Chapter 91: I almost believed it

Xu Duhang personally cooked a sumptuous dinner, looking at these dishes Xu Duhang had already begun to imagine what Lan Xue would look like when she saw them, because it was her first time cooking Lan Xue might feel a little incredible, but maybe she was very talented in cooking, these dishes all looked delicious, and Lan Xue might also feel surprised. Imagining Lan Xue's appearance, Xu Duhang couldn't help but smile and said to himself, "Maybe in the future, someone will be unable to leave me because they are afraid that they will never be able to eat delicious food again." ”

Xu Duhang knocked cautiously on the door of Lan Xue's room and called softly, "Little guy, are you awake? Little one······" After calling a few times, seeing that no one responded, Xu Duhang turned around and went downstairs. Lan Xue's room was pitch black, and Lan Xue curled up and shrunk her whole body into the quilt, and she slowly poked her head out of the quilt until she could no longer hear Xu Duhang knocking on the door. As soon as he got home, he told himself that he was going to prepare a sumptuous dinner for himself, and that he could sleep for a while before he was ready, and although he didn't feel sleepy, he still chose to obey. From childhood to adulthood, Lan Xue used to leave a small night light when she slept. However, when Xu Duhang carried herself to the bed and covered herself with the quilt and left, Lan Xue turned off the bedside light. Maybe it was because I wanted to try the taste of being alone in the dark on a whim, or maybe I didn't want to see how embarrassed I was now······ Lan Xue stretched out her curled body, she stared at the chandelier on the ceiling, blinking, it was still pitch black in front of her. In this dead darkness, Xu Duhang's eyes suddenly appeared in front of his eyes when he picked himself up and waited for Sun Xiaolin to inject himself. Although he was always smiling when he looked at himself, it was as if a deep gully appeared in his eyes, which contained too many secrets to isolate himself. Although the eyes are extremely gentle, they are sharp and sharp, without any warmth. Although that kind of look is extremely spoiled, it is domineering and dictatorial without the slightest affinity. That kind of look is so strange, so terrifying, it seems that the person who looks at him with such a pair of eyes is no longer the big brother he has always relied on and trusted since he was a child······ Lan Xue didn't want to face that scene again, she curled up again and closed her eyes. It's just that at the moment when Lan Xue closed her eyes, the words that Shan Ru had once said to her suddenly echoed in her ears without warning: "Don't tell me that you feel sorry for Xu Duhang, because you told your mother that from now on you will not feel sorry for anyone anymore." What's more, Xu Duhang is not something you can see through at a glance······" Lan Xue didn't understand, why did her mother say such things to herself, for herself, Xu Duhang may be the person in the world who will not hurt herself except for her parents. However, why did such a person who he trusted so much look at him like that? Could it be that something happened to him? Also, why did his mother never contact him after he went abroad, did something happen to his mother? Just when Lan Xue was deeply trapped in her own thoughts and couldn't extricate herself, Xu Duhang suddenly pushed the door and walked in, "Little guy, I'm in." Xu Duhang walked into the room with the food but found that the room was dark, Xu Duhang walked to Lan Xue's bed with the food, turned on the bedside light, and said softly to Lan Xue: "Open your eyes, little guy, don't sleep, I'll send something delicious." Lan Xue slowly opened her eyes and watched Xu Duhang slowly sit up straight and lean on the pillow that Xu Duhang put on the bedside. Xu Duhang put the food on the small table in the room and turned around and asked, "Why did you turn off the light?" Lan Xue turned her face sideways, glanced at the lamp at the head of the bed, and said softly: "Maybe I slept too heavily just now, and I accidentally touched the switch when I turned over." After listening to Lan Xue's words, Xu Duhang smiled lightly, and then picked up Lan Xue from the bed and put it on the chair next to the small table. Although Xu Duhang's action came suddenly, Lan Xue didn't feel abrupt at all, because she seemed to have become numb to this sudden feeling without warning······

The table in Lan Xue's room was very small, and it looked a little reluctant to place the food that Xu Duhang brought over. Xu Duhang picked up the chopsticks and handed them to Lan Xue's hand and said with a smile: "This table is too small, it was originally used to give you afternoon tea or something, but I didn't expect it to be used as a dinner table······ Just now, it was the first thing you said to me after you came back, because you haven't spoken to me since you came back, so I'm scared, now, can I understand that you are willing to reconcile with me? Now, don't be angry with me?" Lan Xue lowered her head, looked at the chopsticks that Xu Duhang handed to her hand, and looked up at Xu Duhang, the sharpness in his eyes was replaced by gentleness, so gentle and delicate, such a look made Lan Xue once again see the look she saw in Xu Duhang's eyes when she was a child. This made Lan Xue's heart become more and more panicked, because she could no longer distinguish which one was the real Xu Duhang. Lan Xue stared into Xu Duhang's eyes and said softly, "I'm not angry with you······" Why don't you be angry with me! I'm embarrassing and embarrassing for you! You're supposed to be angry······" Xu Duhang suddenly squatted down and held Lan Xue's hand, his tone was very excited, but looking at Lan Xue's calm eyes, he stopped talking······ Xu Duhang was really scared in his heart, since he could go to great lengths to keep Lan Xue by his side, he was already mentally prepared to play various roles in front of her. If she resists, then she is the most domineering barbarian, if she smiles, then she is a fool who will only smile with her, and if she is angry, then she is the most humble person who has no dignity and asks her to forgive······ However, she didn't resist now, didn't smile, and was even more angry, Xu Duhang really began to be afraid, didn't Lan Xue have any feelings for herself. Therefore, his tone changed from the final fierce impulse, to become weaker and weaker, and gradually became blurred and even lost his confidence······

Lan Xue saw endless loss in Xu Duhang's eyes, and his clenched hand gradually lost his strength and let go. Xu Duhang stopped talking, he stood up straight, turned around, picked up another pair of chopsticks on the table, and began to pick up vegetables into Lan Xue's bowl by himself. Xu Duhang turned his back to Lan Xue, Lan Xue couldn't see the expression on Xu Duhang's face, Xu Duhang's eyes at this time were already a little hollow and wooden, although he was picking up vegetables, he was absent-minded and couldn't concentrate on the movements in his hands at all, some dishes had obviously been sandwiched, but he still repeated them again without noticing. Although he was only facing away from himself, in Lan Xue's eyes, Xu Duhang was like a child who had done something wrong, his movements were silent, even submissive, and he had lost his former confidence and ease. With his own understanding of Xu Duhang, there are two things in his world that can never disappear in him, one is self-confidence, and the other is leisure. However, since she came to him, she never seemed to see either of these things in him again. Thinking of this, Lan Xue couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Why did you make yourself like this?" I almost believed that it was Brother Duhang who did something wrong······ Xu Duhang slowly turned around, looking at the bitter smile on Lan Xue's face, and suddenly became a little overwhelmed. Lan Xue looked at Xu Duhang, who was at a loss, and smiled again: "Why should I be angry? You should be the one who should be angry? I am already like this, and I still think that I can live the same life as before, what a stupid mistake this is." After pulling out the person who is almost immersed in fantasy in time, you still have to endure that person's vexatious trouble······ For me, Brother Twilight has done his best. It's that I'm still obsessed, thinking about getting back to my old self, how can I be so whimsical······ I thought, I should be sober. I'm just scared now, scared that when I make up my mind to say goodbye to my old self, Twilight will follow me further and further away from my old self······"

Xu Duhang's overwhelmed eyes slowly calmed down after hearing Lan Xue's words, and he handed the bowl to Lan Xue's hand and said softly, "Eat." Lan Xue didn't say more, she took the porcelain bowl and began to eat quietly. Xu Duhang looked at Lan Xue bowing her head and eating quietly, and he suddenly said, "I don't regret the little guy." As long as I follow you, I will never regret forgetting what I was like. With that, a satisfied and weird smile slowly appeared on Xu Duhang's face. For Xu Duhang's words, the expression on Lan Xue's face did not change, she didn't say anything and just ate quietly. Lan Xue lowered her head and chewed her meal very "seriously", although she was light and light on the surface, Lan Xue's heart was still inevitably collapsed. Xu Duhang has really changed, he admits that he has changed, and his mother must have found out before he found out before he said that to himself. Xu Duhang is a person who treats himself sincerely, he should pull him back to his original self, even if he can't find himself, he has to figure out what kind of thing makes his mother can't even trust Xu Duhang, what kind of thing is it, so that the relatives around him, father, mother, and Xu Duhang, all have changed. It seems that the reason is not just as simple as Duan Yehan alone······

In the following days, Lan Xue began to become "extraordinarily" obedient, obediently obeying everything Xu Duhang said, eating on time, sleeping on time, taking medicine on time, and taking injections on time. In his spare time, he is either painting or following Xu Duhang. The most important thing is that Lan Xue's performance during this period of time can be completely judged in Xu Duhang's opinion that she has completely accepted and is used to relying on her own life. In this way, Xu felt that he could also put some of his mind on work. Gradually, compared to the days when she stayed by Lan Xue's side all the time, even if she went out, she couldn't wait to count the time, Xu Duhang also began to get used to letting Lan Xue stay at home alone and be taken care of by Sun Xiaolin, while she resumed her normal work schedule.

As usual, Sun Xiaolin arrived at Xu Duhang's house on time with the medicine box, and Xu Duhang was ready to leave for the bar after some advice. Lan Xue was alone in the room, she sat next to the floor-to-ceiling window, very focused on leaving beautiful oil paint on the canvas, the sun shining on her face through the glass window, making her exude fragrant warmth from the inside out. At this time, when Lan Xue heard the sound of the door closing after Xu Duhang left, Lan Xue suddenly raised her head, and after a long sigh of relief, she stopped the movements in her hand, and the concentration in her eyes gradually became calm. Because Lan Xue knew that there were only two people in the family at this moment, she and Sun Xiaolin······