Chapter 21: The Man Who Walks in the Snow

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"Zang Feng, why did you save me?"

Zheng Xiujing's gaze suddenly became profound, as if she was recalling that time, those firm and unhesitating eyes, the powerful and warm guard.

And now, he is right in front of him.

Lin Zangfeng didn't answer, and asked himself softly in his heart, yes, why?

Is it because you can't bear to see a beautiful and kind girl die like that?

Or is it because of the heroism in his heart?

He wondered if any of these reasons were not, or maybe they were all a little bit of a thing?

But the deepest reason, he thought he had said to himself, that is, because Zheng Xiujing warmed him, she would care about his emotions, encourage him, care about him in details, and would gently cover him with a dress when he didn't know, and give him a cup of warm coffee.

These are good, he remembers.

Yes, I remember both.

There are not many people who are good to me, so whoever is good to me, I remember deeply, this is my return, and it can be regarded as my willingness.

Thinking of this, Lin Zangfeng smiled, turning all the warmth and thousands of words into a faint self-deprecation, "As a bodyguard, this is my duty." ”

“…… Do you really care about that?"

The word "duty" made Zheng Xiujing stunned for a moment, and while her eyes turned red again, she asked with great certainty.

Lin Zangfeng was stunned for a moment, looked at the girl who was about to cry again, and hurriedly said, "Don't cry, don't cry, I'm just talking, talking." ”

Zheng Xiujing shrugged her nose, looked at him with red eyes, and then flattened her mouth and said, "...... Biyane"

"......" Lin Zangfeng looked at her speechlessly, and sighed for a while, "It's all over, okay?"

Zheng Xiujing looked at him timidly, then nodded slowly, and finally added, in a serious and firm tone, "I promise, this kind of thing will never happen again in the future, and we will never be estranged again!"

Lin Zangfeng nodded with a smile and responded, "Okay, in the future, we will still be good friends."

Hearing this, Zheng Xiujing's eyes suddenly flickered, and the corners of her mouth blurred unconsciously, but she didn't answer, but slandered in her heart.

Good friends? As if that weren't enough.

After a pause, Zheng Xiujing looked at Lin Zangfeng again, "You still haven't answered my question well." ”

"I ......"

"Don't say your duty anymore! I, I've already apologized!"

Lin Zangfeng opened his mouth to speak, but Zheng Xiujing suddenly thought of something, interrupted him, and then added, but his tone was clearly a little weak.

Lin Zangfeng raised his eyebrows and glanced at her, with a smile between his eyebrows, with a hint of teasing, but he didn't care much about it in the first place, so he wouldn't worry about it anymore.

Just looking at the timid expression on this girl's face, he always felt that this girl was really straightforward, presumably, there was some special reason for keeping a distance from him.

But then again, how can she answer her question?

With a chuckle, Lin Zangfeng still began to speak, and his eyes gradually became profound, "People walking in the heavy snow, when they meet people who are willing to give them warmth, they will involuntarily get closer and closer, because only people walking in the snow know how painful the snow is drifting and the cold wind is cold, and how precious that rare warmth is, and others can give it to him, how kind does this be? Therefore, he always looks forward to the day when he can return the warmth he has given, no matter what the price is, he doesn't care, just because he is willing." ”

"I said that, did Xiujing understand?"

Lin Zangfeng looked at Zheng Xiujing, the profundity in his eyes before disappeared, and all that remained on his face was a warm smile.

Zheng Xiujing's brows furrowed slightly, and then nodded hesitantly, "So, did I warm Zang Feng Xi?"

Lin Zangfeng smiled and nodded, but did not speak.

Zheng Xiujing's heart was inexplicably uncomfortable, did I warm you too? How many cold receptions did you suffer before? How long did you walk in the heavy snow?

"Can you tell me about your old story?"

Zheng Xiujing looked at him softly, and her tone was tentative.

Lin Zangfeng was stunned for a moment, and then smiled, "What's the story? It's good to have lived for more than 20 years without any accidents, so what's the story?" ”

“…… Don't you want to tell me?" Zheng Xiujing didn't answer, and asked on her own.

"......" Lin Zangfeng was a little speechless, then he sighed, and still said firmly, "Just like many ordinary people, following a fixed path is destined to be no so-called vigorous, but also enjoy such ordinary and ordinary, so, if Xiujing wants to listen to the story, I can tell you a few fairy tales, although it is a little naïve, but it can be regarded as a story." ”

It's just that after saying that, he can't help but think of the person hidden in his memory, in the end, he is still provoked to those memories that he doesn't want to be mentioned.

Zheng Xiujing glanced at Lin Zangfeng seriously, and then shook her head, "If you are a fairy tale, when I can't sleep one day, I'll talk to Zangfeng about it." If Zang Feng doesn't want to tell the story, then I won't ask again, because one day, Zang Feng will tell me, and I will listen quietly. ”

After speaking, Zheng Xiujing quietly looked at Lin Zangfeng, looked into his eyes, and looked carefully, there was a pretended ease in his eyes, and there were indescribable memories, but the unchanging firmness and bravery seemed to be engraved in his pupils, which was extremely profound, which actually fascinated her a little.

"Now, Zangfeng, do you have anyone you love?"

Suddenly, Zheng Xiujing asked such a sentence without a beginning or an end, which made Lin Zangfeng, who was distracted, stunned again.

"Huh?"

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Girls' Generation group apartment.

Because Kim Taeyeon has almost disappeared for half a month, the members are worried, and of course there are some doubts.

When asked what happened, they only said that they were not in good health and recuperated, but they didn't tell everyone, and the company also forbade members to ask Taeyeon about her disappearance, so they still accepted Taeyeon's obviously perfunctory reason.

At this time, Lin Yun'er, Sunny, and Xu Xian were sitting on the sofa, watching the content on the TV unintentionally, no one spoke, and the air was a little stagnant for a while.

"Taeyeononi, aren't you awake yet?"

Suddenly, Xu Xian asked softly, breaking the silence.

Sunny nodded, and said with some concern, "I'm still sleeping, and when she came back, she always woke up in the middle of the night, not knowing what was going on." ”

Seo Hyun frowned, and then proposed, "Let's take Taeyeon Oni to the hospital for a look." ”

Sunny nodded, "That's fine, why don't you just do it today, and when Taeyeon gets up, we'll go." ”

It's just that Lin Yuna, who was outside the two, didn't speak, although she also agreed, but she didn't feel that Taeyeon Oni needed to go to the hospital, but it was always harmless to go to the hospital for a checkup, so she didn't speak.

However, she inexplicably thought of everything she saw in the middle of the moonlit night, remembering the way Taeyeononi sat up from the bed suddenly, her expression was not a nightmare and was frightened, but she was deeply worried about someone, and it was the first time she saw Taeyeononi so fragile, praying for a person in the moonlight, and shedding unknown tears in the dark night.

That time, she retracted her steps to step forward to comfort her, and just watched as Taeyeononi prayed there for a long, long time.

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In today's dream, there is no him.

Kim Taeyeon stood alone in the middle of a thick snowfall, as if she was the only one in this world, and countless snowflakes and cold winds invaded her, but she was in a daze.

Suddenly, she laughed self-deprecatingly, her fair and delicate face as pure and flawless as the snow.

"What's wrong with me? Isn't this a dream? What am I disappointed in? What am I expecting? He, whether he exists or not is unknown, am I crazy?"

She muttered to herself, but slowly squatted down in the snow, hugged herself gently, buried her head deep in her knees, and trembled slightly.

"It's just a dream, why is it so cold......"

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“…… Zang Feng, why don't you speak, do you don't want to remember?"

Zheng Xiujing looked at Lin Zangfeng and didn't speak for a long time, thinking that he didn't want to remember some memories, so she poked him lightly and asked with some concern.

And Lin Zangfeng frowned deeply, looking like she wanted to say something and stopped, which made Zheng Xiujing more sure of her guess, so she bit her lip, then gently grabbed Lin Zangfeng's hand, and said softly, "Forget the things you don't want to remember, don't think about it anymore, I, don't ask." ”

Lin Zangfeng raised his eyebrows and glanced at her, "Well, that, I was about to say it." ”

Zheng Xiujing frowned, "Say it, is it okay?"

Lin Zangfeng nodded affirmatively, "No." ”

"Good...... Then you say, I, listen. Zheng Xiujing pursed her lips and said hesitantly.

Lin Zangfeng nodded, then took another deep breath and began to look up at the ceiling, his gaze as if he was caught in some kind of memory.

And Zheng Xiujing also frowned and looked at him carefully, with nervousness and seriousness in her eyes.

"Nine people when you were young, two people in the function, three people in aoa, three people in Apink, six people in T-ara, and twice, and, uh, Xiujing, what's wrong with you?"

Lin Zangfeng was still talking to himself, but suddenly found that Zheng Xiujing's face was wrong, not only became more and more calm, but his eyes were also getting colder and colder, especially staring at himself, which made people feel cold all over his body.

Zheng Xiujing said calmly, "I'm fine, Lin Zangfeng xi continue to speak, I'll listen, I want to hear if Lin Zangfeng xi likes the combination of the entire Korean entertainment industry." ”

Lin Zangfeng hurriedly raised his hand, "No, no, no, it's not that exaggerated, at most half and half, and there are some stars in our country I haven't said yet." ”

Zheng Xiujing still looked at Lin Zangfeng with a calm face and finished speaking, but after he finished speaking, Zheng Xiujing suddenly sneered, began to support her chin with one hand and looked at Lin Zangfeng, continued to release her cold charm, and then said casually.

"Go on. ”

Lin Zangfeng swallowed his throat, "No, don't continue, that's all." ”

"Oh, since Lin Zangfeng finished speaking, then it's time for me to say it, right?" Zheng Xiujing continued to look at him with her chin on her hands, only this time she smiled.

Lin Zangfeng swallowed his throat again, then nodded hesitantly and did not speak.

"Hehe, just now Zang Feng Xi said that there are two people in the function among the people you like, so in addition to Song Xioni, there is another one, who is it?" Zheng Xiujing asked softly, pulling a strand of hair and playing with it, and didn't look at Lin Zangfeng, but the expectation revealed in the corners of his eyes was revealed.

"It's luna......" Lin Zangfeng cautiously said a name, and then looked at Zheng Xiujing a little weakly, not daring to say more.

Zheng Xiujing was stunned, her fingers playing with her hair froze there, and after a while, she stood up quietly and bowed slightly to Lin Zangfeng.

"Zang Feng xi, since you have woken up, then I will leave first, goodbye. ”

Lin Zangfeng's eyes widened, and he saw that Zheng Xiujing really stood up to leave, not jokingly, so he hurriedly shouted.

"Xiujing, don't go, don't go, there's another one is you, it's really you. ”

Zheng Xiujing, who had just walked to the door, glanced back at him, nodded slightly, and walked back calmly to sit down, without speaking, just picking up an apple and peeling it quietly, as if nothing had happened.

After a while, Lin Zangfeng watched Zheng Xiujing gently hand him the peeled apple, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, before taking the apple, exhaling lightly, and eating it with peace of mind.

It's just that she didn't see the flicker in Zheng Xiujing's eyes, with helplessness and a smile.

"Let this scoundrel get around again, forget it, you'll tell me sooner or later, I'm not in a hurry, it's a long time coming, isn't it. ”

Thinking like this, Zheng Xiujing gradually had a smile on her face again.

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