Chapter 331: Turning Back
Ren Hao blurted out the sentence "I've been with you for a long time, so I will naturally deceive people." After that, he began to subconsciously observe Duan Meixi's expression. In fact, Ren Ju didn't know what kind of expression he wanted to see on Duan Meixi's face, and he didn't know why he wanted to see what kind of expression she would have after hearing this sentence. Maybe, he still wants to take revenge, wants to use this sentence to "humiliate" her already familiar experience of deception, or maybe he wants to test it, and wants to know if she can look indifferent no matter what she says...... Until, he saw a disapproving smile on Duan Meixi's face...... At that moment, his heart began to ache violently......
Ren Hao's words are with a stabbing knife, and every word will cut Duan Meixi's blood vessels, one word and one knife, and the knife hurts fatally. Duan Meixi didn't know if Ren Ju said this sentence as a temptation or revenge, maybe there were more elements of revenge, if it was really revenge, then his goal was achieved. At this moment, I have suffered a pain that I can no longer bear. However, what made Duan Meixi feel sad and ridiculous was that she knew that she was sorry for him, and if he was allowed to see that he was crying because he couldn't bear the pain and guilt at this time, maybe his heart would be happier...... After all, if you can't give him something decent, let him see the picture he wants to see should be regarded as "compensation" within his ability. But...... But he didn't want Ren to get his wish...... She endured the pain that almost exhausted all her bones and blood, and pretended to be nothing...... worked hard, "portrayed" a disapproving smile on his face, and said lightly, "I won't charge you tuition." ”
An understatement is enough to tear Ren Hao's heart. The sudden heartache made Ren Ju stunned stupidly, and his gaze was still thin and cold, indifferent. But the pupils were gloomy, but it seemed that he no longer had the strength to help him load the heavy coldness and indifference. At that moment when his heart was extremely painful, Ren Hao smiled and lowered his head, and in an instant, there was slow ridicule and sadness in his smile.
"What's wrong with you?" asked Duan Meixi. Ren Hori in front of her lowered her head, she couldn't see his expression, and she didn't dare to show her concern, so she could only blame the complex emotions on the word "curiosity". "Nothing. Ren Ju raised his head with a sneer, "I'm just thinking about whether I want to be grateful for not charging me tuition, and I ...... while thinking about it" With a desolate and playful smile, Ren Ju stared at Duan Meixi's eyes, "I thought again, Duan Meixi, who originally thought that there was nothing to give me, the only 'I'm sorry' that I could give me was so worthless......
Facing Ren Yu's eyes, when he was about to suffocate when he was about to suffocate after being melted into his bottomless gaze, Duan Meixi told herself over and over again in her heart with her breath, don't cry, don't cry, absolutely, don't cry...... However, when he heard Ren Hao's thin lips lightly open and said with sarcasm, her tears still slipped out of the corners of her eyes the moment the words fell......
She still cried, all the heartache and pain condensed in that single tear, and fled from the corner of her eye to the last line of defense she was holding. Not daring to raise her hand to wipe her tears, because there were still people around who looked at them from time to time, she had to maintain the image of a "loving couple". However, even if it has been lost. Duan Meixi still stubbornly chose to disguise to the end. She cried, but she never showed any sadness...... With undried tears, with a sadness that could no longer be concealed, she still forced herself to show the same disapproving smile as before, "What does it matter...... The only thing I can give you, you don't like and don't want...... It doesn't have any value in your eyes. Of course...... It's not worth the money......"
"For me, it's the same......" A thin contempt floated between Ren Hao's pupils, frowning, but disappeared again. Instead, there was a helpless amazement, and the same tear that slipped down the corner of her eye as Duan Meixi. It's a tooth for a tooth, Ren Ju showed an equally disapproving smile, "I used to naively want to give you all of myself, and that's the only precious thing I think I can give you, in your opinion, it's not worth much." Because, from the very beginning, you don't like it, you don't want it...... You are not uncommon at all...... 'me' is also of no value in your eyes. Ren Hao seemed to grit his teeth and finished speaking with full hatred. He hated why he saw Duan Meixi's tears so clearly, hated why he took that false tear seriously and felt distressed about it, hated it...... I hated myself for thinking at this moment that she might be in love with herself......
"Doesn't that seem like the first time you've told me this...... The 'I'm sorry' that I've said so many times doesn't seem to make a difference, but there's a big difference...... How could it be worthless......" Duan Meixi lowered her head with a smile, hiding the tears that welled up in her eyes again, "You are a priceless treasure to me. Raising his head, with a plausible indifference and provocation, "No one will be more valuable than you, and without you, my plan will not be able to accomplish anything." Didn't you already know that I married you because you had use value, so ...... Now that you've already decided, don't be presumptuous. ”
"Ha, blame me for saying something that doesn't make sense. Ren Ju snorted coldly, hiding the desolation and sadness in his eyes, and no longer had any expression. "Alright, I'm done. Duan Meixi looked at the plate that was already empty in front of her, clapped her hands happily while holding the fork, and then looked at Ren Ju happily, a trace of confusion flashed in her eyes, "Ren Hori, thank you...... I'm lucky that my ex-husband is you, and not someone else...... Take advantage of you, deceive you...... For all, all those things I'm sorry for you...... You hate me or hate me, and I still thank you...... Thank you for allowing me to leave in such a dignified way. Although it left you with a bad memory, for the sake of the end we lived together...... Don't hold a grudge against me for too long......" said, Duan Meixi slowly put down the fork she had been holding in her hand, "Let's go......" tried her best to show the most relaxed smile, Duan Meixi seemed to be a person who stayed out of the matter, looking at Ren Hao's eyes, like a lover, and like a spectator who had nothing to do with himself, "After leaving you, I will start a new life soon, and you also, hurry up and change back to your original self." ”
After speaking, Duan Meixi stood up, unaware that the smile on her face that was already covered with mist in her eyes continued, "I'll invite you this time." I can't pay you off, so I can pay it back a little bit. What's more, I eat more. He tried his best to cover up the tears that were no longer under his control with a smile, and turned around quickly, so as not to see his tearful appearance, which can be regarded as his last pride and stubbornness. exhausted his love, he has already lost the capital of pampering and pride, only by keeping pride and stubbornness to the end will he not lose too ugly......
Ren Yu didn't say anything, just got up obediently and obediently followed behind Duan Meixi. There was a happy smile on the corner of his mouth, and the pampering in his eyes was so strong that he couldn't see anything anymore. The "performance" is not over yet, the audience is in the closest place to him, Ren Hori wants to carry out his performance until the last moment, and he does not allow any of his emotions other than this performance to be discovered by others. Only completely away from the sight of the people around him, he followed Duan Meixi towards the door and walked towards the empty and narrow glass corridor, where there were only the two of them...... There, Ren gritted his teeth and acquiesced in the tears that flowed......
"Ren Hori, you ......" Duan Meixi turned around calling Ren Hori's name, but when she saw Ren Hori's face that was already stained with tears, she was stunned in place......
"Ren ......" Duan Meixi called Ren Horri's name, slowly turned back, approached him step by step, and wanted to reach out to wipe away his tears, but finally put it down, smiling and lowering his head, "Ren Hori, you are really stingy, do you mind so much if you become a person with a history of marriage? Me too, I am also a person with a history of marriage now, it is more difficult for me to get married, the person who should cry should be me......" Duan Meixi said, tears couldn't stop flowing. At this moment, Duan Meixi finally found an excuse to shed tears without concealment......
"Duan Meixi, you still continue to pretend to be crazy and ......stupid," Ren Yu said, approaching Duan Meixi even more, the sadness exhaled from the wings of his nose, and the endless indifference in his eyes, "I am not as far-sighted as you, I started planning for the future early, you just need to worry about yourself." "Then what are you crying about!" Duan Meixi snatched Ren Hao's words "aggressively", "You are pretending to be crazy and stupid! Obviously you are stingy! You obviously just mind the existence of an ex-wife like me, afraid that it will affect you to meet a more beautiful girl in the future! You can rest assured, I will never appear in your ...... again after the divorce" "That's right! I just mind!" Ren Ju interrupted Duan Meixi's words with red eyes, and continued to press step by step, his nose was almost on Duan Meixi's forehead," Duan Meixi, I just feel worthless for myself. That's right, I really mind...... Why am I the only one who thinks I'm unlucky!Duan Meixi ...... I won't forgive you......" After that, Ren Yu no longer chose to follow behind Duan Meixi, but walked straight forward, passing by her without looking back......
"If you don't forgive, you don't forgive...... Your forgiveness is not a treasure, what do I want it to do......" Duan Meixi muttered to herself, looking at Ren Hao, who was gradually moving away, and finally shrank into a point at the door, bursting into tears......