According to common sense, I think about it day and night, but I have never had crooked thoughts before, even if I lose consciousness in my subconscious, it is impossible to pull Sister Sixteen to the hotel?

Wait, that's not right! That doesn't make sense! Am I mistaking sixteen for seventeen?

"Su Yurong, I treat you as a brother, you shouldn't lie to me, right?" I asked tentatively, and there was silence on the other end of the phone.

I also know that this sentence is not appropriate, but I really can't accept this fact, I have never thought about it before, how could I do such a ridiculous thing?

"You're different from everyone else, and you really hide a crazy heart under your calm exterior. ”

At this moment, I heard movement outside, and I immediately became helpless, and the phone should be that Sister Sixteen got up, but how should I face her?

I stood in the bathroom at a loss for what to do, I didn't even dare to take the step out to face her, let alone explain it.

For a split second I thought about all the possibilities, all the worst-case scenarios, but I didn't think of how to explain it, I didn't even remember what happened......

"Sanming, are you still there?" I was thrilled to hear her call my name, but it was not a way to hide it.

As the saying goes, long pain is better than short pain, both horizontal and vertical are a knife, simply put your heart out and admit your mistakes, whether you can be forgiven depends on the will of God.

"I, I'm here. I said something in a hurry, and when I saw her sitting on the bed with her hair scattered on the side, her face was a little haggard, and I felt indescribably complicated.

The atmosphere was very awkward, I looked down and didn't dare to look into her eyes but saw her white feet, my face couldn't help but be hot, how much of a bastard am I?

I'm ready to endure all the storms, and I'm ready to pay whatever it takes, and even if I kill them, I'll admit it, because I know how important a girl's reputation and innocence are.

"Sanming, what's wrong with you? Come and sit down. ”

Unexpectedly, she gave me a smile, patted my side and motioned for me to sit down, I secretly swallowed my saliva and walked over, all the words of explanation were blocked in my throat and I couldn't say a word.

At this moment, the atmosphere was extremely tense, and I didn't know what words to use to describe my heart, as if an invisible big hand grabbed my throat and suffocated me!

It would be nice if I could turn back the clock, if there was a regret medicine in the world, but now that the wood is in the boat and cannot be changed, my brain is blank, and I am only ready to accept all the consequences.

"Sanming ......"

"Yes, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry I didn't mean to......" I couldn't say it myself halfway through, and apologizing at this time was not only useless, but would only make her sad even more.

She gently stroked the long hair in her ear and said, "No need to say I'm sorry, you forgot that I said you don't have to feel indebted to me." ”

But when I heard this, I felt even more guilty, after getting drunk, I ruined a person's innocence, and now in the face of her tolerance, I seem to be more and more like a scumbag, oh no, I'm a scumbag!

I clearly know what kind of family I have, I am a scumbag in front of others, I am afraid that I can't even reach the steps at the door of people's homes, how can I talk about something with the eldest lady of a wealthy family......

The inferiority complex in the heart has always been there, and it has never disappeared, although the sixteenth sister has never shown off anything, nor has it reflected the gap in rank, but this inferiority complex comes from the heart and in the bones.

She slowly took out a pack of facial tissues from her body, gently pulled out one and handed it over, and for a moment I was stunned, not understanding what she meant.

"Boys are always so careless, remembering what a boy looks like will determine his whole life, and the first thing he does when he gets up in the morning is to wash his face and brush his teeth. ”

Without waiting for me to say anything, she gently wiped the corners of my eyes, and for a moment my heart felt warm, as if I had returned to the small alley that I once had, she also wiped my face so carefully and carefully, but my heart was so complicated.

I was so sorry for her, but instead of complaining, she treated me so gently, I don't know what words to use to describe it, but I felt that my heart was melting.

With my eyes closed, I could hear my own pounding heartbeat and feel her deadly tenderness, but I couldn't melt away from her, because I knew I would never be worthy......

"Okay, remember to wash your own stinky socks in the future, otherwise you will smoke people down. "Sister Sixteen deliberately made an unbearable expression, and I couldn't help but blush.

I don't like to wash socks or follow the second uncle to learn, he always has a lot of new white socks throughout the year, each pair of socks will only be worn once and never washed, because he said that touching unclean things will affect luck and luck.

"Did you hear that?"

"Oh, I heard ......"

"If you're careless, you won't be able to find a wife. Sister Sixteen teased, and I scratched my head embarrassedly.

I feel that the whole atmosphere has eased a lot, and the suffocation feeling in my chest has disappeared unconsciously, but the guilt in my heart can't disappear no matter what.

What makes me even more guilty is that I am still thinking about Seventeen in my heart, thinking about everything that happened yesterday, I don't know how to face it, I don't know what the result will be, and what hangs in my heart always makes people feel bottomless.

Sister Sixteen put on her socks and canvas shoes, I kept my head down and didn't know what to say, there was no imaginary storm, but her tolerance made me feel more guilty and blame, and I felt more like a bastard.

"I know you weren't happy yesterday, but there are some things that people can't change, don't they?"

I understood the meaning of her words, and I also understood that she was talking about seventeen, and for some reason I felt very uncomfortable, and I felt almost exploding under the complex emotions.

Seeing that she was about to leave, I wanted to say something but couldn't say a word, I had nothing but guilt in my heart, but her last look was so sad!

"Actually, you've always known my intentions...... Maybe you're really different from someone else. ”

I don't understand what Sister Sixteen means, why did she say this, didn't she care about what happened last night?

But why did I see the look in her eyes so lonely, although she had been pretending to be relaxed just now, but I could see her sadness, I really didn't know how to face this matter, but the sixteenth sister gave me an unexpected result.

Especially the last look, which contains too many feelings, I never dreamed that I would come this far with her, and I am afraid that I will not be able to repay her in this life......

Mu Ne sat on the bed and smoked, I didn't know what would happen next, my whole mind was blank, there were no thoughts or no ideas, I really regretted it.

Wait, could it be that all those love words I whispered last night were true?

I understand why Sister Sixteen really left so indifferently, and I also understand why her eyes were so sad when she left, because she knew that I said those words to Seventeen......

Standing alone at the window and smoking quietly, watching the traffic outside the window I don't know how long it has been, and I don't know how long I have been thinking about it in my head, but I have never figured out how to face him in the future.

Originally, I had strengthened my inner belief and found a way to deal with the relationship, but everything was different because of a ridiculous drunken experience.

I don't know how much damage I have caused to Sister Sixteen, I don't know what kind of pain she will endure, but the first time of a girl is so precious, but I have possessed it, how can I be embarrassed?

I try not to think about what happened last night, but the more I don't think about it, the clearer it becomes, like a memory fragment after sobering up flashes through my mind, the warmth and tenderness, everything is like a catalyst.

I even thought of the love words that contained feelings, the gentle words like water, and the vows I made, all of which were like an invisible shackles wrapped around my heart, making me unable to break free.

It's easy to forget everything you've done, it's easy to forget a woman, I vaguely understand why my second uncle hasn't been married all these years, because sometimes the friendship in my heart can't be repaid in a lifetime......

Standing at the window and watching the figure of the sixteenth sister leaving the hotel, I felt that I was overwhelmed by her gentleness, and when she walked out of the hotel and looked back, my heart seemed to be melted.

Her gentleness, her cold arrogance, everything about her is like silent soft water, gently flowing into my heart......