"Jingle Bell ......"

The class bell rang, although this class was Su Li's favorite physics class, but he couldn't listen to what the teacher said at all.

He felt as if his head was pinned to a nail, and his round eyes stared uncontrollably at the clock on the wall.

Tick, tick, tick......

Time was passing slowly, but every second was so long for Su Li, and every time the second hand moved, it was as if a huge hammer was striking his heart.

Wiping the sweat dripping from his forehead, his tongue licked his lips that had long been dry and cracked, and unconsciously he wanted to swallow saliva, but his mouth was so dry and boring that he couldn't even secrete saliva.

"Whew, whew!"

Su Li took a deep breath, but he still felt breathless, and then he grabbed his chest tightly with both hands, hoping to relieve his symptoms with pain.

But instead of alleviating the symptoms, the pain made his eyes darken, and it seemed that even his consciousness wanted to escape from his body quietly.

"What the hell is wrong with me?"

"Are you sick?"

Su Li muttered to himself, and as time passed, his heart beat faster and faster, and his breathing became more and more difficult, as if he was carrying a mountain behind him.

"You're not sick, you're afraid of dying. Little Flying Bear's voice suddenly sounded in Su Li's mind.

"I'm afraid of death......?

"Yes, maybe you think so, but your body, your soul, instinctively fears and rejects death. ”

Xiao Feixiong interrupted Su Li's words, smiled gloomily, and then mocked in an extremely disdainful tone: "You human beings will always be so arrogant and arrogant, and you will never be able to see the facts clearly, but in fact, human nature is like this, cowardice, greed and selfishness, this is emanating from the bones, not controlled by thoughts, in the long history, you human beings can do anything in order to survive, including ......"

Xiao Feixiong didn't say anything, but Su Li knew that it was never a good thing, but he still shook his head stubbornly.

Looking at his stubborn appearance, Xiao Feixiong sighed and continued: "Although everyone knows that they will die and know that day will come sooner or later, the fact that it is too far away for people to accurately appreciate the horror of death, and even make people ignore death. ”

"Knowing that you will die, but not thinking that you will die, is it ridiculous that you humans have such arrogant ideas?"

"But the uncertain factors and time of death make some people who are arrogant and regard death as their home think that death is not terrible, and even want to pursue death, even if they have experienced the danger of nine deaths and a lifetime, they still can't understand the meaning of waiting for death. ”

"Because there is always some kind of luck in people's hearts. ”

"For example, some people are not afraid of certain fatal diseases because they still believe in their hearts that their diseases can be cured. ”

"When the muzzle of the gun is pointed at your chest in war, you are not afraid, because you still hope that someone else will move the muzzle, everyone has the aura of the protagonist, and always feels different, this illusion makes people's hearts strong and stupid. ”

"Even the elderly who are dying, when they are unsure of the time of death, they always feel that they can live for a long time, and they will not simply die, or even not die. ”

In short, when the human heart realizes that he can still live, he will never fear death, or even despise it. This may be the case with those who see death as their home. ”

"But when death is confirmed to some kind of digital moment, when everything is predestined and there is no chance of chance, it may be fearless at first, but when there are only a few hours left, this extremely calm and quiet waiting process is the most suffocating and tormenting. ”

At this time, people's physiology will be hungry for life, and in these few short hours, the signal of rejection of death will be issued, and the human body and soul will be eager to save themselves! Whether it is the physical body or the spirit in a slightly higher dimension, they are afraid of disappearing from this world, it's as simple as that. ”

"This is the fear of waiting for death, and what you are experiencing right now may only be understood by condemned prisoners. ”

"And as the time of death approaches, I don't know if your body and mind can bear it, maybe completing the task is your final choice. ”

Su Li shook his head violently and roared in a low voice, "I won't ...... I won't give in, I have no fear!"

But the real reflection of the body is becoming more and more intense, restless, depressed, and restless......

By the end of the second class, Su Li's whole body was drenched in cold sweat, as if he had been washed away by the majestic rain.

Cold sweat was dripping down, and he felt that his body was about to collapse, and then he stood up suddenly, but it was dark for a while, but he gritted his teeth and insisted, and walked to the water dispenser in a frenzy, and picked up the bucket for a burst of binge drinking.

The students around didn't know what Su Li was crazy about, but they just saw that his green muscles were bursting out like a demon, and they all hid far away, and no one dared to step forward, including Xia Lan......

At 3:10 a.m., 1 hour and 50 minutes before the time of death......

After the third class began, the muscles in Su Li's whole body couldn't stop trembling, and every cell in his body seemed to be moaning.

"Why does time pass so slowly?"

"The sooner death comes, the less painful it will be. ”

"Time, hurry up, hurry up!"

Su Li's eyes were still fixed on the clock on the wall, but every second seemed to be as long as a century, and the whole process of waiting for death was infinitely slowed down, slowly eroding and torturing his body and spirit.

Suddenly, he felt a convulsion of all the internal organs in his body, and all the water he had just drunk spurted out......

"This classmate, are you okay?" the teacher who was taking a class on the podium asked when he saw Su Li's strange appearance.

Su Li waved his hand and said in a hoarse voice, "It's okay, it's much better to spit it out." ”

"Don't you need to go to the infirmary?"

"No, you don't. ”

"Then please clean your seat so as not to disturb other students' classes. ”

"Well, got it. ”

After this vomit, Su Li's body's reaction was not so strong, and his eyes finally left the clock and took a deep breath, but the depressed mood in his heart always lingered.

After that, Su Li picked up the mop, and in the extremely disgusted eyes of the surroundings, he mopped the water stains on the ground clean, and after a period of busyness, the third class ended unconsciously.

At 3:50 a.m., 1 hour and 10 minutes before the time of death......

Xia Lan saw that Su Li had regained her composure and hid the fear in her heart, so she finally mustered up the courage to step forward and ask, "Su Li, are you okay?"

Looking at Xia Lan and the clock on the wall, Su Li seemed to be ghosted, and actually said, "Xia Lan, do you know? ”

"Ah!" Hearing Su Li's sudden confession, Xia Lan was stunned in place, and didn't know what to say for a while.

Su Li was slightly stunned, and then smiled bitterly: "What am I talking nonsense! I can't give you happiness before or now, because I am a person without a future." ”

Maybe it's just that death is approaching, Su Li doesn't want to leave this world with regrets, so he tells his most true emotions to his most beloved girl, which can be regarded as the final farewell!

You don't need any results, as long as you can explain your mind.

"Thank you......"

"But, I'm sorry. ”

Turning around, Xia Lan silently sat back in her seat.

"Is this a refusal?" Su Li thought, although he knew the result, which was also the best result, he still felt a little distressed.

At 4 o'clock sharp, there was still one hour left until the time of death.

Maybe it was because of the failure of the confession, or maybe it was because the classmates around him were pointing and constantly snickering at him that the toad wanted to eat swan meat, in short, Su Li was a little absent-minded and didn't know what he was thinking.

By the time Su Li came back to his senses, the fourth class had already ended, and after piercing the last layer of window paper, Xia Lan's attitude towards Su Li had also changed a lot, his eyes no longer looked at him, and his worries about him seemed to be gone, and he even hid away from him after class.

"In this way, there is really no nostalgia. ”

Su Li leaned on the seat like this, tilted his head, staring at the ceiling blankly, like a piece of wood that couldn't move or think, and in the end it was just two lines of tears, and he had already known the ending and had long been looking forward to the ending.

"So that if I die, she won't be sad. ”

"Jingle Bell ......"

At 4:50 a.m., there were only 10 minutes left until the time of death......

"And so, it's really over. ”

In the fifth and final class, it was the homeroom teacher who hated him the most in the pot-bellied class.

And the head teacher's eyes when he looked at Su Li were also extremely disgusted, but because of Lin Chen's words, he was inexplicably afraid of Su Li, so he didn't trouble him and provoke him as usual.

"Are you really willing?" asked Flying Bear.

"What is there to be reluctant to. "Zurida.

"The power after you die will be gained by the person closest to you, do you understand?"

"I know. ”

"Look at what the person closest to you is doing. ”

Su Li turned his head to look to the side, perhaps because the time was almost up, and the people around him seemed to be moving extremely slowly.

The closest to him was one of the classmates who usually bullied him the most, and he was quietly looking at his phone at the moment, and on the phone was a photo of Xia Lan, and he was facing Xia Lan's photo......

"If he is allowed to obtain the power of the Son of Divine Punishment, what will happen to Xia Lan, I don't need to say more!"

Su Li's pupils shrank slightly, and he unconsciously looked at Xia Lan, and Xia Lan seemed to notice Su Li's gaze, turned his head and glanced at him lightly, and then turned back again.

"She doesn't have anything to do with me anymore......"

"It seems that you have made up your mind, but if he gets your power, I don't know how many people will suffer, and I can see that he is a complete bastard. ”

"It has nothing to do with me......"

"What about the others, it has nothing to do with me, the dying person, don't say as if I hurt them......"

"I've decided that there's nothing to be nostalgic for in this filthy world. ”

At 4:57, death finally came......

To be continued......