162: It's good to have you
Leo immediately shook the pot, "It's all Daddy's fault, I didn't say anything." ”
Xu Shaobei raised his hand and knocked on the top of his head, "Stinky boy, it's fast for you to betray me at this time." ”
"I'm telling the truth, Daddy has wronged me......" Leo said so innocently, Ruan Niansheng almost believed it.
"Okay, hurry up and eat, then go to rest early, and take you to see your grandfather tomorrow, okay?" she patted him on the head, a look of kindness.
Leo nodded busily, "yes! I miss my grandfather so much, he hasn't called me lately." ”
Ruan Niansheng's eyes suddenly turned red inexplicably, she may not have heard the voice belonging to Ruan Zhengtian for a long time, every time she closed her eyes, it was his lifeless face, which made people feel distressed......
Xu Shaobei turned Leo's face and reminded, "Don't talk a lot when you eat!"
Leo Nu pouted, a little unhappy, but Yu Guang noticed that Ruan Niansheng was wrong, and immediately stopped saying a word, and obediently buried his head in eating.
After eating, he went back to the study and carried Tang Shilio before climbing into bed Ruan Niansheng tossed for a day, and his face was tired at this time.
When Xu Shaobei came out of the shower, he saw Ruan Niansheng's wet hair so long that he almost dragged the floor, and the whole person was lying on the bed like this without drying it, so his eyebrows couldn't help but tighten, "Why don't you dry your hair and then sleep?"
"Hmm......"
Ruan Niansheng groaned and muttered, "Tired......"
Xu Shaobei had no choice, so he had to take a clean towel for her to dry, and then took a hair dryer to blow it to let her continue to sleep.
The whining hair dryer in his ears kept ringing, and there was a hint of warm wind, which made Ruan Niansheng, who was already sleepy, more and more confused, and his body bones couldn't lift his strength, and finally he fell asleep on Xu Shaobei's knees.
Xu Shaobei stroked her already dried hair, which corrected her sleeping position.
After the lights went out, thin lips pressed up in the dark, and a kiss slowly fell on her smooth forehead, "Good night." ”
Ruan Niansheng twisted his body, and it was not until someone lay down on the side that he suddenly surrounded him tightly with his hands and feet, but he did not wake up.
Xu Shaobei was full of helplessness, and he didn't know whether to wake her up or let her continue to sleep.
In the end, he felt sorry for her, and he didn't wake her up and let her sleep like this all night.
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Ruan Niansheng had a vague dream, in the dream, there were Ruan Zhengtian, Ruan Ying, and Mrs. Ruan, all of them were standing opposite her, and the unfamiliar eyes fell on her, which made her vaguely uneasy.
"Dad......"
She opened her mouth urgently, but she couldn't make a single sound!
"Dad...... Can you hear me!?" Ruan Niansheng kept shouting at Ruan Zhengtian in front of him, but no matter what, the person acted as if he hadn't heard anything, and his eyes were glazed......
She hurriedly stepped over, and the flat road under her feet suddenly turned into an insurmountable chasm!
She stood on this side, Ruan Zhengtian and Mrs. Ruan Yingruan stood on the other side, and the black hole as deep as a cliff was invisibly about to swallow her.
Ruan Niansheng was hysterical, his throat was hoarse, and he still kept shouting the familiar title, "Dad, look at me, Dad!"
"Huh!"
Ruan Ying's sarcastic voice suddenly remembered, "Get out, that's not your dad, that's my dad, you are not qualified to take care of him, no!"
Take care?
Ruan Niansheng was excited, and was suddenly awakened to a memory, and as soon as the picture turned, Ruan Zhengtian, who was originally standing in front of her indifferent, suddenly lay on the hospital bed, his face was pale and bloodless, without the slightest anger.
Ruan Niansheng was so frightened that she quickly pounced on it, and kept patting the bed, trying to wake Ruan Zhengtian up, but what responded to her was silence and silence......
"Nian Sheng...... Nian Sheng!"
Ruan Niansheng opened her eyes suddenly, her eyes were full of tears, I don't know when her cheeks were wet, everything around her was so familiar, familiar that she couldn't forget, this was her home, this was her room.
"It's all right, it's all gone, nothing is gone. Xu Shaobei saw that she came back to her senses, and suddenly wrapped her into his arms, "I'm here, I'm by your side, don't be afraid ......"
"I ......"
Ruan Niansheng was attached to his arms, and his eyes blinked involuntarily, "Did I have a nightmare just now?"
"Hmm. ”
Xu Shaobei nodded, "But, it's okay anymore, it's just a nightmare." ”
"Uh-huh, I know ......"
Ruan Niansheng nodded like pounding garlic, and his little face became more and more attached to his chest, "I was just careless just now, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, and I don't want to think about those things......"
She didn't know what was wrong, she just felt panic and fear inexplicably.
Xu Shaobei stroked her back and repeated again, "It's okay." ”
"I'm sorry ......"
Ruan Niansheng was buried in his arms, crying again like a tearful man. Xu Shaobei's heart hurt, and the strength of holding her tightened silently.
"Shh......h
Xu Shaobei shook his head, held her cheek with his big hand, and the thin calluses on his fingertips caressed her delicate cheeks, "It has nothing to do with you, you don't need to apologize, you are not at fault." ”
She's just a child who worries about her father, and there's really nothing wrong with that.
"I ......" Ruan Niansheng opened his mouth and said slowly, "I just had a nightmare, dreaming of ...... Ruan Ying and Mrs. Ruan, and my father...... They were all in dreams, but no one spoke to me, no one answered me, no matter how much I shouted, no one heard, and I dreamed of the cliff...... I stood on one side with them, I couldn't walk through, one step was a bottomless pit......"
"Alright, don't say it. ”
Xu Shaobei interrupted her, "It's just a dream, when you wake up from a dream, it's nothing, don't be afraid." ”
Ruan Niansheng bit his lower lip tightly, "I always feel that this is a bad premonition, Xu Shaobei, you say...... Is there something going on? Okay, how can you dream like this?"
Xu Shaobei's heart chuckled suddenly, and he immediately said on his face, "Impossible, dreams are always just dreams, and dreams are all reversed, so none of them will happen." ”
"But I always feel uneasy. ”
"It's just an illusion, because I have a nightmare, so I believe in the dream even more, don't pay attention to it, it's just an illusion, you are thinking about it day and night. ”
Ruan Niansheng's emotions slowly calmed down, and his little head was raised in his arms, "Then you say, will my dad really be fine?"
"Yes. ”
Xu Shaobei replied decisively and quickly, without any hesitation.
Ruan Niansheng breathed a sigh of relief, and his soft little hand was on his chest to feel the heartbeat before he sighed, "Hope is really just a dream......
"It's just a dream, and it can only be a dream. ”
Xu Shaobei's voice kept hovering in his ears, and Ruan Niansheng nodded, "Uh-huh." ”
"Look at your stupid appearance, it's just a dream, and you take it seriously, crying like a child, if Leo saw it, he would have made fun of you. ”
Ruan Niansheng wiped his eyes with tears on his face a little unconvinced, and muttered, "No, I don't want to." ”
It's just that I dreamed of something emotional, and I also poked my heart, and I couldn't hold it back all of a sudden.
"Okay, then don't cry. Xu Shaobei patted her head, "Sit here, I'll go get you a hot towel to wipe your face, it's all bitter and dirty cat." ”
"No matter how dirty you are, you must not dislike me!" Ruan Niansheng snorted twice.
Xu Shaobei smiled, his face was full of helplessness, how dare he dislike it.
The warm towel wiped his face, wiped away the tears on his face, and his head became a little clearer, Ruan Niansheng's little face was buried, and he was embarrassed, and when he was sober, he realized how stupid what he had just done, no wonder Xu Shaobei would say that he would laugh when Leo saw it.
After some tossing, Ruan Niansheng couldn't sleep either, and looked at the ceiling with a pair of eyes open.
When Xu Shaobei put the towel and came back, he saw her lying on the bed stupidly, the corners of her lips unconsciously hooked up a smile, and she stepped forward and flicked her forehead, "Why are you so distracted?"
"Nope. ”
Ruan Niansheng came back to his senses and looked at him.
Xu Shaobei raised his eyebrows, "What?"
Ruan Niansheng suddenly smiled and threw herself into his arms, "I was just thinking, it's good to have you, at least I had a nightmare, open my eyes, and you will be by my side to comfort me." ”
"Silly girl, what are you doing with this, are you still afraid that I will really ignore you in the future?"
"How could it be. ”
Ruan Niansheng chuckled and said deliberately, "Even if you ignore me, I won't let go, with such a good husband as you, how can I be willing to let you ignore me." ”
Xu Shaobei's face sank slightly, a little stiff.
Ruan Niansheng didn't notice anything unusual, and said straightly, "Moreover, I also know that you won't let go of my hand." ”
"No, it won't. ”
He nodded firmly, and subconsciously clenched her soft little hand, "I won't say anything." ”
Even if one day she knew that he had lied to her, even if one day she couldn't accept everything, he would never let her go so easily!
Ruan Niansheng's heart then poured into a warm current, "Well, I know, I also believe in you." ”
"Good ......"
Xu Shaobei patted the top of her head and said, "Okay, go to sleep, if you don't sleep, it's going to be dawn, aren't you listless to see your dad? Even if you want to, he doesn't want to see your appearance." ”
"Got it!"
Ruan Niansheng smiled and rubbed his face, "Why didn't I find out that you talk so much before, and you still care about me." ”
Xu Shaobei was very innocent, "Yes, I have always been like this to you." ”
"Yes, yes, yes. ”
Ruan Niansheng was powerless to parry, so she had to respond, Xu Shaobei let go of her and tucked the quilt for her.
The tall body lay up, and the position on the side also sank slightly, Ruan Niansheng groped and hugged him tightly in the dark, and whispered in his ear, "Good night." ”
Xu Shaobei's thin lips also hooked a satisfied smile, and his big hand clasped her hand behind his back, responding to her silently.