Chapter 284: Let's Go, Go Home
Ren Ju couldn't explain his behavior, he really couldn't explain why he was so distressed when he saw the bright smile on Duan Meixi's face. He originally wanted to hold her hand like this all the time, making her hurt to the bone, to let her know that the little external pain she endured was not as good as the ten-thousandth of what she hurt him. I didn't expect the last ...... The one who hurts will be himself. Haven't you already made up your mind? No matter what happens to Duan Meixi, he won't feel sorry for her for half a minute, Ren Ju kept telling himself this in his heart. Ren Yu lowered his eyes and quietly stopped looking at Duan Meixi, and even Yu Guang didn't want to stay on her for a moment, he had already fallen into this problem that he didn't want to admit and couldn't help himself.
Duan Meixi suddenly felt the ease of her fingertips, and she couldn't help but poke her head over to glance at Ren Hao's face. Helplessly, Ren Hori's head was slightly lowered, and she couldn't see the expression on his face at all. At this moment, Duan Meixi felt that she was very funny. She wanted to see the look on his face because she was expecting Ren to let go of his hand, if it was because he might not want to put himself in a dilemma. Now it seems that she is really self-inflicted, she is dispensable in his eyes, and he lets go because he is sure that he has lost the reason to get up again. As far as he is concerned, letting go of his hand is just trying to save the strength of his hand. Duan Meixi was no longer obsessed with seeing the expression on Ren Hao's face, for her, there was no need to see it.
That's it. It's a big deal, Ren is tired of using "insinuations" again and crossing it directly. He said what he wanted to say right away. As long as you are a scoundrel and insist that you don't know anything, you can always delay some time to prevent things from getting worse. Duan Meixi had prepared for the worst, but she still had a trace of luck in her heart. Since Ren allowed her to keep that "false name", then he would definitely not say in front of his father that he wanted a divorce, at least not now. Ren set up this dinner carefully, wanting to see his reaction through constant temptation and non-existent stimulation.
Now that he saw it, he should be satisfied, he was flustered and uneasy in the face of his insinuations, not as powerful as he had sworn before. Duan Meixi had to admit that in the face of Ren Hori, she really lost her previous skills. In other words, he never had the ability to take on everything, but he really wanted to keep Ren Juri, so he made up that ability. I just want Ren Hori to know, if I want to keep you, I will definitely be able to keep you...... As for how to keep Ren Ju's past appearance, keep the "false name" that he is unwilling to let go, it doesn't matter whether he takes out his heart or pays his flesh and blood. As long as he knew that he wanted to keep him, that would be enough.
"If you have something to do, go back first. As it happens, I have something to do. Saying that, Duan Mutian looked at Duan Meixi with a smile and quipped: "Girl, hurry up and eat and leave, next time you come to my house for dinner, maybe I will have to collect money." Your brother hasn't married a daughter-in-law yet, and if you come to my house a few more times for dinner, your brother's dowry money will be available. ”
Duan Meixi's every move Duan Mutian saw in his eyes, her uneasiness, her embarrassment, her panic, as a father, he saw every subtle expression of his daughter. Duan Mutian thought that Zhou Lin's matter had given Duan Meixi a big blow, and it was indeed impossible for her to quickly withdraw and talk and laugh as usual, and this time Ren Yu called her over to eat together, which was exactly what he wanted to see what she was like.
Duan Mutian could see that Duan Meixi would definitely try her best to hide the uneasiness and panic in her heart, Duan Mutian already had an answer, but she still wanted to see Duan Meixi's face with her own eyes to be sure, even if she was not good, as long as she could see it with her own eyes. It's okay to let them leave while Duan Meixi has something to do, after all, Duan Yehan can't take Zhou Lin outside all the time and not go home, and if they stay, Ren Ju will meet them sooner or later. In any case, now is not the best time for them to meet. Duan Mutian judged that Duan Meixi must also have the same concerns as himself, so she could never easily wipe away the uneasiness in her heart at the dinner table.
"Since Dad still has something to do, let's go back first. Ren Hao responded with a smile, then looked at Duan Meixi, and said softly: "Dad has something to do, so let's go and do our own business." Let's go, let's go home. ”
Ren Hori's voice is like a slight wave on the surface of a calm lake, beautiful like a dream. However, Duan Meixi no longer had the illusion that he liked himself as much as before because of Ren Hao's warm smile or gentle words. All the warmth and gentleness are just acting, Duan Meixi can tell that the warmer his smile is, the more it reminds him that he can't forgive her, and the more gentle his words are, the more he reminds himself that he won't give up easily. Therefore, when Ren Hao's warm words came from her ears, Duan Meixi did not hesitate in the illusion anymore, nor did she stop thinking because of the gentle "Let's go home" and froze in her seat.
Jumping out of expectations and fantasies, Duan Meixi calmly smiled and said disapprerovingly: "Actually, you also want to go back, I pretended to be polite and polite in front of my father, and the bad guys let me do it." Let's go. Duan Meixi said as she prepared to stand up. At this time, Ren Ju stood up and said to Duan Mutian jokingly: "Actually, Dad has already seen it, she has been bullying me." As he spoke, Ren Ju suddenly leaned down and looked at Duan Meixi, who was about to get up, and joked casually: "I did pretend to be polite in front of my father, but what about you, you are indeed a bad person." ”
Ren Ju's joking tone sounded to Duan Mutian just flirting between their husband and wife, and he didn't take it seriously. However, the insinuation in these words again shattered Duan Meixi's calmness and calmness without a trace. Sure enough, no matter what move Duan Meixi faces, Ren Ju can always easily see the moves, and then give her a fatal heartache blow with ease.
There is no need to crumple the fatal pain into the deepest part of the heart, and there is no need to try to hide the sadness of the heartache. Just as she was accustomed to quickly discerning the illusion that Ren brought to her, Duan Meixi quickly became accustomed to "ignoring" her own pain. "It hurts, it hurts", it's also a good attitude, it turns out that it's painful, but it really doesn't hurt anymore, so it can be regarded as having one more weapon in your hand that can protect the "false name".
Duan Meixi stood up directly and said to Duan Mutian as if she had never heard the words that stayed in her ears at the moment when Ren Hao leaned over: "Dad, you really have to improve your skills in these dishes, otherwise don't expect me to pay next time." Hey, if you rely on your father, when will my brother's dowry money be gathered? As she spoke, she turned sideways and looked at Ren Hao, who was slowly standing up, and said softly, "Let's go, go home." "Okay. Ren replied with a smile. Hiding all the scrutiny under a warm smile, Ren Yu quietly looked at the look in Duan Meixi's eyes. Lively and natural, the thick moonlight-like pupils couldn't see the slightest shadow of him, and it seemed that she didn't care about his words anymore. Whether it's a side-knock or insinuation, she doesn't have to pay attention to it.
Ren Ju always wanted an answer, wanting to see what kind of position he had in Duan Meixi's heart. Whether they were divorced or not, he wanted to know if he had ever been or was in such a position. He deliberately said something in front of Duan Mutian that only Duan Meixi could understand, just an attitude of wanting to test it. But gradually, Ren Hao suddenly began to be in a trance, what kind of attitude can represent what kind of position? What kind of position does he want? What he wants, in Duan Meixi's heart, can replace everything, or is it worthless? If it can replace everything, then she will not deceive herself, if she is worthless, why should she panic when she hears those insinuations...... He also wanted to try to believe that maybe Duan Meixi had said that she really wanted to be his wife, and that sentence was true.
Until the moment Duan Meixi stood up and spoke to Duan Mutian, Ren suddenly understood that she was panicking entirely because she was afraid that she would do something excessive in front of Duan Mutian, and she always thought that she would mess around in front of Duan Mutian. Just as she had never smiled at herself, she had never fully believed in herself, and she had the whimsical desire to try to believe her...... At this moment, she was completely calm, because they were about to leave, and he no longer had to worry about messing around in front of Duan Mutian...... In the end, he was still worthless, Ren decided not to be obsessed with that position anymore, in the end, he never had that position at all.
However, compared to clinging to that "position", what makes Ren feel even more ridiculous is that he wants to know the so-called "answer" so much. He laughed at Duan Meixi for stupidly wanting to keep that meaningless "false name", and he was not so stupid. What was the difference between the answer he wanted to know and the false name that Duan Meixi wanted to keep? The answer he wanted never existed, and the false name that Duan Meixi wanted was just an empty shell, all useless things. However, even if it is useless, Ren Yu still doesn't want to give up, he can't get what he once wanted, and Duan Meixi can't think of keeping what she wants so easily. The so-called consequences he wants her to bear, the price he wants her to pay, everything is just beginning......