The night fell on the earth, and when I entered the bright and warm room of Buddha Qianxiao, I didn't feel a trace of warmth, and everything seemed to become cold......

"Wait a minute, let me clean up. ”

Buddha Qianxiao stroked her long hair and motioned for me to sit down first, and my eyes involuntarily fell on her denim overalls and the clean white sneakers.

Everything was the same as before, but the only face was not what it was remembered...... The beautiful face is the same, and the beloved soul is the same!

"Got it. ”

I took out a cigarette and lit it, I used to hold it in my right hand, but now I don't dare to show my right hand, which is full of holes.

Buddha Qianxiao is packing up her things, her back and figure always remind me of the love in my heart, especially the touch of style when she gently pulls up the long hair in her ears......

I squinted my eyes slightly and looked at her quietly, the tip of my nose could smell the fragrance of the room, everything pink made me a little trance, and the photos on the wall made me even more trance.

I've never been to Sixteen's boudoir, I've only been to a remote landscape community, and I still remember her strong and sad smile, and I don't know if it's still there......

Maybe now Sixteen has changed her place of residence, maybe now she doesn't need to be careful, all because of that surnamed Du......

I know that the person surnamed Du has given Sixteen a different life, and I know that it is the person surnamed Du who can give Sixteen a stable life, which is something I can't do......

The guilt in my heart came so violently at this moment, since I left Shenyang, I didn't even dare to call Sixteen, because I didn't have the face to face her!

Some people say that only in the dark night will a man's mind slowly emerge, some people say that there is only loneliness and despair in a man's world, and he can ruin his life for an obsession and affection......

Unconsciously, I thought of my second uncle, his beloved Patek Philippe watch, and how chic and uninhibited he used to be, but behind it there was a love that I would remember for a lifetime!

Everything in front of him began to blur, and Buddha Qianxiao's back and sixteen were constantly overlapping, but no matter what, there was no familiar taste, no intoxicating heart-warming feeling!

Looking at the cigarette slowly burning in his hand, there is always a picture of fire in front of him...... If everything the second uncle said is true, then my fate has changed as soon as I was born!

I know that I am different from others, but it is definitely not because of any difference in background and blood, but because I work harder than others and have endured more struggles in the dark!

The person who helped me the most was the second uncle, and I only believed in myself!

"Sanming, come here. Buddha Qianxiao turned her head and blushed, at this moment she was like a little girl who fell in love, her eyes were full of shyness.

"I see, please wait a minute. ”

I took a big puff of my cigarette and felt helpless in my heart...... This breakthrough in the relationship between men and women is so simple!

Even if there is no substantial change, just because there is an extra boyfriend and girlfriend relationship between each other, as long as you give yourself a reason and excuse in your heart, the two of you can sleep together......

Human nature is always hypocritical and fickle, how can I not understand my situation today! Especially when the Buddha wants my life with charlatan thaumaturgy, and the suppressed hatred in my heart makes me miserable!

I really can't go and smash the head of the old Buddha now, I can't go and tear the paper figure in the coffin to shreds right now, but I know I can't do it now......

Now I'm not the only one here, everyone around me is here, and I can't put them in danger because of my impulsiveness and recklessness.

But I'm not going to let them go, I'm going to let them all stay here, under the nose of the Buddha, waiting for the day when I can come back again!

I want to let the Buddha taste the taste of despair, I want him to taste the taste of betrayal and separation! I want to let him taste what it is like to be blind to death!

Extinguishing the cigarette in my hand, I hid the ash bag in my jacket pocket to make sure that it would not be discovered by Buddha Qianxiao, and took off my coat and put it on the sofa.

"It's not early, turn off the lights and rest. ”

"Hmm. ”

Buddha Qianxiao blushed and turned off the light, and for a moment the whole room went dark, and suddenly I felt a sense of familiarity that I hadn't seen for a long time!

I love the time when the night is dark, I am used to hiding in the dark and breathing, and I love this taste of total detachment and indulgence!

Only the night can let me stretch to my heart's content, only the night can let me find myself, I think I have completely fallen in love with the taste of the night!

In fact, people can always become unscrupulous in the dark night, and can always give full play to their dark and ugly faces!

Lying on the bed, you can smell the scent of shower gel on the tip of your nose, and the feelings of the night spread unconsciously...... In a daze, I entered the dream.

In the dream, time seems to stand still, and there is darkness between heaven and earth, everything is surrounded by suffocation and tenderness, and everything becomes quiet and peaceful.

I wandered in the darkness and groped to my heart's content, constantly feeling the preciousness of this moment, and breathing in the dark made me more and more excited!

When all the cold is melted by the heat, when everything is entangled in the darkness like glue, I wander under the blue sky and white clouds in a trance, as if running in the corridor of blue sea and silver sand.

"Have you slept?" Buddha Qianxiao asked in a whisper, I didn't speak, I just quietly felt the peace and tranquility in the night, and enjoyed the comfort brought by the blue sky and beach.

Perhaps it was exaggerated by the excitement of the night, or perhaps paralyzed by the sense of security brought by the darkness, and my consciousness was gradually beginning to fade.

In a trance, I seemed to have come to a beach, all my nerves trembled at this moment, all my impulses turned into turbulence at this moment, the fire and excitement in my chest were intertwined, and the fiery night was completely released!

"I never thought you would do it in such a passionate way!" I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, and the repressed beast in my heart was completely released, as fierce as a tide as if it was about to tear the heavens and the earth!

It was like a dream, so hazy and unreal, I don't know if it was a dream or not, but I felt more relaxed than ever.

As if feeling my ferocity and fiery, the gentle waves gently swallowed me up...... All the coldness is replaced by warmth in an instant!

Looking up at the blue sky, I felt like I was in a dream, I didn't know how long it had been, as if I had returned to the old days......

The fluttering strands of hair fluttered in front of me, as delicate as tenderness swept across my face, and I gently slid my fingers through the gaps between the strands, gently winding and gently guiding ...... Quietly feel the incomparable tenderness of this moment!

The clips of the past flashed quickly in my mind, and when I saw Buddha Qianxiao for the first time, I thought of her former arrogance and domineering, and even more thought of the bits and pieces of the past!

The feeling of wandering in the ocean of dreams made me want to stop with joy, and my whole body was almost trembling with comfort, and I thought her cold eyes must be full of confusion at this moment!

At this moment, I completely distinguished between the sixteenth and the Buddha Qianxiao, because the feelings and love in my heart are different, because there is love in my heart, I don't want to defile the holiness in my heart!

It is as if swimming in the sea together, feeling the warmth and sunshine in the ups and downs, and the heaven and earth are shrouded in warmth.

"Ahem, ahem. ”

Fo Qianxiao coughed dryly twice, as if she was not very used to the taste of swimming in the sea, it seems that she still doesn't like to do this, but I think she will love this taste sooner or later!

I took out a cigarette and lit it, I didn't wait for Buddha Qianxiao to speak, I didn't give her a chance, her jerky expression made me feel unstoppable!

A few minutes later she lay down in bed and started to play tricks, it seemed like she didn't want to anymore, but now I was ready!

Suddenly, I remembered what my second uncle once said about his encounter with Mr. Su, and even more remembered the hobbies he once said......

As if possessed by the second uncle, I played with everything to my heart's content in the dark, and the whiteness under the faint night had a hint of haze......

"Sanming, what are you doing? Buddha Qianxiao suddenly muttered in a low voice, and I instantly woke up from my addiction!

I know that this is not my principle, let alone my bottom line for feelings, but in this blurry night, I have abandoned my principles and bottom line......