Chapter 41 Revocation of Permits
For several days, Xinya behaved sullenly in the office, and she could be seen in a trance when she was seen in the hallway or through the cracks in the shutters of the glass.
She talked to me about things other than work, and almost didn't mention anything outside of work, including Wenwen's pregnancy.
But there was one exception.
That day I went out to meet a foreign client, the suit came back to the office, Xinya happened to talk to me about work, and then looked at me distracted, I was about to ask her what was wrong, she said: "Your beige suit is sent to the dry cleaner to wash, you can pick it up yourself, I don't bother to care about you." ”
I looked at my own suit and wondered. Because I only have a beige suit, and that suit has been around for more than ten years, although it is still hanging in the closet, but it is long gone.
"What kind of life, what kind of beige suit?" I said, arranging the placket of my suit.
Xinya didn't bother to talk to me, so she said, "I don't know what I sent" and turned to go out.
But the way Xinya spoke, including the movement of turning around, always felt familiar, and if you think about it, such a scene has really appeared.
It was a few years before my wife died, when the business was difficult to do, the general environment was not good, the company's development was on the verge of bankruptcy, I held on at the same time, and worked hard to open up new business areas, wanting to turn the tide, so I worked day and night at that time, collecting information, researching products and markets, and developing foreign customers, and lost more than 20 pounds in less than two months. My wife is probably very distressed, she doesn't want me to be so desperate, so I can't close the company and find a job to get a salary, anyway, her status as a teacher and civil servant will not be laid off easily, and there will be no problem in making do with life.
I can't listen to my wife at this point, how can I just tie my hands and catch it. Of course my wife was angry, one day I went into the study after dinner and buried my head in work, my wife told me not to do that, and pulled me out for a walk and walked around, but I ignored her, and my wife pretended to be very angry, and said something similar to Xinya's lazy lazy to care about me, and I often wore that beige dress at that time.
Did Xinya take out that beige suit and wash it? She went to my bedroom on the second floor while I wasn't there, and checked my closet?
I wanted to ask her what was going on, but when I thought that it was common for her to be like this, the result of asking was nothing more than her stunned look at me instead of explaining and answering, so I gave up.
Wenwen despises me, Xinya doesn't care about me now, my image plummets in their hearts, and the feeling of not being trusted is really uncomfortable.
The mood of playing ball on the weekend is gone, often burning a few sticks of incense for his wife, sitting on the single bed looking at his wife's portrait in a daze, sometimes chanting a few words about where are you, wife, and then lighting a few more burns when I realize that the incense is burned out, and then continue to sit on the bed in a daze, sometimes staying for most of the day, and even too lazy to eat.
I went down and came back a few times to have an accident.,Now it's a mess by Wenwen's incident.,I really want to go down to find my wife's ghost.,But there's palpitations.。
Suddenly realized that all those trouble-making things happened some time ago, and since I explained the situation to Master and said that he had recited the mantra for me, there really haven't been any accidents in the last two times.
My heart suddenly lit up, and I was relieved, and I thought to myself, thanks to the mantra that Master recited, there will be no more trouble in the future.
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When I decided to go down further, I remembered what Inspector Lord Yan said last time I inspected the work, which made me very entangled. Should I give up my delusions about my wife, let her let go of her worries, and start a new cycle with ease?
After all, I can't let go of my wife.
But when I went to see Meng Po this time, Meng Po not only lost her temper with me, but also told me that she would not have the opportunity to go there within a year.
If that's the case, don't I even have a little sustenance and direction?
"Why, Granny Meng, you can't do this, don't mess around, I have a special pass issued by Lord Yama. ”
Meng Po said that it was useless to have a special pass, and she had already reported to her superiors to revoke my special pass.
"Granny Meng, you can't be like this, you know why I came down, you can't be so ruthless and unjust, is it all fake that you cried down the Great Wall when you were looking for a husband for thousands of miles? Or have you long forgotten what kind and amorous woman you were back then?"
I noticed that Meng Po's expression twitched a little when I said this, and I thought she was a little moved by what I said, so I continued: "Your story has been passed down from generation to generation, and you have become a symbol of single-minded infatuation in the world. Have you really changed, you have become indifferent, you have lost even the least understanding and compassion? Don't you already understand what it's like to be in love.......
When I begged Meng Po to raise her noble hand again, Meng Po shouted "Someone", and two big men with blue faces and fangs came out of nowhere, grabbed my two arms and dragged me out.
I struggled and shouted, "Granny Meng, please, it's okay, don't do this!"
Two security guards with a tiger's back and a bear waist carried me out, and when I was about to get to the ghost gate, I ran into Xiaomeng who went out and came back.
Last time, the old ghost said that there was some gossip about me and Xiaomeng, so I didn't go to Xiaomeng this time, but I didn't expect to meet her, and it was in such an embarrassing situation.
Xiaomeng found out that I didn't say hello this time, she was very angry, and she didn't plan to pay attention to me, but looking at this posture, she didn't know what was going on, and she couldn't take care of her mood anymore, so she hurriedly ran over.
"Brother Wang, Brother Li, what's going on?" Xiaomeng looked flustered.
It turned out that Xiaomeng knew these two security guards.
After asking the ins and outs, Xiaomeng turned to me: "I told you, Meng Po must have something hidden and inconvenient to reveal, you have to force her to make her unable to get off the stage, now she is completely blind!"
It is true that I am a little anxious, but after so many trips, Meng Po seems to be the real hope, and only through her can I find my wife.
When I learned that I couldn't go down for a long time, Xiaomeng seemed to be more anxious than me, with a crying voice: "I told you not to pester Meng Po, if you don't listen, what should we do if you can't come down?"
Of course, I was more frustrated than Xiaomeng, but when Xiaomeng was at a loss, I didn't think I could be as mindless as her.
"It's okay, the year will pass quickly, and I'll just come down again. "I'm trying to be relaxed.
"It's hard to say that we can't talk for a year, and we can't see each other?"
I smiled helplessly, it turned out that Xiaomeng's focus was here.
Xiaomeng always thought that we would have the opportunity to stay together for a while.
Xiaomeng is just one of the many ghosts, no official position and no privileges, all she can do is to let the two security guards not act like prisoners, and she can't help me if my special pass is revoked.