Chapter 183: Grudge, fate

Duan Meixi slowly lowered her head, and after a thoughtful silence for a moment, she raised her head to Duan Yehan with a smile and said, "Brother is jealous, don't worry, although I am married, I will never snub you because of Ren Hao, I ......"

"Xiaoxi. Just as Duan Meixi was talking about Xingtou'er, Duan Yehan coldly interrupted her, Duan Yehan looked at Duan Meixi very seriously and didn't listen to her at all

"Just kidding", and said in a deep voice: "Xiaoxi, the more you are like this, the more sorry I am for the real Duan Yehan...... Xiaoxi, I'm sure you must be able to feel that Ren has already noticed something. ”

"There's no such thing!" Duan Meixi suddenly interrupted Duan Yehan's words with some emotion, and when she realized how inappropriate her sudden excitement was, she already regretted it, she lowered her head slightly, smiled lightly, and said softly: "Cai, there is no such thing." Looking at the stiff smile on Duan Meixi's face, his heart was deeply stabbed, and he asked with distress in his eyes: "Xiaoxi, how can you be so stupid, where am I worthy of you like this." Duan Meixi smiled and shook her head, and said firmly: "You are my brother, where is there so much scheming between brother and sister." Brother ......"

"So, you admit that you also found out that Ren Hao was aware of it, didn't you?" This time, Duan Yehan interrupted Duan Meixi's words softly.

Duan Meixi looked directly at Duan Yehan, did not speak, and had no expression. After a long time, she slowly lowered her head and chose to acquiesce.

"Xiaoxi, I'm sorry...... This time, it was really my brother who did something wrong. Seeing that Duan Meixi could no longer hide her sadness, Duan Yehan felt even more distressed

"This time, I was really wrong. At the beginning, I wanted Ren to interpret the story of 'Li Qing' because I wanted Ren to experience everything from Li Qing's point of view, so that he could more or less understand it...... Experience, let the mood move. That way, I don't think he would have been trapped in a heart disease because his father had another child before him. I wasn't worried that he would have any doubts about the story he was interpreting, because I didn't plan to recognize Ren Zhiqian, so this story wouldn't have anything special for Ren Hori, who only had one sister. But Xiaoxi, things are different now...... I don't know what happened to make Ren more sensitive to this story than I could have imagined...... That way, you'll be caught in the middle, and whether you tell him the truth or not, he'll feel like you've cheated on him...... Xiaoxi, we must be prepared for this worst-case scenario...... Don't hold on alone this time, let my brother help you before this happens. ”

"Brother......" Duan Meixi still lowered her head and said a word from her mouth weakly, but then, she was silent again...... Duan Yehan looked at her quietly, not wanting to disturb her thoughts at all, of course, he was also afraid that Duan Meixi would suddenly raise her head, pretend to smile, and say to herself disapprehantly: "It's okay brother, there won't be the kind of thing you said." He was really afraid that Duan Meixi would say something like that...... Finally, Duan Meixi raised her head, there was no longer a disguised smile and strength on her face, she no longer hid her fragility and anxiety at this moment, her eyes were resolute, as if she had made a decision.

She looked at Duan Yehan's concerned eyes and said, "Brother, you can help me." I'm really happy now, I want to live happily ever after with Ren, and I don't want anything bad to ruin my happiness...... So, brother, help me keep all the bad things out. Duan Yehan looked at the resolute gaze in Duan Meixi's eyes, nodded, and said firmly: "Brother will definitely help you keep your happiness, and you will definitely live happily with Ren Hao...... If it's bad, my brother will help you block it. ”

"Xiaoxue, I told you everything I knew...... I owe you, how do you want me to pay it back, I won't have half a word of complaint......" Sun Xiaolin lowered her head heavily, like a heinous criminal who had already confessed her guilt, no longer arguing, no longer refutating, just waiting

The verdict of the "court". However, what Sun Xiaolin didn't expect was that what she was waiting for was a silent one

"Pronounce the sentence. There was silence in her ears, and this excessive silence made Sun Xiaolin wonder for a moment whether she was in the hallucination of a dream.

She raised her head tremblingly, cautiously looked at the calm and elusive gaze in Lan Xue's eyes, and said with repentance: "Xiaoxue, you can say something." You hate me, or you'll never forgive me...... I ......"

"Sister Xiaolin, do you hate me?" Lan Xue interrupted Sun Xiaolin's words in a faint voice. Sun Xiaolin was stunned for a moment, she shook her head desperately and cried and said, "Xiaoxue, don't you be like this, okay......?"

"What I say is sincere. Lan Xue's tone was as calm as ever, she slowly raised her hand, gently wiped away the tears that flowed down the corners of Sun Xiaolin's eyes, and then said, "Sister Xiaolin, you don't owe me, you have your troubles." It's just that you really don't hate me? You are so good to me, you have a kindness to me, and you can't bear it. However, I don't fully trust you. On the surface, I have adapted to your care, but in private, I have managed to steal the medicine you injected me...... I didn't exchange all my trust for your sincerity towards me, I treated you as half an enemy...... Do you hate me?" Sun Xiaolin stared at Lan Xue's seemingly resolute but secretly sad gaze, and suddenly hugged her, stroked her head like a mother, and comforted her

"Silly girl, how can I hate you? I know that since your accident, even though you seem to have adapted to your current life, you have lived in fear every day, you are very disturbed, you are very scared...... You have to force yourself to find a way to protect yourself, how can I hate you...... I...... will atone for my sins. Xiaoxue, in the future, treat me as your sister and your mother, I will never deceive you and hurt you again, I will protect you, and I will do my best to help you with whatever you want to do. ”

"What do you want to do...... Lan Xue's tone gradually became weaker, she leaned on Sun Xiaolin's shoulder, like a helpless child, her gaze was no longer resolute, but turned into sad, confused, and helpless...... Until, all these emotions are mixed together, and they become hopeless and wooden...... She looked straight at a certain place, and once again weakly said to herself, "What do you want to do......"

"Sister Xiaolin......" Lan Xue seemed to suddenly think of something, and she called Sun Xiaolin softly. Sun Xiaolin smiled and let go of the arm that was wrapping around her, and responded: "If you have anything you want to do, I will do my best to help you complete it." Lan Xue slowly lowered her head, looked at her knees, and said thoughtfully: "You didn't take any more medicine for me, I can stand up again in the future...... However, until I stand up, there is no guarantee that I will not end my life because I can't bear the pain of a certain time, or that I may ...... At the time of a certain episode of pain, he was hurt to death...... Isn't it?" Lan Xue's words fell, and the smile on Sun Xiaolin's face froze in an instant, and Sun Xiaolin's throat suddenly seemed to be burned by the fire

"Pain" was used as an excuse for her to keep her mouth shut, but she clearly remembered that just now, she had promised Lan Xue personally

"She will never cheat on her again". So, she put the burning pain in her throat and said hoarsely, "Yes......"

"It's been a tough test, and besides, I don't have any certainty of victory. However, as long as I think of being able to stand up in the future, I am really happy, as if I also have the determination to pass this test......" Lan Xue smiled faintly, it seemed that she was very satisfied.

Lan Xue slowly raised her head, looked at Sun Xiaolin, and said softly: "There is a person, my family lost something very important to him, and owed him a debt that it seems that he will never be able to repay. One day, the man came to collect the debt, and he got back what he deserved. But I also lost the things that were important to me because of this debt collector, my father's love, my mother's love, my love for myself, I lost them all...... So, the moment I learned that I would never be able to stand up again, I decided that this was the cruelest thing he had done to me, and I tried every means to get revenge...... But in the end, I found out that I had found the wrong person......"

"The person you are talking about is Mr. Duan, and he is also the 'little boy' you once referred to. Sun Xiaolin gently put her hand on Lan Xue's shoulder, and then said, "Xiaoxue, you plan to put it down." Lan Xue turned her face slightly, stared at Sun Xiaolin's eyes, the tears in her eyes slipped silently from the corners of her eyes, and said with a wry smile: "Didn't people in ancient times often say when to repay grievances? I should let go, but I can't help it, my father hurt his mother, but he hurt my father...... And I, who wronged him once, will give him back what I took from him, but I will still return what he took from me...... A grudge is our fate...... I think the most important thing I should do now is to give him back what I have taken from him. ”

"Then, what are you going to do?" Sun Xiaolin's eyes were full of concern, she didn't know what Lan Xue was thinking at this moment, and she was very worried that Lan Xue would do something stupid.

Lan Xue raised her wrist, looked at the time on her watch, and said to Sun Xiaolin: "Sister Xiaolin, can you push me to the living room? ”

"Good. Sun Xiaolin pushed Lan Xue's wheelchair out of the room......