"Go on!"

"Dad, I don't know, what's wrong with me, I'm very obsessed with this kind of sport, I feel like I'm flying, I feel like I'm surpassing everyone, not everyone, but myself, I remember when I was a child, I was very afraid of high places, I climbed high places and my legs were weak when I saw high places, and I even looked down on the terrace on the second floor, and I was scared to death.

I don't know where this fear comes from, I just know that I'm very, very scared, and I say this, don't believe it, it's true. I remember having a dream, a dream of someone pushing me off a cliff, and it was so real that I would wake up.

Not only that, but in my dreams, I would hear someone calling me, that person seemed to be my mother, she told me, saying that Lin Yi is in the sky, and Lin Yi wants to go back to heaven obediently, and she also said that my mother is also in the sky, and it is a sika deer in the sky.

The sika deer wanted to see the hibiscus flowers in the world, wanted to drink the stream water in the forest, and wanted to eat the alfalfa grass on the ground, so they came to this world, and when they came to this world, the sika deer was so lonely and scared, so they hid in the corner every day and refused to come out.

Until one day the sika deer met a man, and the man brought the sika deer back to his home, treated it with all kinds of kindness, and built a hibiscus garden for it, which began to bloom pink flowers every July, and the flowers were very beautiful.

Mom and Dad, Mom said, I'm in heaven, I want to see in heaven, I want to go......!

"Lin Yi!"

Lin Rongrong's voice suddenly appeared in her ears, she turned her head, looked over, and found that Lin Rongrong had tears in her eyes, "Mom, you ......"

"Lin Yi!" Lin Rong pulled Lin Yi to her side, and then, holding her little face with both hands, said, "You told your mother, did you really hear it?"

"Yes...... Yes, I heard it in my dream, Mom, what's wrong with you, why are you crying?" Lin Yi didn't know what was wrong with Lin Rongrong, she actually cried when she heard this, she bit her lower lip and stroked Lin Rongrong's face in distress, "Mom, don't cry, look at you, are you pregnant with your younger brother? If you let your brother hear you cry, how sad he will be!" Lin Yi had forgotten about the game with Fang Zhihe at this time, and just gently comforted Lin Rongrong opposite.

"Fang Linyi, I take back what I just said, you can go gliding with Father Xie every week, provided that you come back safely!"

"Huh?" Fang Linyi was stunned for a moment, and turned his face to look at Fang Zhihe.

"I agree with you to go gliding!" Regarding the description of Fang Lin Yi's dream just now, he already knew what was going on, he had heard Lin Rongrong talk about that passage before, and he had talked about that experience.

"Long live Daddy!"

"Let's go play, I'll help your mother up!" As he spoke, Fang Zhihe stepped forward and stroked Lin Rong's arm, "Come, let's go back to the room first, the meal is not good yet!"

Lin Rongrong glanced at Fang Zhihe with teary eyes, followed him back to the room, and as soon as he returned to the room, Lin Rongrong grabbed his arm and cried, "Lin Yi, she heard it, she really heard it! Sir, you say, what the hell is going on? What the hell is going on?"

Fang Zhihe stretched out his hand to caress her back and said, "You and Lin Yi are both from heaven, you are both from different worlds, you can communicate with your hearts, fluffy, don't cry, it's a good thing that Lin Yi can hear your heart, so don't cry, huh?"

"Sir, you said before that you had a sika deer in your dreams, didn't you?"

"Yes!"

"Then have you ever wondered, what's going on?"

"I thought about it, I thought about it for a long time, and then I figured it out, and the best explanation is not to ask the root cause. ”

“……”

Fluffy

All my life, I want to be collected, properly placed, and carefully preserved. Save me from being frightened, from suffering, from being displaced, from having no branches to rely on.

But the man, I knew, I always knew, that he would never come.

—— Sometimes there are women: their lives are a feast

I am a sika deer, I don't know where I come from, I don't know where I love, I just know that I like a flower called hibiscus very much, the flower is mostly faintly pink, the petals are pressed one by one, the roots of each petal are deposited red, as if in the center of the flower a little rouge, I wanted to secretly like it, secretly watch, but I was not reconciled, I wanted to see more and more flowers, so it came to the season when it was in full bloom.

The hibiscus flowers bloom and fall in the twilight, so I stand under the hibiscus tree every morning and admire the flowers on the tree, and slowly, I see the flowers blooming and smell it.

It's a taste that can't be compared in words!

In fact, from the point of view of numerology, my name belongs to the fate of remarriage, and I originally planned to believe it, but when I suddenly opened my eyes, I found that I had a person in my heart, and that person regarded me as his life, and he was willing to take a switch to keep me, and I stayed because of that liking.

However, in the days after staying, no one knows how bitter and boring it is, remember. That winter, I stayed in the Dongsheng lounge, lying on the bed all day reading books, although not devastated by the wind and rain, but experienced the pain of not being able to be reincarnated, I felt that my whole soul was withered, the dream was gone, the love in my heart was also weakened by the passage of time, I wanted to go out, I wanted to go out to see the sky outside, to see the clouds in the sky, but I was imprisoned by the person I liked, he didn't let me leave, didn't let me see, didn't let me look up, I was annoyed, I was angry, I didn't use it, he didn't let me go out。

Don't let me out!

In desperation, I continued to stay in the so-called "safe place", and just like that, day after day, the light in my heart gradually dimmed, and just as the light was about to disappear, I thought of sneaking out, yes, sneaking out, I got dressed, stepped out of the door, and went out into the world.

However, when I got outside, I didn't know where to go, and suddenly, I thought of the pink flowers, so I walked quickly to a park called Dawn Park, which she had been to before, and the first time I came, the person who liked me brought me, and she wanted to make me happy, and to be honest, I was really happy that time.

Fang Zhihe

There is no pattern to be found in life, I have known this since I met Lin Rongrong, her appearance is so illogical, and my deep love is so absurd.

Absurd? Yes, absurd!

How incredible is it that I fell in love with the woman who stole my girlfriend's cake? And yet, that's what happened! I did, and fell madly in love with her, and for a long time I wondered why I fell in love with her, why did I fall in love with her?

Later, after reading the book of the Portuguese poet Fernando Pessoa, I realized that I was in love with something that belonged to me, and I didn't know what it was, I just knew that it was just right in my heart.

But at the same time, love is a kind of thing that torments people's nerves, and when she smiles at you, you feel full of joy, and when she cries at you, you feel unbearable pain.

However, you are still willing to love and love to death!

That's love!