, she didn't show any familiarity.
So, she must be completely ignorant of this matter......
No!
If Lin Wenxuan really didn't know anything about this, then what was everything she did in the company before?
Also, the people at the Love Finder said that her mother came here to fill in the information for her and wanted to help her find her family. Anyway, this is her adoptive mother, they are like a family, Lin Wenxuan really doesn't know at all?
Could it be that Lin Wenxuan has been acting with her?
The more she thought about it, the more terrible she felt, and following this line of thought, Yin Xinyan felt that Lin Wenxuan was here to take revenge on her anyway.
It seems that the stupidest and stupidest person will always be her......
Yin Xinyan lowered her head and hugged herself with her arms, her eyes moistened again.
Time passed minute by minute, and I don't know how long it took, until there was no sound at home, Yin Xinyan got out of the quilt and turned on the light in the bedroom.
The room instantly brightened, and Yin Xinyan blocked her eyes with her hands, and it was a little difficult to adapt for a while.
After a while, Yin Xinyan picked up the porcelain cup on the desk, carefully opened the bedroom door, and looked out.
At this time, it was already twelve o'clock at night, the whole villa was dark, Yin Shengjie and Qu Mengru had already slept, and the servants at home had returned to their rooms early to rest, only Yin Xinyan's room was lit up in the middle of the night.
From dinner to now, Yin Xinyan has trapped herself in her room, not eating or drinking in a daze for so long, and sure enough, no one has come here to care about her. As if she didn't exist at all, everyone lived their lives according to their own trajectory.
Yin Xinyan shook her head with a wry smile, left the room lightly, and went to the kitchen to make herself a cup of coffee.
After returning to the room, Yin Xinyan locked the door again, she did not turn off the light, but slowly paced to the window, reached out and gently opened the curtain, pushed open the window, and the whole person leaned against the wall, admiring the snow outside the window.
The coffee in his hand was steaming, and the snow was still falling outside the window.
Yin Xinyan spread out her palms, reached out the window, and caught a snowflake that swirled and fell.
Perhaps because it was too cold outside, the snowflakes held on to the palm of his hand for a moment, and finally melted.
The palm of one hand is cold temperature, and the palm of the other hand is warm temperature, Yin Xinyan feels that this is like her own mood, cloudy and sunny, cold for a while and hot for a while, she is about to torture her crazy.
The more she thought about these things, the more sober Yin Xinyan's mind became, and she didn't feel sleepy. So she just got herself a cup of coffee to make herself more sober so that she could get through the long night.
Taking a sip of coffee and feeling the warmth of being ironed in her heart, Yin Xinyan exhaled.
Since she has been away from this family for nineteen years, Yin Xinyue is no longer qualified to compete with her, and she is not worthy of returning to this home. In any case, Yin Xinyan will do her best and never give her any chance to come back.
Looking at the silver-clad world outside the window, Yin Xinyan's thoughts drifted farther and farther.
Gradually, she recalled many things from her childhood, those happy and sad, little by little, all came to mind.
Once the memory box is opened, it seems that it can't be closed no matter how it is.