Chapter 141: Thanks to You
I have always had one of the biggest doubts in my heart, that is, why does Feng Chengcheng hate me, obviously she has only been at my house for a long time, but she hates me very much, and after coming to my house, she always teases me in various disguises.
Even framed me recklessly, and caused me to be beaten by my father several times, at the beginning I thought it was because I was blind, so Feng Chengcheng looked down on me, so he would treat me like that, but slowly I found out that things don't seem to be so simple.
Feng Chengcheng said to my identity as Xiaoqi in the massage room that I did something sorry for her, but I really don't know where I did something sorry for her.
And my dad is also very strange, my dad said that the reason why he favored Feng Chengcheng was to make up for my mistakes, but I don't know where I did something wrong, my dad said that he was to help me make up for it.
Now I finally have a chance to know, where did I do what I was sorry for Feng Chengcheng, this Xu Zilong seems to know the truth of the matter, and now he has to say it.
"Xu Zilong, you shut up. ”
Xu Zilong had already said something, but he was suddenly interrupted by Feng Chengcheng and did not continue.
Xu Zilong turned his head to look at Feng Chengcheng, and Feng Chengcheng also looked at Xu Zilong and said, "If you say anything, then I will ignore you again." ”
Hearing Feng Chengcheng's words, Xu Zilong also shrugged his shoulders helplessly at me and said, "Then there is no way, Cheng Cheng won't let me say it, then I have no way to tell you." ”
But I was really speechless at this time, and I was already telling the secret immediately, so why didn't I say it all of a sudden.
I hurriedly asked Xu Zilong, "What do you mean by saying half of what you have to say?"
Xu Zilong touched his nose with a smile, and said proudly: "I like to say half like this, I just want to see you being tortured, as if you saw me with Feng Chengcheng, you should be very angry, right?"
Saying that, Xu Zilong proudly hugged Feng Chengcheng in his arms, and then he hugged Feng Chengcheng and turned around and prepared to leave.
But at this time, I directly grabbed Xu Zilong's arm, and I said with anger on my face: "You must make it clear to me today, otherwise you may not be able to leave today." ”
"Fang Yan, you don't meddle too much, anyway, the two of us don't have to do anything, don't be so shameless," Feng Chengcheng pushed me angrily, and directly pulled Xu Zilong into the bar.
If it was Xu Zilong, I could still be a little stronger and confront him head-on, but I really can't be strong against Feng Chengcheng, because I always feel that I am sorry for Feng Chengcheng.
Shen Lingmin walked up to me at this time, took my arm and said, "Are you okay?"
I glanced at Shen Lingmin and said with some guilt: "I'm sorry, I just think I'm a little sorry for Cheng Cheng." ”
"It's okay, let's go," Shen Lingmin led me out of here.
After returning home, Shen Lingmin sat on the edge of the bed and asked me, "Fang Yan, do you still like Feng Chengcheng psychologically?"
Hearing Shen Lingmin's words, my instinct was to deny it, and immediately I shook my head and said, "No, how can you think that." ”
In fact, I also know that my current reaction is too anxious, and my performance is not at all like I don't care, because my previous performance against Feng Chengcheng, as well as my current expression, prove that I still care about Feng Chengcheng in my heart.
Indeed, I have experienced so much with Feng Chengcheng before, and I really can't let go of Feng Chengcheng, I still like her and still want to be with her.
The reason why I instinctively denied it was because I was afraid that Shen Lingmin would be angry, after all, she had just made so many sacrifices for me, and I really couldn't make her sad, but at the same time, I was really reluctant to let Feng Chengcheng go.
Especially today, when I saw Feng Chengcheng and Xu Zilong together, I felt even more heartbroken.
I originally thought that Shen Lingmin would definitely be angry, but I didn't expect Shen Lingmin to look at me and smile, and said, "You don't have to lie to me, I can see that you still like her." ”
"I ......"
"Fang Yan, in fact, I have also reflected recently, I think I am a little too selfish, I always want someone to dominate you, so I am always angry, I also think clearly, this matter is better for you to choose, I am willing to accept your choice, if you don't like me, then I don't force it," Shen Lingmin looked at me and said generously.
At this moment, my face was extremely shocked and looked at Shen Lingmin, because I didn't expect Shen Lingmin to say such a thing.
In the past, Shen Lingmin knew that I still liked Feng Chengcheng, and she would definitely get angry and have conflicts with me, but now she didn't make trouble, but let me choose by myself.
If Shen Lingmin was angry with me, I would have balanced it a bit, but now that she is so generous, I feel even more guilty.
I immediately stepped forward and hugged Shen Lingmin, I reached out and rubbed Shen Lingmin's shoulder, and said: "Lingmin, let me tell you the truth, I do still like Feng Chengcheng, but I also think clearly, she is my sister, I can't be with her, the reason why I reacted before was actually because I felt that I wanted to do something to be sorry for her before." ”
"Why do you say that?" Shen Lingmin asked, looking up at me.
I briefly explained the situation, and Shen Lingmin immediately nodded and said, "So that's the case, then you can figure it out, no matter what, I'm willing to wait for you." ”
"Lingmin, thank you, you're so nice," I said movingly, hugging Shen Lingmin.
When it was time to go to bed at night, I originally wanted to do that kind of thing with Shen Lingmin, but Shen Lingmin didn't let me, so I had to restrain my desire and sleep with Shen Lingmin in my arms.
Although I don't know why Shen Lingmin doesn't want to do that kind of thing with me, maybe she is still angry in her heart.
But I also made up my mind, this time I just figured out what kind of contradiction there was between me and Feng Chengcheng, and I didn't have any other thoughts about Feng Chengcheng.
Thinking that I also slowly fell asleep, and when it came to the next day, Shen Lingmin went out after eating, and I looked at Shen Lingmin going out quite strangely, so I asked: "Lingmin, what are you still doing when you go out?
Shen Lingmin looked at me and said, "I don't take care of the bar, can't I go to see other friends?" ”
I heard Shen Lingmin's words, and I couldn't refute them, so I said, "Okay, if there is any situation, contact me in time." ”
"Got it," Shen Lingmin said and went out.
Watching Shen Lingmin drive away, she waved her hand to me before leaving, I felt that Shen Lingmin's recent changes were really big, I suddenly didn't understand her a little, she suddenly treated me so generously, and suddenly she was willing to give up her own industry for the two of us, and even took the initiative to let me solve my own affairs.
Since Shen Lingmin is so generous, then I can't let her down, so I also have to deal with the problem with Feng Chengcheng.
Seeing Feng Chengcheng with Xu Zilong like that, I was really unhappy.
Thinking that I also left the house and returned to my own home, I believe that Feng Chengcheng should be at home at this time, and I want to ask her everything clearly.
Sure enough, when I got home, Feng Cheng* was at home, and when I just entered the house, she happened to be out of the bathroom shower.
Seeing Feng Chengcheng with only a bath towel wrapped around her body, I felt that she was really beautiful at this time, because I really hadn't seen her like this for a long time.
Feng Chengcheng found out that I was looking at her, she rolled her eyes directly, and was about to bypass me, but I moved a step and directly blocked Feng Chengcheng's way.
"Get out of the way!" Feng Chengcheng took off the towel on his head, his wet hair fell down, and said coldly.
I didn't get out of the way, but looked at Feng Chengcheng condescendingly, and said, "Cheng Cheng, you still like me in your heart, right?"
Feng Chengcheng raised his eyes and glanced at me, and said with a sneer: "Like you, are you dreaming?"
"Okay, you didn't like me, but you did, right?" I looked at Feng Chengcheng and asked.
After I finished saying this, Feng Chengcheng opened her mouth to deny it, but she finally didn't say it.
I continued: "Cheng Cheng, I know that there is no way for the two of us to be together, and I have to figure this out, but I want to figure it out, you still like me in your heart, right?"
"You like me, and there's no need to wronged yourself with that Xu Zilong for me, do you understand? I don't want to see you like this," I looked at Feng Chengcheng and said seriously.
Feng Chengcheng sneered, hugged his full chest with his arms, and said with a smile: "Fang Yan, you are too capable of being sentimental, right? Who said that I was with Xu Zilong just for you?"
I frowned and asked, "Do you dare to say that you're not here to protect me?"
"I'm not here for you," Feng Chengcheng said seriously.
"Why is that?" I asked, a little reluctantly.
Feng Chengcheng took a deep breath and said: "I've liked Xu Zilong since I was in junior high school, but he didn't look down on me before, I had a crush on him, and now he can finally see me in his eyes, why don't I stay with him?"
Sure enough, I heard this statement before, but I didn't expect Feng Chengcheng to really think like this.
I took a deep breath and turned to her and asked, "Okay, then why do you hate me so much?"
"Why do you hate you?" Feng Chengcheng looked at me and asked, "Maybe I shouldn't hate you, but I should thank you, because I can have today, all thanks to you!"