347: Let her forgive me
"Xu Shaobei, let's get a divorce......"
She opened her mouth, and the words she spat out were like knives stuck in his chest, making him almost breathless!
"Nian Sheng, do you really want to make such a decision?"
"No, I've already thought about it. She turned her face away, "You can go back after you get up and eat." ”
"Impossible!"
Ruan Niansheng suddenly laughed, "You said it was impossible? Is that something you can decide?"
Her eyes were full of sarcasm, and it stabbed Xu Shaobei's eyes.
In an instant, he grinned cruelly, "Ruan Niansheng, Dad shouldn't know about the matter between us, right?"
Ruan Niansheng's pupils suddenly shook, "What do you want to do!?"
"I want you to go back to Haicheng with me!" he got up and hugged her desperately, "Nian Sheng, we can start over, forget the past, isn't it okay for us to be like this?"
The memories he gave her were painful, but he could make up for it! He could smooth out the pain......
Ruan Niansheng struggled violently, and his whole body was shouting to resist his approach.
After a while, the man's face was full of scratches, which was shocking.
Ruan Niansheng was annoyed, "Xu Shaobei, are you crazy after all! I'm done with you, it's completely over!"
When she knew everything, it was doomed that they would not be able to go on!
Xu Shaobei shook his head at her slowly, and the strength of holding her tightened a little silently, "No, Nian Sheng...... You still have mine in your heart, and it won't end so soon. ”
Never!
"I don't love you!"
She roared hysterically, but Xu Shaobei didn't seem to hear anything.
In the end, the two of them lost their strength, but he still imprisoned her.
Ruan Niansheng finally couldn't help but redden, "Xu Shaobei, I'm begging you, okay...... Leave me alone, I don't want to go back, I just want to be ...... quietly."
She was really scared.
Everyone in the world was lying, no matter who it was, she used to think that the man she loved was genuine to her.
But only later did I realize that it turned out that the deepest deception was him!
Xu Shaobei clenched his teeth and spoke halfway, "No, I will never let go." ”
He stubbornly held her face, "Nian Sheng, when I meet you again, I swear, I will treat you well and make up for the biggest mistake in my life!"
At first, he was not in love, everything was just a responsibility.
When she saw Ruan Niansheng helpless, he couldn't help but stretch out his hand, and it was then that he knew that his heart had long been handed over.
He still has a long life to make up for, how can he let it go now?
Every word of Xu Shaobei fell into her ears like a needle piercing her heart, making her feel distressed but unable to find the root......
"Xu Shaobei ......"
She finally lost her strength, and just leaned on his chest and watched, not knowing what she was looking through the narrow room.
He glanced down at her.
saw her tugging at the corners of her mouth and smiling desolately.
"Leave me alone, just let you go, I'...... I thought I could continue to love you, but then I found out that I was even more timid and timid than I thought......"
She admits that she is indeed a coward.
Therefore, whether she can completely let go when she is still in charge, she is afraid that she will not be able to survive in the end.
A tingle flashed quickly in the man's eyes, but she was still stubborn and tighter.
Three words squeezed out between his teeth, "No!"
"Why bother?"
She smiled as if she didn't care about anything.
Xu Shaobei shook his head stubbornly, lowered his head and kissed the top of her head, "Because I love you, I won't let you go, even if it is to hell, I want you to go with me!"
He is selfish, and he is also a demon, so no one who is targeted or entangled by him can escape......
Ruan Niansheng shivered for no reason, and his whole body involuntarily exuded an aura of rejection.
After half a ring, the man slowly let go of her.
"I'll give you time to reconsider. ”
"I don't need to think about it. ”
"Nian Sheng......"
He looked over and pleaded.
Ruan Niansheng had never seen him like this, but he couldn't help but sneer on his face, "Xu Shaobei, do you think that when I knew that the person back then was you, would it be possible for me to face you?"
As long as she closed her eyes, her mind was full of those painful pasts.
And for so many years, thanks to him, he has endured so much humiliation because of his pregnancy, why should he ...... Why did she just take her children away, and even put them around to raise them in the end!
And she faced her biological child day and night, but in the end, she could only watch from a distance without knowing!
The woman's questioning left him with nothing to hide, and he could not answer.
There was pain in his eyes, and it was a pain that he knew himself.
Silence is undoubtedly the best answer.
Ruan Niansheng's indifferent gaze fell on him, "My decision has been made, and the rest of the people who should make the decision are you." ”
"Nian Sheng!"
"Enough!"
She interrupted him in time, "Don't call me by my name, I'm disgusting to hear!"
She got up coldly and quickly sorted out the messy clothes on her body, and her little face had regained her composure.
"Xu Shaobei, you just have to stay here, but my dad must not know about this, and, if you can, I want you to leave here as soon as possible!"
With that last sentence, she quickly left the room.
The room was so small that she could even smell his breath, and even ...... She could feel the pain or torment coming from him clearly and accurately.
The little hand stretched out and couldn't help but cover his chest.
She asked herself, do you still love Xu Shaobei?
The answer is undoubtedly yes.
Can......
The only thing she can't forgive is everything he did!
Ruan Niansheng was standing there, her body was like a piece of wood, Ruan Zhengtian saw her when she came out of cooking, and couldn't help but step forward and pat her body, "Niansheng?"
"Dad?"
She quickly came back to her senses and hurriedly sorted out her mood.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing. ”
Perfunctory words fell into Ruan Zhengtian's ears, but they couldn't be easily dismissed at all.
What's more, he knows better than anyone that the child in front of him can't hide it, as long as he looks at her carefully for a while, she will be revealed.
Sure enough, all the emotions on that face fell into his eyes.
Ruan Niansheng's eyes flashed unnaturally, and then he said, "Dad, it's really nothing, don't think about it." ”
"I haven't thought much of it. Ruan Zhengtian knocked her head and glanced at the room where Xu Shaobei was.
"What's the matter, you quarreled with Xu Shaobei?"
"No ......"
She responded timidly, but she couldn't hide it from Ruan Zhengtian.
Under his gaze, Ruan Niansheng had no choice but to nod stiffly, "Something happened, so there was a small conflict, don't take it to heart, we will deal with it ourselves." ”
"What is there to be angry about the couple, fighting at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed. ”
"Dad, you don't understand ......"
When Ruan Zhengtian heard this, he only sighed lightly, "Yes, I don't understand, but many times I also understand that when it comes to emotional matters, don't make too much trouble, otherwise it will be difficult to reconcile." ”
"Dad......"
Ruan Niansheng opened his mouth.
"People have driven so far away, what are you still angry with him, hurry up and reconcile, facing me as an old man, I feel uncomfortable. ”
Ruan Niansheng didn't know where to say it, but at this time, he had to shrug his head and nodded, "I understand." ”
"That's what it sounds like. ”
Ruan Zhengtian patted the top of her head with relief.
As he spoke, he went to call Xu Shaobei for dinner.
The atmosphere at the table was a little stiff, Xu Shaobei kept giving her vegetables as always, she originally wanted to get it aside and not eat it, but Ruan Zhengtian's eyes kept staring, so she had to stuff it into her mouth and swallow it.
It's all in the mountains, there is no meat and vegetables, most of them are wild vegetables and the villagers themselves grow them.
Ruan Zhengtian goes to the market once a week, and it is a week to buy it, there is no refrigerator, and the meat is not long enough, so the most precious thing on the table at this time is the egg.
Ruan Niansheng ate it, but he couldn't taste anything, like chewing wax.
After the meal, Ruan Niansheng fled in a hurry, and Xu Shaobei did not catch up, but gave her some private space to relax.
Ruan Zhengtian also beckoned, took out the liquor he bought, and fried a plate of peanuts, "I have so many things here, don't dislike it, just order it." ”
Xu Shaobei waved his hand in panic, "It's okay, it's good." After that, I couldn't help laughing, "I'm not pampered, I've eaten everything." ”
Ruan Zhengtian glanced at him meaningfully, "Did you quarrel with Nian Sheng?"
"Hmm. ”
"Shaobei, don't blame my old man for being nosy......"
"Dad, I didn't think so. ”
"It's best not to think so. Ruan Zhengtian patted his hand, "I'm just such a daughter, I don't expect her to be rich and rich, I just hope that she can be well, happy, and carefree for the rest of her life." ”
Xu Shaobi listened, his heart was blocked for a while, and he couldn't breathe.
Why didn't he want to give her happiness, but the man didn't believe him anymore, and didn't want to look at him again......
Ruan Zhengtian didn't see his abnormality, but just sighed lightly, "The husband and wife usually quarrel and quarrel, Nian Sheng is still young, and his temperament is a little willful, so I can only let you take care of it more." ”
"Dad, I know it all. ”
Xu Shaobei knew that he was worried that he would lose his temper with Ruan Niansheng, and finally got really angry, so he said so.
He smiled bitterly and shook his head, "I did something wrong this time, so it's okay for her to ignore me, but I'll try my best to get her to forgive me." ”
Ruan Zhengtian paused, looked at him deeply, and then withdrew it unhurriedly.
"If you can think like this, that's good, you have a calm temperament, and I can rest assured that you are by her side. ”
As he spoke, his throat dried up for a while, and he couldn't help but take a sip of spicy liquor!