Chapter 192: Falling into the Illusion
"Then don't socialize!" Lin Fufu's tone was cold, like the air outside.
"Fluffy...... How is this possible? Whoever doesn't prepare a banquet for the New Year, who ...... it?"
"But I just want a baby!"
"Furry, ...... like this" Fang Zhihe paused, leaned in front of Lin Fur, and continued: "After the New Year, when I have arranged the work after the New Year, your mood is almost ......"
"So that's the case!" Lin Rongrong, who had been closing his eyes tightly, suddenly opened his eyes, then pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled at Fang Zhihe.
"What?"
"It's okay!" After speaking, Lin Rongrong closed his eyes again, it turned out that this was the case, it turned out that he was afraid that she would give birth to a small psychosis for the Fang family, it turned out that he was busy looking for other women outside, other women are good, other women are not mentally ill, they are healthy, they will definitely be able to give birth to a healthy and lively child for their Fang family, and she can't, she is a madman, a mental illness, a mental illness that is not worthy of having a child!
Scold!
Fate-
Life!
Lin Rongrong thought of the last moment, grabbed the corner of the quilt hard, and turned around.
"Fluffy, get up and get something to eat?"
"I'm not hungry!"
"That'...... I'm going out first, I still have some work on hand, and I'm going to hurry up and set up a vacation in the next few days. Fang Zhihe sighed helplessly and looked at the figure on the bed again.
"Hmm!"
Fang Zhihe saw that Lin Rongrong answered, and there was no excitement, so he stepped out, and after a while, Lin Rongrong rushed out, and held a lady's eyebrow shaving knife in his right hand.
"Furry!" Fang Zhihe exclaimed, got up from his seat, and then walked quickly to her, "Furry...... You...... What's wrong with you?"
"Let me out!" there was a vicious light in Lin Rong's eyes, and that light reflected her tragic fate.
"You...... Where to go? I'll let the driver drop you off!"
"No need, I'll go by myself!"
"Furry, don't make trouble, be obedient, otherwise, I'll go with you, okay?" In order not to stimulate Lin Furry, Fang Zhihe chose to stand still and not move.
"I said, no, I'm going to go by myself. ”
"Fluffy, tell me, where do you want to go?"
"You don't have to worry about it, you can just let me go. ”
"You're so emotional, how could I let you go?" Fang Zhihe wrinkled his brows and continued, "Fluffy, obedient, don't make trouble, okay......?"
"I didn't mess with you, you let me go, otherwise...... I'll kill you!" Lin Rongrong said the last few words, and there was more ferocity in his eyes.
Fang Zhihe exhaled, looked at the eyebrow shaving knife in Lin Rong's hand, and after a while, spit out a few words: "Okay, you kill me!"
"You ......" Lin Rong's stiff arm trembled a little, she calmed down, gritted her teeth and stabbed at Fang Zhihe......
"Fluffy, let's die together! Find a quiet night, hand in hand, okay?" Fang Zhihe's words were fluttering, like soft feathers, floating in the cold air.
Lin Rongrong was stunned for a moment, she immediately retracted her right hand that was about to stab Fang Zhihe, and then looked up at Fang Zhihe's quiet face, that face was so beautiful, she was almost in tears.
"I thought in my blood dream, if only I could die with you, if it were that day, I would be very happy, really......! Do you know that you don't belong to this world, you belong to heaven, you will float to the sky after you die, and I, will fall into the dirt, we can't ...... together" Fang Zhihe said Finally, he hooked the corners of his mouth, and reached out to snatch the eyebrow knife from Lin Rong's hand.
"Furry, we can't die together, what should we do?"
“……”
"Furry, we've only known it for a year now, but so many things have happened, I don't know why, but, fortunately, after we have experienced so much, we are still together, so, Furry, two people can stay together for a day, just stay for a day, be happy, don't think about anything else. Fang Zhihe's eyes were a little red, however, Lin Rongfu in his arms couldn't see it.
“……”
"Furry, I'm not a doctor, I'm not a numerologist, but I'm your husband, I know you better than anyone else, you want to leave, you want to go to the man who told you your fortune, I know! But, listen to me, that man is dead, he doesn't exist anymore, if you have to go to him, I'll take you to the cemetery now, I've already let people find his tombstone, if you're sure you want to see it, let's go now, I'll accompany you!"
How could Fang Zhihe not understand Lin Rongrong's thoughts, she was just because she saw the photos in his mobile phone, she was not at ease, she wanted to have a child and keep him, but if she wanted to have a child, she had to prove that she was not sick, so she made this scene, so she could find the so-called fortune teller, but how could there be such a person in this world!
“……”
"Fluffy!"
"Okay!" Lin Rongrong gritted her teeth and responded, she must go to this matter, if she can't see his grave with her own eyes, she won't be at ease when she dies.
Fang Zhihe let out a long sigh, pushed her out of his arms, and said while caressing her little face: "Okay, let's go now, you go and change your clothes!"
"Hmm!" Lin Rong replied, turned around and walked to the lounge, found a clean dress in the wardrobe in the lounge, put it on his body, and then followed Fang Zhihe to the cemetery in the suburbs.
The cemetery is already colder than the urban area, not to mention that it is a cold winter day, so the feeling of cold increases exponentially, Fang Zhihe glanced at Lin Rongfu sideways, pulled her left hand, and said softly: "This is it!"
Lin Rongrong exhaled and looked at the words on the tombstone, the font was square and bolded, so it was particularly obvious.
Above these bold words is a black-and-white photograph, and the face in the photo is exactly the same as the face in her impression.
Sure enough, it was the man!
And sure enough...... Sure enough, it's dead!
After a long time, Lin Rongrong slowly turned his face and looked at Fang Zhihe beside him, his gray eyes were full of helplessness, "Sir......! How could it be, I ...... I ......"
"Furry!" Fang Zhihe couldn't bear to see Lin Rongrong crying, so he quickly surrounded her and comforted: "It's okay, it's okay, it's all an illusion, everything you have seen is an illusion!
"Sir...... I...... I really am...... I ...... "this tombstone in front of her eyes is like a stamped incriminating evidence, so that she has nowhere to escape, she is sad, she is so sad," sir, this is true...... Is it true?"
"Furry, listen to me, it's true, you have to recognize the facts from now on, and accept the treatment well, okay? Don't make any more trouble, stop thinking nonsense, okay?" She still cried in the end, she still cried in the end, Fang Zhihe's heart tightened more and more with Lin Fufu's sobbing, and finally it hurt so much that he almost died, "Furry, it's okay, I'll be with you, I'll always be with you!"
In fact, he understands Lin Rong's mood very well, because after he received the psychoanalytic report, he was also in this mood, unacceptable, incomprehensible, but the facts are the facts, no matter how unwilling he is to face it, there is no way.
"I'm sorry, sir...... I'm ......sorry!" Lin Rongfu grabbed Fang Zhihe's sleeve and said while sobbing, "I don't know why it's like this, I didn't do anything, I didn't eat anything, but ...... But I got sick, and I ...... Why would I ...... I'm going to get sick! I'm ...... It's true...... I really didn't do anything!sir!"
"I know, I know! I don't blame you! I really don't blame you, no one blames you for being sick, so ...... Don't blame yourself, okay? We, let's get treatment next, and we'll get better, and we'll get better. At this time, Fang Zhihe couldn't do anything other than keep comforting and encouraging, he couldn't get sick for her, he couldn't bear the sadness for her, he couldn't!
"Sir, will she be fine?" Will she be fine? What if she can't get better? What if she can't get better for the rest of her life?
"Yes! Definitely!" Fang Zhihe rubbed her into his arms, lowered his head and kissed her on the lips, this woman is the light in his life, he wants this light to exist forever, forever!
Suddenly, the person in his arms bit his lip fiercely, and after a while, the smell of blood swirled in his mouth, "Fluffy, you ......"
He hurt so much, it hurt so much that he almost pushed her away, but he held back, fluffy and sad, she was sad, let her vent, let her vent well!
After a while, Lin Rongrong pulled out of Fang Zhihe's arms, she looked at the blood on the corner of his lips, reached out to wipe it, turned around and walked quickly towards the white sports car.
Fang Zhihe was stunned for a moment, and then stepped forward, "Fluffy ......"
"I'm sleepy, I want to sleep for a while!" Lin Rongrong finished speaking, reached out and pulled the car door, and sat in the car, there was a men's perfume smell in the car, the smell was faint, it smelled very good, Lin Rongrong sniffed fiercely, and closed his eyes.
As soon as he closed his eyes, the smell of men's perfume came over like a flood, and he got into the car, oh, he started the car, and the car moved......
Lin Rongrong just closed her eyes and felt Fang Zhihe, feeling his presence and warmth, she didn't dare to open her eyes, she was afraid that as soon as she opened her eyes, Fang Zhihe would no longer exist, just like that Tang Renming would become a non-existent person.
If...... If even her husband was something she imagined, what would she do?
"Buzz, buzz!"
"Say!"
"Just got the news, Qin's ......"
"Wait a minute, wait a minute!"
Oh, he turned his head, turned his head to look at her!
"Yes!"