Chapter 100: Children Like Me
Once again, I expressed my attitude to Xinya about the incident between me and Wenwen, and I started from the topic of children.
"I am more inclined to Professor Wang's diagnosis, I do not have sleepwalking. Wenwen's child may really have nothing to do with me, and I will have a lot of trouble if I admit it. "In the past, Xinya asked me to recognize this child first, and then I said, I have not affirmed or denied it, and Professor Wang's suspicion of my sleepwalking syndrome seems to have given me some confidence.
"Wenwen is not blind, she can't even recognize you? Besides, this matter has already been acquiesced, why do you still turn it out and say it?"
"I always felt that I couldn't do something like that, why should I be this wronged father? Later, you made me a sleepwalker, and I had no reason to deny it. ”
"You are talking nonsense, why did I make you a sleepwalker, that's what the doctor said. Xinya glared at me with a smile.
Professor Wang, a nationally renowned psychologist and director of a well-known Institute of Psychology, is more reliable than the doctor who diagnosed me as a sleepwalker in the first place, right?"
"I don't think so. How should you interpret Professor Wang's words? I haven't figured it out. ”
"It's hard to figure out the exact meaning behind Professor Wang's words, but I don't think he believes that I have sleepwalking. ”
"I also think he's a little shaken by your sleepwalking syndrome, but that doesn't mean he thinks you're okay. ”
"What do you mean?"
Xinya was so frightened by my somewhat fierce tone that she refused to say more, and perfunctory to me: "I don't mean anything else, I was thinking that Professor Wang might think it would sound more comfortable to describe your problem with another term, such as Midnight Ranger." ”
I stretched out my hand to chisel Xinya's head: "How can there be such a psychological term as you?"
She ducked and shouted, "I'm just making an analogy." ”
"I'll tell you seriously, don't tell me haha. Anyway, it's hard for me to agree that I'm a sleepwalker, and I don't want to be a dad without knowing it. ”
"But how do you explain the fact that you go out in the middle of the night and you don't know anything about those videos?
Besides, don't you see Wenwen's child look more and more like you as she grows, do you want to feel weak?"
"Is it really like me? Don't talk nonsense. I didn't even take a good look at it. Being reminded by Xinya like this, it is inevitable that I feel weak and blush.
"Okay," Xinya patted my hand: "You can honestly raise it as your own child, if it is inconvenient to make it public or do not want to make it public, just recognize it as a goddaughter and fulfill the responsibility of being a father." ”
"There is no problem in helping Wenwen raise her children in life, we still have the ability, but to be this wronged father, I can't get over the psychological hurdles. ”
I don't know if Xinya is too simple or too kind, she usually competes secretly with Wenwen and Guimei, why don't you know how to connect these things together?
Didn't you think of that, or did you not mind?
Thinking of this, I am reminded of Professor Wang's two sets of private advice to me for the treatment of Xinya's delusional disorder: either marry Xinya or cut ties with Xinya completely.
I can't do either of these things at the moment, especially the latter, which I always find more difficult to do than the first one.
But Professor Wang's method was only told to me in private, Xinya didn't know, and I don't want Xinya to know now.
"Don't you think that in that case, wouldn't Wenwen and I be more like a family? Would you like to call her sister-in-law?"
"What do you mean?" Xinya's face sank: "You are with them, what about me? Why did she become my sister-in-law? I asked you to recognize that child, I think the child is innocent, Wenwen is not easy to carry everything by herself, how can you do something, right? But where do you think?"
It's messed up again!
That's true, but the relationship is messed up! I don't know what kind of state Xinya is in at this time.
Let's say it's normal, she obviously treats herself as an insider, let's say it's illusory, what she said about how to treat Wenwen's child seems to be reasonable.
Xinya hung her head, tears curling in her eyes.
Tears for no reason. What are you wronged about? I didn't care about her, what kind of heart did I hurt?
I couldn't go any further, I wanted to tell her the content of Wenwen's forced marriage conversation, but now I had to drag it back into my stomach.
"Hey," I walked over and pressed Xinya's shoulder to coax her, deliberately raising my voice a few degrees, trying to get her to immediately return to what I thought was normal: "I didn't say anything, why are you so sad, didn't you make me responsible?"
Xinya reacted, and understood that I deliberately made her angry, a little embarrassed, got up and said, "I forgot what you said in a blink of an eye, I don't bother to answer you", and hid in her room.
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When Xinya's kindness and love overflowed, she didn't realize that this might make her fantasies forever only fantasies, while Wenwen's direction and goals seemed to be clearer, her steps forward were firmer, and she became more and more sensitive.
"Let's get married!" Wenwen approached my office with a pulled face and closed the door with her backhand, and suddenly came out with such a sentence, which startled me.
"What are you ......" I thought to myself, Wenwen, you're a little too much, it's not a forced marriage, it's just a suggestion, and you changed your mind in the past few days?
"Haven't you already let go of your wife and started talking about marriage, so why don't you talk about it?" Wenwen's face turned red when she said this, and she looked like a teacher asking for guilt.
"Wenwen, what's wrong? Why don't I understand what you're talking about?" was indeed baffled by Wenwen's abrupt behavior, and this was not like Wenwen's usual way of acting.
"Can you slowly explain what is going on, is there any misunderstanding?"
"Yes, I'm deaf and clear-sighted, okay. ”
I was sure that there must have been a misunderstanding, so I walked over and patted Wenwen on the shoulder, smiled and said, "Okay, then tell me what you saw and heard." ”
I'm not in a hurry, I'm very frank, and Wenwen's mood is much more relaxed than when she first came in.
"Didn't you discuss marriage with a beautiful woman in the park yesterday, how did the discussion go, what day of the wedding, can I take the baby to congratulate me on such a big happy event?" Although the tone was calm, the sarcasm and ridicule were about to splash on my face.
I almost burst out laughing at that moment.
It turned out to be because of that Xiao Qin!