The author has something to say: I will replace this chapter when I finish grabbing things in the early morning!!Everyone is waiting for me!!!

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And then I had a dream.

What else did I dream about? What else could it be, dream about me going to the test during the day. Every detail, every syllable, every movement.

All the actions I did in that damn building were carefully repeated in my dreams.

And when I woke up, I found myself desperate to go back to that experiment - I was just saying "hello" to the corner like a fool, but the mere thought of that scene made me feel satisfied.

It's clear that something is not right.

But I didn't even notice it at the time.

So when Chris called, I immediately agreed.

I met with those people, signed a thick contract, and got a good check.

Then he was pulled into the car by the group like prisoners and transported all the way to the White Tower.

And it wasn't until this point that the weird anticipation and yearning in my head slowly faded away - oh my god, you might as well keep it forever!

You have no idea how desperate I felt when I sat in the car and realized little by little what the I had done.

But at this time, everything is irreparable.

The car that took me to the White Tower, I bet, was sturdier than the prisoner's car.

Wait, looking back on it, I suspect that Chris, who was supposed to go to hell, probably knew something - the look on his face when he saw me in the White Tower was disgusting.

And then he said something "I knew I would see you again".

I wanted to punch him in the nose.

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No, of course I didn't do it.

God, you really don't ask.

If I were your date, I would have deducted you from the bottom of my heart at this time.

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One reason, of course, is that he is much stronger than me, and the second reason is ......

Not long after arriving at the White Tower, the trial began.

You know, it's the second contact with "Him."

Yes, this time is completely different from the last one.

Not......

It seemed to be clearer.

"Clear".

Ah, forgive me for repeating the word...... Clarity.

I knew it was a strange word to describe Him, but, at the time, and in fact until now, I have not found a better adjective.

Have you ever seen a ghost? Hahaha, the kind of ghost that you would find in movies and TV, translucent, pearl white, hazy?

He looked a little bit like that.

The only difference is that he's not as good as the ghosts in the movies. If I had to describe it, I would say that He looked like a clear plastic bag soaked in seawater.

If you don't pay attention, you will feel that the place is empty, but at some angles, you will see the outline of Him.

Actually, before I saw it, I realized it was there all along, yes, it's kind of ridiculous, but I just knew it.

But it wasn't until that time, when I was pushed into the damn lab by the damn researchers, that he finally revealed himself.

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You want to ask me how I felt at the time?

I can't remember.

Haha, really, it sounds like a prevarication, but I just can't remember it.

You see, that's the difference between a researcher like you and an unlucky guy like me.

I just think I've seen something strange, and it's a big discovery for you guys that has never been seen before.

Even Chris's guy was going crazy, I swear that was the most human-like I've ever seen him in my life......

They say He has never been observed by humans before because He has been in ...... Where did that come from......

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Oh yes, I remembered as soon as you said it, "the other side".

He's always been on the "other side," hahaha, though I don't quite understand what the "other side" is until now.

Somebody tried to explain it before, but, you know, I didn't have the heart to take physics or religion classes at the time. Ghosn, the guy I told you about, the nervous guy, kept whispering in my ear that it was an evil god from the deepest part of the universe or something, but at that time I was already thinking something was wrong with his sanity, so ......

Call......

Please give me some tissues, it's in the box you have handy.

Sorry, it's sad to talk about his former best friend, and Ghosn always seems to be wrong, but he actually got everything right.

He's a prophet, you know, if human civilization were still there, he could be a prophet or something like that in some new Bible.

Every time I think of him, I can't help but feel guilty, very guilty.

You see, he reminded me a long time ago, a lot of things, really, a lot of things he reminded.

I still remember him grabbing my hand and saying to me, hey, man, you've got to get away from that thing or you're going to be devoured by Him.

"The world is going to be over!" those guys don't even know what they're into!"—he kept yelling at me.

He was so desperate and frightened, but I ...... God, just thinking about how I reacted at the time made me feel like a jerk.

I dismissed all the things he said for the gibberish of a madman.

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I think I'll need some more tissues and some wine.

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Call...... Yes, you're quite right, maybe I shouldn't have gone on talking about Ghosn anymore, after all, my mood has always been prone to swings lately.

I just talked about it......

Oh yes, speaking of Him appearing before me, right?

I remember Chris was so happy, he was crazy with joy, and it was even a little bit out of his mind...... Wait, did I say that?

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Sorry, I've been a bit upside down these days.

And I have to say that Chris's fanatical attitude made a big impression on me, so I couldn't help but think of him every time I mentioned him.

In a sense, I resented Him in the beginning. The researchers who monitored me at the time said that of all the people, he was the only one who responded most positively to humanity. So when I appear there and want to see Him, He gradually comes to this side. The researchers would have liked that I would have been more optimistic about continuing to develop a relationship with that thing, but so what?

At that time, I didn't care about that.

All I know is that it's because of that damn relationship between Him and me that I'm under house arrest by those nasty guys in the White Tower.

That's right, house arrest.

I think the more appropriate word would be "captivity."

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Why do I say that?

Please, the way you look now is not likable, reminds me of the righteous words of those guys back then-

Think about it, if you were to be watched 24 hours a day, even to go to the toilet with cameras watching, you couldn't leave the White Tower, and you could only be in the so-called dormitories and laboratories every day, oh, they said it was the observation room...... I can only move back and forth between these two damn places every day......

Wouldn't you say that this is "captivity"?

You know, even federal prison inmates still have time to let off the wind every day, and I, all I have to do every day is eat, sleep, and go to that damn observation room and stare at that air jellyfish in the corner.

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Oh damn it, did I name Him the nickname I gave Him from the bottom of my heart?

Aha, it's air jellyfish...... Wow, come on, your expression right now......

Don't tell me you don't know what He was like in the beginning?!

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Although the thing had changed a lot in the later stages, when he first came into the world, he did look like a jellyfish.

As I said earlier, He is almost transparent...... Well, though, it didn't take a few days for him to become more concrete. But He still looked soft and translucent.

I thought, maybe I'm just so deluded, right?

Who would have thought that a slimy clear fudge-like guy would end up ......

What does it look like outside the window?

I couldn't have thought of it at the time.

Didn't even that Frankenstein Chris not think of it?!

He's really like one of those jellyfish, gummy guys, squishy and slimy, as if if he could curl up in a little ball and leave a puddle of slime and hang up with a little salt on him.

In short, you don't see the slightest ferocity in Him, not at all.

He...... In the beginning, it was like a fluffy little animal.

It's stupid to think about it now, but I ...... I was really touched.

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He was really clingy to me.

A young researcher like you would never have imagined that such a disgusting monster could have that kind of period.

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