The author has something to say: Ah......h

"Deep Inside"

Hey, man, are you okay? You're a little pale.

Oh, don't worry about that...... The sound comes out every day at this time, and I think it was done by someone from the previous government before it was completely out of control.

To be honest, I've always thought those people had bad taste, and the sound always reminded me of that horror movie, what's it called? Silent Hill or what...... Sorry, it's not been a good day, I'm a bit confused, I can't remember a lot of things.

Anyway, it's a sound that makes me feel a little uncomfortable, and I think you feel the same way, but anyway, I'm used to it now, and who knows, people have to learn to adapt to this damn world. And that whistle is probably the only memento that the government bastards have left to the world, and it's convenient to use it as a way to keep time at nine in the morning and nine in the evening.

What? What time is it? Well, maybe it's nine o'clock in the morning, maybe it's nine o'clock in the evening, hahaha, it's already here, who cares about the morning and the evening.

Yes, that's right, I sealed all the windows. It took me many nights of careful work to complete the process, and it wasn't easy to hide it, so I had to lie to Him that it was a game...... Alas, forget it, don't mention this.

Anyway, my mental state has improved since the window was sealed, and sometimes I can't help but think that if only everyone had done it earlier...... It can really relieve a lot of mental stress.

You mean there is no daylight? Come on, the lack of daylight is just a minor problem, and when you close the window, at least you don't have to see Him directly......

Hahaha, you're right, it's just a way to paralyze yourself, but that's not bad, isn't it? If I can't see Him, I'll assume He doesn't exist!

Yes, He does not exist!

Who the cares if he's wandering outside the house every hour of every day, every night, trying to peep at me?!

Who the cares! I don't care about the, as if I didn't know His vision could see through everything, I just had to keep myself out of sight!

Fucking*&......%¥......

……

Call......

I'm sorry, I haven't spoken to anyone in a long time, and I hope I haven't offended you.

I was just......

I......

I'm sorry......

Call......

I just can't control my emotions when I mention Him. You see, you know that thing, that ...... Watching your every move through the cracks of the plank all the time will inevitably cause great psychological pressure.

I've actually tried a lot to figure it out, but sometimes the things you've learned just don't work.

I'm really sorry.

But I'm sure you can understand that? You look ...... It's kind of like someone from the research institute.

Ha, I knew that.

If you weren't from the institute, you wouldn't be able to survive at this time, after all, all of you guys in the institute are a bit crazy. Oh, forgot to say, the word "crazy" is a good word now, after all, people who aren't crazy can't live now, do they?

You see...... The government officials were the first to hold on, and then the soldiers...... Their heads, you know, at that time, were better than those of us, so they couldn't bear it in the first place.

But sometimes, I think, maybe that's a good thing......

You see, in the beginning, people were able to get their hands on things that could easily kill themselves, but now ......

Call......

Hahahaha, sorry, I seem to have unknowingly talked about unpleasant things again.

Actually, today is a good day, we should have some fun.

Although there is nothing to be happy about now, hahaha.

Oh, I'm sorry, I may have offended you again? Just kidding, being able to meet a living person at a time like this is the best thing in the world.

I thought I was the only one left in the world.

In fact, when I first saw you, I thought I was mentally ill again.

Wait, you're actually a real person, aren't you? Not my hallucination?

Do you mind letting me touch it? Nothing else, I just want to be sure.

Thank you.

Oh...... Oh, my God...... Thank God......

You really are a ...... Living people.

Oh my God, it's a delight.

But your hands are a little bit icy, are they low blood sugar? Wait, let me look for it, I remember I also saved a jar of granulated sugar...... Drinking water, oh, drinking water is still there......

Sorry I'm a bit messy here hahaha.

Actually, it was quite neat at the beginning, and really, I made a plan for how much to eat and how much to drink......

Afterward?

And then that's it. It's messy, you can eat whatever you want, you can drink whatever you want.

It's a lot more refreshing, really, I thought I'd starve myself to death in the short time I continued this way, but my reserves seem pretty good now, don't they?

Ah, I found it, sugar and water, please use it slowly.

Would you like something else to eat?

Well, when you're hungry, be sure to tell me that I've got really plenty of supplies...... I sometimes be shocked when I take a random inventory.

Alas, you're right, didn't I still have hope for the world when I made the schedule?

You see, so many movies, so many, no matter how terrible the crisis, there will always be someone who will step up and find a way to solve that problem.

Let's say you try to make a passage or something, and then throw a nuclear warhead into it, boom, and you're done.

Whew, that's blissful logic.

You see there are so many people in this country, so many people, so many people, so many scientists, so many research institutes, so many smart people, so many nuclear warheads, when you think about this, you can't help but think, wow, there must be a way.

Who will know the final ......

Oh my God, I'm sorry, I might have been really wrong today, I couldn't control my emotions.

If my friends were alive and knew that I would cry like this in front of a big man, I would have laughed to death.

Where are they now? Hahahaha That's a funny question, really, where else can they go...... They were all dead.

Yes, one after the other, all died.

……

……

……

God, I don't even want to say I'm sorry, I think if it was normal you would think I'd be crazy......

Poof, god you really talk.

Yes, I feel better now.

Oh, yes, my friends are dead.

Sad? Of course it's sad, wasn't I still crying just now? But...... When one of your friends dies, you will be sad, and when two of your friends die, you will also be sad......

Then the whole world died, and then He wandered around your house every day, watching you, trying to get into your room, your last fortress......

You will find that your sadness becomes very ...... Thin.

There's even a little envy - oh, don't panic, it's okay, just sit a little away from the window.

[Go back, bad boy, go back, don't be obedient. 】

[I won't like you anymore if you're like this.] 】

[Go back.] Okay, that's what I like to be a good boy. 】

……

Call......

Well, it's over.

I think you might be scared......

Yes, that's right, I was talking to Him just now.

See that line? He won't cross it.

What is that thread? Hahaha, guess what......

Chalk lines.

That's right, the most ordinary kind.

Oh no...... Of course not...... There is no mysterious substance in the chalk that can repel Him, and the reason why He will be obedient is only, how to say, reflex?

We trained Him before He was out of control.

You know the story, the story of the baby elephant, if you have been chained to the baby elephant since you were a child, then when it grows up, even if it can easily break free from the shackles, it will still be tethered there.

It's probably the same principle.

He was the most timid of the test subjects...... So He was obedient.

Well, at first.

I?

I'm a little boring to talk about......

And strictly speaking, the experiment was a secret.

Hahahaha, although there are no secrets anymore. Well, well, if you really want to hear it.

Of course, I can say.

But before I do that, I think I'll need to get myself some drinks...... But I remember that I seemed to have just finished my drink a while ago...... Ah, luckily, there's still a bottle here!

Do you want to come some?

I don't have any extra cups though......

Hmm, so where do I start......

When I participated in the test, I was just an ordinary college student.

Presumably...... It was probably a junior year of college at that time?

I had a little bit of a problem with my relationship, and alas, you know, young people, hormones always bring some minor problems in life. But it was a really big problem for me at the time, so I ...... I have a course, what's it called...... What a stats and all that deserves hell course was beaten with a damn f.

Then, my scholarship went down the drain.

Actually, now that I think about it, that amount of money is not very much, but for me, oh my God, the world is about to be destroyed.

I need that money so badly...... Rent, insurance, car fuel......

Sky......

"Deep Inside"

Hey man, are you okay? You're a little pale.

Oh, don't worry about that...... The voice would ring at this time of the day, and I guess it was done by someone from the previous government before it was completely out of control.

To be honest, I've always thought those people had bad taste, and the sound always reminded me of that horror movie, what's it called? Silent Hill or what...... Sorry, it's not been a good time these days, I'm a bit confused, I can't remember a lot of things.

Anyway, the sound makes me feel a little uncomfortable, and I think you feel the same way, but anyway, I'm used to it now, and who knows, people have to learn to adapt to this damn world. And that whistle is probably the only souvenir left to the world by those government bastards, and it's convenient to think of it as a way to keep time at nine o'clock in the morning and nine o'clock in the evening.

Hmm, maybe it's 9 a.m., maybe 9 p.m., hahaha, it's already here, who cares about morning and evening.

Yes, that's right, I sealed all the windows. It took me many nights of careful work to complete the process, and it wasn't easy to hide it, so I had to lie to Him that it was a game...... Alas, forget it, don't mention this.

Anyway, my mental state has improved since the window was sealed, and sometimes I can't help but think that if only everyone had done it earlier...... It can really relieve a lot of mental stress.

You mean there is no daylight? Come on, the lack of daylight is just a minor problem, and when you close the window, at least you don't have to see Him directly......

Hahaha, you're right, it's just a way to paralyze yourself, but that's not bad, isn't it? If I can't see Him, I'll assume He doesn't exist!

Yes, He does not exist!

Who the cares if he's wandering outside the house every hour of every day, every night, trying to peep at me?!

Who the cares! I don't care about the, as if I didn't know His vision could see through everything, I just had to keep myself out of sight!

Fucking*&......%¥......

……

Call......

I'm sorry, I haven't spoken to anyone in a long time, and I hope I haven't offended you.

I was just......

I......

I'm sorry......

Call......

I just can't control my emotions when I mention Him. You see, you know that thing, that ...... Watching your every move through the cracks of the plank all the time will inevitably cause great psychological pressure.

I've actually tried a lot to figure it out, but sometimes the things you've learned just don't work.

I'm really sorry.

But I'm sure you can understand that? You look ...... It's kind of like someone from the research institute.

Ha, I knew that.

If you weren't from the institute, you wouldn't be able to survive at this time, after all, all of you guys in the institute are a bit crazy. Oh, forgot to say, the word "crazy" is a good word now, after all, people who aren't crazy can't live now, do they?

You see...... The government officials were the first to hold on, and then the soldiers...... Their heads, you know, at that time, were better than those of us, so they couldn't bear it in the first place.

But sometimes, I think, maybe that's a good thing......

You see, in the beginning, people were able to get their hands on things that could easily kill themselves, but now ......

Call......

Hahahaha, sorry, I seem to have unknowingly talked about unpleasant things again.

Actually, today is a good day, we should have some fun.

Although there is nothing to be happy about now, hahaha.

Oh, I'm sorry, I may have offended you again? Just kidding, being able to meet a living person at a time like this is the best thing in the world.

I thought I was the only one left in the world.

In fact, when I first saw you, I thought I was mentally ill again.

Wait, you're actually a real person, aren't you? Not my hallucination?

Do you mind letting me touch it? Nothing else, I just want to be sure.

Thank you.

Oh...... Oh, my God...... Thank God......

You really are a ...... Living people.

Oh my God, it's a delight.

But your hands are a little bit icy, are they low blood sugar? Wait, let me look for it, I remember I also saved a jar of granulated sugar...... Drinking water, oh, drinking water is still there......

Sorry I'm a bit messy here hahaha.

Actually, it was quite neat at the beginning, and really, I made a plan for how much to eat and how much to drink......

Afterward?

And then that's it. It's messy, you can eat whatever you want, you can drink whatever you want.

It's a lot more refreshing, really, I thought I'd starve myself to death in the short time I continued this way, but my reserves seem pretty good now, don't they?

Ah, I found it, sugar and water, please use it slowly.

Would you like something else to eat?

Well, when you're hungry, be sure to tell me that I've got really plenty of supplies...... I sometimes be shocked when I take a random inventory.

Alas, you're right, didn't I still have hope for the world when I made the schedule?

You see, so many movies, so many, no matter how terrible the crisis, there will always be someone who will step up and find a way to solve that problem.

Let's say you try to make a passage or something, and then throw a nuclear warhead into it, boom, and you're done.

Whew, that's blissful logic.

You see there are so many people in this country, so many people, so many people, so many scientists, so many research institutes, so many smart people, so many nuclear warheads, when you think about this, you can't help but think, wow, there must be a way.

Who will know the final ......

Oh my God, I'm sorry, I might have been really wrong today, I couldn't control my emotions.

If my friends were alive and knew that I would cry like this in front of a big man, I would have laughed to death.

Where are they now? Hahahaha That's a funny question, really, where else can they go...... They were all dead.

Yes, one after the other, all died.

……

……

……

God, I don't even want to say I'm sorry, I think if it was normal you would think I'd be crazy......

Poof, god you really talk.

Yes, I feel better now.

Oh, yes, my friends are dead.

Sad? Of course it's sad, wasn't I still crying just now? But...... When one of your friends dies, you will be sad, and when two of your friends die, you will also be sad......

Then the whole world died, and then He wandered around your house every day, watching you, trying to get into your room, your last fortress......

You will find that your sadness becomes very ...... Thin.

There's even a little envy - oh, don't panic, it's okay, just sit a little away from the window.

[Go back, bad boy, go back, don't be obedient. 】

[I won't like you anymore if you're like this.] 】

[Go back.] Okay, that's what I like to be a good boy. 】

……

Call......

Well, it's over.

I think you might be scared......

Yes, that's right, I was talking to Him just now.

See that line? He won't cross it.

What is that thread? Hahaha, guess what......

Chalk lines.

That's right, the most ordinary kind.

Oh no...... Of course not...... There is no mysterious substance in the chalk that can repel Him, and the reason why He will be obedient is only, how to say, reflex?

We trained Him before He was out of control.

You know the story, the story of the baby elephant, if you have been chained to the baby elephant since you were a child, then when it grows up, even if it can easily break free from the shackles, it will still be tethered there.

It's probably the same principle.

He was the most timid of the test subjects...... So He was obedient.

Well, at first.

I?

I'm a little boring to talk about......

And strictly speaking, the experiment was a secret.

Hahahaha, although there are no secrets anymore. Well, well, if you really want to hear it.

Of course, I can say.

But before I do that, I think I'll need to get myself some drinks...... But I remember that I seemed to have just finished my drink a while ago...... Ah, luckily, there's still a bottle here!

Do you want to come some?

I don't have any extra cups though......

Hmm, so where do I start......

When I participated in the test, I was just an ordinary college student.

Presumably...... It was probably a junior year of college at that time?

I had a little bit of a problem with my relationship, and alas, you know, young people, hormones always bring some minor problems in life. But it was a really big problem for me at the time, so I ...... I have a course, what's it called...... What a stats and all that deserves hell course was beaten with a damn f.

Then, my scholarship went down the drain.

Actually, now that I think about it, that amount of money is not very much, but for me, oh my God, the world is about to be destroyed.

I need that money so badly...... Rent, insurance, car fuel......

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