After eating, Gu Yu and Cai Xun were driven to the house by Aunt Gu to study. She sat in the living room by herself, accompanying Old Man Zhao to talk about the shortcomings of her parents and the affairs of the neighborhood. Zhang Tianyi estimated that it was time for Ren Xuan to come back, so he got up and walked alone to the place where Old Man Zhao basks in the sun every day. He didn't sit on the recliner, but chose the small bench that Cai Xun brought to sit on it. He decided to talk to Ren Xuan about it, and the person had already received it. If you still have a layer of thoughts every day, it will be a little tiring.

After waiting for about ten minutes, Zhang Tianyi saw Ren Xuan walking into the courtyard gate, so he waved his hand and called her over.

"I think we need to talk about it openly and honestly. Zhang Tianyi said very seriously.

"Okay, I'm a student at Renmin University. Ren Xuan was stunned for a moment, and then said the words that surprised Zhang Tianyi in a very flat and natural voice. The school girl of one of the few top colleges and universities would go to a nightclub to be an oiran, even if it is a showman. Zhang Tianyi always thought that she was just a student at a little-known pheasant university nearby, but now when she heard this answer, she was indeed surprised.

"There are some things that I don't want to say in my life. But when things come to this point, I can tell you what is right or wrong. ”

Ren Xuan saw that there was no one around, and the psychological pressure during this time was really great. simply opened up the conversation and said: "The people who chase me at school are indeed countless rich and handsome. Although most of them just value my body or chase a school girl to save face, there are still a few people who are good and really like me. But what I want to be is a woman like Duan Rushuang. A woman who is stronger and more powerful than her. Those classmates who seem to have a very strong family background can't give me such a life. ”

Zhang Tianyi said with emotion: "Supreme?

Ren Xuan didn't mind that the pair of unwrapping coconuts showed the most beautiful posture in front of Zhang Tianyi, she smiled and said indifferently: "Yes, supreme." Speaking of Duan Rushuang, who dares to say that she is not the leader of this industry? The fourth floor of Dark Night Heaven is there, but no one dares to go up casually. How awesome. ”

Zhang Tianyi, who nodded, gave a thumbs up and praised: "It is indeed very powerful, and I admire her after hearing her deeds." ”

Ren Xuan also nodded and said, "Yes, no one doesn't admire her." Even her enemies, those who hate her, admire her just as much. A woman, who started from scratch in five years, broke into such a big family business. ”

Zhang Tianyi really has an admiration for Duan Rushuang's ability from the bottom of his heart, but for him, that level is still out of reach after all. But the girl in front of him, who is essentially as ambitious as him, is something he can explore. Ren Xuan is good at dancing in the clubhouse with long sleeves, and it is naturally not difficult to see Zhang Tianyi's thoughts. It was estimated that Zhang Tianyi was really regarded as his own, so he said unabashedly: "I wasn't so greedy, I only thought about studying hard before." After finishing my studies, I found a man who looked good and was genuinely good to me, and bought a house where I could feel the sea breeze from the balcony. Having a job that is not hectic but challenging, it is satisfying. But who would have thought that the abominable fat girl in my bedroom would be able to throw away a Coach backpack of more than 10,000 yuan without caring about it. Every year since the beginning of school, the brand-name clothes and brand-name bags on my body have changed. The circle of friends is full of photos of traveling around the world, buy it if you want, and go wherever you like. Why? Why can she have such a life, and I, I have to calculate how much money I have left after eating this month. I'm going to have to save up for a few months so I can buy my favorite shoes?"

Zhang Tianyi couldn't help but sigh, he had this feeling before. is qualified to say a word of empathy, fortunately, it comes and goes quickly. He didn't particularly care about what he ate and what he wore to wear. There is no idea and habit of comparing who dresses well and who eats well.

Ren Xuan said, and his breath became thicker and thicker. In front of him, there was naturally a terrifying scene of turbulent waves, and a line of tears flowed down his innocent face. She looked directly at Zhang Tianyi and said, "Since I've said this today, then I'll just say it all." I haven't suffered a man's loss in Dark Night Heaven, but I have been bullied by Duan Rushuang. Be kind to people at school and have a good relationship with most people. I was also despised and insulted by this fat woman. I'm unwilling, unwilling, and don't want to admit it. I want to make money, I want to have status, I want to be a master. If there is any possibility, I am willing to pay any price. If you can bring me to a position that is better than Duan Rushuang, then what does it matter if I will be your lover for the rest of your life? I want to climb higher positions, even if the road is full of thorns, it will scarred me. I don't care!"

Zhang Tianyi glanced up at Ren Xuan, lowered his head and was silent. is very straightforward and simple ambition, and roommates have become the most fertile soil for this ambition to grow. People are most afraid of comparing themselves with others, but this kind of comparison, this kind of greed, is also the basis for the progress of people and even society. One of the easiest, source power.

This kind of person is also the easiest to control. As long as you can satisfy her greed all the time, you can always control her.

Ren Xuan, whose face was full of tears, simply squatted down and was level with Zhang Tianyi, and the chest on her knees was straight in front of Zhang Tianyi, and she didn't mind. Ren Xuan, who opened her heart, seemed to have countless words that she wanted to say in one breath: "Am I willing to smile and show different animals every day? Do I like to swim in those naked eyes every day? I don't want to! But I want to be strong soon, is there a better way? I don't have the means to dance the wind and clouds like a frost, how powerful she is." A tuft of cheeks can make a man swoon, and he is willing to die for her. So I can only use this method to win people's hearts in order to find a ladder to climb up, but I have been given to you as a gift. No purpose, no traps. It's just because of the man's name Li Jiaxing's words that you and he are friends. Oh yes. At first, Duan Rushuang wanted to use me to control you, but now she doesn't have that kind of thought. I was given to you purely as a gift. ”

"Gifts, huh. I'm human, and I've been given a gift. Is it wrong for you to say that I want to climb up? Who wants to be controlled by others, who doesn't want to watch others prostrate at their feet and dominate the fate of others? I will definitely climb up, and one day I will point at Duan Rushuang's nose and scold her as I like. ”

"Tianyi, the Buddha said that all beings are equal. But how do I think that people are unequal from the moment they land in their lives? Even in the face of death, some sick and poor people die, and those who have money can continue to live or even be cured. Can this make all beings equal?"

Zhang Tianyi looked at Ren Xuan's eyes, and said in a deep voice after a long time:

"So, I don't believe in Buddhism. ”