547: I love you
Cheng Yan looked at Ruan Niansheng's shocked look and couldn't help but smile, "What, are you scared?"
"Why?" she began.
"Don't you know the reason?" he said, his eyes sarcastic.
Ruan Niansheng broke free of Xu Shaobei's hand and finally faced him, she gritted her back molars, and said word by word, "That's your mother, what you said, is it true!?"
"But she doesn't deserve it!"
The word 'mother' suddenly became like a fuse, instantly igniting the loneliness and all fluctuations in Cheng Yan's heart.
He jerked to his feet, and the chair moved back a little.
Cheng Yan propped up the table with his hands and stared at her with red eyes, "Ruan Niansheng, haven't you been a mother? Didn't you almost give up your life to give birth to your child? Then you tell me! Tell me, is there such a mother in this world!?"
"A mother who lets her children live with hatred from below, a mother who beats and scolds him whenever he says he is hurt, thirsty, tired, and doesn't want revenge, and even locks him in the basement without food or drink!"
The more Cheng Yan spoke, the more excited he became, as if he wanted to vent all his emotions.
"Thirty years! I've hated it for so many years, but in the end it's just nothing, and you've told me it's all fake...... Everything is fake, I was lied to, I was lied to her, hahaha......"
"Ruan Niansheng, would you do this to your child?"
Isn't what a mother wants most is for her children to live a peaceful and joyful life for the rest of their lives?
Why was his mother the only one to be so cruel to him......
Cheng Yan's question pressed Ruan Niansheng almost out of breath.
She didn't know how to answer, let alone how to respond to him.
He was right, no mother in this world would be so ruthless, but his mother did......
Xu Shaobei's thin lips pursed lightly, "Everyone is selfish, and it makes sense for her to do this." ”
"Why?" Cheng Yan asked again, "Why should I bear it?"
"There are not so many whys in this world, what should have happened and what shouldn't have happened has happened. Love is often enough to make a person fall into madness, and your mother, precisely because she can't get the love in her heart, wants to borrow your hand to destroy the happiness she once couldn't get. ”
His birth was originally an accident.
A child who does not belong to his beloved is destined not to be expected.
Ruan Niansheng's heart was inexplicably soft, and he looked away a little uncomfortably, not daring to meet Cheng Yan's eyes at this time.
Scold......
Cheng Yan sat back in his position weakly.
"So, no matter how much she does, I can only bear it, right? I don't even get a response to a single question?"
"Let go of everything, that would be a relief for you and for everyone. ”
"Drop?"
He closed his eyes, he was smiling, but everyone thought he was crying.
After a long time, he trembled and opened his eyes again to look at the two of them, "Have you ever hated me?"
"Hate. ”
Xu Shaobei replied without hesitation.
At this time, it is false to say that he doesn't hate, he almost lost his child and his beloved, which is also an indelible truth.
Cheng Yan smiled even more happily, "Hate it, hate it, I'm afraid that you won't hate it one day, and I won't even have the last sense of existence in this world......"
"What about what do you know?" Ruan Niansheng pursed his lips and brought the topic back on track again, "You said so much, it's time to explain." ”
The longer it drags on, the more complicated it will become.
Although Xu Shaobei and the others no longer have any connection, for everything in Haicheng and for those who sacrificed, he should always have an explanation.
Cheng Yan took another deep breath, and when he slowly spit out again, his expression was already much lighter.
"You go and call Gao Zhan in, I know anything, I will say it......"
Before she could scream, Gao Zhan had already picked up his headset and walked in.
Cheng Yan squinted his eyes, revealing a look that he had really been watching.
Gao Zhan didn't feel anything, but narrowed his eyes and stared at his face seriously, and said in a deep voice, "You know something, say it all!"
Cheng Yan didn't talk nonsense, and directly said it like pouring beans into a bamboo tube.
Gao Zhan recorded it clearly, and then nodded at Xu Shaobei and responded silently, "Thank you." ”
Xu Shaobei pursed his lips and didn't dare to accept this love.
After Gao Zhan left again, Cheng Yan also stood up, and before he was about to be taken away, he didn't forget to turn around and glance at Ruan Niansheng again, "Take your child to see me next time, it's strange." ”
Hearing this, Xu Shaobei's face suddenly sank and said, "Don't worry, there won't be this opportunity!"
He has confessed everything he knows, and the only thing that awaits him next is the death penalty......
Ruan Niansheng raised his lips and smiled, took Xu Shaobei's hand and nodded, "Okay." ”
Cheng Yan pursed his lips, "Xu Shaobei, it seems that your wife is much more open-minded than you." ”
“……”
Ruan Niansheng laughed and shook his head at him.
"No, then you guessed wrong, I have a lot more grudges than him, and I just promised you to let my children remember your bad face, and let them know that you are a complete bad guy!"
Cheng Yan was obviously stunned, and when he reacted, he couldn't help but reddened his eyes when he heard what he had just said.
He bit his lower lip and looked cold, "In that case, then don't come to see me, lest you dirty their eyes!"
"That's not going to work. Ruan Niansheng still shook his head, "If you don't remember what to do, let them see it, so that you can distinguish the face of the bad guy." ”
“……”
Cheng Yan only felt that Ruan Niansheng had more words than anyone else at this time.
He didn't answer, turned to the guards and said, "We're done. ”
The guard nodded, checked him again, and then sent him back again.
As soon as Cheng Yan left, Xu Shaobei suddenly silently hugged Ruan Niansheng into his arms.
"Why did you promise him?"
Ruan Niansheng hooked his lips slightly, "People always have to have a thought in life, don't they? In the first half of his life, he lived for hatred, and in the second half of his life, he lived with our hatred......"
"Even so, he won't be grateful to you. Xu Shaobei Road.
"I don't want him to be grateful. Ruan Niansheng rolled his eyes, raised his eyes in his arms and smiled, "Besides, even if he is grateful, he can't do anything." ”
Xu Shaobei looked helpless and seemed to sigh.
The smile in Ruan Niansheng's eyes deepened.
The man wrapped his arms around her waist and unconsciously tightened a little, "Don't smile at outsiders like this in the future, you can come at me whatever you want, otherwise, people will be worried about it again." ”
What does that mean?
Ruan Niansheng's face was inexplicably wonderful, how could he say that his red apricot was out of the wall?
Xu Shaobei didn't say anything, and directly overbearing the person was gone.
The two of them didn't go to visit Mrs. Ruan, her affairs had already been settled, and they had nothing to do with each other, and going at this time was just to disturb her.
As for Ruan Zhengtian and Ruan Ying after that, Ruan Niansheng never saw each other again, but when the incident ended half a year ago, she received a text message from Ruan Zhengtian, which briefly said that he and Ruan Ying were both teaching in the mountains.
Ruan Niansheng deleted the text message after reading it, so it's okay, everyone is fine......
The two walked out of the prison, and it was not until the car drove to the city and looked at the red and festive decorations around them that they realized that the Chinese New Year was coming soon......
Ruan Niansheng glanced sideways at the man beside him, and silently landed his hand on the back of his hand.
"Mr. Xu, it seems like we've been together for another year. ”
"Hmm. ”
Xu Shaobei replied lightly.
The little woman immediately puffed up her face with dissatisfaction, "That's it?"
"Huh?"
The man raised his eyebrows, looking at her as if asking what else there was.
Ruan Niansheng pursed her lips and was a little depressed, but thinking that there have been too many things recently, it is already a very happy thing to spend the New Year together in peace.
Thinking like this, all the depression in his heart that had just flashed disappeared with him.
Xu Shaobei silently drove the car to the door of the restaurant that the two were familiar with and stopped, Ruan Niansheng was stunned for a while and looked at the man in front of him who had gone around to his car and opened the door, "What...... What's wrong?"
"Naturally, I accompanied my wife to a candlelight dinner. Xu Shaobei raised his eyebrows, "What, Madame doesn't appreciate her face?"
Ruan Niansheng snorted and laughed out loud, "No, no, no, Mr. Xu has already opened his mouth, if I retreat, how embarrassing will Mr. Xu be?"
As he spoke, his little body jumped out of the car at once.
Xu Shaobei just hugged each other, and the two of them snuggled tightly together.
Ruan Niansheng felt the sound of his rhythmic heartbeat, and couldn't help but raise his eyes to look at the snowflakes slowly falling from the sky and whispered, "It's snowing......"
"Hmm. ”
Ruixue Mega Year, good sign.
Ruan Niansheng didn't care about it, here was the place where people came and went, just to lie in his arms.
"This is the first snow of the year, and I'm honored to be able to watch it with you. ”
The little woman's voice was soft, but clear enough to reach his ears.
Xu Shaobei hugged the little woman tighter, "Why, Mrs. Xu is so affectionate, is she tired and wants me to carry you in?"
"Not really!"
Ruan Niansheng was molested and immediately withdrew from his arms.
Xiao Nizi's face was flushed, and she didn't know if it was because she was cold or ashamed, Xu Shaobei neatly closed the car door and held her hand.
The man's hands were big enough to wrap her in the palm of his hand, and the two of them interlocked their fingers and smiled at each other.
The manager in the restaurant greeted the two of them in a familiar way, and it was not until they entered the box that their bodies gradually warmed up, and then Ruan Niansheng lay on the transparent glass and looked at the scene outside the window, and the corners of his lips could not hide it.
"Xu Shaobei, you say...... Will the days to come be as good as they are now?"
Nothing happens, no one appears, they are who they are, and life is what it should be.
Xu Shaobei glanced out the window, then turned his eyes and looked deeply at the woman in front of him.
He was silent for a long time, so long that Ruan Niansheng almost thought that he would not answer himself.
The woman turned her eyes suspiciously, and the next second she directly crashed into the man's deep bottomless ink eyes, the corners of his mouth slightly hooked a good-looking arc, and his thin lips opened lightly, "Well, I will be here in the future, and it will be the same as today." ”
He assured her that nothing would change, neither he nor them......
Ruan Niansheng's face flushed, and after lowering his head for a while, Ai Ai couldn't help but move to his side and plunged his head into his arms.
"I believe in you, and I know that you will give me a ...... like that."
The man's eyes were soft, and he stroked her little head.
Ruan Niansheng pillowed on his shoulder, "Xu Shaobei ......"
"Huh?"
"I love you. ”
"Coincidentally, I'm ...... too"