Chapter 359: I Only Look Forward to You Later (8)

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When the sun was sinking in the west, Lim Zangfeng looked at Taeyeon sitting there painting through the afterglow of the setting sun.

I watched her sketch a clear figure on the pictorial, and watched the clock on the wall visualize time, and then passed by minute by second.

When the sun has completely set, Taeyeon's painting is finished, she slowly stands up, exhales, and hangs the painting.

Then she looked at Lin Zangfeng, "Let it dry for a while, let the pen and ink dry, otherwise it will be spent." ”

"Hmm. Lin Zangfeng had no opinion and nodded.

"So, are you hungry?" Taeyeon looked at Lin Zangfeng, moving her neck as she suggested to speak, "I just want to go out to eat, let's go together." ”

Lin Zangfeng still didn't refuse, "Okay." ”

only added at the end, "I'll invite you, just as a reward." ”

Taeyeon blinked, then chuckled and nodded, "Well, then I'll order some expensive ones today." ”

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said something expensive, but after going to the restaurant she frequented, Taeyeon only ordered a little food, and it wasn't expensive at all.

Lin Zangfeng looked at her, "Didn't you say that it was more expensive?"

Taeyeon chuckled and shook her head, "Lied to you." Actually, I've been losing weight recently, just eat a little bit casually, and you don't have to break the bank, which is a good thing. ”

Lin Zangfeng looked at her speechlessly and silently, for a long time, until Taeyeon was a little uncomfortable, Lin Zangfeng spoke, "You're so thin, do you still want to lose weight?"

Taeyeon fiddled with her fingers, her expression seemed to be fine, "Maybe it's an obsession of a female idol, or maybe it's a habit." ”

"Obsession, habit. Lin Zangfeng frowned and chewed on these two words attentively.

And the meal was also served at this time.

Taeyeon thanked the waiter, and then opened her mouth to pull back the distracted Lin Zangfeng, "Okay, let's not mention this, let's eat, Zangfeng." ”

Lin Zangfeng came back to his senses and nodded slowly, but when he looked at Taeyeon, he only saw her looking down and eating seriously, and the rest of her appearance seemed to be inauthentic in this somewhat orange light.

The clearest thing to see is that her long eyelashes are trembling a little, it should be a normal tremor caused by blinking, Lin Zangfeng thought so, but for some reason, he felt that he was reassuring himself by thinking like this.

However, the two of them didn't communicate anymore during this meal, whether it was Taeyeon, who was suddenly silent, or Lin Zangfeng, who wanted to make his heart feel at ease, they didn't know what kind of topic to say.

That's how he went back to Taeyeon's house.

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At night, in the lights.

Taeyeon handed the dried painting to Lim Zangfeng and instructed with a smile.

"Zang Feng, the painting is for you, go home early, Xiujing is still waiting for you." ”

Lin Zangfeng took it and nodded silently.

It's just that when she arrived at the door, Lin Zangfeng asked her, "See you in the future, can we say hello to each other?"

Taeyeon shook her head slightly, her voice a little hoarse, "Didn't we all say yes?" I said I wouldn't say hello, and you can't call me rude." This kind of me will only be in private, only when there is only you and me, but in public, I am the most awkward Kim Taeyeon, you know me. ”

"Hasn't something changed?" Lin Zangfeng asked in a low voice.

Taeyeon was in a trance, but smiled faintly, but there was a little dazed in her smile, "Have you ever changed? Can the dreams you have had be considered part of the real experience of life? If so, if it is true, if I can still embrace those dreams, I will say that I have changed, but unfortunately there is no if, then I am still me." ”

"As with that story, it's simple, there's nothing to look forward to. ”

When the words fell, the atmosphere between the two immediately became heavy, and between the eyes of him and her, no one retreated, some, just a silence that was unwilling to avoid anymore.

In the end, however, Taeyeon issued an eviction order.

"Okay, there's nothing else to say, Zangfeng, go home, I'm a little tired today and want to rest. ”

Lin Zangfeng exhaled, but finally nodded and turned around and walked out, and finally he closed the door gently.

And as the door was closed, the last thing the two saw was the other party who was getting more and more unrealistic in the crack of the door, but when the door was completely closed, she and he stood in place, as if after this parting, it would be a long time before they could see each other again, and even, never again.

One door, two worlds.

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That silence didn't last long, and finally both of them left where they were.

One person stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looked downstairs, and after one person went downstairs, he began to look back upstairs, but in the end, only Taeyeon quietly watched Lin Zangfeng leave.

She actually didn't say something.

Like these paintings that hung beside her at this time.

These paintings are indeed stories, but they are not the so-called stories in the books, these are her dreams, the stories in her dreams.

When she dreamed that day, she almost thought that everything in this dream was true, what so-called heaviness, sadness, past and separation did not exist, she married Lin Zangfeng who wanted to be dependent on each other for a lifetime, she and he were simple in that world, ordinary and ordinary, but happy and would not envy anything, she was so happy and simple that she couldn't help herself.

But soon the dream woke up, and that was the end of everything.

After that, such dreams never appeared again, and she could only recall and draw those scenes to create a lucid dream.

As for what she said, she won't draw such a story again, and the ending is simply nothing to look forward to, it's all fake.

She actually wanted to paint.

Because the story is not simple, but there is no follow-up.

story, in fact, there is still an expectation.

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Turning around and looking upstairs, Lin Zangfeng only saw bright lights.

He couldn't tell how he felt in his heart, but he felt a little regretful, because some of the blessings he wanted to say were not spoken.

At the same time, there is no position.

It's just, I still want to say.

Because no matter how she told the story without expectations, or herself without expectations, he didn't approve of it and vetoed it, because he still had the deepest expectations for her.

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"I only hope that you can live happily as I dreamed in my dreams, even if it is simple and ordinary, even if it is not me, let me see you later from a chance encounter on a street corner, and you are really free. ”

At that moment, such blessings, such anticipations, came from her and his mouth, although some tears crisscrossed a girl's face, although some reluctant smiles flashed bitterly on a certain boy's face.

But under the starry night sky, we in that time and space will become what we look forward to.

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Later, you will be fine.

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