Chapter 48: If I could only choose one, I would choose the shadow

The car slowly moved towards Qiu's house, and Kawashima and Snow Scar sat in the back, and Kawashima let Snow Scar's head rest on his shoulder. Looking at the bruises on Xuezhen's neck, and then at Qiu Ruoyu, who was sitting in front of him as if nothing had happened, he said coldly: "The play has ended, can you still sit so peacefully? What kind of person are you, I really don't understand." ”

Qiu Ruoyu didn't turn his head, but said lightly, "I don't need you to understand me, I don't need anyone to understand me." ”

Kawashima carefully stroked the bruises on Xueji's neck, and then looked at Qiu Ruoyu, "As long as Xueji understands you, it's enough, isn't it?, but, even the only person who understands you, don't you want to keep her?"

Qiu Ruoyu slowly turned his head sideways, and when he saw the snow marks on Kawashima's shoulder, his eyes were filled with an unprecedented sadness, but after this sadness, his eyes were resolutely full of determination. He looked away and said firmly, "If I could only choose one of Snow Marks and Shadow, I would choose Shadow." If Shadow Sound dies, I will miss him until the end of my life, and if Snow Scar dies, I will not have any thoughts or thoughts about her, because I will die with her. If none of us are in this world, you are the only one who can accompany Yingsheng. So, as long as I can keep you, I'd rather kill Snowmark. ”

Qiu Ruoyu's words really made Kawashima feel crying and laughing, are these two brothers crazy? The younger brother is willing to commit suicide in order not to become a burden to his brother, and the elder brother is willing to kill his lover with his own hands in order to let his younger brother live, which is really crazy beyond cure. Kawashima couldn't help but sneer: "It's really a blessing to Qiu Yingsheng, making my life so valuable•••••• how do you want me to repay you." ”

"Be my brother-in-law. So that my brother can live happily every day. Qiu Ruoyu replied without thinking.

After hearing Qiu Ruoyu's words, Kawashima laughed loudly and said, "Hahaha, Young Master Ruoyu, don't you think that if you want your brother to live longer, you should pin your hopes on Lang Zhong instead of me? Why are •••••• so sure that Qiu Yingsheng can become happy because of me?"

"Because Shadow once told me that he wanted to live a little longer, so that he could take someone to heaven•••••• he wanted to be with her. That person is you. ”

"Heaven ••••••" Hearing Qiu Ruoyu's still determined tone, Kawashima Midoriya didn't know why her tears came out of her eyes, was she too moved, or was she too vulnerable? No, she was just scared. I have always been a person who will not be happy or sad. Because I have no hope, naturally there is nothing to be happy about. If there is no hope, there will be no disappointment, and of course there will be no sadness. But now, she suddenly really hoped that Qiu Yingsheng could live, because as early as the moment he draped his shoulders on himself, she seemed to know what it was like to live in heaven. However, no matter how beautiful heaven is, once it is close to itself, it will become hell, and you must not pollute it. But I really want to protect this piece of heaven, Kawashima silently told himself in his heart, I will protect him from now on, I will not go to heaven with him, until I can be sure that the person I want to protect goes to the real heaven, I will willingly return to the hell that belongs to me•••••• she narrowed her eyes slightly, smiled: "It turns out that heaven is by my side." Kawashima took a deep breath and said, "I'll marry." ”

Qiu Ruoyu turned around and looked directly at Kawashima, "Thank you." ”

"You don't have to thank me, I'm not for your brother, I'm for myself. The longer I can stay with him, the longer I can stay in my paradise••••••"

The car stopped at the gate of Qiu's mansion, Qiu Ruoyu got out of the car, opened the door on the side of Kawashima and said, "It's here." You get out of the car yourself, I'll go in with the snow marks. ”

Kawashima looked at the unconscious snow mark with concern and said, "If he asks••••••

"Shadow Voice won't ask. After speaking, Qiu Ruoyu picked up the snow mark and walked straight in.

Qiu Yingsheng drank the medicine and sat quietly by the window looking at the river outside, just like a bird in a cage looking at the outside world through the cage. From a distance, he saw Qiu Ruoyu walking in the corridor opposite with snow marks. He pushed open the door and looked at them••••••

Qiu Ruoyu slowed down his pace, slowly, and stopped. turned his face sideways and looked at Qiu Yingsheng who was standing opposite the corridor••••••

Neither of them spoke, Qiu Yingsheng was silent for a while, then covered the sunlight in front of him with his hand, and entered the house with a light cough. Qiu Ruoyu also turned around and continued to walk forward.

Qiu Ying looked at the glass pen holder on the table that had been glued by himself, and there was still a gap left, and all doubts disappeared in this instant. There's no need to ask curiously. Qiu Ruoyu, great wisdom Ruoyu. Just by this one "if", no one can really understand him. If you say that he is evil, you know that there will be no one better than him. He is said to be good, but no one knows how to do evil better than him. It is also good and evil, and evil is also good. I don't need an answer anymore, so why bother asking.

Qiu Ruoyu thought about Qiu Yingsheng's appearance when he closed the door as he walked, and couldn't help but feel a touch of sadness in his heart. Shadow, Shadow, if you ask me, how did Snow Marks become like this, how would I answer, saying that it was a last resort to protect Kawashima Midoriya, or that I simply had no ability to protect everyone?

It was getting dark, and Kawashima Luya lingered at the door of Qiu Yingsheng's study for a long time. Although he was a little hesitant, he mustered up the courage to knock on the door.

Qiu Yingsheng thought that Ah Cheng had come to collect the medicine bowl, but when he opened the door, he saw that it was Kawashima Luya, "It's you, come in." ”

Kawashima walked in with a small plate and put it on the table, "This is the rice ball I made•••••• let's try it." ”

"Thank you. ”

Kawashima caught a glimpse of the medicine left in the medicine bowl on the table, and asked, "Why don't you finish the medicine?"

When Qiu Yingsheng heard this, he put the rice ball he had just picked up back on the plate and said coldly: "Doctor Kawashima is the doctor of Snow Marks, not my doctor, I don't like your question." ”

There was no reaction on Kawashima's face, she just stood there and looked at him intently and said softly, "Don't talk to me in Qiu Ruoyu's tone." ”

"You seem to have forgotten that you are a guest. Qiu Yingsheng sat down with a light smile, poured tea and drank tea by herself, ignoring her.

Kawashima looked at Qiu Yingsheng's trembling hands and pale face, and said lightly: "Don't you want to live, if you want to live, you have to drink medicine." ”

Qiu Yingsheng was about to put the tea into his mouth when he suddenly stopped, due to the weakness of his hands, the teacup slipped from his hands to the ground, he looked at the fragments that he wanted to hold tightly but slipped to the ground and smiled bitterly: "You also said it, it's 'want'." There are some things that I can't just think about. You always have to leave when it's time to leave, and what's the point of holding on to it. ”

Kawashima's body leaned back in disobedience and took two steps back. She sneered and patted her head, "Haha, I was wrong." Qiu Yingsheng, you are nothing more than that, you are also selfish•••••• Kawashima Luya, you are really self-deceiving. Thinking that you have finally found someone who can take you to heaven is all wishful thinking••••••"

Qiu Yingsheng leaned down very hard and picked up the pieces on the ground one by one. As he picked it up, tears slipped from the corners of his slightly curled mouth, "I'm sorry, I can't take you to heaven with me." Because, I can't wait to be with you. If you don't even have the qualifications to wait for you, why waste your time. ”

"Can't you try to live? Just take pity on me, can you wait for me. ”

"Can you ••••••?" Qiu Yingsheng said, put down the fragments in his hand, got up and slowly walked to the desk and sat down, sorting out the books on the table, no longer paying attention to Kawashima Luya, just lowered his head and said lightly: "I hope you don't forget our agreement." ”

Kawashima smiled helplessly, "If you want me to abide by the agreement, you must promise me one condition." ”

"You say. ”

"Give me all your possessions, and then I will have nothing to be sad about when you die. I want to be the second young grandmother of the Qiu family. ”

The book in Qiu Yingsheng's hand suddenly fell to the ground, he raised his head, looked at Kawashima, who had a very indifferent expression at the moment, and whispered, "You are crazy." ”

Kawashima picked up the book that fell on the ground and handed it to Qiu Yingsheng, "Then you can treat me as a madman, whatever you want." ”

Qiu Yingsheng could clearly see the distress and reluctance in Kawashima's eyes, but in the face of this heartache and reluctance, his words became even more indifferent, "It's too late." I once asked you if you wanted to marry me, but you refused. Since you have already given the answer, I will not ask this question again since I have asked it. I won't give you another chance. You've always been so shrewd, and if you're here to tell me this, you'd be so stupid•••••• I'm a little tired and want to sleep. Ha, you also know that people who are dying are not in good spirits, and they always want to sleep most of the day. ”

Midoria Kawashima stopped talking, she silently walked to the door, and was about to step out when she suddenly stopped. Her hand held on to the door frame, turned to Qiu Yingsheng, and said softly: "Is it wrong for me to say the answer you want according to your wishes•••••• you are a coward, and you will always only think about yourself•••••• haha••••••"

"What are you laughing at?"

"I laughed at Qiu Ruoyu, a big fool, and thought that I had such a great brother, you didn't deserve him to do so much for you•••••• don't disturb your rest, I'll leave. ”

"Wait!" Qiu Yingsheng suddenly stopped Kawashima, who was about to leave.

Qiu Yingsheng got up, took out a scroll from the bookshelf, and opened the scroll, which was an unfinished painting. He looked at Kawashima Midoriya on the painting, and said to Kawashima, who was standing outside the door and had never left: "If I say that my most precious possession is only this painting, would you still be willing to ask for it? If I said that even if I spend all my time with you, I can't give you a lifetime, would you still be willing to marry me? If I said that the story of me and you is destined to have no happy ending, would you still be willing to join this absurd story••••••

"I do. Kawashima did not hesitate to give his own answer. A faint smile appeared on Kawashima's face, and she didn't speak again, but turned around and quietly closed the door and left. Hearing the footsteps of Kawashima's departure, Qiu Yingsheng slowly rolled up the scroll and put it back on the bookshelf. Pick up the medicine bowl on the table and drink the last sip of medicine in the bowl••••••

Lan Xue took out a rose from the glass vase and put it on her nose to sniff it gently, smiled and said to the shadow, "It's a pity, I never lived in the same era as you." Really want to give you a bouquet of the most colorful roses at your wedding with Kawashima. ”

Shadow's fingers passed through the petals of the rose, and although he couldn't hold the things of this world, Lan Xue's heart he received "Thank you." ”

Ren Hao, hat, glasses, and masks "dressed up" himself in three layers and three layers outside, and went out to choose a birthday gift for his agent cousin. After turning around, it seems that he has delivered everything in the department store, and there is really nothing to choose. I simply don't deliberately look for it, maybe I will come across something with an eye when I walk around casually.

Ren Hori looked at the digital product area as he walked, and not far away, he seemed to hear the voice of an "acquaintance••••••

"Master, please. Help me take a look, maybe it can be fixed. Please," Duan Meixi begged the staff opposite, holding the camera.

"Miss, there's really nothing I can do. This lens is broken, and the body is also badly damaged, I really can't help it. ”

"But ••••••"

"But what is it?" Ren Ju looked gloating and stood next to Duan Meixi.

"Are you?" Duan Meixi didn't recognize Ren Hao at once, and was very curious about who this was.

"Forgotten? Shirley Temple's autographed photo doesn't your uncle want?"

Duan Meixi suddenly realized, "Ren!"

"Shh••••••h

"You ••••••"

"What's wrong, the camera can't be repaired?"

"Hmm. Duan Meixi nodded at him helplessly.

"Come with me, I'll fix it. ”

"Haha, in which TV series? Duan Meixi looked at him suspiciously.

"Oh, let's go. After speaking, Ren Ju was stunned and pulled Duan Meixi away.

Duan Meixi looked at the surrounding environment, the bustling streets with people coming and going, and the open-air café, and couldn't help but sigh: "Hey, is this the studio where you want to repair the camera for me?"

"You really don't know how to do it, you have to eat something, drink something, talk about the problem of the camera, and I know how to fix it?"

"Okay••••••" Duan Meixi had no choice but to hold her face with one palm, stirring the coffee with the other, and helplessly looked at Ren Hao as if she was fiddling with her camera as if she was very professional••••••