Chapter 180: The Way of Atonement
A distance that was neither long nor short, Duan Yehan pushed Lan Xue to the door of the house. Except for the conversation that seemed to "end without a problem" when he just returned, the two of them didn't say a word along the way, Lan Xue didn't speak, and Duan Yehan didn't take the initiative to find a topic. Until, the moment he arrived at the door of his home, Duan Yehan suddenly stopped. Lan Xue couldn't see Duan Yehan's expression behind him, and she didn't know what was going to make him stop suddenly instead of pushing her into the yard directly, however, Lan Xue was not in a hurry to ask him why he suddenly stopped and didn't go in directly, she knew that he had something to say to her, so she waited for him to say. Duan Yehan stood behind Lan Xue, his steps never moved, he didn't know why he didn't dare to go around to Lan Xue to talk to her, he once imagined that one day when she woke up from her sleep, he could say to her: "Let's go for a run together, and then I'll take you to school." He had sworn to her like that he wanted her to go back to school like he had done before...... yes, why did he stop, what did he want to say to her? Could it be to tell her that he had helped her find hope that she could get back on her feet, and then, that hope was gone, and that she was really going to be in a wheelchair for the rest of her life...... It's ridiculous, why should I tell her, she didn't know that hope ever existed, why should I tell her......
"Say it. Lan Xue saw that Duan Yehan behind him hadn't spoken for a long time, so she simply took the first step to speak. "It's nothing, it's just ......" Duan Yehan didn't expect that he hesitated, but after this hesitation only lasted for a moment, he said with confidence: "Marry me, let me push a wheelchair for you for the rest of my life, and use it as my way to atone for my sins, how about it?" "The way to atone for sins ......" Lan Xue muttered to herself and slowly turned her head sideways, looked at Duan Yehan's eyes as deep as a pool, and said softly: "Why do you want to atone for your sins? My father's business is to atone for the sins he committed against your mother, and it is only right that you avenge your mother." And I want to avenge my father, which is also right, so you don't have to atone for your sins. As for the fact that I have become the way I am now, it has nothing to do with you, and you don't have to atone for your sins...... Let's fight fairly, my only hope is that you don't look down on me as an opponent......" Lan Xue slowly turned her head back, and then said: "I'm a little cold, push me in, okay?" It seems that he has long expected that Lan Xue will not agree, Duan Yehan's expression is very calm, calm as the deep night covers all the sadness and heartache in his eyes silently, he exhaled shallowly, and replied: "Okay......" Duan Yehan replied softly, and didn't say anything else, pushing Lan Xue forward step by step.......
Ren Ju didn't expect that Duan Meixi was still waiting for him in the living room when he got home, Ren Juri looked at the dishes on the table that had barely been touched, and asked curiously, "Haven't you eaten yet?" "I said that I wouldn't eat all the delicious food alone." Duan Meixi got up from the sofa with a smile as she spoke, and walked towards Ren Hao with a smile. It's just that when she walked to Ren Hori's side, she suddenly found that Ren Hori's face hid a gloomy and faint coldness. Duan Meixi stared at his eyes cautiously, and asked with concern: "What's wrong, aren't you happy?, is it that things are not going well?" Hearing Duan Meixi's words, Ren Yu's heart trembled, for him, this seemed to be the first time Duan Meixi spoke to him so gently and concernedly. Her voice is so beautiful, as if after hearing it, it will be engraved in his ears forever and forever, and become a brand that he will never forget. Ren Ju looked at Duan Meixi's eyes full of worry, and an imperceptible distressed smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, he shook his head with a smile and replied, "No." Why don't you eat so late?" Duan Meixi looked at Ren Yu thoughtfully, and suddenly said with a smile: "Because I think that with your narcissism, you will definitely pretend to be elegant and refuse to eat more when talking about things, so...... I had no choice but to be kind and wait for you to come back and eat together. Ren Yu looked at the childlike smile on Duan Meixi's face, suddenly hugged her gently, and whispered in her ear, "Thank you." Duan Meixi's body froze suddenly because of Ren Hori's sudden move, and then she patted Ren Hori's shoulder a little shyly and said, "Only, I'm just afraid that you won't be able to eat enough, don't be so moved." Ren Yu didn't speak, and hugged Duan Meixi tighter. He wouldn't tell her that he thanked her, not because she was waiting for him to come back for dinner, but because he thanked her for being willing to act with him with all his heart, and thanked her for being willing to accompany him all the time...... She didn't love herself, but she was still willing to smile at herself, wait for her to come back for dinner, and gently pat herself on the shoulder...... All of this should be enough to make you feel grateful...... Moreover, this reason has long been rooted in the fertile soil of his heart, melted into the blood, deeply rooted, and has never changed......
Duan Meixi pulled Ren Ju to the dining table with great interest, and Ren Hori also complied with Duan Meixi, smiling and sitting down to eat with her. Although Ren Hao followed Duan Meixi to put vegetables in his bowl, his mind was not on eating at all. Ren Hao's movements were extremely slow, and all his attention was focused on Duan Meixi's body, he watched her pick up vegetables, watched her drink soup, and watched her smile while eating while raising her head to watch a few TV. The way she watched TV while eating was very cute in Ren Hori's eyes, like a child who secretly read a novel in math class, taking advantage of the teacher's efforts to turn around and write a board book, she quickly lowered her head and glanced at the plot of the novel. Ren Hori looked at her and shook his head helplessly, picked up the remote control on the table and turned off the TV.
"Ahh Ren Hao's eyes swept over the talking "self" on the TV screen, and asked lightly: "Yes, is it so good-looking? Am I really so good-looking that you don't even want to concentrate on eating?" "What, what?" Duan Meixi was stunned for a moment, she looked at the smug expression on Ren Hao's face and snorted coldly and said, "Ha, I really don't want to say anything about your narcissism." I'm not looking at you, okay? I'm watching the plot, the plot!" After listening to Duan Meixi's words, Ren Ju nodded thoughtfully and said, "Oh, it turns out that you are watching the plot, such a connotative activity." "Of course, I'm a very popular photographer, okay am I? Duan Meixi gave her own opinion very confidently, and this point of view also made Ren Ju start to applaud her, but, when the applause stopped, Ren Ju slowly leaned forward and slowly approached her face, and said very seriously: "However, great artist, I don't know if you have heard of this drama that I debuted, but it is recognized that it has no plot, no acting skills, and no ratings...... At that time, I was still in school, and I took this play in order to make a living, hey, speaking of which, it really hurts my heart forever. "You!" Duan Meixi was powerless to reply to Ren Hori's words, because she had to admit that she was really just watching Ren Ju alone and didn't care about what the plot was talking about. Duan Meixi, who was helpless, had no choice but to turn off the TV without saying a word, and then bury her head and continue to eat. Looking at Duan Meixi's red face at some point, Ren Ju couldn't bear to continue teasing her anymore, he also lowered his head and ate obediently with her, but, when the chopsticks came to his mouth, Ren Juri still couldn't comfortably put the dish into his mouth, he slowly raised his head and called softly: "Duan Meixi." "What's wrong?" Duan Meixi raised her head weakly, obviously, Duan Meixi was still losing her temper because of what had just happened. Ren Ju looked at her pretending to be angry, smiled lightly and said softly, "Great artist......"
Ren Yu wanted to speak and stopped, he stared into Duan Meixi's eyes, as if he wanted to say a thousand words to her, but it was as if he had to swallow all the words in his heart in the face of her...... After a long time, Ren Ju asked again in a soft voice: "Great artist, can you tell me, do you think why the screenwriter asked me to play the role of Li Qing? is because...... Are we alike?" "What, what......" Duan Meixi was stunned again, she didn't know why Ren Ju suddenly asked herself such a question, she didn't want to give an answer, but she had to give an answer. "When, of course, it's because you're like. Duan Meixi quickly gave her answer with a disapproving look, and then said: "Of course the male protagonists are very handsome people, and Li Qing is the protagonist, of course he is very handsome." Although you are very narcissistic, I have to admit that you still have a bit of a posture. Because you are both very handsome people, I asked you to act. I'll tell you......" "Let's eat." Ren Yu quietly looked at Duan Meixi, who was trying to explain the reason for him, he smiled and stroked her hair, and then interrupted her softly......
Duan Yehan casually wiped his freshly washed wet hair with a towel, threw the towel aside, lit a cigarette, pushed open the glass floor-to-ceiling window in front of him, and leaned on the balcony railing to smoke quietly. He rarely smoked, but today he somehow seems to be in dire need of a cigarette. Looking at the smoke ring in front of him slowly and silently melting into the quiet night, Duan Yehan lowered his head and sighed lightly, and said to himself, "What do you want...... It's a fair war with you......" He stared blankly at the dazzling night scene in front of him, and shallowly exhaled smoke rings...... After a long time, he extinguished the cigarette in his hand, turned away from the balcony, and closed the open window. At the moment when the window was closed, the mobile phone that was thrown on the bed rang......