Chapter 279: The Wall

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Kim family, Taeyeon's bedroom.

The sunlight shines through the window, setting off the whole room very warmly, and near the big bed near the window, Taeyeon sits there, quietly holding a big white bear plush toy, her expression calm and dull, her eyes are blank and full of ashes, she just sits there dumbfounded, not speaking, like a soulless shell.

From time to time, someone walked in to take a look at Taeyeon, and then went out again after seeing her sitting quietly, and the person who came in at this time may be Xia Yan, maybe Jin Zhiyong, or Jin's father, but the most frequent is Jin's mother.

Taeyeon has been like this for half a month.

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Half a month ago, Taeyeon sank into the sea to find a short time, but fortunately, at the last moment, Kim Ji-yong found his sister through mobile phone positioning, pulled her back from the water in time, and then sent her to the hospital in time for rescue, and finally let her daughter pass the dangerous period safely and wake up.

Later, in order to take better care of their daughter, the Jin family took their daughter home and decided to take good care of her at home.

However, Taeyeon, who was taken home, began to commit suicide again, and even became more and more intense and manic, and once people stopped staring at her a little, she would find all kinds of ways to hurt herself.

And more importantly, Taeyeon is extremely wary of her parents and brother, and she doesn't allow them to get close at all, and the only one who can get close to Taeyeon is Ha Yeon, and the only one who has never been involved in anything is Ha Yeon.

That day, Xia Yan cautiously walked into her sister's bedroom with a toy bear, and when she saw it, she saw that the floor of the bedroom was full of smashed things, as for her sister, she was very quiet at this time, quietly holding a photo to look at.

So, she slowly approached, and saw that what her sister was holding in her hand was a group photo, which seemed to be her sister when she was a child, as for the little boy next to her sister, looking at the somewhat familiar face, she also understood that it was Lin Zangfeng when she was a child.

She sighed silently and sat down softly, sitting next to Taeyeon.

"Ernie, are you alright......"

Taeyeon didn't speak, still holding the photo and looking at it.

"Ernie, I'm here to hear you tell me a story, about the story of you and Zangfeng's brother-in-law before I was born, is it okay?"

Seeing that Taeyeon didn't care about herself, Xia Yan didn't care and continued to speak.

Taeyeon was stunned for a moment, then raised her head to look at Xia Yan, and her hoarse voice slowly sounded, "Xia Yan, you go out, I want to be alone, I don't want to see anyone." ”

Xia Yan bit her lip and said with some hesitation, "Is this anyone, including Zang Feng's brother-in-law?"

Taeyeon looked stunned, but looked at the photo in her hand blankly.

Seeing this, Xia Yan sighed wordlessly, but her expression slowly became serious, "Sure enough, the only person Ernie wants to see now is Zang Feng's brother-in-law." But Ernie you are like this, how should you see him? And Ernie still has a very dangerous idea in his mind, wanting to end his life, which makes Zang Feng's brother-in-law know, what will he think? Has Ernie even thought about what Zang Feng's brother-in-law will do if your life is in danger again? He will definitely save you again with his life, does Ernie really want this to happen again? Moreover, a serious apology, a serious thanks, and the most unspeakable liking have not been said to Zang Feng's brother-in-law, is it fair to him?"

Taeyeon raised her eyebrows slightly, and the hesitation and struggle between her expressions began to emerge.

This made Xia Yan finally breathe a sigh of relief, and Ernie's mood began to change.

But she didn't stop, and took out the big bear she hugged and handed it to Taeyeon, but Taeyeon didn't take it, and Ha-yeon was not discouraged, and continued to take the bear to her sister and began to explain it seriously.

"Ernie, this bear, was bought for you by Zangfeng's brother-in-law, when I first got it back, Ernie has always cherished it at the head of the bed, as long as I go home to sleep, I have to hold it every night, later, Ernie bought a house in Seoul, and I went home less often, plus there was Zangfeng's brother-in-law by my side, this bear was gradually forgotten by Ernie and gradually became dusty. So I took it upon myself to secretly take it out of Ernie your room, wash it, and prepare to return it to Ernie when he came back next time, so that Ernie could take it to his home in Seoul, but Ernie didn't come back for a long time, and finally came back, but with a huge change. ”

"But I understand the change in Ernie, because something like this happened, Ernie must be very painful in his heart, but no matter how painful it is, you can't think about ending your life, have you forgotten that you still have a family?

"Ernie, I don't want you to get better immediately, but at least you don't hurt yourself again, don't have suicidal thoughts, as long as Ernie promises me, I will bring Zangfeng's brother-in-law to see you, okay?"

As she spoke, Ha-yeon handed the teddy bear to Taeyeon again, looking serious, but also with a little pleading.

And this time, although Taeyeon still didn't speak, she finally grabbed the teddy bear, and then gently hugged it into her arms, and then tightly, tightly, and never let go.

Xia Yan wanted to cry a little, but she couldn't help it, and she closed her eyes hard, blocking all the tears, and at this moment, the heavy stone in her heart fell to the ground.

Ernie, stayed.

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One day, half a month later, Kim Mother walked into her daughter's bedroom with food, she put it on the table, and then looked at Taeyeon, who was sitting on the edge of the bed with her back to her, and whispered.

"Taeyeon, let's eat, Mom made your favorite ...... today"

"You take it, I won't eat it!" Taeyeon didn't turn around, but let out the strongest sense of rejection.

Jin Mu's expression froze, and sadness flowed between her expressions.

"Taeyeon, don't do this to me, I'm your mother, you haven't seen me once in half a month, and now, you won't even touch the food I cook?"

Taeyeon turned around slowly, her expression was indifferent and depressed, "My mother is kind, gentle, and won't do anything to hurt others, let alone a benefactor, aren't you?"

After speaking, she looked out of the window with a gloomy expression again, and the sun outside the window was very bright, but it couldn't dispel her gloom at all.

As for Jin Mu, the sentence "Are you" made her choke up several times, but she couldn't do anything, so she could only put down the dinner plate in frustration and walk out of the room lonely.

And until the door was closed, Taeyeon didn't turn around in the slightest, as if she had built a visible wall around her, cutting off so many people, leaving only an entrance to wait for the one she had lost.

Although it is likely that he will never come again, she still looks forward to it, to see him again, to say sorry to him in person.

And a sentence that was never said to him, I love you.