427: Little kiss
"Don't think it's too complicated, sometimes she just doesn't want anyone to find her. Xu Shaobei was relieved, "It's not to tell you to worry, it's just to make you not think about it." ”
No one knows what the outcome will be, and no one can guess the outcome, the only thing to do is to live your current life well.
Ruan Niansheng nodded thoughtfully, even though he said this, the worry in his heart still did not dissipate because of this.
Xu Shaobei knew her thoughts, but when he thought of the complexity, he still didn't persuade again, but just silently dropped a kiss on her forehead.
The two went to see Mrs. Ruan the next day, and she just lay on the hospital bed and looked at the ceiling quietly, even when the two came in, she didn't speak.
After a long time, she finally blinked her eyes, and her eyes moved, and she looked over.
"Why save me?"
Wouldn't it be nice to let her die?
Why save her?
Mrs. Ruan's face was painful, and she also had complicated feelings in her heart that she couldn't confide.
Ruan Niansheng pinched his palms and raised his eyes, "Everyone has the right to live, and you are the same, you shouldn't choose to cut off your life so easily." ”
"But my life is long gone, and it's completely ruined!"
"That's just you throwing it away, try to pick it up, and when everything is over, when you survive, you will find that everything is not as difficult as you imagined, and after three years, you can still start your life again. ”
"No, there's no going back......"
There's no going back.
Mrs. Ruan looked at her with a gloomy gaze, "Ruan Niansheng, you are not me, so you can't understand and won't imagine my life after I get out of prison." ”
In three years, Haicheng is enough to undergo earth-shaking changes, and when she goes out, she faces a new city, where she will no longer have friends or even family, not even home......
Living on the streets, when these four words popped up in her mind, she didn't dare to continue imagining it anymore.
She knew that the more she imagined, the more she was afraid of everything that would happen in the future, and now, she really began to be afraid, afraid that the life she would face in three years would still have life, so she decisively chose to escape.
Ruan Niansheng took her pain into her eyes, and couldn't help but pull a shallow smile on her face.
"But you haven't experienced it, how do you know what your life will be like in three years? Perhaps, Ruan Ying is waiting for you to come out, and maybe, your friends will also greet you calmly when they see you in a few years. ”
The future is unknown, and no one can predict it.
Instead of ending your life in a hurry, why can't you look forward with your head held high and move forward?
"I'm afraid, I don't have the courage!" Mrs. Ruan still shook her head, "You shouldn't have saved me, you shouldn't, you should let me die like this!"
Xu Shaobei tightened his eyebrows, and his face became more and more gloomy as he listened to her words.
"You are not even afraid of death, so why should you be afraid of the life you have not yet come?"
Madame Ruan raised her head suddenly, her face full of surprise.
"What did you say?"
The man took a few steps forward, stopped in front of her and looked at her expressionlessly, "A person who is not even afraid of death, what else can knock you down in the future?"
There's nothing more terrifying than death, isn't it?
Everyone is afraid of death and is unwilling to face it, but what about her?
Madame Ruan paused for a moment and fell silent.
Ruan Niansheng glanced at the man beside him, and couldn't hide the admiration in his eyes.
The latter silently took her hand, and the two fell silent for a while.
In the ward, no one was the first to open their mouths to break the silence, and the atmosphere in the air was quiet and terrifying.
After a long time, Mrs. Ruan's body moved, and she slowly raised her head to look at Xu Shaobei in front of her, "Can I really, can I start again?"
"Yes. ”
"Will anyone remember me?"
"Yes. ”
Whether it's love or hate, no one will be easily forgotten.
Mrs. Ruan laughed, I don't know what she thought, she muttered in a low voice, "You're right, I'm not even afraid of death, what else do I have to fear?"
Ruan Niansheng didn't speak, but looking at her appearance, she still guessed that she had thought through something, and her heart also relaxed.
"You're right, even if the future life is something I don't want to face, I still have to face it, because this is my life!"
"Hmm. ”
Ruan Niansheng nodded, squatted down in front of her and held her hand.
"Don't forget, you still have a daughter in this world, don't you?"
"Daughter?" Mrs. Ruan's face immediately turned ugly when she heard this, "I've been wrong for so many years, and I don't want to be wrong again......"
"Ruan Ying, I'll just treat her as dead, from now on, I don't want to see her again. ”
A daughter who chose to flee by herself and abandoned her mother at a critical juncture, if she still wants it, she will only make herself more and more aware of how stupid the stupid things she did were in the first place!
Ruan Niansheng's lips moved, but he still didn't say anything.
Mrs. Ruan broke free of her hand and smiled at her reluctantly, "Go back, don't come to see me again after you go back, I just want to be alone and quietly mend my ways." ”
"Hmm. ”
She answered, "I won't be coming to see you again, you...... Take care. ”
Some people, some things, are destined to let go, whether they love or hate.
She chose to let go of her hatred for Mrs. Ruan, and Mrs. Ruan also chose to let go of her love for Ruan Ying.
The two tacitly glanced at each other, and soon separated again.
Ruan Niansheng still let Xu Shaobei take her away, she didn't deliberately inquire, but from time to time, Xu Shaobei would still tell her about Mrs. Ruan's current situation, she seemed to be doing well, and she also met a few friends in prison.
After that, she didn't know anything.
"Mommy, Mommy!"
Leo's urging voice came, Ruan Niansheng blinked his eyes, and quickly came back to his senses.
"What's wrong?"
"Hurry up and change your clothes, didn't we say today that we were going to pick up Su Nan from the hospital?"
Ruan Niansheng blinked his eyes, then he reacted and nodded and smiled, "Okay, you go to find Daddy first, and I'll go change my clothes and come down." ”
"Uh-huh!"
The little guy nodded heavily, and then jumped up and shouted Xu Shaobei's name to find someone.
Ruan Niansheng couldn't help but laugh when she looked at the little guy's appearance, even if she didn't see it, she could already imagine the voice of Xu Shaobei's lesson when he heard his name.
Sure enough, when he came down after changing his clothes, Xu Shaobei was pulling Leo's collar in a posture of wanting to beat his little ass.
"Mommy!
Before he got closer, the little guy couldn't help yelling.
Xu Shaobei grabbed his waist with one hand and turned him around directly, and finally slapped his little ass twice before stuffing him into the car.
Leo looked at her through the car window, and the man turned around and said, "Let's go." ”
“……”
This father and son.
Ruan Niansheng helped his forehead with a headache, and got into the car helplessly.
Let the two of them solve the war between them, and she just needs to pretend that she doesn't know anything.
In the blink of an eye, the car had already stopped at the gate of the hospital, and Su Nan and his party happened to come out, and several people took a direct look.
Fu Ningzhi held the child in one hand and Su Nan in the other, and his cautious appearance almost carried the person away.
Ruan Niansheng bent his eyes and stepped forward to take Su Nan's hand, "Why are you in such a hurry, didn't you say that you would pick you up?"
"It's not because my dad is worried, but also said that the hospital has a lot of bacteria, so go home early. Su Nan also cried and complained.
Ruan Niansheng was secretly glad that he hadn't lost time, otherwise he would have to make trouble if he couldn't receive the little ancestor of Su Nan's family.
Just as he was thinking about it, the little one's joyful voice came out, "Sister!"
Leo's furious trotting looked over and grabbed Fu Ningzhi's hand, "I want to see my sister, I want to see my sister!"
"Good, good. ”
Fu Ningzhi didn't have a problem with him, so he had to bend down and reveal the little baby he was holding in his arms.
Leo's eyes lit up, and he couldn't help but be curious and delighted when he looked at the little milky child in front of him.
Fu Ningzhi stretched out a free hand and rubbed the top of his head, "My sister's nickname is Qingqing, as long as you call her, she will look at you!"
"Kiss?"
"No, it's Qingqing. ”
"Well, it's so hard. Leo lowered his face, "Wouldn't it be nice to just call it a little kiss?"
"This ......"
Fu Ningzhi was in a difficult position, and Su Nan couldn't help but smile and said, "Then let him be, just shout and talk smoothly, children, you will understand when you grow up." ”
"Then it's called a little kiss!" Leo happily took a sip of his cheek.
Xiao Qinqin's body is full of milky fragrance, and his cheeks are also soft, and the touch makes him a little lovely.
Fu Ningzhi held down his movements in time and said, "Get in the car first, it's not good to stay at the hospital gate all the time." ”
Ruan Niansheng thought about it, so he wanted to take Leo into the car, but the little guy was clever and followed Su Nan directly into Fu Ningzhi's car, without even looking at the two.
Ruan Niansheng's old mother's heart couldn't help but start to sour, "Xu Shaobei, it's over now, I'm afraid this little conscienceless person will forget his mother after he has a sister." ”
"No, it won't. Xu Shaobei couldn't help but smile and led her into the car.
Ruan Niansheng silently fastened his seat belt and shook his head, "Why not, now the little guy doesn't even look at me, in a few days, I'm afraid we will all have to pack up our things and send him directly to Su Nan's house." ”
"Where is that exaggerated. Xu Shaobei disagreed, turned his head to look at her and said seriously, "No matter what, you will always be Leo's most important mother and his most important family." ”