Chapter 257: Back to Hand (3)

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With Lin Zangfeng's irrepressible angry shout, the air fell silent for a short time.

It's just that after the silence, it was Lin Zangfeng's somewhat suppressed and hoarse voice that continued to sound.

"I never thought that I would put pressure on you, and I never thought that in your eyes, I would be a greedy person, but it doesn't matter, I can still act as if nothing happened, we start over, and I will readjust myself, okay?"

There was a prayer in the words, and it also reflected the fragility of Lin Zangfeng's heart, which Taeyeon felt it, so she almost couldn't help it, couldn't help nodding, and couldn't help but want to explain everything, but, in the end, she still said sorry.

"Biyane, I said in my letter, my love for you has been exhausted, our world is too different, it is already difficult to start over, and Zangfeng, you have always been a dignified person in my eyes, stop praying so humbly, okay?"

"Hehe, a different world? humble pray?" Lin Zangfeng smiled suppressedly, with wordless sadness, "Yes, our world is indeed different, and my retention is also very humble, but do you know, when I go to your world, when I pray for retention, this is almost exhausting my courage for me who is not good at expressing it." I used to think that I would love you silently, and you will understand, because I think that our love can be unspoken. But I didn't expect that you suddenly said that you were going to break up, so suddenly that it made me feel like a dream, or that our meeting was a dream, you left a farewell letter, you said that I put pressure on you, you said that your love for me was exhausted, and finally you said that our world is different, these are all pains that I don't want, but you have forced it to me. ”

"Should I cry, should I be crazy, should I be hysterical? I should do this, it seems that I can show my sadness, my despair, but I don't, I just want to be here, I don't care about humility, I don't care about my self-esteem, quietly redeem you, that's the only struggle I can do, other than that, I don't have the strength to do anything else, because I'm tired, so tired that I don't have the strength to do anything desperate anymore, I don't have that much courage, I don't have the courage to consume another decade, so, this is the last time. Now, give me your hand, as long as you give it to me, I can use my last strength and courage. ”

The heavy words fell, Lin Zangfeng stretched out his hand, looked at Taeyeon very seriously, very seriously, and seemed to re-establish some expectations in his eyes.

But Taeyeon lowered her head silently, and finally put her hand behind her back and turned her back.

At this moment, the expectation in Lin Zangfeng's eyes dissipated, and his gaze slowly dimmed at this moment, as if all the shadows fell in his eyes.

He quietly withdrew his hand, and did not say a word, and finally glanced at Taeyeon, seeing that she was familiar, looking at her strange, looking at her as if she had been, looking at her in the future, but finally slowly dissipating in his world, he turned around calmly, and walked quietly down the corridor, step by step, until he was never seen again.

And at this time, Taeyeon finally couldn't hold on anymore, Lin Zangfeng's desperate appearance was engraved in her mind like this, replayed over and over again, she couldn't hold on anymore, and the next moment she sat down on the ground limply, tears flowed out like a torrential rain, but she covered her mouth tightly and didn't make a sound.

At this time, Kim Mu arrived and saw her daughter sitting on the ground, she hurried to help, but Taeyeon dodged and struggled to stand up, she looked at her mother with teary eyes, and her words were hoarse and cried, "Oh Mom, I don't have anything to do with him anymore, are you satisfied?"

Kim Mu was stunned, she opened her mouth, and her words were intermittent, "Taeyeon, I, I ......"

Taeyeon didn't say anything more, she walked past her mother, staggered open the door of the stairway and walked in, and Kim Mum reacted in a daze and hurriedly chased after her, but as soon as she went out, she saw Taeyeon being held by her associate, Sunny, and then disappeared step by step through another exit.

Her steps stopped, and she suddenly remembered the look in her daughter's eyes. That look frightened her, because it was clearly alienation.

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"Taeyeon, don't cry, your makeup is spent, you can't get out later. ”

Another quiet exit, Taeyeon's unstoppable crying fills Sunny with bitter helplessness, and she persuades, but to no avail.

But the next moment, Taeyeon tried hard to wipe away her tears, and also spoke with a hoarse cry, "Sunny, take me home, I don't want to participate in anything, I really can't hold on......"

Sunny looked stunned, but finally gritted his teeth and nodded, "Okay, I'll take you home." ”

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"Xiujing, why are you going?"

Krystal kept staring at the entrance of the corridor where Lin Zangfeng and Taeyeon went out, and finally, seeing Taeyeon walking out of the entrance, but there was no Lin Zangfeng, Krystal suddenly stood up and hurriedly wanted to walk towards the entrance of the building.

But Jessica hurriedly grabbed her, frowned and asked.

"Zang Feng is gone, I'm going to find him. ”

Krystal hurriedly left a sentence and was about to leave again, but Jessica sighed and grabbed her again, and in her sister's puzzled and frowning expression, she handed her an umbrella, and with a helpless look, she said something of concern, "It's going to rain, don't get wet and catch a cold." ”

Krystal was stunned for a moment, then took the umbrella and looked at her sister with a warm smile, "Thank you, Ernie." ”

After thanking him, he finally took the umbrella and left quickly, as if he was rushing to an appointment.

Jessica could only watch her sister's back disappear with a wry smile, but there was some relief in her helplessness.

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Lin Zangfeng walked out of the building where Taeyeon celebrated his birthday, but as soon as he walked out, the rain began to fall, and the pedestrians on the road suddenly became anxious, and began to look for a place to hide, and there was no one on the street in an instant.

But Lin Zangfeng continued to walk forward in a daze, not caring about the arrival of the rain.

And as he continued to walk, the rain slowly became heavier, and then there was a torrential downpour, which slapped on the ground in bursts and made a "whoosh" sound.

And he has been walking forward quietly, without crying, without hysterical laughter, without roaring, and without collapse, because in China for many years, he has experienced these emotions alone in the dead of night, at that time, he can still cry, laugh, roar, and dare to collapse, but ten years later, as he said, he is very tired, has no courage, and has no strength, so he can only move forward without thinking, and the rest can no longer be done.

He's actually sick too, but he's getting old.