"However, the good times were short-lived. It didn't take long for Mom and Dad to start arguing, and then slowly they started fighting. My sister and I were so scared that we only dared to hide in my sister's small room. At that time, I knew that my father often gambled outside, and not only did he not win a penny, but he also lost all the money in the family and the deed. During that time, people from all kinds of society often came to our house to pick up things and took everything they could. ”

Lin Raorao paused for a moment and continued: "One day, my mother called me and my sister to her side, and I saw my mother crying. Mom said, 'Ruoyu, Rao, I really can't stay in this house anymore, if I continue to stay here, your father may sell me one day, and I will divorce your father.' I didn't know what a divorce was, so I asked my mother what divorce was. Mom said that the divorce means that she will be separated from her father in the future. I was very happy and said, 'Well, I'll spend it with my mother and sister!' but my mother cried for a while before she said, 'Hello, my mother doesn't have so much money and can't afford to raise two children.' I had a vague premonition. ”

"Mom continued: 'Rao, if Mom divorces now, she doesn't even have a house, she can only drift outside, you are too young to stand the drift. If you stay at home, my sister and I will come back to see you often. I knew that my mother wanted to abandon me, so I cried and refused to agree, holding my mother's leg and not letting go, my mother also cried, and my sister also cried. Later, my mother promised that I would take me with me, and I let go of my hand. But one morning, when I woke up, I found that my mother and sister were gone, and their clothes and shoes were all gone. I know, they sneaked away while I was sleeping. So I ran out and searched desperately outside, and after a whole day of searching, I didn't find them. I came home crying, it was empty, and my dad wasn't home. I didn't know what to do, I just cried. Lin Raorao said this, and two strings of crystal tears slipped down her face.

Long Qing was very distressed when he heard this, he could imagine how desperate a four or five-year-old child would be to suddenly lose his closest mother and sister.

"I didn't dare to sleep because I was scared to be alone at home, I only dared to stay by the window and look at the lights outside to drive away the fear. During that time, I was so sleepy by the window every night that I fell asleep on my stomach. Later, my dad came back, and I cried for him to get my mom and sister back, but he scolded me, scolded my mom and sister, and later, he started beating me. From then on, I felt like my sky had completely lost its color, and I was too young to know how to kill myself, or maybe I would have died then. ”

Lin Raorao wiped the tears on her face and said, "After about a month, my mother came back and brought me a lot of delicious things." I was so happy that I hugged my mother and asked her to take me with me. My mother told me to wait a little longer in tears because my sister's book fee was already too much for her. If you take me with you again, you may not have the money to pay for me to go to school. I didn't comply, I cried and made a fuss, and my mother had no choice but to promise me that she would take me with her tomorrow morning. I was very happy, but I was afraid that my mother would lie to me again, so when I went to bed at night, I hugged my mother and stared at her without blinking. But then, I was so sleepy that I fell asleep. When I woke up the next morning, my mother was gone.

From that day on, my heart was completely frozen, and I hated my mom for why she didn't take me and why she cheated on me again and again. I also hated my sister, hated her for taking away my mother, hated why she was able to be with her and not me! Later, my mother would come back to see me after a while, and bring a lot of small snacks, but every time I avoided her and threw away everything she brought. I swear that I will never forgive her again in this life, nor will I forgive my sister. Later, when I was in junior high school, my mother said that she would come and pick me up to live with her and my sister, but I refused, and the ice in my heart did not slowly melt over time, but became colder and colder. Lin Raorao finally told all the secrets in her heart, and after she finished speaking, the tears on her face had slowly dried.

Long Qing was silent, in all fairness, if he swapped the roles with Lin Raorao, he might not be able to forgive Lin's mother in a short time. Although Mother Lin does have her own difficulties, her decision undoubtedly left a great wound in the young Lin Raorao's heart, and this trauma cannot be healed by words.

"Master, do you think I'm very willful?" Lin Raorao asked, turning her head.

Long Qing shook his head: "No, you did the right thing, if you don't freeze your heart, maybe you won't be like this now, and you won't be the Rao Rao I admire." ”

Lin Raorao was stunned when she heard this, she was ready to listen to her master's advice, and promised her master to reconcile with her mother and sister against her will. Unexpectedly, the master understood herself so well, Lin Raorao felt that the softest string in her heart was fluctuating again, and her teary eyes began to be hazy.

"Master, you're so good!" Lin Raojiao cried and threw herself into Long Qing's arms.

"What's the matter, why are there so many people guarding it, making it look like a visit from a national leader!" Situ Xing'er said with some dissatisfaction. She wanted to go to the sauna to enjoy it, but was stopped and told that there were important guests in it and that she would come back in half an hour.

Xia Qingqing said: "It may be a black boss, don't worry about him, let's go swimming first, there are so many fun things here, and there is more than this!"

Situ Xing'er followed Xia Qingqing away. They didn't know that the goddess of Kyushu, Ji Ethereal, whom they worshiped the most, was in this room.

In the room, Ji Ethereal was lying on the couch, her lower body was covered by a blanket, and her beautiful back, which was as white as condensation, was exposed in the air. Behind her, Qing'er was sprinkling olive oil on her snowy back, gently pushing it.

"Miss, your skin is so delicate, it's really as smooth as curdled milk!" Qing'er exclaimed, and couldn't help but touch a few handfuls of it.

Ji Kongling's face was slightly red, and he said, "You little pervert, let you massage, what do you touch!"

Qing'er smiled and said, "If you give this opportunity to the men of the world, I promise that it will cause a national war!"

Ji Ethereal said angrily: "If our Qing'er lets the man massage, there will be a large number of people who will be beaten and bleeding." ”

"That's, although I can't compare with Miss, but I'm a beauty!"