Chapter 146: Break up
"Li Yuanbao?" As soon as the navy gathered on this day, it was found that there was one person missing.
He frowned, usually Li Yuanbao has always been very positive, and he has never been late or left early. Why didn't you participate in the training camp today?
After the training, the Navy and One Piece took the first step and hurried back to the dormitory, and sure enough, they saw Li Yuanbao still in a daze in the dormitory alone.
One Piece walked over to take a look, only to see Li Yuanbao holding a letter with straight eyes, dumbfounded. It turns out that this is a breakup letter from his girlfriend to him!
Seeing his dejected appearance, the One Piece snatched it up, Li Yuanbao's body moved and wanted to catch it back, but he retracted his hand decadently and gave up.
xxx :
We've known each other for more than two years, but we've seen each other for more than two years, and we can count the days we've seen each other in the span......
Every day, I watch others happily eat and go shopping and watch movies with their boyfriends, I am so envious and jealous of their ordinary happiness!
I also want to have a stable and ordinary boyfriend like them!
It makes me feel very insecure to be with you......
Because when I'm lonely, there's no one to talk to, and when I'm happy, there's no one to share with......
When I'm lonely, I can only hold my arms and comfort myself;
When I was hurt, I could only wipe my tears away in the dark;
I want to have a boyfriend who doesn't need to be tall and can be there to protect me from being scared when I'm scared, but where are you?
I want to have a boyfriend who can hold an umbrella for me on a rainy day, and where are you then?
I can only watch other girls being cared for so carefully and considerately by their boyfriends with such envy!
Once I dreamed of you in a dream, and I was so happy that I ran towards you......
We ran hand in hand, but we were so focused that there were fewer people around us who didn't realize that we were lost in each other on the way to the future, and we were getting farther and farther away...
It wasn't until I realized that I didn't have your hand in my hand, your shoulder without you, and your figure missing, and I suddenly looked back and realized that you had gone away!
I can no longer smell your breath, I can no longer feel your heartbeat, and when I wake up, it was a dream......!
I had insomnia that night! I learned to smoke for the first time in order to escape my loneliness......
As a girlfriend, I don't want much, as long as you're around, even if you don't say a word...... Let me feel that I am not alone...... I'm not alone......
But now I find that as a boyfriend, you can't give me any of this! Such ordinary happiness is a luxury for me! Because between the post and me, you will always choose to stick to your post!
In the two years we've been together, I've hardly ever been happy... Because even if your return brings joy, it is quickly replaced by the pain of separation!
I wasn't happy every time we saw and separated.
I'm worried about you and miss you, that kind of heart-rending is more painful than anything else, especially in the quiet of the night, I start to miss you like crazy......
I love you so much, but I have never felt this kind of longing in your letters!
I feel that the distance between us is getting bigger and bigger! Now I know that what others say about distance produces beauty, and those words are all lies!
It's so far away that people can't catch it, and it will only make people feel more and more uneasy and painful!
I don't know if you still love me or not, and how much place can I have in your heart?
I've been drunk for a long time, and you know how much you wish you had someone by your side when you're drunk......
Then Arwen appeared, and he stayed with me quietly without saying a word...... But it makes people feel inexplicably reassured......
I used to tell you to spend more time with me, but you always asked me to wait... Wait......
Since I'm not that important in your heart, I don't want to wait any longer!
Since you don't love me that much, let's separate...... Both people in the province will be miserable in the future......
After the breakup, please don't come here to find me again, we all forget about each other and start over! I believe you will also have a girl who truly understands you and supports you to fall in love with you! I wish you happiness!
xxx
"Cut!" One Piece took the letter and hugged him unevenly: "Damn! It's so nice, it's not just a good excuse to leave for yourself to empathize with and don't fall in love?!"
"Although I didn't say it, I actually had a hunch...... Li Yuanbao smiled bitterly.
"When she returned from that family leave, she was very envious when she saw the oncoming couple shopping together, and said how happy she would be if she could be together every day like them......
She also envied her best friend for calling her boyfriend in the middle of the night and appearing in front of her anytime and anywhere! ”
"We are a soldier, a soldier. As a soldier, you have to obey orders and listen to commands, and discipline is greater than heaven!" said the navy in a sonorous voice.
"But in her eyes, my choice to be a soldier is not doing my job, I love this place is useless, I obey orders because I have no personality, and my discipline is indifference and disrespect for her!" Li Yuanbao smiled bitterly, and his smile was more ugly than crying.
"I always think that I can talk about such a beautiful girl, and I am a little unworthy of her... In addition, I feel that I am not as highly educated as her, and I lack confidence in front of her, and I always can't raise my head!" Li Yuanbao said dejectedly.
"Cut! What do you have to lose! We defend our family and the country, and we are born and die in a cruel life, so we should be upright and hold our heads high in front of her!"
One Piece has a word.
"If we didn't defend the country in the front, how could they have a comfortable life in the rear?
"They all pursue romanticism, how can there be so many ups and downs?! A hypocritical person like your object should be thrown to the scene of the firefight, and go up to feel the taste and fear of death!
No matter how much hypocrisy there is, it is a floating cloud in the face of survival!
At the beginning, the girl who was full of admiration for herself, and kept saying that she had a soldier who was very secure, and after a while, she was dissatisfied with herself and became picky?
And I met from drinking! I was speechless o__o... Sure enough, it is distance that produces beauty.
I used to think that girl was knowledgeable, courteous, gentle and wise, but I didn't expect that smoking and drinking accounted for both......
It's not that he discriminates against women, but a girl who smokes and drinks at the same time still can't accept it......
"There is no grass at the end of the world, why bother to love a flower! Xiao Li, I suggest that you also reply to her with a high profile! Don't look down on us as soldiers!"
"Comrade xxx,
We have been together for more than two years, and we have come through the ups and downs together, thank you for the days that have accompanied me, I think I will never forget them in my life!
Every time we are together and separated, I can't bear you, I wish we had been together all the time, but I can't help myself!
I always think that if you are so reasonable, you will definitely understand me, support me, and tolerate me.
I know I can't give you the life you want, I also know that you are so young and beautiful that you shouldn't be with me, I have nothing, you will definitely suffer if you follow me, I don't want you to suffer, otherwise I will be uneasy!
The days with me are that I am sorry for you and can't give you a worry-free life, so it is understandable that you are disappointed......
You are a college student, and I am just a poor soldier! You have a bright future, and I have not changed this identity for more than two years, and I can't change myself......
I know I'm not worthy of you, but for more than two years, I know how many days and nights you have spent thinking about me, how difficult it is, and now I think it's enough to have this beautiful memory!
I know you must have someone you like now, and you will leave me because I am not good enough, but I don't hate you, let you go with tears in my eyes, what else can I do!
Isn't there a saying that there is a kind of love called letting go? Well, remember that I love you, but I let you go.
I know that we are here today because we have a distance, which is an obstacle that has not been discovered before, and it is also an insurmountable gap between you and me!
Don't worry I'm going to pester you, that's not my style, I'll wipe all traces of you with my heart and use training to erase all my memories of you!
Finally, I bless you!
xxx ”