Zhao Yan returned home with a few doses of medicine, boiled up and ate it according to the doctor's instructions, and left her illness behind in the complicated chores. This is really the emperor is not anxious about the eunuch, Zhao Yan is indifferent to her illness, but Wang Can on the side is very concerned about her illness. Calculating that it was time for her medicine to run out, Wang Can took the initiative to come to her door with the medicine box on his back.

Wang Can walked to the door and saw Zhao Yan bending over to wash dishes at the table. "Hello, dear lady, how are you recovering now?" he asked in a loud, loud voice, imitating the tone of the TV series.

For Zhao Yan, who lives in a rat hole all year round, when she suddenly heard such a statement, she thought that a trafficker with ecstasy came to the door, and she was so frightened that a small bowl in her hand almost fell to the ground. After a long time, in the reverse sunshine, she saw the face of the comer clearly, and said, "Ouch, I said that today it was a gust of wind that blew you here, you see, how can my dilapidated house accommodate your noble body to rest and drink tea here?" After speaking, he put down the bowl, dried his hands, and was busy serving tea and moving the stool.

Wang Can stepped into the door, sat down, put the medicine box on his lap by the way, and said, "I, who am a doctor, were born with a bodhisattva heart. If I don't keep track of the patient's condition, I won't think about it. I remember you went to me to get a few doses of medicine, and I guess you should have finished eating. Why didn't I see you come to my house, could it be that you are cured?"

Zhao Yan snorted and said, "Okay, but it's not entirely good." ”

Wang Can said, "I don't understand this, whether it's good or not, we pay attention to proportion as doctors." Good and not good, or not entirely good, have completely different concepts. To cure or not to cure, or to cure a patient half-dead, affects the honor of a doctor's life. ”

Zhao Yan said with a smile, "Thank you for your concern, I think this disease probably can't be cured, so I didn't come to you." ”

Wang Can said, "If it's not a death disease, how can it not be cured? Isn't it just how the mammary glands are born, I don't believe that this disease can be cured." ”

Zhao Yan said, "Doctor, I hope that the illness will be more serious, let me go to see Hades soon." Hey, in my life, I really don't know what I did in my previous life, and I fought guerrilla in the money nest. A few days ago, I got some money together to get some medicine for the two of us, and after a few days, the little one asked for money, shouting for living expenses, if only there was a money-making machine at home, otherwise, there is really no peaceful day. Those who take medicine want to take medicine, those who study have to study, and those who work part-time, and I don't see anyone earning money. It's really unfortunate for the family, a girl's family is shouting all day long to study, isn't this deliberately playing tricks on people, even if I am admitted in the future, I am a woman's family, where can I get so much money for her to go to school? Amitabha, this is simply my life, why stay in this world, it is better to close your eyes. ”

When Wang Can heard this, he couldn't help but feel sad in his heart, and said, "How can anyone in the world beg for his quick death, as the saying goes, I'd rather suffer in the world than be buried in the soil." Everything must be seen openly, and life must not be joked. If you are joking with your life, it is your fault. You wish you could take medicine and go to the grave today, and if you do go to the grave, you may regret it in the grave. It is true to say that you women have long hair and short knowledge. I don't think there's anything in the world that can't be solved, isn't it just that your little girl wants to study, and when she comes back, as long as I meet her, my idea of asking her to study will disappear in an instant. ”

"Is there such a good thing?" Zhao Yan suddenly turned from sadness to joy and said, "As long as that girl cuts off the idea of studying, my Chen family will survive and no longer run around for money." The old man's lung disease can be cured or not, and he can go to the west at this age, but it's hard for him to not want to die, and today he went to the county seat to get medicine. My illness is not serious, and I don't think I will die for a while. They will take care of the children's affairs in the future, and my mother can't that heart. This man, who has lived to this age, really doesn't know who he is living for. ”

Wang Can said, "Of course, I live for myself. In my family, except for the money I should provide for them, I don't worry about the rest of the heart. I'm too lazy to, this person can live for decades in his life, this and that, it's strange if you don't lose your life. ”

Looking at Wang Can's childly appearance shaking his head, Zhao Yan couldn't help laughing and said, "I have to learn to save snacks in the future, I am a lot older, keep some strength, and I can run to see Lord Yan in the future." ”

Wang Can couldn't help laughing when he heard this, "Go to see Lord Yama, who wants to run around happily? Running to see, I don't have that interest, eight sedan chairs carry me, and I don't want to go to that ghost place." Look at you, are you still running away, going to grab money?"

Zhao Yan smiled, "When you get to that place, why do you need money?" I really want to know how easy it is to live without robbing money. I'm tired of living in this money-grabbing world, and as soon as I open this door, I have to calculate the expenses of the day, and I have to worry about the expenses of the day. Why did I suffer from breast hyperplasia, why not breast cancer? I would rather leave this world early and die early than I could. ”

Wang Can listened for a while, "In my healing career, I am the first person to hear someone say such unlucky words. As the saying goes, money is something outside the body, and it is not worth it for a person to die for something outside the body. Nowadays, everyone talks about cancer, and you have to avoid taboos, but you can't talk nonsense. ”

Zhao Yan glanced out of the door and said, "Doctor, how do you know how hard I live." You won't understand my suffering. ”

Wang Can couldn't find a word of comfort for a while. I can't help but think of the embarrassment of my life all these years, sympathizing with each other, and I haven't spoken for a long time. But a big man can't always confide his pain to a woman. So, I couldn't help but stare at Zhao Yan stupidly for a long time, and looked at Zhao Yan so much that she blushed.

At this time, it was midsummer noon, the tired puppy by the door was napping peacefully, the lazy kitten under the eaves was sleeping on the beam, the sun was shining in fear, and the light and shadow refracted on the trees were turned upside down and sparkled into the room...... All of that, like the set of a tragic movie, renders the sadness of a place. Wang Can's beautiful enthusiasm suddenly turned into desolation. In the past, all kinds of love phantoms chased by the hustle and bustle of human desires came to his heart in chaos, like a farce with irony and ridicule, which suddenly made him breathe the pathos left by the passage of time and the vicissitudes of personnel. But he didn't reveal it, but said uncharacteristically, "No matter how we live, we can't say dead, and besides, we don't live to the point where we have to die." I, like you, live at home and live alone. ”

Such an understatement, in public, may be just a very ordinary family sentence, but in front of a pair of men and women with dry wood and fire, the meaning is different.

"You also live alone?" Zhao Yan looked at him in astonishment.

"Aren't I like it?" Wang Can looked at her like a provocative woman, raising his head.

At this time, Zhao Yan lowered her head shyly like a girl. This woman, who received only a few years of limited education as a child, and who established herself in society with worldly prejudices and her own experience, although she lacks the ability to resist evil, has a rare straightforwardness and naivety in terms of human sophistication. This kind of straightforwardness and naivety may often seem childish and funny to those who are well-versed in the world and the city, but in the history of the intimate relations between men and women, this quality is often much more experienced than the usual use of the kind of coquettish artificiality and the desire to hunt the hearts and minds of men. The perennial work has not only trained her to be dexterous, but also to a tight body of flesh, coupled with the abstinent nun-like life for several years, although she is not confused, it is difficult to see the traces of the years attacking her. When Wang Can's scorching eyes were like a ray of sunshine draped over her, she seemed to hear the most beautiful confession of love, soothing her lonely heart. This woman's courage to go to Wang Can's house one after another under the pretext of seeing a doctor in the future is no less than Ruth saving Jack who was nailed to the sunken ship. The two of them frowned, and within a month she was a captive of passion and flesh.