Chapter 82: The Devil and the Human Heart
After Qiu Ruoyu sent Qiu Yingsheng back, he went directly to Kawashima Luya's room, originally it seemed inappropriate to find her in his own opinion at this time, but Qiu Yingsheng's sad eyes were always lingering in his mind, which made Qiu Ruoyu unable to convince himself to go back to sleep so quietly, and walked along the way he came until he walked to the door of Kawashima's room, and knocked on the door without hesitation when he saw that the light in her room was still on.
Kawashima opened the door much faster than Qiu Ruoyu imagined, and it seemed that Kawashima came to open the door as soon as his hand was put down. It seemed that Qiu Ruoyu had already expected Qiu Ruoyu's somewhat surprised appearance, Kawashima smiled faintly and said, "Young Master Ruoyu don't be surprised, I've been waiting for you." I broke your precious brother's heart, you will definitely come to me for an explanation, not now but tomorrow. I can tell you what you think, but I'm going to sleep now, so I don't have the strength to explain anything to you, so if you are foolish, young master should go back first. Kawashima's words made Qiu Ruoyu smile faintly, but he didn't mean to obey Kawashima at all, but instead he raised his arm and pushed open the other side of the half-door that Kawashima only opened, and glanced coldly into the room. I saw that there was a pile of scraps of paper on the tea table, and some of the fragments had been collaged. Qiu Ruoyu moved his gaze back to Kawashima and said lightly, "When I should go back, I don't need to bother you to remind me." After saying that, Qiu Ruoyu walked straight into Kawashima's house, and Kawashima had no choice but to turn around and follow Qiu Ruoyu.
Qiu Ruoyu walked to the tea table gently, carefully stroked the fragments on the table, turned his back to Kawashima and said coldly, "Is it that difficult?"
Kawashima shook his head a little puzzled and said, "I don't understand what you're saying. ”
Qiu Ruoyu slowly put down the palm that had been caressed by the fragments, put his arms behind his back, closed his eyes helplessly, and the tone of his words was full of heartache and unbearable, "Is it so difficult to want you to hold his heart in your hands once?really, is it so difficult······ With his words, Qiu Ruoyu's tears also flowed silently down the corners of his closed eyes.
Qiu Ruoyu's words caught Kawashima off guard and retreated, although Qiu Ruoyu turned his back to him, but Kawashima still deliberately lowered his head to "dodge" Qiu Ruoyu, not daring to look up at Qiu Ruoyu. Although his eyes were evasive, Kawashima still tried to maintain a hard tone at the moment he spoke, "Whether to hold his heart in his hand or smash it on the ground, that's my own business." But one thing you should understand is that no matter what I do to him, it's all your own doing. If you hadn't been clever enough to tell your master that you wanted me to be the young grandmother of this family, and you almost strangled the snow marks to death, all of this would not have come to this point. I also want you to understand that I promised you to marry your brother just because I pity you for riding a tiger, and since he is a dying man and prefers to stick to me, I should be kind and charitable. In short, it's best not to confuse the roles we play, that's all I can say to you, wouldn't it be a little ridiculous if Young Master Ruoyu continued to entangle?"
Qiu Ruoyu opened his eyes and looked at the scraps of paper on the table, and in an instant he wrenched Kawashima's body without warning, grabbed a handful of pieces of paper that had not yet been collaged, and threw the pieces of paper in front of Kawashima with a merciless flick of his arm. Looking at the debris scattered all over the sky, Qiu Ruoyu's eyes that were still filled with heartache and unbearability just now were already full of gloom and indifference, and it was with such a hateful look that he almost cut open Kawashima's flesh and bones, "Don't you think what you did yourself is more ridiculous!" Qiu Ruoyu squeezed out this sentence from between his teeth.
Seeing Qiu Ruoyu's bloodshot eyes and eager to eat himself, Kawashima took a deep breath, squatted down to pick up the pieces on the ground, and said with a sneer while picking it up: "If you weren't that person's brother, I think your hand would have been cut off by me······" Kawashima turned his face sideways and looked at Qiu Ruoyu, who had no expression on his face, and then said: "I will never treat him as he treats me, I can't give him as much, so no matter how Young Master Ruoyu and I look at each other, it will only be Young Master Ruoyu who feels ridiculous." Because it's a big joke in itself to turn enemies into friends with people who can't be friends at all. I'm the same as him, isn't it a big joke to expect a cold-blooded devil to hold the hot human heart in his hand carefully?" As he spoke, Kawashima got up and put the fragments back in his hand back on the table, and said to Qiu Ruoyu: "Since you can't stand with your master, then sooner or later you will 'go to war'." At that time, I will do my best to kill you, and to kill those who think the same way as you. And you, in order to protect those people and your own beliefs, will definitely fight with me to the end. If that person had seen that, I hope he would have become a simple enemy in the face of me at that time. The tent that I could not hold his heart in my hand, the tent in which I hurt his eldest brother, the tent in which I followed my master to exterminate your fellow-men······ It's all on me. Rather than hesitating, it is a pleasure to be able to face the enemy without emotion, isn't it? Since he and I are destined to be enemies to the death, why should we deceive ourselves with the illusion that we don't care as long as we like it?"
"I promise I won't let Shadow see that. As soon as Kawashima Luya's words were finished, Qiu Ruoyu immediately said this sentence. It's a pity that in the face of Qiu Ruoyu's assurance, Kawashima just smiled bitterly and shook his head.
Qiu Ruoyu's arms and palms on both sides slowly clenched into fists and then slowly spread out, he moved his gaze to the fragments on the table, and said in a very peaceful tone: "When that day really comes, I will indeed fight you to the end for my companions." Since we can't turn enemies into friends, let's make a deal. As long as you can delay me a little bit, I will do my best to get my companions to find a safe place before this war begins. If they can safely withdraw before I go to war with Kurosawa and only the two of us are left, I won't embarrass you, and I won't make my brother embarrassed······ When the time comes, after I have done what I need to do, and after I have protected the people I should protect, I will make a decision on my own. I won't let Shadow Sound become an enemy with you, as long as you treat Shadow Sound with sincerity and treat Snow Marks well, I will definitely do what I say. Putting my life in exchange for a little time should be a business that won't let you lose money. So please don't worry about it anymore, and hold the heart of the shadow in your hands seriously. ”
"Do you think you're great?" Kawashima sneered and looked at Qiu Ruoyu and continued, "Then do you know that your greatness is based on self-righteousness." Do you think that as long as you change the way, you will be a hundred? Since you have anticipated the possibility of your defeat, you should know that your end is certain death, so what difference does it make whether you are killed by me or cut yourself off? Don't keep thinking about those impossible things, I will treat him as if you married him, and I will let the master see the wedding of Qiu Ruoyu and Kawashima Luya. I can only help you hide Qiu Yingsheng's existence in front of your master, and you don't have the luxury of expecting me to do more······ Do you understand my words?"
Listening to Kawashima's words made Qiu Ruoyu's heart suddenly shock, although there was a trace of indescribable feeling in his heart, Qiu Ruoyu still looked calm. After a long time, he nodded at Kawashima with a smile and said, "It's really no different, it seems that your indifference to Yingsheng is not because you are afraid that you will become an enemy with him one day." I understand what you really mean, I won't interfere in your affairs anymore, thank you for always thinking about him. Let's prepare for marriage with peace of mind in these two days, at least before the war, be your true self. Rest, I'm going back. With that, Qiu Ruoyu turned around and left Kawashima's room, Kawashima leaned on the edge of the door, looking at Qiu Ruoyu's departing back, Kawashima couldn't help frowning, put his palm on his heart, and exhaled deeply······
Today is a sensational day in Luosu City, because everyone knows that just today the young master of the Qiu family, Qiu Ruoyu, is going to get married, but the bride is not the "living bodhisattva" Ye Xuezhen in the hearts of the villagers, but the "sister" of the Japanese who has a close relationship with the young master of the Qiu family. When the news of the marriage came out, most of the people were talking about "Qiu Ruoyu will definitely be killed by the Japanese daughter-in-law", "Qiu Ruoyu's family property will be ruined sooner or later", "The second elder of the Qiu family who has passed away will definitely curse Qiu Ruoyu for not dying well as a rebel son underground", and so on, which do not contain the meaning of blessings. However, these discussions, which have been spreading, do not seem to have affected the Qiu family's battle for happy events in the slightest. Because the bride-to-be lived in Qiu's house early in the morning, the link of "picking up the bride" was omitted, and the Qiu Mansion was only waiting for the two newlyweds to visit the church to get married, and the Qiu Mansion had a hostess, a Japanese young grandmother.
When Qiu Yingsheng woke up in the morning, Qiu Ruoyu was already sitting on the edge of his bed. Ah Cheng was holding a copper basin that had been filled with clean water, Ah Lan was holding a satin gown and short coat that had been neatly ironed, as well as snow marks, although he had been fiddling with the red paper butterfly in his hand, he still raised his head and showed a lovely smile when he saw Qiu Yingsheng wake up. Qiu Ruoyu turned his head sideways to look at Xueji, who was obediently fiddling with paper butterflies, and said to Qiu Yingsheng with a smile: "Because Hei Ze will come over, I didn't want Xueji to participate, I'm afraid she will cry." But Ah Lan still has a way, she uses red paper to cut butterfly snow marks very much, and she has been obediently playing with them. Qiu Yingsheng slowly straightened his body and waved his hand at Xue Scar, and said with a smile: "Thank you, Snow Scar, for being willing to attend my wedding." ”
Ah Lan smiled and walked to the side of Xue Zhen, took out another paper butterfly from his pocket with his free hand, and whispered to Xue Zhen: "Miss, do you remember what Ah Lan said to you last night······?" Send you ······ Send you. ”
Qiu Ruoyu got up and patted Xue Zhen's head lightly, and said to Qiu Yingsheng: "What else to see, we Xue Zhen sent you the wedding gift yet." ”
Qiu Yingsheng hurriedly reached out to take the paper butterfly in Xueji's hand, and thanked Xuezhen with a smile: "Thank you so much Xueji." ”
Xue Zhen put down his arm and hurriedly ran back to Ah Lan's side, and couldn't wait to take the other butterfly in Ah Lan's hand and play with it intently. Qiu Ruoyu carefully helped Qiu Yingsheng out of bed, helped him slowly walk to Ah Cheng's side, and wet the towel to wipe his face. Qiu Yingsheng's body seemed to freeze suddenly, looking at Qiu Ruoyu's face with a gentle smile all the time, his slightly trembling palm suddenly stroked Qiu Ruoyu's arm and whispered, "Because I'm so happy, my body doesn't seem to move······ Thank you, big brother. Qiu Ruoyu didn't speak, he was still concentrating on Qiu Yingsheng wiping his face, and then helping Qiu Yingsheng put on the prepared groom's dress after it was over. Although Qiu Yingsheng's face was not good, but seeing his younger brother standing in front of him so handsomely, Qiu Ruoyu couldn't help laughing with tears, he grasped Qiu Yingsheng's shoulder with one hand and wiped away his tears with the other palm and said, "Father and mother will be very happy······ I'm sorry for the shadow, my brother can't participate in your wedding generously, so he can only hide and watch quietly. Although he used Qiu Ruoyu's name to marry his beloved, all the people in the Qiu Mansion and all our family members already know that today is the happy day for the second young master of the Qiu family to get married, my younger brother will marry a very good person, and the Qiu family will have a very good second young grandmother······ Brother bless you. Although Qiu Yingsheng's lips had cracked and dried up, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, although his palms trembled slightly, he still used all his strength to raise one hand to hold Qiu Ruoyu's palm on his shoulder, turned his face sideways, looked at Qiu Ruoyu's eyes that were already full of tears, and said: "After a while, I will be able to put on the hairpin left by my mother with my own hands." Thank you, brother, for lending me her name today, so that I can watch her become my wife in front of so many people······ Today, 'Qiu Ruoyu' will be the happiest groom in the world, right?" Qiu Ruoyu looked at the corners of Qiu Yingsheng's raised mouth, smiled and nodded, "Yes." ”
Just when the smile on Qiu Ruoyu's face was still at the warmest temperature, he only heard a "poof", and Qiu Ruoyu suddenly felt a "piercing" between his fingers The warmth, I saw that the back of Qiu Yingsheng's hand holding his palm had been fainted red, and the blood penetrated into his fingers along Qiu Yingsheng's palm, with a premonition of fear, nervousness and uneasiness Qiu Ruoyu slowly raised his head to look at Qiu Yingsheng, Qiu Yingsheng's lips were already stained red with blood, and blood droplets were dropping down his chin against the back of his hand, but Qiu Yingsheng's face still maintained the smile on his face just now, Qiu Yingsheng turned his head with difficulty, looked down at the clothes on his body, and the blood droplets had seeped into the clothes along his chin. Qiu Yingsheng held up his breath and said, "This is the clothes I want to wear to marry her······ What to do······ I got my clothes dirty······" After speaking, Qiu Yingsheng no longer had the extra strength to support his body, and his body without strength began to lean back rapidly, Qiu Ruoyu didn't have time to hold the arm that was already hanging down and holding his palm, Qiu Yingsheng had already fallen, and the red paper butterfly that he had been holding in his other hand had been completely soaked in blood, and he could no longer tell what was paper red and what was blood red······