Before ending the conversation, this well-known psychology authority said the last sentence to Zhang Tianyi, "Countering violence with violence is indeed not a recommendable thing, but there are many things, and there is no better way to solve them." ”

Zhang Tianyi already understood that the criminals' actions this time after 20 years allowed Cao Xianye to determine who he was, or roughly judged a circle. It's just that he is not ready to call the police, but is ready to use his own methods to solve this lifelong grievance.

What is more intolerable than the hatred of taking a wife is the hatred of killing a wife.

In this matter, Zhang Tianyi really has the heart but is powerless. If it was an ordinary trivial matter, he was naturally obliged. But if it is said that for the sake of this master-apprentice relationship that has been trading from the beginning, let him fight for his life, it is naturally impossible. Unless the person sitting opposite is called Chu Jing, it is extremely difficult to make him desperate.

The heavens and the earth are big, and life is the biggest.

"You three are at home, I'll go out. ”

Cao Xianye's words were bland, and Zhang Tianyi was shocked when he heard this. The drooping hand subconsciously grasped the gel pen in his pocket, allowing the protruding refill to puncture the palm. Is this farewell going to be said forever? Can a criminal investigation and psychological expert meticulously design a murder case to make a perfect acquittal murder? To tell the truth, Zhang Tianyi still has a faint trace of inexplicable expectation in his heart. However, he still asked, "Teacher, when will you be back?" Do you want to wait for dinner?"

This old man, who you can never judge his inner thoughts from his facial expressions, turned his head and glanced at Zhang Tianyi with a smile, shook his head and said, "Don't wait for me deliberately, I'll come back when I'm done." This is my home and her, and if I don't go back here, where else can I go?"

Zhang Tianyi nodded, his eyes staggered the old man's. He didn't know what to say at this time, wishing the old man all the best?

Zhang Tianyi, who has experienced the gentle wind and drizzle and has never been baptized by a real storm, is a little confused at this time. Hacker's death must have gone through a lot of turmoil and games, but he didn't even have the qualifications to know. Li Jiaxing and Duan Rushuang must also have a confrontation behind them, but all he can see is the part that is expressed. By the way, he received a gift from Xuan Xuan, who brought disaster to the country and the people. The last thing he could do was to sit here and wait for the final news.

This feeling of powerlessness made him hate it deeply.

Chu was startled and got up and patted Zhang Tianyi's shoulder, without saying anything.

"Daddy!"

Cao Xiangzhi suddenly got up, changed the title of an old man for more than ten years, and really called out Dad. Cao Xianye walked to the door and paused, his shoulders shook slightly, but he strode out of the house without looking back.

After a while, Cao Xiangzhi suddenly said: "I have read the old man's diary, and his real diary was not thrown in the study room to show me on purpose. It was the one he had hidden in the bottom corner of the shelf, and there were many things written on it. It seemed that he and my mother were really in love, singing, chatting, playing chess, and traveling together. The two of them were able to sit in silence for an afternoon without getting bored. I've been deliberately causing trouble all these years, just hoping that he won't be reassuring me. If he doesn't feel at ease, he can endure it forever, right? Will he be able to live if he endures? I kept urging him to take revenge because I thought it was because of him that my mother was poisoned. I don't want him to die, and I don't want him to be better. But later, when I knew I was wrong, I didn't dare to change, he could see through people's hearts at a glance. If I hadn't been his daughter, he would have seen through it. Why does my heart hurt so much now?"

Zhang Tianyi turned his head and saw a girl with tears streaming down her face.

"If you continue to make trouble, you can still put it off, and maybe it may really be over for a lifetime. Zhang Tianyi crossed his hands together, thought about it again and again, and asked the question in his heart.

"Because I think the old man is too bitter, he is too bitter. Cao Xiangzhi opened his mobile phone, clicked on the photo album and handed it to Zhang Tianyi and said sadly: "Look, this is what I photographed." ”

Zhang Tianyi took it and saw a few lines of words:

I will always remember the scene from twenty years ago

A hundredfold to him

thereafter

I would like to fall into the eighteenth floor of hell

Hopefully

You will be healthy in the next life.

Zhang Tianyi closed his eyes, and twisted his head in shock.

Life with hatred is painful, Cao Xianye knows it all too well. It's a pity that God didn't give him a chance to choose, forcing him to live for twenty years with hatred that he can't forget and can't let go. If you let outsiders know that he, a famous psychologist, has had auditory and visual hallucinations for several years, and the cause of mental illness is extremely serious, I am afraid that I will laugh and lose my big teeth.

A psychologist has an incurable mental illness, and he really responds to the saying that genius and madman are always only a thin line. He didn't go to the doctor, and there was no doctor in Huaxia who was more clever than him. Although the healer does not heal himself, he knows very well the cause of his illness, and there is no solution. Life and mental illness, he is destined to leave one thing and abandon another.

Cao Xianye didn't take anything with him when he walked out of the house, except for the watch that never left him. It's not that he doesn't want to explain all this to Zhang Tianyi, it's just that saying something is equivalent to dragging him into this deep pit. Listening to the sound of the watch ticking in his ears, he muttered a smile: "Look, these twenty years have passed like this." You must be waiting for me to be anxious, you are waiting a little longer, and when I send him to hell, I will go to you. ”

In front of his eyes, a scene from more than 20 years ago appeared. When it was time to go out, the silly woman would always stand at the door and hand him her coat and give him a hug full of affection. When she gets off work, she will watch him walk into the neighborhood from the balcony. Then he took his coat at the door, urged him to wash his hands and wait for dinner.

In the evening, when he was studying his profession in the study, the silly woman helped him make tea. He sat on the wicker chair in the corner of the study room, sometimes holding a book and reading it, sometimes he didn't know what he was thinking with his eyes closed, and sometimes he just sat there staring at him. But no matter what she did, she was very quiet, as if she was not in the house. She was originally a very lively girl, but she became a quiet woman just because she knew that she liked to think quietly.

Because of love, so change. Because of love, everything is taken for granted. It was only when he finally lost it that Cao Xianye realized that it was an inseparable part of him.

His steps are getting faster and faster.