334: Never hated her
The atmosphere in the living room was obviously surging with an air called embarrassment, and Chu Chengde tightened his arms around Qin Su's waist, "Nian Sheng, I want to ...... Xu Shaobei should have told you everything he had to tell you, right?"
Ruan Niansheng pretended to be calm and placed the fruit plate on the table, but only Xu Shaobei on his side noticed her uncontrollable trembling hands.
After a moment of silence, she reluctantly nodded and said, "Well, I know everything." ”
"Then what do you mean ......"
"Mr. Chu!" Ruan Niansheng interrupted in time, and his heart flashed with emptiness, "Can you give me some time?" I don't know how to accept the relationship between us, and I don't know what I should do to ......
Her head was messed up and she couldn't think at all.
Chu Chengde's lips moved, as if he wanted to say something, Qin Su pressed his hands in time and said, "It's okay, no matter what, let's not mention this matter for the time being, wait for Nian Sheng to accept it in his heart, okay?"
Qin Su said extremely humble, which made Ruan Niansheng feel a little guilty unconsciously, and he didn't dare to meet her gaze.
Even if Chu Chengde had a lot of dissatisfaction in his heart, he was defeated by the woman in front of him after all.
Ji sighed imperceptibly and then shook his head and said, "Okay......"
Hearing this, even Ruan Niansheng breathed a sigh of relief, and she reluctantly squeezed out a smile, "I'm sorry, now I can only give you this answer......
As for the rest, she really didn't know what to do.
Qin Su hurriedly shook his head and said happily, "It's okay, I know you're embarrassed, so you're at least thinking about it, it's already a good answer for me." ”
What she feared most was that she didn't want to listen to her own explanation.
Leo lay on Ruan Niansheng's lap, listened to Qin Su's words, and looked at Ruan Niansheng with some doubts, "Mommy...... Why can't you call Susu Mom? She's your mom, isn't she?"
"I ......"
Ruan Niansheng was speechless for a while, and found that he didn't know how to explain to a child.
Qin Su listened to Leo's words, and was shocked, for fear that she would misunderstand whether she had said something to Leo, and hurriedly explained to Leo immediately, "Because I have done irreparable things, Nian Sheng can't forgive me yet, and I can't call my mother ......."
"For ......"
Leo still wanted to ask, but Xu Shaobei's face had sunk and he dragged him back and said sharply, "If you stinky boy make another mess, I should be angry!"
Things are troublesome enough, and he is still ignorant.
Qin Su smiled wryly, but kept waving his hand and shaking his head, "It's okay, I didn't pay attention to it." ”
She's only afraid of ......
Ruan Niansheng took a deep breath and said softly, "What happened back then?"
Qin Su asked coldly, and immediately fell silent, Chu Chengde's face also froze a little, and then let go of Qin Sudao, "Can you accompany Leo upstairs first?" ”
"It's okay, I can ......"
Qin Su still wanted to insist, but Chu Chengde's sharp eyes immediately quieted her down, she glanced at Ruan Niansheng, but saw that she didn't mean to deny it at all, and then she went upstairs with Leo in her arms.
The moment Chu Chengde spoke, Ruan Niansheng suddenly regretted his reckless words.
She thought that those past might not be herself, nor were they the answers that Qin Su was willing to face, but the words had already been spoken, and Chu Chengde was also going to tell her everything, so that she forgot the words for a while.
Seeing Qin Su go upstairs, Chu Chengde withdrew his eyes unhurriedly and said, "If you want to know anything, just ask me, I will tell you everything I know." ”
Ruan Niansheng bit her lower lip tightly and didn't speak, she didn't ask, Chu Chengde asked, "Do you want to know why Qin Su divorced her ex-husband?"
She nodded hesitantly, "She mentioned it before I knew my relationship with her, and at that time, it seemed too heavy to recall the past, so I didn't ask, but I wanted to know what happened to her and why she was so repulsed......"
Chu Chengde hooked his lips, and when he saw her curious look, he said, "If you insist on wanting to know, then I'll tell you everything!"
As he spoke, his gaze became a little colder, "More than twenty years ago, Qin Su sold Qin Su to a man named Gu Jian because of her father's debts, at first, she was full of joy when she left her father and could start a new life, even if she knew that she was just a deal, but she never lost hope in life......"
The moment Chu Chengde's words were spoken, her heart trembled uncontrollably.
"But what Qin Su didn't expect was that Gu Jian's appearance also completely ruined her life, Gu Jian was more cruel and unkind than her father, you were not her first child, she was pregnant with two children before that, but then she had a miscarriage because of Gu Jian's gambling money, until you, the doctor said that if she had another miscarriage, she would not be able to have children again......"
At that time, Gu Jian no longer had any extra money to buy another new wife, so he had to endure it, but even so, he did not insult Qin Su with words until she was born......
Gu Jian was full of thought that she would give birth to a boy for herself to inherit the lineage, but what she didn't expect was that it was a female baby, so after Qin Sucai had just given birth, he beat her up again and stayed in the hospital directly.
Because she is a girl, Ruan Niansheng is not doing well, and the hardest thing is Qin Su......
But no matter what Gu Jian did to her, as a wife, Qin Su endured the three obedience and four virtues, she used to endure it for herself, and later, for the sake of her children......
Finally, one day Gu Jian took back the money with joy and told Qin Su that they could live a good life, he had money, Qin Su thought that he had won the money, and he also thought that his hard life had finally come to an end......
That day, Gu Jian took extra intimate care of their mother and daughter, but he didn't expect that the consequence of trusting them again was that Gu Jian was going to sell their mother and daughter!
Qin Suchang's young and beautiful appearance is exactly what is lacking in the hotel, and Ruan Niansheng is still young, someone wants to buy it at a high price, Gu Jian was fascinated for a while, and the gambling debts owed were really unable to be repaid, so he finally accepted it!
The moment Qin Su unintentionally learned about it, so many years of forbearance finally broke out, she fled without taking anything after injuring Gu Jian, and was searched for several days in succession, and finally Qin Su fled to Haicheng, but she was penniless, and the child didn't have any milk to drink.
had no choice but to leave Ruan Niansheng outside the house of a good family, and she didn't leave with peace of mind until she watched Ruan Niansheng take it away, and then she also met Chu Chengde......
In Chu Chengde's place, Qin Su got a good job and began to learn new knowledge, she worked very hard, but it took a month to impress Chu Chengde, and when Qin Su, who had stabilized, wanted to go to that person's house again to find Ruan Niansheng, she was told that she was sent to a welfare home......
After that, she completely understood that she had completely lost her daughter......
Chu Chengde slowly told all of Qin Su's past, his voice was flat and didn't look like a normal person, but Ruan Niansheng didn't know when his cheeks had moistened......
"So...... She didn't abandon me on purpose, did she?" she just had no choice, she just wanted to live on her own, so she ......
Chu Chengde nodded, "Ruan Niansheng, you must know that no mother in this world is willing to abandon her child, if it is not a last resort, I think she will never let go, I still remember that when I met her on the road, I thought it was a porcelain toucher, but I could take her home to receive the doctor's treatment room, and the wounds on her body were shocking!"
He still doesn't even dare to think about it...... It's as if just thinking about it makes me miserable again.
"More than 20 years, so many years have passed, the wounds on my body have finally disappeared completely after so many years, I don't let her say it in person, I just don't want her to stab her in the heart with a knife again......"
Chu Chengde looked at her with a cold gaze, "Ruan Niansheng, you should know why I want so much by now, right?"
Ruan Niansheng didn't answer, just covered his face, and his tears were out of control like a flood that had burst the embankment.
Xu Shaobei immediately gave a vigilant look, Chu Chengde carefully encircled her into his arms, stroked her back and said softly, "Don't be afraid...... It's all gone, it's all gone. ”
Chu Chengde glanced at Ruan Niansheng deeply, "For so many years without you, she never thought of having a child with me, just because she always felt indebted to you, and she also believed that one day in the future, she would definitely find you and meet you, and I respected her opinion from beginning to end." ”
"Ruan Niansheng, I know that you hate in your heart, and I know that you are not doing well in the Ruan family, but I only know that these are not reasons why you can hate her, she is not much better than you, she has been bullied by Gu Jian for several years, and since she has lost you, she has been deeply trapped in self-blame for the days after losing you......"
"I don't ask you to forgive her for a while, you can forget everything, but I hope you don't hate her, she has endured enough, if even her only loved one in this world has to hate her, maybe, she really doesn't know what to do......"
Chu Chengde's words kept coming into her eardrums, and the more she listened, the more she felt that her heart was like piercing one slender needle after another, and it hurt and she couldn't touch the real pain......
She slowly withdrew from Xu Shaobei's arms, and her face regained a little composure.
When he met Chu Chengde's eyes, he couldn't help but deepen a little, and the words that pretended to be calm were slowly spit out, "Uncle Chu, I have never hated her......"